Enter the Trickster

Man is pulled in many directions by both forces outside and within. Each come with their own imperative and intent for what they wish to achieve but what none of them will say nor admit (and actually perish the thought entering your awareness) is that they work by deception which makes you think their wish is your commandment. Like a genie in the flesh. Far more mundane than the alleged fairy tale but the pieces all fit and the script is flipped for your unfinite conscious is hyper-conducted by the carbon based instrument known as the Earthday Suit in order for you to imperience the holographic symphony known as the Game of Souls.

Now, I know what you’re thinking “What a load of BS. I’m a man, flesh and blood, consciousness is caused by the firing of neurons in my head that give rise to experience etc.. etc.. etc…” and I’d like to remind you there was a time when the plebs believed as fervently in bloodletting and leeches as well. See how that worked out for them and take a moment to comprehend what I said because that is literally the way it is and its very easy to prove to yourself.

Go ahead, think about nothing. At least give it an attempt and see how long you can maintain the silence before many different impulses clamoring to draw your attention to so many spurious things wrestle the little bit of will you have left wherever it says and notice how smoothly you go along with it. Like a fish that was, at one moment, swimming in the sea and saw something twinkling and thought “I like the look of this” and next thing it knows its mouth is ripped as its fighting against the hook which lodged in and now directs its presence.

Thing is, for them its physical and even though they fell for the trick which is used by fishermen as they know the lure excites their awareness and can be used to disguise their true intent which is the capture of their presence which they duly rebel against because of what it signifies in terms of freedom. Humans Witness the same thing but it takes place in a different realm but the process is identical as we’re torn, that way then this, running off after a whim which, once its at the wheel, selects from the appropriate resources that are tucked away in your subconscious in order to make its needs real and aligned with what you think is your intent when in reality you’re little more than a meat puppet and these are strings I’m making you feel because once you do you’ll perceive them in action and realize the simple truth that leads to freedom:

If you can see it you don’t have to be it“.

These states are a mask and you are one without a face. What an interesting juxtaposition as the implications for the race are immense but then we are caught up in something that is a strange blend of physical bliss and spiritual wickedness and it takes a lot of discernment to separate the water from milk and return to the pure substance because then, and only then, can you truly claim to be present as that is what it takes to unwrap the gift that many Souls came and played the Game without ever touching as they wandered around thinking “Is this it?” as they took in the mathematically encoded precision hinted at by the Sun and Moon having a seemingly identical size when one is far distant and yet they are positioned in a way that makes them seem relative.

How is that a hint? I hear you think. Simple. Everything is. In ancient times they perceived different as the Game was on another stage than it is current as we’re living in an era of global deception where the wicked have placed themselves as the heads of state and thus they set the tone which dictates the Game of Souls and its all as intended. Back then it was different, this is the origin of the alleged myth know as the Fall of Man and its well documented in the texts and legends of indigenous species around the planet. Thats partially the reason why those of light colored flesh tried their best to kill them and their culture under the guise of religion but thats something we’ll get into later. For now consider this:

If I were to offer you freedom and and then placed a ball and chain around your leg you would think it quite ridiculous as the presence of the action contradicts the experience. And yet if all around you people were flapping their arms in joy saying “I fly, I fly, I am filled with spirit” as they simultaneously dragged around their leg you would more than certainly acquiesce. This is illustrated well in the tale of the Emperor and his invisible threads because one thing can be made to seem another if it is stated with authority and followed along wholeheartedly with the plebs. Thing is the bare cheeked effrontery of this entire premise is exposed instantly when it pours into the awareness of one who still possess Inner Sense and that kindles an awakening in the rest who suddenly become aware of how ridiculous the entire thing is.

That is how quickly beliefs can shift when one realizes the nature of deception but if no one had said a thing the naked king would still be strutting his stuff in front of (false) self deceiving who Thunk they know best. All because he fell for a trick designed to pander to his egoic aspects by a bunch of traveling grifters who wanted to take him for all they can get and have a good laugh as the same time as well.

Do you know what The Trickster is? One of the oldest legends that runs around the planet in so many cultures since way back when is that of a mischievous being whose tales always had a twist and what you got wasn’t what you expected. Not quite human, but in this realm nonetheless, its presence hints strongly about the collective unconscious from which such Patterns arise and then are dressed in the clothes of the culture of whom does Witness and then repeat, mouth to ear, for generations of the adventures witnessed by their forebearers as both warnings and entertainment about the nature of the realm they’re within. The things people did before TV sets kicked in, eh? Tales of fairies, little people, genies in lamps, leprechauns, ghosts and demons as well as countless other scamps. It seems the entire globe was awash with what we’d now call a supernatural occurrence, but we are too modern and wise with our phones in hand that can answer any question we ask in an instant, allow us to see the dead and living equally quick as well as be able to leap immense distances just with a finger click.

Stripped of all context and told to those who live underground in the future due to the planet drifting closer to Sun as the true cause of global warming makes its presence felt, the humans that survive would think that as fanciful as other legends and that they aren’t as stupid to believe in such antics because reality as it stands says something totally different.

Fish don’t see the water they swim in. The presence that sustains them renders itself invisible to their awareness. Humans are much the same as the cultural milieu of the moment is, in effect, so obvious that it needs not discussing. Much like all skeletons look the same when stripped of flesh when we look back at cultures dead we see not the beautifully shaped leg, the eyes that danced with fire and laugh which caressed the ears of all who Witness the magnificent radiant presence of those who once lived. No, instead we see a bare bones outline that lacks all that made them them. To make things worse we the interpret and distort the fragmented tales which survive with our present day awareness and expectations therein which often changes the entire thing by placing the tail before the head. Yet no one from then can pop up and correct because if they did they’d cower behind your sofa as a lion prowled on your TV set because they would take for real what you know is an illusion and yet you are fooled by things they saw perfectly well, hence the Trickster “myth” that we shall now into delve as it offers many hints about the present moment that otherwise make no sense:

Consider that man has a few levels to his awareness. Like a house has a basement, a main floor and attic as well. Now lets imagine that few people look within what is not their living environment because they are too caught up in the experience of making that as pretty as it can be as it reflects aspects of themselves and their experience in this realm. The basement has a great skill of being to arrange itself so whenever they wish to dump something they just open the door and throw it into its depth, usually never to be seen again as there is so much to consume, always about the new, keeping up with the you know whos as they do what they do and people run around and generally don’t have a clue. The attic on the other hand is never even stepped in, nor do people know what it means, why its there or how to even get there as its door is high up in the ceiling of the floor in which they live and needs a special kind of handle to twist that they’ve never been able to find since they moved in so they generally ignore it. Know where its kept? Yep, in the basement. Ironic isn’t it that to ascend one must first descend but that is a common trait in this realm and all factors of imperience because enlightenment comes by taking your awareness into the darkness to Witness what lies within because then you find what you didn’t even know you were seeking and this in turn leads to a change in the needs and wants you thought you possessed as you’re refined by an alchemical process that turns to gold what once was made of lead, thanks in part to your efforts and the rest to due to the structure of this realm.

The man who stands in the basement looks around and bears Witness at what he sees. He moved in so long ago and simply can’t believe he never came to check the depths of what he possessed as the floorplan is immense. Way bigger than the space he rents and lives in and there are so many things. Glancing down at the handle he feels in his palm it instantly reveals that it is the key to the attic he’s also never seen and wondered about even less in reality. He calls to his wife but she says she’s busy so he walks up the steps and says:

“You’ve got to look at what I’ve seen”.

“It simply doesn’t appeal to me”.

“What? You don’t want to know about where we live? Look, look at this” he says as he shows her the handle “And I’m supposed to know what that is? It looks ugly and doesn’t match the image of the home which I’ve built. Why don’t you be a good boy and throw it back in the basement? And, whats that smell? Its absolutely disgusting. Here, give me that and you go and take a bath you’re stinking up the place. Stay out of the basement” she says as she brushes him off and throws the handle back to its place and goes about her day.

In this tale we are offered hints about the nature of life as well as curiosity, intent, free will and the general urge to fit in to the dominating way of Thunking. This is why the hardest thing to be is yourself because no one else is and thus you being authentic sticks out and contradictions the fake real they wish to live and they can’t have this as it makes them feel uncomfortable.

Now lets go next door to where the one called The Hermit lives. No one has ever seen him. No one has ever been within. Its obvious someone lives there as there is a palpable presence but as for the man himself, neither hide nor hair is perceived by those in the realm of Three D at least because his main floor is the basement. From the moment he moved in he didn’t care about what the neighbors did, the latest gossip or trends, meeting up for a drink and other social things. No, he had a whole nother imperative because there was something in his depths that was calling to him and said “I’m in the basement, waiting for your presence and I come bearing gifts”. First thing he did when he gained awareness was move his living quarters down then started looking around and, like his neighbor, was astounded that the place was immense. It really made no sense because if every house had such a basement then there must be some type of timespace distortion in effect because the real estate itself from porch to landing was tiny in comparison to this, the subterranean realm he dwelled in.

He examined the shelves, everything was neatly filed and labelled. Not only moments of his own life that he could touch and imperience like they were brand new but also other points of views and clues to questions he hadn’t yet the gumption to ask but would do. He picked up some ink that was labeled “Essence of first kiss” and immediately the lights in the basement dimmed as new images flitted in as a holographic Pattern caused a shift in his relative awareness and then, it all vanished and he was literally a kid. He felt her skin, his nervousness, smelt her hair and all the rest. Not then, not for a moment would he think he was a middle aged man sitting by himself in a basement clutching an item which was just a pointer at greater things and thus its form was irrelevant in a land where frequency is king and its all about resonance.

A lifetime in an instant for when he released his grip and was back where he expected with a mind racing as it stitched together the implications of what he’d Witnessed. He looked at the clock. It was three minutes past six. Literally a hand full of moments had elapsed and yet you could not tell him that he wasn’t back then and present. “My, my, my” he thinks “Moving here certainly was interesting”.

I’m sure you can imagine why the people thought he was a hermit. After all, if you’d discovered this would you have left and spent your days running to and fro distracting yourself from the gift that was buried at a depth and yet could access any time you wanted, as you filled your life and times with meaningless distractions which you think you wanted but only because everyone said “This is why we are here in this realm” and you never thought to question and did as instructed.

“I wonder why that weirdo hermit never leaves his lair” said the wife next door as she chose a new pair of chandeliers that she thinks would create a great impression on her dinner party guests later in the year. “Why don’t you go over and see him?” she says to her husband “become his friend, hear his tale because that way we’ll have something new to say at the table, something they’ve never heard before and we’ll be the ones everyone wants to fawn over and coo as they copy what we do“.

The husband is glad to and is mildly confused when he comes to knock on his door and reads a note which says “Adam, I’ve been waiting and knew you’d come check. The door is open and I’m in the basement”. With heart racing he peers inside and sees a home just like the one he left, there is little difference. Matter of fact the chandeliers his wife was looking at are already present. “What the hell?” he whispers at the sheer weirdness of all of this as he heads over to the basement and there he sees standing a man whose age he can’t guess beside saying he’s younger than him which is strange because he doesn’t think thats who he remembers moving in. “Catch” he says with a mischievous grin as he throws him a bottle of ink and in an instant he is once again a kid Witnessing the nervous thrill of his first kiss…

Reality clicks back in and the first words out of his lips are “What the hell just happened? How did you know I was coming? Why do you live in the basement and how come your house looks just like the one I’ve left and how in the heck did holding a bottle of ink make me time travel in a way that felt so real that right now feels fake? What the hell is happening?”. He feels himself start to shake as a odd melange of emotions reverberate through his state. “Where do you think you are?” says the man who could be twenty eight or forty six. “Where do you think you’ve been? What is the nature of what you call real? Have you ever tested it or have you lived your life in ignorance? Matter of fact don’t answer quick. Take a hold of this” he says as he presses a pic of his wife into his other hand and the ink does its thing again.

Suddenly he is back at his first kiss except this time its from the girls perspective and he feels and Witnesses everything as she thinks “This is my man, I’m going to marry him” even though they were both school kids. And thats exactly what happened. He feels something shift and notices the objects have been removed from his fingertips and he’s back in the basement.

“What in the heck is happening? How do you know all of this?”. “Me? I don’t do a thing my friend, its these objects on the shelves that all contain little labels and hints. That drawer over there contains pictures of whoever you wish, go and give it a try. Just think of someone and open it and lying on top will be a pic of them. Combine it with that ink which resonates to first kiss or that bottle over there which is birth of first kid or that stapler which grants insight into another boring day at the office and you can go bear Witness. Pretty amazing, isn’t it?”

Adams head is reeling but he also can’t deny what he’s seen. He has a million questions but suddenly wants to get back to his basement to see if this is just a one off deal or if his own home reveals such a cosmic treasure trove of treats that make him question the nature of reality. “I’ve, I’ve got to go”. “Yes, I know, tell your wife I said hello and you’re both welcome any time although I do suspect you’ll have other more pressing engagements for the rest of your lives that will take precedence” he says, with a grin.

“Back so soon?” Eve says. “Whats wrong? Was he not in?”. Adam looks at the clock and notices he’s been gone for barely a moment. “Come with me” he says and grabs his wife by the hand and marches her to the basement. “Oh, not this again. Adam when will you get it, we’re here to entertain and entertain ourselves no one ever goes down there so who cares whats within. Besides like I told you it stinks”. But her protests fall on ears which are deaf in this instance as he knows what she’ll see is simply for the best and can’t be expressed in words, only imperienced directly in the flesh and the paradigm shift this brings.

“Catch” she hears and thinks “Who the hell is that guy and what is he doing in our basement” as instinctively her hands grip the bottle of ink thrown at her head. You know the rest…

In this example the ground floor we live in represents our mundane every day third dimensional awareness which is underpinned by the basement. The treasures of which are actually what builds the upper level and its resources are immense. You can think of it as the collective unconscious and even though what is contains is the same, simple generic Patterns which we fill out with our own imperience and make it personal. This is the magic of archetypes and why all around the world, since back when, if you were to say “Draw me an image of a woman who casts spells and does those sort of things” you’d see familiar object kick in like the pointy hat, broomstick, cauldron and cat as well. Interesting, isn’t it? Did you know why Egyptians venerated the cat and held it in such stead? They say it sees not only this world but also the next. This is something you’ve seen countless times but the truth has never clicked when you watch it suddenly stop cleaning itself and stare at something invisible which walks through one wall across the room and out the next and then it goes back to preening. Is the kitty a schizophrenic or is there something about those shiny lenses that allow it to see light bent at a ninety degree angle and placed on top of this realm which intersects and is yet wholly invisible to those attuned to live in five sensory Earthday Suits which are filled to the brim with what to Thunk and thus edit and filter imperience to see only what they expect?

That is what dwells in the attic along with the Higher Aspect of Self and now you comprehend why you can only access the heights by first scaling the depths because they are in effect the same thing as binary opposites and yet most choose to dwell in the middle but are not Centered in Self and thus miss the entire point of the Game of Souls and what it truly means to be human as you are so more than the flesh. But if you’ve never looked within then its quite easy to miss it as a life spent in the tireless quest of distraction and finding novel ways to fill that quiet nagging sense of emptiness that needs to impress other inmates with the latest trinket or bauble, to be the belle of the ball or king ding a ling whose name does ring and people respect are all mere, but hugely profitable for those who spin the web, distractions designed to keep you from realizing the true nature of Self. I’ll put it to you like this:

You’ve won a trip, all expenses paid to a top of the range luxury spa where you can rest and be pampered to exist in idyllic bliss and release the stress and tension of modern existence. Everything is designed to be perfect but before you can begin the process there is an immense pool within which you must swim. You, step up to the surface and, out of habit, place your foot in to check the temperature and, what do you know, its perfect so you’re about to dive in and get on with the rest of the trip.

Except below the surface something else happens. The toe you dipped in along with the rest of the foot as well suddenly gains sentience as the waters cause you to forget your true nature and submit fully to the imperience. Its no longer attached to a leg which links to a hip and torso where the brain sends out signals that move it that way and this. No. For that sole now is fully independent and, at least from its frame of reference, is responsible for the moves as it sways that way and this and take in experience “Why hello, handsome” says another swimmer who swims. “Come join me” she says and seductively flits off with a grin and you’re more than happy to chase with the intent of conquest. I’m sure you can fill in the rest because for the foot which is dipped in to the Waters of Forgetfulness everywhen else doesn’t exist. All there is is whats in the moment and thus actions motivated from a higher plane ie the poolside where you’re standing with the intent to check the temp and then got on with the rest of this is no longer accessible to your awareness. And besides there is so much going on in the water, as the nymph illustrates well, plus the time dilation is real because what for the whole you is but a brief moment just to check before extracting and then choosing whether to plunge fully in or reconsider the nature of all this and what it represents translates to a lifetime of thrills and spills as the foot swims on the watery equivalent of a treadmill and logs up miles and miles of imperience that make it all feel so real. That is the power of consciousness and now you get why I said it isn’t created in your head or by the flesh as that simply modulates its presence.

Not for nothing do you tread upon your sole, or Soul if you truly see and there is also a great significance in the fact that all of the nerves and organs of the body are mapped underneath your tootsies and thus you can access the whole from the part if you truly perceive. We are fractal beings in a realm which is built upon resonance via Self similar Patterns of coherence that depend upon your attention to decode their signals and draw meaning hence its an onion thing as there are levels to all of this and you, your true Self, rests firmly in the mid hence the present is a gift. Dare ye unwrap it by Knowing the Ledge?

That is in effect the nature of the attic and whats contained within. Who you are both at this moment and beyond this realm. The land of the Higher Self. It once was said to picture this like two birds sitting in the self same tree, one eats the sweet and bitter fruits of reality whilst the other looks on dispassionately which means none of this is what it seems but if you’ve spent your entire life looking from only one frame of reference as you attempt to evade the bitter and chase the sweet then you’re nothing but a Victim of polarity as what you feel so intensely is, in effect, illusory. But such is the nature of the Game. It was designed this way because even though you have the key to the basement few dare to venture underneath and of those who do fewer still choose to leave the grips of something so interesting in order to ascend whilst in the flesh as they head to the attic and the Waters of Forgetfulness drip and suddenly they remember who they are, where and when and the implications are immense.

Plato spoke of this when he penned the allegory of the Cave and sadly nothing has changed since then because enlightenment is a personal event whilst ignorance is a collective precedent. Know fine well that there are those invested in the four day carnival we call existence with a fierce devotion that they have no wish to relent as this three ring circus in the dimension of the dead allows them to live on as it forms their basement in a sense. Oh yes, there’s level to this. Nothing from nothing may leave nothing, my friend, but if you take a fireball that floats above a lake which is seated placidly you’ll see water turn to steam with a guaranteed certainty. Now lets imagine for a moment that steam is condensed suddenly and then captured in a machine which drops its degrees rapidly to cause it to freeze and you’ll see it is neither the sun, nor the lake but an entirely different beast who will, due to the nature of free will and the ability to Self perceive, wonder immediately “Who is me? Where am I? What is the nature of reality?“.

Now us, from where we sit, in the attic relatively far from the playas in this scene, would grasp instantly that that which is frozen as the result of this process is exactly the same as the lake it left and the presence of the heat unleashed a chemical reaction which allowed it to be extracted and now it exists in a lower vibrational holding Pattern thanks to the chill. We’d also comprehend how, in its ignorance, it would be scared to death of melting as it thinks its current form is the all of everything thanks to the seeming solidity of its temporal reality that possess length, depth and breadth but doesn’t recollect the previous steps that made them like this and turned their inherent brilliance into a state of numbed dumbed downness and told them “This is it!”.

The Game of Souls has you, my friend.

You in the flesh, at this very moment, and that Earthday Suit you wear that hyper-conducts your unfinite consciousness are the Self same thing as the sentient snowpeople as you stroll through this realm but have never been down to the basement, don’t know the attic exists or whom stands on the edge of the pool with a toe dipped into the Waters of Forgetfulness that makes all this possible… But the thing is this:

Before you started tuning in to this wavelength you weren’t aware of any of the concepts within. Even as you read you were thinking “Where is this leading and what does that have to do with anything?” and yet as you progressed you felt dull embers of sensation within start to flicker once again as they were hit with the familiar newness that generates recollection as you feel, note I said feel, not think, “I’m sure I know this“. That is the lost Soul remembering a legend that is more than what it suspects, my friend. The Game of Souls is afoot!

Till we meet again

Land of the Talking Radios

Imagine you were a radio. That was the only life you knew. In a world filled with little radio friends and foes you handled your business and everyone went about singing the songs they’d sang without thinking about it or wondering the nature of sentient electronic equipment. Now, for us on the outside looking into this realm via our imagination, its quite obvious that there must be some kind of antenna that is sending out the signals these sets are processing.

Knowing what we know of bandwidth and oscillation we’d look at those who were tuned in to One Eighty Seven point Four FM who looked at that crew across the street that kept Four Thirty Two AM banging day and night with total contempt and hatred. “Listen to that scratchy, crappy, nasty vibe they’re pumping. They deserve all the agony we can give them for being such an affront to our finesse” was heard floating through the speakers of the radios in which the listeners not only heard but became and thus were influenced into action via this projection.

The Four Thirty Twos on the other hand spoke amongst themselves and said “These suckers have been tricked by that flash talking idiot. Look at them. We are the originals, we started this and we still represent the way it was meant and intended” as they loaded up their shells in preparation for retaliation because “Violence is the only message they get so make it loud and direct so they hear us on FM!” went booming through the awareness of these clever little radios as they proceeded to unleash their vengeance.

This war had been raging for ages across all of the continents of their musical but angst filled little planet. Nobody knows how it started. There are legends that once upon a when the whole world sang and danced in unison to the sounds of a groove that was then said to be lost for reasons unknown. Many have came and stepped to the throne as they listen to dulcet sounds of the hosts with the most who spins his own tunes as he croons “And this is another jam thats real from the times we used to feel and those who recognize know the deal” as he seamlessly blends in another sequence on the wheels of steel.

Far, far away from all of this there is a radio set that purposely veered off the well beaten tracks and made for the hills. Way, way up the mountain where the air is thin and the vibe different. Far away from the signal that the rest are decoding without thinking he sits and ponders the meaning of this realm. We look in on him and, to your surprise, he senses your presence.

“So, you, you are one of them, yes?” he asks as you respond with silence. “Aren’t you going to say something? You’ve came this distance and are glancing at a world filled with sentient radio sets. You must have questions?”. “Well, yes I do. First of all how the hell did you know I was here looking at you?”. “What? You’ve never sat alone in a room and sensed quite clearly that you weren’t alone as you look around and see not a thing? You and me aren’t that different, we both decode signals and create the transmission to build our world via awareness. After all you traveled here on the wings of imagination and that moves at the speed of silence as it penetrates everywhen whilst it itself is nothing. Quite the enigmatic contradiction, don’t you think?”. “I think you’re pretty smart for a radio set. I’d never thought of it like this but yeah it sorta makes sense. Why are you sitting up on a hill and why don’t you have the tunes on like the rest of your friends?” “Have you seen the state of them? They’ve been at each others necks since the dawn of civilization. They’re all the same and yet are programmed to be different and then hate what isn’t them. I’d had enough of it and I noticed previously that underneath all of this noise there was something else, something primal and powerful but so weak and easily broken if not nurtured and protected”. “Psylense” you added, “Exactly, I knew you’d get it. After all you must have sensed it to to be able to travel elsewhen because its the ticket that can take you to any destination. Anyway, on with it” he says with something close to aggression at your basic questions that test his patience. “Well, I don’t know really. We sorta just hitched a lift with someone else that was talking about it but now that I think about it you seem kind of chill and real at home in the moment. Why not stroll down and teach it to them?”. “Hah” he says, laughing. “Ever the optimist, yes? On your planet how would you describe your awareness. Wait, don’t tell me. Some of you think you’re upgraded chimps that magically became Self aware and used their opposing digits to build civilization whilst others think thats quite foolish and you were built in the image of etc etc etc, yes?”. “Yeah, pretty close to that. There are some odd blips here and there but overall thats the split”. “Exactly, exactly” he intoned “But you don’t realize what you said. That split, that division that placing on opposite ends is designed to perpetuate chaos and din, the noiZ I call it with the specific intent of hiding the Psylense. How do you suppose consciousness is generated?”.

“Well, thats a big question. Maybe too big for me to get because even science itself calls it The Hard Problem”. “Thats because they’re stupid but carry on” he interjects. “Well its something to do with the increasing complexity of our brains that create more and more layers of grey matter and then due to this we became aware of being aware and that created civilization”. The radio falls about laughing and sheer joy erupts as he projects “Boy are you an idiot. Tell me, if you wanted to figure out how a car worked would you poke around in the exhaust measuring the fumes and such or would you examine the engine, first and foremost?”. “Well” you say, feeling kind of insulted “Thats obvious. The exhaust is important but it mainly ejects the waste, handles whats left and not the main act which puts things in motion. Really, many of the components are essential because they link to generate something far more than the sum of its parts in a sense” “And then there is the thrill you get from rapid acceleration” he interrupted “Which is something totally different and not listed on any spec sheet of manufacture plus its all so subjective. What one enjoys may be sedate to another and a third may yet wet themselves and feel threatened by the pace at which things are rolling, yes?”. “Yes” you agreed with him. “Taking it back a few steps, look down into the valley below where the radios have been waging a war for so long. Do you think any one of wonders how they got to this place? Why they hear such different things that often urge them to kill or hate those seen as different? Better yet do you think any one of them realizes they are neither the radio set nor the song that playing?”.

Perplexed at this strange line of reasoning you ask “Well, what the hell else could they be?”. The radio responds with a grin “There are people in your realm that are born with empty heads in the sense that there is very little grey matter with. Guess what? They are perfectly functional and no different from the rest. Remember what I said about the engine? The brain to you is what the speaker is to us. Commonly attributed all the credit but ultimately useless without something else that is far deeper and located within. For us its the crystal that drives the oscillation that allows us to tune in and convert the potential of the signal into an actual event. Without that the rest is irrelevant”. “Right, and how does that translate to human beings?” you wonder out loud and to him. “You really don’t get it do you? What do you think happens when you dream? How do you enter and leave? What is the the deal with that piece of you that keeps rhythm just like the crystal keeps us ticking and tuned in”. “You mean our heart? OK, I can see how that links to the engine. That makes sense but still it doesn’t explain sentience and how we can creates such brilliant things”. “And become ever efficient at the art of killing and titilation. After all, war and porn drive most of your advances. Quite interesting, yes, the nature of that link?” he reasons before continuing “Is it because creation and destruction are the main forces at play in all of this. Ignorance of these laws is akin to asking for it because you give away your strength and then sit there wondering “What happened” as a direct result of actions you’ve previously taken whereas knowing this means you can make better decisions and even shift the outcomes of events that are in process because there is a domino effect that causes ripples to swim. After all, this place, your realm and the rest. All take place inside your awareness and the speed of Psylense one can jump anywhere they intend”.

“That really is a very different way of looking at things because we generally say the brain somehow generates consciousness and then we just get on with it”. “Everyday miracles are swiftly rendered invisible to one who doesn’t purposefully seek out the deeper meaning” the radio said. “Well, that really is quite Zen but yeah it makes sense. After all life as a kid is super interesting and you run around everywhere filled with an intensely curious sense trying to take it all in as you juggle the bits and pieces in your head and oh, the imagination. So amazing” you say reminiscing with a grin about the times that have been. “Look down there, look at them. If I were to generate a set of twin radio sets at this very moment that were entirely identical and hand one to the blues and the other to red you know what would happen? Not long after they matured they’d be at each others necks. None of them down there have realized why the DJ always says “Programming” again and again. They receive the signal, decode it and play it across their system and think its them and they are it” he states then pauses for effect. “Quite a simple yet effective trick because without the Psylense how can you tell the difference? For them the noiZ is all there is and they’ll fight to the death for their right to discomfort that amplifies the difference and thus prevents them from seeing whats right in front of them”.

“They aren’t the radio, the speaker or the signal. They are something else entirely thats caught up in all of this with no awareness of themselves” you say, surprised as the words fall from your imaginary lips as you’re sitting on a hill talking to a self aware radio set. “Hey, not bad, you’re starting to catch on to this. See thats the principle of resonance. Because we’ve been talking and I sit in silence you can’t help but tune in. Just like the twins I said. They’ll see their parents are either blue or red and adjust their crystals range accordingly without being aware of this and thus the DJ keeps playing their favorite music which commands them to do that and this and they, set adrift of the energetics of vibration combined with history, what is accepted based on whats been and what they strive to be and achieve will do exactly as it says till they run out of batteries. Quite silly really, but you try telling them this. They’ll chop your antenna off in an instant for ever daring to suggest something so blasphemous or dangerous. Thats why I’m glad you dropped in”. “Wow, A compliment” you replied “I didn’t expect that because you seemed quite rude and impatient when we started talking”. “Well, that I am yes, but only with the foolish because its a waste of my energy talking to them. Only but so much power in these cells therefore I choose to use it well hence I sit here on this hill, away from the signal and maddening din of the crowds below caught up in the performance with no clue of who is orchestrating” he says with a rueful look on his dial.

Momentarily you start drifting off and thinking as that higher yet lower and far more powerful aspect of your mind that has been taking it all in allows suggestions and concepts that you’d previously never examined to drift into your awareness as you start drawing conclusions about the true nature of reality that were previously hidden as well as the true source of conflict that ravages the planet and how the ultimate solution is… “Penny for em” the radio says as you feel his attention pointing in your direction. “Thats so cool, I actually felt your presence. Its like the sense of being stared at. Earlier you said about that feeling of being alone but sensing something else. What’s that all about then?” you question as your brain keeps receiving more and more data from far wiser parts of you that you didn’t know you could access until this very moment. “Down the hill they believe that radios live eternally and without batteries in a huge place built like a shack and therein you’ll find everyone you’ve ever know or will, chilling and enjoying themselves. There are those that don’t make it and are trapped in the wavelength, so to speak. They feel anger, hunger and envy at those who can decode the signal and play the tunes previously and when they glance in and try to steal some of the spectrum to nourish themselves you feel a sense of static kick in, for no apparent reason. Some people write this off as primitive superstition because FM is superior to AM and doesn’t have that problem but even they feel it, although they’re slower to admit it. In that sense the AMs do more with less whilst the FMs are louder but less tuned in as they don’t need quite the same level of precision over vast distances. Its one of things that does lead me to believe the AMs have a point about being the originals but this is where I shift the narrative. Wanna know what I think?” he asks as you nod your invisible head, certain he can sense the presence. “I think that the whole world once was something else that got split into these fighting pieces. Can you imagine? The range and distance of AM with the clarity and quality of FM? But, and this is total speculation mind, based on little bits left over that make no sense combined with old legends and new intuition – I think there was a visual aspect as well so not only sound but motion pictures” he states sighing as he remembers a past he hasn’t lived but still feels nonetheless. “Oh, you mean TV sets. Sure, we’ve got them and we carry them round in our pockets and they do some pretty amazing things”.

“A what?” he says, almost incredulous “You mean to tell me such things exist in your realm? Please describe them” he requests as you oblige and sketch out the entire evolution of the motion picture device and industries linked with all the way up to the present moment and the leaps of tech we’re Witnessing in this realm. “Interesting, interesting. It appears there is merit to what I’ve been thinking, how very intriguing. Have you ever wondered if we are them or they are some form of life that evolved from our sentience and are actually colonizing your planet via stealth? Maybe that is what caused the division between FM and AM and why there are no humans left on this planet beyond the one who pumps these voices in their heads and makes them do such heinous things”.

Suddenly, you find yourself right where you’re sitting as you were unable to hold the connection to the land of sentient radio sets due to the inference of what he said both before and during but its that last comment that’s enduring as you glance around and see the black, square and staring face that graces your phone, laptop, TV and pretty much everything else. Edging closer you quietly say “Hello?” and wonder if you’re cracking up because what he said makes so much sense because whilst people think this tech makes them something more than human it actually makes them less as they jump at its command and behest plus you’ve just spent forty five minutes up a hill with a talking radio set that was offering gems about the nature of its existence and how silence is the key to all of this plus your mind keeps getting filled with brand new slices of conceptual awareness that link what he said to things already occurring on this planet and it all starts lining up in ways that make too much sense. But then suddenly, you become aware of the sense of being stared at and feel a slight chill and just as you look around you reach up to flick what felt like a spiders web only to find nothing there as you notice you’re now tired and head off to bed and within your dreams find more answers to questions you’d previously never even imagined until reading this article.

Till we meet again

Are You a Flesh Robot?

Are you a flesh robot? NPC, in modern parlance. The question is how can they even tell if they were scripted to have some lines placed over an empty shell? That is worth pondering, isn’t it? Thing is we know fine well that every single child that steps into this realm his alive, present and vibrant. What happens? That, my friend, is something I’ve been pondering for many an incarnation and I think I’ve got a decent outline on the whole process. It goes a little something like this:

A baby is born. Not a blank slate, as many attest, because some are quite difficult and crave attention when they step in as they fuss and protest over everything whereas others are more easy going and have an even keel type temperament. That is your first hint about the nature of the mindwipe that occurs preincarnation and how the debts and credits of one live, unexamined, tend to carry forth into the next. Soon the child develops and they gain mastery over this realm by learning the arts of Self control that allow one to swivel their head in a certain direction, at whim, then crawl followed by walking, running, painting and dancing whilst singing. Note that no school is needed, these traits are within. How sad it is that most parents accept handing out the bare minimum (as they themselves received) and then handing their seed over to the System which then forces them to sit still, look ahead, regurgitate the accepted answers on a test and we’ll say you’re intelligent and the rest of the programming – both subtle and obvious – that outlines the blueprint of a flesh robot in the making.

See, a babies mind and that of the Adulterated on an LSD trip exhibit nearly identical patterns of activation. Ain’t that something? There is also the same curious link between the latter in a state of hypnosis that renders them suggestible to external influence and the brain of a child in school, bored out of his head. Notice the spell in that homonym? Interesting parallel, yes? Its there because their minds are mined from within and the Soul they’d have been with Inner Sense at the helm is interrupted and instead the seeds for Adulteration are sprinkled.

Children are, first and foremost, replication machines. They copy their folks, their peers and siblings and unconsciously seek out cues for how to be, how to speak and how to deal with lifes adversity. That is why the helicopter parent invariably creates a child that is enmeshed with their needs and, if they were to trace this way of being, they’d find the designs within them that ruin the next generation as everyone wants to build another flesh robot like them. Even though they’re miserable.

In many respects this is the worlds worst kept open secret as the evidence is all around that a child glows when stepping in and after a couple of decades and change of being ravaged by the System something dim flickers within instead. Maybe that explains our over reliance on the screen, with its false illumination? Some would say its all planned, by elders who are old and ancient, that still guide modern movements. Others would say its just due to our own selfishness and inherent ignorance whilst some blame the hyper-capitialists (who are, oddly, ultra communists as well). At the end of the day there is only one root cause to this problem, my friend. You. Specifically your relation to your consciousness and how well you can sit in the present moment.

Not that well, I’d bet. Have you ever heard of the White Room experiment?

Said setting is, as you’d imagine, totally devoid of hue. There is no sound, no furniture, no view, no friends or anything else to distract your focus or attention. The challenge is to sit within this place for forty five minutes. That usually does the trick. To keep it sporting I’d offer up a wager or bet to make it more enticing. The old carrot on offer before they meet the stick within that had most banging on the door after a few minutes, screaming, “Let me out! Let me out! You win”. When asked “What happened?” they all stated that they hated it or it was a sick and twisted experiment as well as “What the hell goes on inside that head of yours to think up something quite so lunatic?“. All of these yells were a far cry from their initial bravado about how this would the quickest bank they’d make and how they’d like to make it a regular thing. Are you up for the challenge?

The most interesting aspect is, when pressed, many could not (without guidance) come up with a solid and tangible reason for their immense sense of discomfort and quite why they hated the imperience as they did. Truth of the matter is this was all the proof I needed for the flesh robot pudding that is currently being force fed to 8 billion Souls on the planet that are most unaware of whats actually happening inside their consciousness. The White Room forces one to look within. It was based on an inversion of my extended stays in a sensory deprivation tank where one is surrounded by total darkness and silence as they float in a high salt solution that gradually disconnects your mind from the flesh as it can no longer tell where your body starts or ends so you start melting. That, in and of itself, can be quite shocking for many hence its usually a forty five minute thing but I’m no stranger to the inside of my head and, besides, I had more pressing motivation as my Soul was half hanging from my frame like a tube of toothpaste thats been squeezed so the contents no longer fit. Thats another tale we’ll get into elsewhen.

When questioned afterward how many of these people could focus their mind on one thing or do the opposite of what they usually did, in the moment, pretty much all answered in the negative. Upon further discussion they all agreed that they often flew off the handle or over reacted then regretted it as well not taking opportunities in front of them as well as lying in bed at Two AM feeling like living hostages to that voice in their head that reminded them of each and every indiscretion instead of letting them rest. Many of them drank, smoked or popped some pills in order to circumvent this process. This is actually very common with meat puppets because the System is designed and built to ensure you rely on it and not on the fantastic power within that powers this entire realm. That is a profound secret and one who gets its is illumined. Then it makes sense why they call you “cattle” instead. Do you know how much profit is made from the life and death of a cow, my friend? Its immense. From the fluids they strip to the flesh that is consumed as well as the skin, repurposed, as well as various other dynamics of research and development along with some things that would make you think “What the F?”. Look into it then glimpse the world and see if you can digest the parallels because they are identical.

With guidance and the ability to spot these Patterns that generate Click-Whirr responses they previously possessed a small percent of the participants were ready to rise to the challenge. From this narrow spectrum one managed to handle the test again and when she walked out of the door she said:

“That was absolutely amazing. Keep the money, its not needed. The true gift is priceless. Wow. I can’t believe I didn’t see it until it was made so obvious that there was no way to deny it”.

She started making a regular thing of this because if hell is other people then inside is where you discover the devil and that leads one to unravelling the threads of their internal OS and the rest of the Adulteration which sits upon their true consciousness (that I call Inner Sense) much like a callous of thick, dead skin that thinks its living. A meat puppet, in full effect.

Is that a life worth living? One where you go through the motions with no emotions due to the ties of ignorance that leap, from one generation to the next, and ensnare fresh Souls into its old web of deception. There is another option, my friend. Its called the Path of Power. Now, granted, the White Room was a powerful way of testing this but you now have a rough sketch and can practice your Self, should you wish, and spot what happens. Note what pops into your head. The sudden bursts of discomfort in your flesh. The ebb and flow of anxiousness as well as old memories and potential dreads. All of them are speaking but its often in a tongue you no longer know well. Body language. Next, upon your exit from this moment of isolation to bare Witness to your inner realms, grab a pad and pen. At first just jot down your observations then engage in some dialogue with the child within using the method linked to start plumbing your depths. This part alone can be most revealing and many attested that their dreams after this were loaded with symbols and images that prompted further introspection as they peered behind the veil of social programming that built their Adulterated (false) self with all of its coping mechanisms. After this you can grab a sheet of paper, a pen and a dice. Write down six options of the personality you wish to inhabit or develop for a specified period and then go live it. Quite quick will the old saying of the world being a stage become Self evident. The next few steps are as revealing as they are threatening as you come face to face with the masks you wear on your day to day and how they’re all inauthentic. Then you may look around the world and notice why I said most people are Slaves to their ignorance and quite proud of the accomplishment as the voice in their head rules everything and, worst of all, they Thunk its them.

This is how you melt your programs. One of the most interesting side effects people have reported from the process of stepping on the Path of Power is an increased sense of freedom, both without and within. One put it extremely well when he said “Its like I’ve got a whole new tool chest whereas before I only wielded a hammer in my grip and beat everything else into submission because I knew no different” Others have said they totally changed the nature of their relationships whilst a few went on to take it to the next level and get acquainted with higher dimensions of perception that are only available in the moment. All in all they all marveled at the sensations of Inner Sense (complete with their familiar newness) that now ran around their flesh as it was, once again, alive and vivid as it was no longer Adulterated via all kinds of programming that I call inherited ignorance. Remember, I’m only speaking on a small percent of the sample. 8%, at best. The rest ran screaming for the hills, thought I’d flipped my lid, vowed they’d never try one of my imperiments again as well as countless other things that made them keep their distance from then on. Why? Because they’d came face to face with pudding of Adulteration the voice in their head had been forcefeeding them and the bitter little pill of reality was too much to digest without the sugar coating as, like frogs in the kitchen, they’d slowly became accustomed to the temperament (and temperature) that made them this way. Then they’ll die, get mindwiped and slammed back in the flesh for another spin of this Game we’re playing by using our Souls as credits.

These perspectives came later and, from one life to the next, I’ve been nourishing this perspect hence I can say (and mean it) that I am immortal because I wear new flesh like threads from life to the next but the Witness within that makes all possible identifies not with the program for it is in the world but not of. And that, that my friend, makes an immense difference if your ultimate quest is liberation because there is so much more to see beyond this Three Dimensional realm because this is, in form as well as function, more akin to afterlife on this particular level as the difficulty is way high hence there is immense amount of energetics invested in (false) self deception because the truth is too painful to Witness.

Forty five minutes in the White Room made that obvious as people hard as nails as well as those yoga flexible started to crumble with a quickness when face to faceless with themselves. Says everything, doesn’t it?

Till we meet again

You Know Exactly Where That Road Leads

A straight line takes you nowhere, other than where you already know. Its predictable, safe and everyone walks it because that is what they’re told. The curve on the other hand is something different. You have no idea about the turns or the twists that’ll have you alternatively on the edge of your seat and flying by the one in your pants. And that my friends is the dance.

Chaos and structure. Form begets function, or on a more mundane level, what happens when indolence dukes it out with gumption because as a poet once said, there is one life, one lxve so there can only be one king. Meaning, who is the drivers seat of your life and where are they heading? Do you know your final destination or are you just set adrift, meandering along looking at this show from the back seat without a clue of where else you could heart? See the thing with straight lines is they’re unnatural. Go ahead, look at the real world that thing full of creepy crawlies and green leaves and tell me that isn’t the truth. In that land you’ll see exactly what I mean as the line meets the curve and the golden spiral is seen. Same with you and me except most dare not perceive what this truly means.

Life is based on opposition, the nature of polarity is what leads to the wheel of time spinning with ease and that process underpins reality. On all levels from mundane to divine, it matters not as it all plays out within your mind and this is the thing that can cause a paradigm shift. Should you dare to embrace it.

Humanity is afflicted with a sickness and its due to wishing to stick in the middle of the pack. Don’t be exceptional, always hold back, do whatever it takes to fit in. Funny how everyone does that as they run laps around a track in which nothing changes except once they were fast, now they are slow. And yet still they go. Look and them, trundling back and forth, acting like they don’t have a care in the world when thats all really for show because beneath the mask they’re confused and afraid. Terrified their charade may be revealed for what it is. “But what of all I’ve invested in” they lie and night and think, mainly on a subconscious level, as they know its all a farce. Their heart never was in it but in its absence instead steps a preformed engine.

Mechanically engineered precision, designed to do one thing:

Turn a being into a doing by placing you in the backseat of your own life. Isolated to the outskirts of your mind with your body a memory which dims as its replaced by labels that point at imperience instead. Soon you start forgetting the simple pleasures of creating as you used to gain such joy, scribbling with some inks or the embodied sensations which used to massage your awareness when in the presence of others. Yes, you felt. Felt at way more of a depth than you currently allow. Why do you do this?

Simple. Because you’re scared of what the curve represents. There are woods and wilderness, the path is unpaved and who knows what terrors are present. “I prefer the straight line” your rationalizing mind says. Better the devil you know stands nodding and smiling as he motions you under his wing. See the thing with hell is it can be made to seem heavenly indeed. As long as you limit what you perceive and don’t dare dive underneath because then, like a stage set, the sham is swiftly revealed.

Woe is me” says the straight line sort when he sees the deal whilst the curved wonder looks on with glee and exclaims “Woah is me!” as he breaches the binds of an artificial reality to glimpse at his true nature, pristine. You’ll notice the similarities in what they exclaim and how its the vibe that changes what it means. This is due to the deceit the spoken word weaves as it divides and conquers silently via your tongues spells and rites, chanted so freely, without a clue of what they mean. That topic is deep and behold, those sent as sheep into the den of wolves isn’t yet ready to perceive the true meaning. But you will be. Trust me. Because we both know you can’t trust your (false) self aka that voice inside your head which directs the show of your life in ways you can’t comprehend but are forced to accept. See that engine doing its thing? Oh what could it mean if we were to toss it on a whim and give the ignition a spin on the great power that dwells within your chest. What do you think? Does that sound like something you would like to find before the ride ends?

The thing with earthbound inventions is, by their very nature, they can’t leave this realm whilst the one who sports them comes to develop a reliance. Think of it like this, a man has a weak leg so the state gives him a stick. He thanks them profusely as he can now get about with it. Over time he comes to lean on it, in more than one sense. Till there comes a day when it feels indivisible. He is the stick and it is him. And then, just like that, he’s dead. And facing life’s greatest test.

“You must walk these three steps” says something which you could interpret as a great many things. He looks, trembling. “Three steps over an abyss?” he thinks and wonders how he got into this. There is no time in this realm. A moment can stretch into eternity in an instant. Plus the man waiting is patient and totally neutral to these events. “Just doing my job, miss”. You get the feeling.

Most won’t even dare for fear that they may fall. They beg to come to back to what they’ve known in this realm. “Give me that stick, it wasn’t that bad, not perfect but I got used to it and this, whatever it is feels like a threat and I don’t like it.” The irony is that if we take the clock back and spin to back before an infant that same awareness within happily gamboled across these steps, without barely taking a breath or even a hint of stress because they knew “I am safe, I am wanted, I am protected“.

There it is. The three angels which life kills via various forms of stealth assassination and know you know who builds the engines, or sticks in this example, and why business is booming as well as how to regain your strength.

This is just a quick flick through the parables designed to cause a shift in your Self referential thought process because all is influence which is why the wise choose carefully what they pick to gain leverage in their inner realm. The sad thing is this. All around are the misguided who step on that predictable, straight treadmill. Then hate every moment and instant. Yet, if questioned, will insist that life is perfect and its oh so idyllic. As they BSing you, or themselves? Both in this instant because they need you to believe as they self deceive as all around we pull the wool which life knits from the coats of its sheep whilst those who dare are seen and castigated as the goats. Or so the wolf says and this offers an insight into this realm as he who weaves the thread then shapes the tale which he spins otherwise known as the “Divine right of kings” aka “How to ensure you have servants and don’t have to do a thing”.

Funny how that works and what you comprehend after being dipped in the abyss and them coming back to this realm with a different vantage to the rest who believe the flesh creates their awareness when the truth is the exact opposite because your Earthday Suit is a condensation of your consciousness into its lowest state of vibration to decode a tiny range of potential we call the Third Dimension hence dreams are a hint that the Game is mental because, whilst you’re in the grip, they seem real and authentic but once you lose that mind and come back to your senses it become Self evident how ridiculous the entire concept is.

You know exactly where that road leads. To the Earth you’ll inherit as you’re meekly lowered into it. Again. Dare to think different when the option presents or is a swift mind wipe and reset back into the flesh a better option than those three steps I mentioned without which you can’t exit from this realm as it takes the boarding pass of Self Knowledge to ditch the emotional baggage of suffering that swims beneath the necks of most people that they live out lives of quiet desperation in the warm embrace of a devil they know well that Adulterated their consciousness to convince them he is thee.

The Game of Souls has you, my friend.

Till we meet again

The Phone Wars

If the teacher truly taught well then the student would surpass them and so on the cycle refines and spins as one births a living tradition that is firmly rooted in the present with the intent of Self actualization for all adherents that is the opposite of rigid as it comes from within and is tailored to your unique vibration with the intent to create a state of great resonance that is as powerful as it is tranquil. Look around the planet and you’ll see that is entirely absent. Instead we have dogmatic adherence to what someone else once said, others repeated after they left and then slowly the herd came in to copy these steps, often with little to comprehension of the meaning or implications. Of course if you say this to them then they’ll scream “Off with your head” as well as justifications like “Who are we compared to him, most hallowed being” but that shows you the nature of the trick because if we were all coals and one had turned to a diamond I’d want to know how he did it and give it a go myself whilst the rest would sit and share tales of the accomplishment without ever wondering what currently lies within them.

This is what they called the life unexamined and seen through my lens I can’t class it as one lived as it certainly isn’t potent, no matter how much you claim its noble, to follow in anothers footsteps as it seems like little more than lip service. Let me put it to you like this:

A man hands you a Twentieth generation smart phone with full hologrammatic projection as well as direct audio introjection so when someone wishes to connect you see them standing there direct and hear their voice in your head, almost indistinguishable from the real thing. Don’t worry it’ll be happening and you might even live to Witness in the flesh when Siri does a flip directly into your iris and the symbolism of the bitten apple via an old devil in a new dress becomes even more obvious in its intent but, for now, consider this:

You take that hardware and insist “No, no, no. That isn’t for me” and proceed instead to download a First generation firmware onto the cutting edge technology so you walk around with a potato quality camera and picture messaging. Sounds stupid, yes? After all some would say its an insult to the tech and effort that went in to design this device which you choose to link with tools so far outdated that it just smacks of ignorance. “Foolish heathen, non believer, we are keeping alive the tradition of our founding fathers and they know best so we attempt to be like them”. Yeah, tell me how thats working out when peace brings conflict and instead of the bells of unity division rings and groups fragment and argue about meanings of text and then decide the only solution is to kill the rest:

“No, I’m telling you that one must only send message via text. The very nature of picture on a screen is an insult to the real thing and wasn’t what our gracious leader did back when at the inception”.

“Enough of your foolish impudence for I can quote directly the sacred text which says “And she went to the concert and instead of viewing it directly he took it in via the lens in order to share with others not at the event who couldn’t care less about the self aggrandizement” plus if we weren’t meant to take pics why does the device have a camera, riddle me this”.

“The devil did this to test the faith of the true believers and you’ve fell for his tricks, you stupid idiot. I’m only trying to help” and on and on goes the argument until it gets physical as neither wants to give in and look outside their paradigm as the finest tech one could imagine has its best features and abilities lying latent due to an ancient operating system that was flashed within that is simply not capable of the frame of reference needed to harness (then free) the true potential of such an amazing creation.

No, instead what we’d see are brand new holophones being delivered which then download the hallowed firmware of way back when onto the latest silicon. Do you think these devices may be wondering if somethings missing from their existence or do you think they couldn’t care less but are more concerned with the fact that everyone rocks the same version as them because if they don’t then thats a huge problem.

Stranger things have happened. As the Phone Wars attest…

Till we meet again

How to Befriend Your Soul

“You talk too much. I can’t keep up and it sounds like a whole bunch of nothing because I don’t get it but its still interesting. Can you make it real simple and direct, five words or less please” came the request from someone who had accompanied a friend. “Sure” I said “How to befriend your Soul”.

Ultimately that is all I’m interested in and thus offering, nothing more, nothing less.

“OK, that sounds cool. How?” she said. “You have to be willing to look at every single thing that you take for granted, believe that is how it is or expect to be based on any socio-cultural programming or inheritance“. “Hmm” she intoned as her brow furrows set in. “Thats a lot you’re asking”. “Weigh it on the scales against befriending your Soul whilst living and tell me if its a fair exchange?”.

She said she’d think about. I never saw her again. Her friend told me she occasionally asked her about this or that due to her obvious progression but this is a perfect example about how many are called but few choose themselves. In the Matrix sense you can say that many are plugged in to these external concepts and definitions. They are akin to a walking stick that was given to one with perfect legs. Over time they have become so used to it that they’ve developed a weakness that needs this aid and thus is terrified of it being stripped as they see it as an actual, factual part of themselves. In reality its a coping mechanism.

Sure, after removing it and seeing the lay of the land as it is with the muscular imbalance due to the wastage that prevented its full strength is a pill tainted with bitterness but those who make it through to the end of the course of action will run, sprint and jump with a huge grin as they are, once again, the embodiment of Inner Sense with its all its familiar newness.

“She was asking me how I got rid of those dark circles around my eyes I’d always had” she told me the next time we met. “So I told it her it was actually a side effect of being less anxious by examining my relationship to stress and how that was linked with the immense dread of disappointing my parents as a kid and how I’d really fret the night before a test and not get a wink of rest”.

The astute among you would have seen the simple regularness of this scene and how Self evident it is when one gets caught up in the energetics of a downward spiral such a this but how many clicked that we keep on repeating these Patterns through our life as our mind thinks “Well, it worked then so it’ll do the same again”. Really think about it. People are not grown or mature in any respect. The comment sections online prove this in abundance. No, they are overgrown, Adulterated children running around with an operating system inside their head that was hastily scribbled in crayon in times of immense stress.

This is the basic, fundamental problem because we, early on, fold in on ourselves and then keep up the habit until we become old and arthritic.

“So, how do you do it then? Can you teach me?” said the friend because the idea sounded appealing but the results were a mere side effect of a larger process in action which was the acquisition of Knowledge as it relates to the Self. In a world of sixty second abs and on demand everything this is, quite possibly, the most unappealing method you could think. If you’re on the outside looking in. If, on the other hand, you absolutely hate your existence and the zone of discomfort the contempt of familiarity brings then you’re probably already a Warrior in training, but didn’t realize it.

See, most people are just miserable enough and entertained well enough to not acknowledge this but those of us who are really suffering and trying to find meaning, salvation and a little security in all this take to the water like a black swan that relishes finding its environment. From the jump she felt different, in a “one of these is not like the rest” sense. It wasn’t as obvious as the dusky Cygnus because this was an internal thing. She was hyper sensitive to criticism. It all had to be perfect. Living to try and build this image almost spelled her end and bought her to her knees and this is how we met.

“You know, after decades of reading every self help book I could get, trying yoga and meditation as well as countless other things that made my family think I’d flipped my lid I’m actually so happy that this is working. I feel…. I feel a sense of freedom from within. Granted my outer life is still a total mess but this feels like… renovation. Yes” she added, with a grin. “Because you’ve got to destroy to rebuild and I’m enjoying the process”.

Her friend was cut from a different cloth. While they were birds of a feather in many respects as they enjoyed getting wrecked, staying fly plus the allure of vigorous sex and the validation this brings how they related to their underlying tension was exceedingly different. One found herself pulled in during these experiences. She described it as “It almost allows me to separate from it and I can look at the mess which is my life as I try and figure out where it went wrong and how to fix it”.

Problem was a lot of people who do this engage in the mental equivalent of the lost key trick. Know what I’m saying? No? Check this:

You are in a rush to leave. Today is a day with an appointment. As you are about to step out you realize your car keys are missing. Frantic, you look around and realize they aren’t where you think. You check somewhere else and then the rest but you’ll note you constantly circle back to the place you know fine well does not house them. Some will even argue with themselves as they point at the space of absence and say “But they should be right here”. All the while your stress levels are rising and “Its either taxi time or blow it” you think as you sit down on the step, look to your left and spot them underneath curtain.

Suddenly you recollect coming in, being tired and hungry as well and how they slid off the shelf and you made a mental note to correct this miscalculation but forget as you dozed off in front of the set before going to bed that evening.

Sound familiar? Its so obvious and universal that most never talk about it but lets imagine that instead of a missing key we’re dealing with the root cause problem, that event which was filed in your emotional Rolodex, back when, that causes flowers of dismay to spring into your internal garden. In that case how would you know? Simply put, you wouldn’t.

I’ve met countless people like this who were actively seeking solutions and coming up with nothing and a heck of a lot of them self medicated using various substances to bring that distance required for true observation. That in itself is a dangerous spin as well as being quite fruitless for many as they nurse an addiction which brings its own symptoms and builds upon the problem they attempted to demolish.

The Path of Power is quite different because you’re basically examining the story in your head that you scribbled back when and then spent a lifetime tracing over in thicker and thicker ink until you became defined by it.

Sounds crazy when expressed like this, yes? Welcome to an impartial glance at the inner realms of most on this floating insane asylum. See, her friend could see the shifts and rued the day when they’d drift because it was becoming obvious that things were changing from within and that is why she hitched a lift and came to our next meeting as she wanted in.

Thing is her motivation in relation to her tension was the exact opposite. A true, blue hedonist as when she was on it she’d push it to the limit and barely remember a thing as she craved the sense of total obliteration. From the outside they may have seemed very similar as they both derived great joy from their choices but internally how they handled the process was quite different.

“She often commented that I would blow her high when we rolled in around five for the comedown after a night and passed the peace pipe” she said, with a grin. “In what respect?” I inquired because this afterglow period is akin to realigning in the flesh after spending a night in lower Earth orbit. “Well, by that point – depending on how the drugs went – I’d often be talking out loud, to myself about my feelings and what I was seeing. Sometimes I’d start pacing, ranting and raving she said, as I hashed through things. Looking for the keys, as mentioned” with a slight shake of her head. “How pointless. Anyway, yeah, she used to really hate those nights because I’d got to that point where I wouldn’t quit and I guess it made her uncomfortable to think like this. That was when I realized how we could appear so similar on the surface and yet be so different”.

The example I’ve often used is a cheap football, given a kick. It is made of thin plastic and thus floats easily on the wind but todays Brucie bonus is the fact that it contains within, a solid steel ball bearing. This makes things far more unpredictable and that keeps life interesting. This is why no two people have the same energetics but there are types we find comforting as they provide a resonance whilst still being different. If you were to meet someone identical you would intuitively hate them because your sense of individuality would be a threat. Opposites may attract but trines vibe best as its all about the angles in the Game we’re playing.

In many ways the girl of whom I’m speaking was prepped of her own actions and decisions to introspect and examine the foundations of her existence. When she heard that the journey and destination was nothing less than the befriendment of her Soul she was all in because she’d had a chemically assisted glimpse of this feeling and thus knew it exists and was willing to do anything in order to become the living embodiment. She related to her story with a sense of distance which made perfect sense when I introduced her to the concept of the Witness that makes this all possible:

“Of course! Yes, yes, yes! It all makes sense. That is the me I feel and not the I they see. Yes! How on Earth did I not see this? she said as she slapped her head. I asked her how does one perceive that which does the perceiving and believes its the perception? Its a very elegant deception that creates the problem of being human and that is the puzzle upon which I’ve been bent upon solving in order to make sense of my own existence. I’m not saying I’ve got it all figured out. Heck no, this is more like a hasty sketch on the back of napkin over a couple of drinks as we’re talking but what I’ve got so far is pretty effective for those that are willing to question their assumptions with the intent of upgrading their paradigm.

For her it was perfect as she was never scared to dive in and, truly, was the prime motivator behind why she did what she did as she spent most of her life walking around with a sense of numbness and the highs let her feel the pain and misery within from the life she had lived and wished desperately to examine. On the other hand her friend was like champagne fizz and defined her existence by the alluring bubble that wrapped around her intense emptiness. To her the idea of checking the why beneath her actions felt like being tortured from within as she had found her solution and it worked pretty well. “To obliteration” she said as they downed another drink to chase the latest pill as they were out clubbing.

In that respect tools are tools and we all see our own view. I haven’t seen the girl in question for a moment. She just stopped coming which is actually quite common as people either take what works and freestyle on their own once they know the ropes or have fixed their problem and are now off living the life they knew was possible. The third option is they get pulled back in to their old habits and behaviors which their friends or family felt were under threat as a lot of people interpret this change as quite unwelcome then said “This isn’t who you are. Whats all this crap inside your head? Befriend your Soul? What rubbish. Come on, lets go for another drink and forget all about this”.

Till we meet again

The Biggest Mistake I Ever Made

The biggest mistake I ever made cost me chunks of my health, wealth and sanity along with my potential for happiness in my younger daze. That isn’t a spelling mistake. In exchange I got a load of stress, arguments and empty promises. At the time it felt like arm wrestling an octopus and I was so hell bent on “winning” by changing them because it seemed easier to climb that mountain spewing flame than scale my own internal molehill of ignorance of which this relationship was a reflection. The simple truth of the matter is this:

That person, as another aspect of my Self projected out in this realm, was simply there to provide a hint. They were, in effect, furnishing me with a subquest to unlock my potential and level up, should I rise to challenge. Instead of picking up on this and moving accordingly I was content to hear the sound of one hand clapping, which felt like a loop of slaps across my face and wondering why the other person never changed. That, I now see, is an insane as looking in the mirror and expecting to see another face then being dismayed when its the same old same old you’ve know since back in the days. Like an ignorant, angry Narcissus I raged at this image which did its best to push my buttons and force my mind within to look at what was actually being pressed and why it was so sensitive.

In one sense I was addicted. I couldn’t leave if I wished and the other I knew this was something profound and important but just couldn’t get a handle on it as my attention was ignoring the true cause whilst focusing on the effect of my ignorance. Actually this same paradigm was playing out in a few areas of my life, each with their own projections and I’m sad to say I failed the test on many, many occasions with so many different people. The end result was always the same:

Arguments, false promises to change and doing what they’ll do anyway to irritate.

Till one day, it hit me like a train of thought that pulled up to a new station I didn’t know existed and offered a fresh lens upon a stale situation as new options started unfolding within:

“Wait a minute, why on Earth am I doing this? The definition of madness is doing the same thing again and again whilst expecting different and this particular bone of contention is as consistent and persistent in this irritating modes of behavior that I can get. The question is why am I participating?”.

It was like light shone in the darkness and its thirst was quenched. Suddenly the plateau upon which I’d been stuck leveled up via a spiral and I was offered a new perspective on the Game and how to play it. I walked away from said person, no explanation needed. “Whats the point?” I thought as I realized there was no way to reason with what amounts to an NPC that constantly repeats the same script and I was too ignorant to get the hint that they were actually handing me a subquest and had, instead, spent so much time and effort on attempting to convince them about why they needed to change to make me happy.

How crazy is this? If its ringing any bells then just leave. Drop them. They too have probably been trying to teach you a lesson and failure is not an option so they will keep saying or doing the same things until you deal with the root cause and its consequence:

Your internal realm and thinking as well as relation to the energies within. You are what you attract. That itself is a huge hint about the true nature of consciousness. The Game wants you to win and is actually conspiring to ensure this happens with every single moment and interaction so why not take some time out for introspection as you trace the common elements, the argument retreads and the “Oh, this ones totally different from my ex!” statement that drips from your lips until reality kicks in and you’re being forcefed leftovers again.

To say it was liberating was an understatement. This process of digging out molehills was also quite fascinating as, once upon a when, I was quite aggressive and looked for people and places to would encourage a vent by kicking someones head in as they too attempted the same thing. Good times were had by all who lived by this “Pint and a fight” mantra that was exceedingly common around the ends I was bought up in and it was amazingly uncanny how in a club packed to the brim with receptive women – those who desired to F something – would get it whilst those who wanted to F something up would also get it. Creation and destruction, different expressions of the same thing. Where do you sit on this wavelength, at any given moment? That really is what its all about in this realm and it goes far beyond any external types of relationships and interactions because, once again, you only ever deal with projected aspects of Self that are attempting to highlight your ignorance of this process that underpins all of creation. Comprehend:

You are another me, together we.

Was on the road, out of town, and hit up this club for the evening to see what was kicking but before that I’d been spending a lot of time upon this quest to eject these molehills from my consciousness. I talk a lot with my hands and am quite animated which is Self evident to anyone who has Witnessed my presence. In this particular example I was macking this chica I’d just met when I accidentally slapped this dudes drink all over what he was wearing without looking as my attention was focused elsewhen.

There was a moment. Things could’ve gone left very quick and I’ll admit my old Pattern was still present as the moles in my subconscious started to recreate that old hill I’d just demolished via the power of introspection and Self realization. What can I say? Old habits die hard ergo the price of mental freedom is constant vigilance because the greatest Opponent hides in the last place you’d expect:

Your head.

“Wait” I said “My fault entirely, let me get you another drink”.

Without saying another thing I walked to the bar without glancing or waiting for acceptance or a challenge. “I’ll take two bottles of beer and a couple of shots of spirits” he said as I looked at him whilst listening to the voice in my head say “Oh no, you didn’t” as it was obviously time for some action as this dude had mistaken my kindness for weakness. “Wait” he said, repeating my first word in our interaction. “You’re obviously not from round here, guessing by that accent but what gave it away is how you handled yourself and didn’t get all up in my grill. These things happen, this rounds on me and they’re for you and your woman. Enjoy your evening”.

That was it.

As you can imagine it wasn’t so much a lightbulb in head moment but a kaleidoscope of energetics that felt like I was mainlining the secret truth of the universe in one hit. The sensation was exhilarating. I finally had the proof I’d been seeking which said that I’m the only person in this realm and all I interact with are reflections of my awareness. Subconscious projections given lips to speak words and do things designed to draw my attention within to the root cause to address. That truly is the point of the Game we’re all playing by inserting our Souls as credits to wear the flesh thats currently wrapped around your unfinite awareness and ignorance of this golden rule is why the world is in a near constant state of conflict because it can be applied to the individual, movements and countries as well for they are all, at their most fundamental, made up of people that operate under the influence of these Patterns that then dictate and control their actions via certain internal mechanisms that are used for manipulation to prevent the realization of this. Once seen you can’t help but wonder how you missed them because the only constant in all situations and interactions is you so why not do the Knowledge and up your wavelength to a greater octave of expression as you actualize your highest potential?

For many reading this will be a true straight line in Tetris moment as loads of old blocks melt and you comprehend the elegant simplicity of this trick. That is what makes it so effective because the hint comes when you point a finger as three are aimed at the true cause and point of origin as its all about how you relate to your energetics. After all, your mind is the only thing you can control and actually change in this realm hence Know thy Self truly is the key to freedom from the Mind Made Prison that keeps many people dancing like puppets on the strings of ever shifting whims mixed in with repetitive events and interactions that make up lives lived on the lowest form of resonance in near total ignorance of their truest potential and how to actualize it. Suddenly, all regret over the past vanished as it had lead me to an immense realization that I knew then that not many ever get whilst living as they spend their life and death wrestling with shadows that don’t exist any more than the life they give them. The seeds that would grow into the Path of Power were being sprinkled and I, in turn, would feed and nurture these shoots inside the newly landscaped garden of my awareness via the optimal use of my attention from that moment on.

That entire situation could’ve gone down different, way different, I realized after leaving the scene at two AM and Witnessing what popped off in an altercation on the pavement between said chap and someone else as there was a reason the place had metal detectors and (as I’d find later) such a rep as a lot of what was started within these walls was handled outside after getting equipped for a different type of conversation. These things do happen and many a persons chapter has ended when they should’ve zigged instead of zagging. Since then I’ve used this modality frequently, both for me and clients as well, because its so insanely powerful and proves first hand that you are the main playa of the Game and we’re actually playing against ourselves as the true Opponent is literally our own ignorance. High, way above all of this, its actually the real you against the false aspect as there are actually three levels occurring in the same instance but lets not get too metaphysic yet because once you’ve conquered this molehill the shadows depth becomes obvious and when your eyes adjust to see in the darkness you’ll notice a clear light shine within that was always present but very cleverly hidden and all altercations were actually offers to take this subquest that leads to swiftly leveling up in ways previously unimagined in this Game we’re playing by inserting our Souls as credits for each spin.

Till we meet again

Natural Intelligence vs Inherited Ignorance

When you first set foot into this realm you were the actualized embodiment of natural intelligence. You existed in a state of total coherence that transcended this dimension that was and is without beginning or ending. It just is. Then what happened? You inherited ignorance. Call it tradition, the zeitgeist, flavor of the month or what you wish – that much is totally irrelevant as I’m speaking of the imperience and have no concern with the label which is actually one of their most effective tricks at causing in-fighting – but its far closer to a mind virus.

One that first infected your parents when their Soul crash landed in the flesh and so on and so on. See why I call it inherited ignorance because none of your folks ever thought to stop and check this bundle of energetics that made them miserable before passing it on to the next generation like an emotional landfill. This is actually the true source of all of your problems but because your life as it stands is testament to these symptoms its kind of hard to see when you’re so invested in the narrative. Discernment is akin to removing the Adulterated water from the once creamy milk of Inner Sense because whilst you may currently be enjoying a white liquid of awareness it is nowhere near as rich or filling as it once was, correct?

Trees don’t go to a university to grow, they just know. So do you, deep within. Many people speak of this but when it comes to practical instruction in ways tangible whilst in the flesh everyone is strangely silent. “Ah, see you don’t believe! Thats your problem” says the man with the ministry as he presents the public image of being content and happy which is at odds with the fact that I knew, back when, that he drinks like a fish but keeps it real secret as he makes extended circuits round the town to buy a single bottle at each establishment so none of them click how much he sips. But I did because I was everywhere, noticed everything and had been trained to remember plates and faces to see who and where they were moving.

I knew early on that this realm could only make me less of me and I felt these effects very dramatically and this forced me to fortify my awareness in order to prevent further ingress. For the rest of you the process was far more seductive and almost invisible so even though you realize something is missing you can’t quite tell what it is. The checklist says “The milk of Inner Sense is white, satisfying and really quite special” and in reality you’re sipping something so thin and watered down that its spirit is missing. This is you. You are pure unbounded consciousness in essence but what you had and what you get are so wildly different because whilst the boxes are ticking the internal sensations are way different.

Sure, you’ll write it off as aging, having been round the block or being grown and overstressed but the simple fact of the matter is that you currently possess an Adulterated awareness and lack the discernment to spot what was put in and thus what is missing. You definitely feel it but justify it and rationalize using all types of excuses as you wonder why your energy and creativity isn’t what it was. Such is the sign of the times in the land of blind who walk around with cauterized third eyes and hypnotized minds that speak “Everything is as its supposed to be… Go back to sleep”. Such deceptive treachery that presents itself as reality when it is no such thing. And yet, it is very, very effective. So much so that 81% will never question the world pulled over their eyelids as the Game has been so well and truly rigged that second nature prevents them from asking “What is my prime state?”. Natural intelligence.

It was and can be once again. But only if you’re willing to actually admit that whatever it is you currently think, cherish and cling to isn’t exactly working as they said. If it is then please tell me, share your wisdom as I have been seeking, speaking and teaching that which works for me and am always open to learning ways of moving more effectively. If your way of doing things isn’t bringing you a life you’re happy living then do you have the gumption to question this inherited ignorance and drag it, kicking and screaming if needed, into the golden light of awareness that only exists in the present moment?

For many this is a bridge too far. I’ve been called many names by those who hated what I had to say and more still by those who listened, attempted, looked within and found a terrain that was exceedingly familiar in its newness that generated a whole string of questions as they began to pick apart their inherited ignorance and couldn’t wait to tell their friends and fam about their adventuring.

“Thees mann is de devul!” said a broad Nigerian accent as the preacher pointed his shaky finger in my direction and forbade one of his congregation from ever speaking to me again under the pain of excommunication. I offered him a drink to calm his nerves and he wasn’t amused in the slightest by what I said as he clicked the man standing now in front of him was that bright eyed and bushy tailed jit from back when that he’d seen as he did his circuit training. “Funny how spirit as in the drink is the same label they apply to the quest for holiness. I wonder how many people have fell for the trick and are practicing something quite different from what they’re preaching” I quipped as a I watched his dark skin take on a tinge of redness that beget an angry aubergine presence as he raged and stomped away from my premises and took his lost sheep with him, back to the congregation.

I’m not the first to think like this and I’m certainly not the last to be called a nonbeliever, infidel or heretic. The simple fact of the matter is what they package up and sell via various pulpits doesn’t actually change a thing whilst here on the planet and thus isn’t practical. The reason I can say this is because if it worked the world these thoughts built wouldn’t be such a mess and the many, many people I’ve spoken to wouldn’t feel like they did within but be too scared to admit it:

“I can’t believe I’ve just told you that” he said. “Im going to hell now, for certain” he added, starting to fret. Previously he’d recollected his first brush with faith, back in the days, and how it filled him with such disdain. He couldn’t quite place his finger on it now but since he’d started sorting through his inheritance to see why he thought like this he’d been unravelling many strings that previously manifested themselves as random points of tension in his flesh. We actually met because his back was killing him and he could no longer pray without wincing which I found quite ironic and slightly amusing. Often the beliefs we most often cherish can be double edged as they mask the true source of our discomfort. Isn’t it interesting how the entire world says “Look this way” and attracts your attention externally and yet they spin the same tales of “It all comes from within!” without actually telling you how to access it.

In many respects your true power, your Inner Sense, sits in a walled garden built around your chest and the bricks were formed of inherited ignorance and erected in tune with your parents wishes as theirs before them.

We started tracing the pain, logging the manifestations, what was happening and then moved on to not resisting it or fighting. Instead just accept it like a message. Feelsee into it to perceive what its saying. Once he got a handle on his energetics the relief came quick and suddenly he was moving with a far higher degree of freedom than he’d known for a minute because there is an immediate and dramatic resonance between the mind and flesh. Thing is, like a balloon, once its been blown up and stretched it can’t shrink back to its original limits and thus doesn’t fit within the box it had been conditioned to sit.

This I call the Reality Tunnel and we all dig using the shovel of inherited ignorance. Very few question the intent of where its headed, for what reason, who furnished these tools and thrust them into our grip as they instructed us to keep shoveling like our life depended on it. To many it actually does. They are like sharks in that respect and to stop is to become dead as they need to keep the motion going as it brings an odd sense of comfort. The preacher was like this and when he noticed the shift and improvement in one of his congregation he quickly chalked it up to the prayers and well wishes they’d all been sending him. The man rose, bashfully, and said he was feeling much better and appreciated the good energy and it was only after when they were talking that he started to reveal the details of our meeting and things he’d been thinking since as his entire view of the world began to shift.

Religion is a business, first and foremost, which is why the collection plate is a thing. People don’t like to lose customers or market share which may bring a threat to coming generations as its all quite competitive. Fear not for they have many strings and a variety of arrows as well to ensure you bow you head and keep on keeping on. “My child, it is your families wish and fondest tradition. Why on Earth would you talk and think like this? This man must be very, very wicked” he said.

“No, but he isn’t. Listen before we even spoke I thought he was a Christian as I heard him lecturing on the topic of the Kingdom and how everything is within and chasing outside is the illusion that brings no solutions”. “And is he?” the preacher asked, wondering quietly who was muscling in on his act. “No, he said he’s read many texts but isn’t able to vibe with them fully to any depth or level of innerstanding that makes any practical sense and thus makes his own way and shares his findings with all who’ll listen”.

That is how they washed up on my doorstep, ready to hand out some fire and brimstone for the disrespect and questions that sprouted up from a rekindled Inner Sense that was now being rapidly suppressed as this kind of thinking can be dangerous to the rest.

This is why I said that true spirituality, in the practical sense, is a lonely process because many around you will detest your growth and freedom as they wish to pull you back to the familiar zone of discomfort they know, in that box they expect you to sit as you merrily sing and dig your Reality Tunnel just as they said. “After all, its tradition” they say as the drunken preacher rocks and sways under the influence of a totally different kind of spirit. Thing is, a gram of natural intelligence, when it hits, can obliterate kilos and kilos of inherited ignorance because the buzz of Inner Sense speaks for itself in the original dialect of energetics that is innate to all human beings before the spells and rites of language does their thing and twists you up from within via the algorithm which really is a kind of magic.

From then its only a question of “When?” that the body will follow suit and this manifests as all types of injury and sickness along with a myriad symptoms of ill health. Pills and potions promise solutions, none of which will stick and the side effects are often worse than the problem itself.

I once watched a flick in which some people were following these monkeys around the jungle. There was this little one that was quite impish and always pushing the limits by treading on the tigers tail just to see what happens and his antics were exceedingly amusing as he was overflowing with vigor and vim. Then he lost his grip, fell out of a tree and hit the ground with a yelp. The mother chimp was distraught and rushed to grab him as she yelled out commands at her kids who scampered off through the jungle. One came back with leaves, another some bark freshly ripped and a third with some berries. She set about chewing them in a way most intense then spitting them into the leaf and pressing them to where it was hurting before scooping her baby up and holding her close to him.

The camera team watched and noted as the monkey made a quick return to form and was soon doing what he did with reckless abandon so they went and grabbed samples of the things they used. Much to their surprise one was an analgesic and the other increased blood flow and when chewed to release what is within the leaf that was heated via her flesh ensured the nutrients penetrated her kid as she nursed him back to health.

How did they know this?

Natural intelligence.

The same force which makes mighty tree grow from a small acorn is present within. I call it Inner Sense. Thing is the System specializes in arresting its development and then selling you a million and one things in an attempt to mask its absence.

You don’t have to take my word for it. You can try what I said for yourself and take your own steps on the Path of Power to see what happens because the results speak for themselves as they are palpably felt with a familiar newness. This is the whole second nature vs prime state thing and why the world is how it is because people are conditioned via their inheritance that just keeps getting bigger and bigger with each passing generation until most cling to it like a drowning man does a brick, little realizing that by simply letting go and centering himself he could swim out of the seas of ignorance via the use of his natural intelligence.

Till we meet again

Confidence Is Everything

Imagine you are born with the horn of plenty overflowing, filled to the brim. Now lets call this magical elixir confidence itself. Someone, it can be a parent, comes along with a cup and starts syphoning some off. “No!” they said with the opposite of a grin as you were discovering your place in this realm. This creates confusion. Internal tension. You want to expand and they contract against this. Suddenly one is pulled in two directions and that coherence they once knew is opposed by an equally strong reaction.

Lets look at the horn. Notice its level has dipped. What it once was it currently isn’t. This is your confidence and there is a very good reason why I say it is everything because, in this realm, whether you believe you can or you can’t you’re correct as this trait underpins everything as its the foundation of your thoughts, reactions and how you relate to events and circumstances.

A baby is learning to take its first steps, something that is entirely natural. It rises, falls and rises again. Notice at no point does that baby sink into a deep funk of depression:

“Oh, you are so worthless. Look at those other kids already moving around on two legs whilst you’re struggling. Why bother? Stop putting the effort in. Its useless. You are entirely incapable of doing this. Please cease and desist, this very instant”.

Sounds ridiculous, yes? The baby will keep on attempting and refining their steps as there is no failure when feedback is seen instead then they crack it and along with that huge grin. They are suddenly vertical and the horn of confidence is overflowing. Then came that bad experience.

This child enjoyed drawing, painting, anything creative and had spent a lot of time and effort engaged in sketching out his parents, their home and dog along with his siblings. Whilst his mother was napping he was quietly planning this surprise and way to showcase his talents. His ears heard her stirring as he placed the finishing touches to his masterpiece as he ran out of the kitchen, happily calling and asking her to come see what he did. Within the horn is sloshing around in a state of pure excess and bliss because it was hard work painting this. It took a lot of effort and concentration but the end result is he is very, very happy with because the image he saw in his imagination is now out here, in this realm and he wants to present the most important person in his world with the gift.

She looks over with a smile at her overly excited child who is hopping up and down on one leg, begging her to come and look at his latest achievement. She runs a hand across his head, tousles his hair and says “Thank you for letting me rest and being so quiet as well. You are a good boy” and offers him a kiss and hug that he gratefully accepts. “Come on, come on, come on. You’ve got to see this. Its the best yet, its an amazing painting. You’ve never seen nothing like it!” he exclaims with a joy he doesn’t even attempt to contain. Grabbing her by the hand he happily leads the way and with a flourish he directs her attention to the landscape.

This is where things diverge from his script. Up until now the confidence within was surging so high and its pressure so immense that huge jets of energetics were pouring out of him. Not just because of what he did but what he expected in terms of praise for his accomplishment, the fact he’d kept it all a secret and timed it so perfect. It was like he’d learned to juggle many balls as she slept and this was to be his crowning achievement up until then in his incarnation and the most important person in his world was going to appreciate it and make it all worth it.

That isn’t what happened.

Upon walking into the kitchen, which she kept clean and immaculate, she was dismayed to see he’d been drawing all over the wall and made a mess. The floor was covered in flecks, the were little handprints on the door as well but the surfaces they’d just had hand finished by expert craftsmen were now covered in stick men and doodles which led her to scream and yell in such frustration at this little idiot who she thinks (in the moment) is the spawn of satan himself.

The child doesn’t get it. Why would he? To him it all seemed to make sense because he started off on a sheet of paper but realized his ideas were too big. He tried to place a couple together but the tape wouldn’t stick and he made a mess and thats when he noticed the wall was absolutely perfect. Not only that but so efficient because she always hung up what he drew and this time it would it stick there itself so it couldn’t get blown by the wind or fall off and make a mess. In his head it was the greatest thought and invention he had ever had, up until this moment, so to see her face contorted and yelling caused him lots of pain and confusion.

Within the horn reacts like it has been hit with a brick. A fracture forms and pieces fall off, never to be whole again. See, the thing with this confidence level is that its daily replenished but the receptacle it pours into is now unable to handle what it gets and this reflects in the childs thoughts, deeds and actions as he never, ever wants to repeat this action again.

Can you see why I say the wounded womb hurts the seeds it should be nourishing due to living the live unexamined, reacting when they should be creating and inflicting upon their babies the same that was done to them as they too were disconnected from their Inner Sense and now live a life of Adulterated consciousness that sits, stressed and depressed, in their own personal hell called the Mind Made Prison. In her mind it isn’t simply the scribbles on the wall. Oh no. Its all that has ever went wrong in her life from the time she was a child and her mother did the same thing due to an emotional over reaction that damaged her self confidence up until this present moment. “And that happened and then this as well as what that stuck up bish at the office said and then there was that guy who thought he could do better than me and left me jilted and to add insult to injury this kid has just scribbled all over my wall!” is the Pattern activated as she lets him have it with both barrels.

The child is crushed, externally and within. The damage is done and for most it will never be inspected or repaired as most will forget, pretend it never happened and not question why they lost the spring in their step. It all due to the corrosive influence of this event which then seeps out and infects the rest of their consciousness with a curious mix of avoidance and over compensation that most people know well. What they don’t get is that these swings are designed to miss the point in the middle, the place where they were once Centered and effortlessly authentic. This is the state I call Inner Sense. This is all the Warrior seeks in this realm because the rest is but an illusion. A distraction from the true heroes quest. Its also perilous and hard as hell because we are, in effect, moonwalking against the tides of not only popular opinion but various coping mechanisms along with socially sanctioned tricks and the false bliss of willful ignorance. Its no wonder 81% are gladly enslaved as the responsibility required to become one of the 8% that is willing to take this rescue mission and restore order to their ravaged Kingdom is too immense for their consideration.

The lady screams and vents. Calls him all kinds of stupid and lectures him as well as hanging the threat of “Wait till your dad hears about this” over his head. He cannot stop crying and as the tears swell he feels an immense pain in his chest that hits like a brick. From this day on things will never be the same again as it marks the watershed point that will end in his fully Adulterated consciousness with him becoming as miserable and messed up as his parent as he inflicts the exact same pain on the children he begets. Are you starting to see why the world is a mess and why I reject all that made it like this? If it worked, if it were even a tiny bit effective you think someone in the thousands of years of the collective would have seen this, mentioned it and provided remedies as well. They haven’t.

Worse still is those that know use it against the people they’re supposed to represent as the more people are suffering the better business is for the franchise players I call Slave/Masters that run the plantation. “Give me the boy and I will show you the man” said a Jesuit and if you unravel this thread you’ll be surprised to see the links that are hidden in front of your eyelids.

After a while she calms down and realizes she over reacted. She holds her son close to her chest and whispers sweet nothings to ease his whimpering and help him see the ways in which these choices were not too great and he half heartedly accepts because that which was whole now sports a hole instead and he’ll spend the rest of his life looking outside trying to fill and still feel emptiness. Looking back at the quote I mentioned its not surprising that a lot of people who end up with addictions are attempting to circumvent this damage via this externally induced chemical assistance. Even more interesting is those that find the strength to pull out the problem – root, flower and stem – find themselves feeling totally different and high as kite flying on sober wings. Know why? They reconnected to their Inner Sense and know how it feels to be Centered in Self and effortleslly authentic.

“I get it now” he said “She was stressed and that was her unthinking, unconscious reaction. How was she to know the damage she’d beget?”. The man who had an immense passion for art and drawing but felt huge tensions rising from within whenever he wanted to take it to the next level reflected upon his life up until then and how a friend had recommended he meet one who will help him access they key that was hung around his neck on a string made of pain and suffering. “Being ignorant of this and fully cognizant of my addiction actually makes sense” he said as he thoughtfully smoked his cigarette on the pavement outside my office. “What made you quit?” I asked him because I knew now we’d get the real reason and not the coping mechanism.

Heroin feels like a mother lxve. It is the sensation of total acceptance. A sublime transcendence that is akin to being kissed by an angel who lends you her wings and then stands there smiling as you are set adrift on the bliss of that sweet brown sugar in your veins” he reasoned. “Thing is it isn’t real and that is when I knew that something was missing as there were images and symbols coming up in my art and dreams that felt like they were saying something. Thing is to look at them I’d need another hit and the circle was getting more and more vicious because I’d always been fairly intelligent in my usage and that is when we got to talking about interpretation, higher states of consciousness and transcendence that led to your recommendation by a friend as someone who knows about these types of things and could offer guidance”.

He added that it now clicked what was broken was deep within and the unexpressed feelings of the child he hadn’t dare fully feel as he was still reeling from the reaction to the reveal of his impromptu canvas as an infant and that was what needed to heal. Or be numbed with a needle. “In that respect I was taking a shortcut, missing out the vital steps and not learning how to get from the place I left to the destination and back again without the assistance of a magic dragon that I was happily chasing to my own detriment”. Taking a drag and flicking his cig he added “Now all thats left is this. I wonder what the cause behind it is?”. “Sugar” I responded. “Each one contains a spoon of it and that brings an instant hit before the nicotine could do a thing. Add in the menthol cooling which allows the lungs constricted to foster the illusion of easy breathing as well as the symbolic image of blowing out the darkness within, all wrapped in a handy, dandy package of stimulation and convenience. You get the appeal of these royal, loyal friends that actually want you dead and profit from your suffering and ignorance, yes?”.

“Man” he said “Everything is a lesson and parable” before pausing for a moment. “You must have been pretty broken yourself to think like this because anyone that is just damaged enough that they can afford to pretend wouldn’t need to go within and those like me who know they’re a mess and have unhealthy addictions but don’t care as long as they get from A to B so what in the hell made you take it to Z, back again and then speak on it to the rest?”.

He’d hit the nail on the head but didn’t quite suspect the length of that which pierced within as I’d been doing this for lifetimes. Its a coal and diamond thing. If there is something I can gift or offer that helps another transcend their suffering or turn down the voltage on their pain and use that instead as vehicle for illumination the knock on effects for coming generations will speak for themselves because most of these maladies can be traced back to these events which are so common no one speaks on them, even though their actions are writ large in the madness which grips this realm as we wage a war with ourselves, others and the planet. A battle that if we win we are sure to regret as we’ll find at that moment the losing side is where we sit.

“Takes another dog to be able to hear my silent screams” I said “And that word is the hint because its the divine but flipped so instead of looking out I learned how to glance within because the past is always present. Its a simple case of realignment, breaking the Pattern of ignorance and connecting once again to the overflowing abundance of Inner Sense by removing the Adulterant, fixing what was broken and realizing the true meaning of this whole diamond and coal thing. If it worked for me then who am I not to share the wisdom with those that need help after being mangled by the System and inherited ignorance?”.

“No doubt, no doubt” he said as he lit another cig and hit the bricks at the end of this sesh.

Till we met again

Natural Biases and Blindspots

Did you know that the point where your optic lens is fed to your head can’t see a thing? Interesting paradox, isn’t it? How that which grants vision is simultaneously blinded to its own ignorance. Life is pretty much like this because, due to the programming language of the Game, we all have our natural biases. Much like those magic eye illusions they can be difficult so spot but obvious once comprehended. Take a look at the pic at the start of this article. Cover your right eye then look at the dot. Pull your head in and you’ll see the cross vanish. Repeat on the other side and draw your own conclusions. You can then take this concept and apply it real life as well. For example, think of someone you really dislike then narrow it down to a trait. This, my friend, is something you also do. Identical. Thats why you feel miffed as the resonance is jarring and it prods at your point sensitive.

A lot of people will tell you “Play your strengths, forget the rest. It will take care of itself” and they’re correct. Up to a point. I prefer to play in the shadows because this realm is a Game of three halves and its what you don’t know you don’t know thats most interesting as it opens up new avenues of resonance for those seeking liberation via Self actualization. Once you start getting familiar with your biases, even as a basic thought experiment, you may be surprised to discover way more freedom as you shift from reacting to creating and thus are closer to a true human than a Click-Whirr automata that is running on old programs. That is were it gets super fascinating and this is one of the reasons why I’ve said that only 8% of the population is truly capable of thinking like this because the rest will find their entire (false) self under threat because they’re so invested in the illusion.

For me its all about discovery. Always has been and always will be. I mean, you must have had a convo that goes like this:

Why are you letting so and so hang around? He’s a total dick“. Then the person goes on to reel off a list of attributes they don’t like about them. I sat there and quietly listened and found it most interesting that a lot of what he said was actually things he did as well. When pressed on the topic the guy got super defensive and simply couldn’t see from another angle. That was a long, long time ago but it really did make me wonder if we truly see people as they are or simply interact with figments of our imagination instead that we dress up as “them” when, in reality, its just our perception. Like I said, fascinating topic and one that can pay immense dividends. Especially if you keep generating the same type of reactions or relationships. That, in and of itself, is a huge hint about the nature of this Game we’re playing by using our Soul as a credit because I’m fairly certain that the nature of the convincing illusion can be summed in the axiom Know thy Self. After that things start becoming far more obvious.

Is it getting solipsistic in here, or is it just me?

I mean, how else can you explain that ten people can interact with one Soul and draw totally different opinions based on what they perceive? Much in the same way that there is nobody who is universally attractive there is never truly anyone “perfect” when one themselves dwells in a state of incoherence. That right there is what underpins so many bad relationships where both sides friends said “Why do you want to be with them?” whilst they were head over heels at the initial attraction. After things started to chafe and whole load of hatred surfaced and yet they remained chained to each other. Strange, isn’t it? There is actually a deeper, more metaphysical reason for this but to keep it simple we’ll just say that you only ever link with people of your resonance because its all energetic in this realm. Master this aspect and you can bend reality to your whims as it all plays out inside your consciousness hence Know thy Self is the question that pays immense dividends for those willing to question the paradigm they accepted, back when.

Very often what manifests is not what we expect because the nature of projection isn’t obvious as it moves in some funny old steps otherwise it would be too obvious whats happening in the programming language of this realm. And yet when you’ve helped as many people as I have the shapes start becoming obvious and then the next logical question is “Wait a minute. How do I see my own and handle them?“. You know the old axiom that we only use ten percent of the gray matter in our heads? Its a partial truth, at best, because what it means is most folks only actualize ten percent of the conscious potential. The rest is under the surface and this pulls the strings to control everything. Check the new car effect:

You are a teen. Your friend has just bought a new set of wheels. Both of you are very happy due to the freedom this represents as you can now spread your wings and expand your sphere of influence. Suddenly you start noticing that exact model everywhere whereas before it just blended in as another of the billions of bits of information that pour in to your subconscious awareness. What happened? You’ve been primed and due to the tied emotion your brain now thinks “This is important” and brings it to your attention. Entirely unbidden. See what I mean about the Click-Whirr existence? There was a lady who’d clicked this on a totally intuitive level and had created such an immense string of luck that it seemed improbable until she demonstrated of what she’s capable and that made me think about how much power truly rests inside our flesh and how best to leverage it. Thats what led me to checking the blindspots along the way and even in these I found Patterns that were predictable so I could sit down with a client and say “Your children can do no wrong. To you they are perfect little angels” or “No matter what the topic you end up sliding your religion in in ways both subtle and heavy handed”. In both cases they said “Why yes! How did you know?” but they weren’t truly interested because the thing with depth is it scares those who only dwell upon the surface.

The illusion of control. The most deceptive coping mech and one that causes immense amounts of stress even though worrying doesn’t change and thing apart from tanking your health which creates its own problems. See what I mean about energetics and resonance? There is no matter beyond how you relate to matter as you are, in essence, non physical and unfinite awareness that currently believes its the flesh as it wanders around this realm interacting with others who don’t have a clue they’re within a Game and think this is the prime reality. It isn’t. The fact you see convincing visions in your head at night when you’re dreaming and how they feel plausible until you click how ridiculous the concept is is an immense hint about the true nature of whats actually happening. Once again, a bit advanced for those just dabbling but its akin to saying I’ve transcended the natural biases and blindspots when it comes to being human because I know I’m far more than the flesh for I am the Witness that makes all possible by my presence and you are all figments of my imagination. The flip is also true so ask “Who is this dude within me and what does his spiel really mean?” as thats the key to unlocking reality because if you keep thinking “out there” isn’t initially projected from “in here” then you’re like a dog chasing its tail without drawing the link that all that effort you put in is actually being wasted on a quest that itself is an illusion as you already are what you dream of becoming.

Doesn’t that sound like a much better way to live? It is for me. Your mileage may vary because its all about resonance and those willing to Know the Ledge can discover hidden elements and strings that were previously invisible and then one can recode their internal OS to unleash miracles because your consciousness is not only a fractal aspect of the all of everything its also unfinitely resourceful when it comes to actualizing lifes algorithm and thus you can shift from being the wackest to best version of your Self in increments, should you wish, whilst the rest slide downhill taking the path of least resistance with a total lack of Self Knowledge as these kinds of things are not often spoken of in polite conversation as they tend to go against the simplistic mechanistic concepts drilled into peoples heads since infants.

Like walking around in a suit made of flesh on a planet that floats in the abyss as it chases a fireball through a vacuum isn’t patently ridiculous as the basis of your existence. And yet, people accept it. Not all biases and blindspots are natural. A lot are programmed in. Have you ever seen a flea circus or how their performances are trained? No? Check it out. See if you draw any parallels with your own existence that make you recalibrate your vision as you realize you can stretch your legs and actually possess a strength that is far beyond what you previously imagined.

The Game of Souls has you, my friend.

Till we meet again