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You’ve heard me speak of masks quite often and those that know, Know. For those that don’t let me offer something which can be of immense help when it comes to obtaining Knowledge of Self by learning to transcend the deception the System poured into your head since your first steps:

Are you the same when no one is watching? Obviously you require a certain degree of Self observation being present and correct to notice the switch because most people are truly effortless when it comes to juggling their fake presence as one mask slips quickly into the next, never to reveal the real beneath their flesh. But being alone is a good cue and knowing the truth of you because if you’re always happy, smiling and joking when around people but feel a sense of brooding darkness when sitting alone in your four corner room staring at candles then that is who you truly is and the rest is but an illusion you dearly wish to believe in.

This process of projection is endemic on the web as its all about signaling a state of perfection and bliss that those who truly possess don’t feel the need to instafacetweet about as they’re too busy living it. Same goes with riches, bishes and spiritual wisdom. Oh, especially the last one as its the greatest grift and loads of the players in this charade are taking the whizz out of their adherents for a profit and everyone knows it but the ones who are stumping up to get insulted and sent wandering down dead ends. Let me tell you something about spirituality in its most practical and thus effective sense:

Its a very ugly business that most do not possess the stomach to the attempt as it can feel akin to performing vivisection on your (false) self that will yelp, protest and go out of its way to ensure you don’t uncover its ruse of pretending to be a human being when its actually an illusion thats using you for all it can get whilst you’re distracted into living a life which is one stepped removed from imperience thanks to the man in the middle that you see reflected back in the mirror but doesn’t truly exist. That really is the grist of the matter that they won’t even touch because such truths are seen as heretic in a world of illusion that profits from confusion and propagates delusion. Its why there is such thing as pop-psych addicts who think they can quick fix a generational problem in five minutes when in reality what they get is a quick rush of endorphins from sprinting on a spiritual treadmill then they’re off in search of the next hit without stopping to question why the glow doesn’t last, there is no shift within and they haven’t even touched the surface of that immense amount of tension and pain that racks their flesh and divides their essence from the powerful unified ocean it is into various streams of awareness that dribble.

Pseudo spirituality is an immense problem because it means waters of deception are added to the milk of wisdom and thus what was once thick, creamy and fulfilling is now rendered a thin and insipid liquid. That said those who are starving will lap away greedily just as a thirsty man will drink water laced with filth because it beats the alternative and this all interconnects really because the web of life has been woven in such a way that you’re already caught up in it before you even realize it exists. Just like your parents before them and theirs as well you are but a link of ignorance in a huge chain that enSlaved your lineage and, via your acquiescence, your children as well. Unless you choose to do something about it. Thats the entire point of willhelp because my main intent is to transcend this realm and never have to wear a face again but in order to do this one must spend their life and times gaining Knowledge of Self so that when the moment comes to exit the stage you take the door that opens within and not the one that places you in a nine month queue to don the flesh again before shattering your Inner Sense once you step into the realm as you cling to fruitless solutions and spend the rest of your masked existence amusing yourself to death as you clutch at concepts that don’t help and actually speed you toward your end like a drowning man holding a brick.

Release.

To let go is to be free then one may swim casually back to the sands of lifes beach and take in the scenery because then you see the machinery, the System I call it, that is poured into the heads of the innocent as they are trained and conditioned via resonance to their parents, peers and most of all the television set. Give people cameras and they’ll start acting. Lets get back to the fake test:

World building in the minds of others in order to generate an appearance that you are like this is a huge hint of a disconnection within. Stop and think – do children do this? Of course they don’t. They simply are. An ineffable yet undeniable presence that is so firmly centered within that it can’t help but cause a flicker of resonance inside the long dimmed chests of the Adulterated that surround it as they partially recollect what it felt to be so present and correct. Fear not for in just over two point six decades they too will be just like them and thus moths are drawn to the false light of screens once their own glow has been extinguished. This is why people need to be false and are so heavily invested in your believing it. Let me share an example:

“Oh, you a Muslim now?” escaped from my lips as I saw a previously hard drinking, dope dealing entirely nihilistic street specimen start preaching about the virtues of salvation and how he wasn’t the same etc. etc.. If you’ve any proximity to the pavement I’m sure you’ve met the type before and know them well as its obvious to us they’re building an illusion as a way of distancing themselves from the dirt they’ve done, who they’ve been and who they truly still are, under the surface. It didn’t take long for me to get him back into his old frame of mind and have him ready to kill on cue again and I found this hugely amusing because only a true friend would show you the nature of the mask you’re wearing in order to help and generate a real solution. He, as you’d expect, didn’t like this and took it quite personal and thus that was the last time I saw him for a bit. Why? Because what I said rang true and he knew he was attempting a form of spiritual escapism that wasn’t generating the righteous dividends he tried so hard to pretend via his world building that had been working so well but I wasn’t buying. Tell me, if the change really was true and sprung from within (as opposed to being copy and pasted to the surface as he traded the mask of a roadman for that of the spiritual) he’d have responded in the appropriate fashion and not reverted to type.

See, thats the thing about masks. They slip. Sometimes they’re dramatic explosions and other time quick blips where people gather round the water fountain and say “I don’t know what came over him” before getting back to business. Alcohol often brings the true you to the surface and thats why its such a popular option and pushed so heavily to the weakened who further weaken themselves on the weekend. What a coincydink, eh? The nature of spells is invisible to those operating within them…

To maintain this (false) self takes an immense amount of effort to project that picture into others minds by virtue signaling, world building and being inauthentic but because its so common these days no one questions it or wonders why they feel exhausted in crowds for extended times but also hate being alone and by themselves without distraction. Can you hear the Psylense? Its the gap between the thoughts, the sheer unAdulerated feeling of pure, concentrated realness that is what the Warrior is seeking as we grip onto this with a ferocity and tenuousness that can seem quite illogical to those locked within the invisible bars of the Mind Made Prison they are busy decorating with new trinkets to make their life sentence on Earth more pleasant without actually stopping to question why it feels like hell. Actually that is why they won’t stop because once you feel the truth there is no other option beyond liberty or death. Get free or thrive trying is in full effect hence grab that loose end that doesn’t make any sense and points toward the inauthentic and bring the whole house of cards down to feel, once again, the beach of life upon which it was built as you bask in the freedom of experience without limits or constraints.

Its akin to flipping the script and being fully grown, laced with wisdom and experience whilst still possessing the radiant presence and energetics of the child within who has now been liberated from the dank dungeon of your chest and restored to his rightful place as the ruler of your kingdom. Its this sacred spot, the seat of power within that the whole world and its institutions covet and can’t wait to place the egoic (false) self impersonator within in hopes of fooling you into living an unfulfilling existence.

I actually did meet the born again hooligan one day after many rays had shone and he had this to say:

“I have to say you truly are a friend even though I thought you were an enemy. The words you shared that day forced me to look at me in a way far deeper than spending twenty three hours locked up alone ever did. It was then I found what you rightfully called escapism by reading religious texts in a way to forget myself, my position and all I’d done to get caught dealing again. It was a way out of a hopeless situation but it wasn’t authentic as it was chose in desperation with no room for introspection. Ironic”.

Gone was the beard, kufi, flowing robes and ever present Koran from which he would preach frequently without truly comprehending. Standing in front of me was a calm and happy man dressed in sweats, fresh kicks and a couple of gold rings like he used to rock way back when but there was one big difference. Now he was totally authentic as he had no other option since being forcefully ejected from his masjid for asking his teachers and peers why he still felt this nagging emptiness within and how it all seemed like it was on the surface as he shared the Knowledge of masks I’d kicked and how they related to his experience as I’d pointed out at exactly what points he’d worn which and how they all attempted to prevent the rising of the pain he felt within from coming to the surface. Needless to say they didn’t like this as a lot of the new cell block converts were starting to nod their heads and one said how he was still getting high even though he pretended not to whilst another interjects that he simply can’t stop having sex and is considering going back to pimping because it felt so amazing as the rest pitched in their own imperience. See what I’m saying about the resonance of the authentic? He needed that support system then because they were all manufacturing proof as they lied to themselves but I knew he was too intelligent to fall for it as the man was the hustlers hustler in his prime and could turn one to three and flip it daily before getting back on the grind and cheffing more pies as that was the culture he came up in. He knew it as well which is why all that righteous brother stuff was in the wind and he found himself ready to knuckle up again until I said “If it was real then who is this standing here speaking?” and it clicked. Once you’ve danced on the edge of your awareness, which is where most criminals live as its essential for their survival (and because they’re trying to escape their pasts which are often horrendous) then its quite obvious when you’re trying to fool yourself as you’ve spent a lifetime on the grind and know the rules of Victim and Opponent and how the former will often think the latter is his best friend until the truths revealed.

The streets are vicious like that and its all about the ends as they justify the means with a “Hey, its only business” as your day ones conspire to do you in because they want the connect you won’t share with them as the first rule is to protect your investment. Doesn’t work when the wolves ain’t fed because things can get critical. Like an intensive care unit as your life hangs by a thread before you’re ushered to a cell to spend the rest of your sentence.

“So what are you doing now?” I asked him as he seemed way more coherent and chill. Turns out he’d opened a youth outreach program in his old hood and was getting the local roughnecks into boxing as a way of instilling discipline, giving them a vent and keeping them away from the street Games that sucked him in making drops on his bike after school for a few bills from the older shotters who took him under their wings and gave him his first taste of narcotic profits. “You can only be real in the ring” he said “Thats the difference I now get because if you try fronting in there you’ll get tested and knocked out real quick and that often brings a man to his senses”. Boxers of all ilks know this well and the irony is when it gets to the professional level they’ll all freely admit that their ring persona, whether Sugar Ray or Kid Dynamite himself, feels way more real and authentic than their civilian presence. This itself is an immense hint of the all encompassing nature of the System that currently rules the world and fools those who operate within as only when dishing out licensed brutality for profit did they feel themselves. They’ll also freely admit that the thrill is addictive as is the crowds baying and this the street legends know well because its a nice feeling knowing you can park your car on the pavement with keys in, pop in a building and no one will touch it out of fear, respect or dread of the repercussions.

Its all everyone wants, really, whether criminal or civilian. The freedom to be themselves and getting props are like sprinkles as they provide a nice decoration but if the cake itself is missing then whats the point they think. Or at least, they can. If they’re authentic. Its this last point that the fakes rail against as they’ve got everything they think they want but still have none of the feeling whereas the man of whom I’m speaking that used to have sports cars parked outside his mums crib in a council building full of derelicts is now happier and realer than he’s ever been due to unleashing the Warrior within.

That, however, can only happen once you’re willing to acknowledge you’ve been enSlaved by the System and its various forms of deception that all end in world building in the heads of others as you attempt to make up for that lack of connection to your own chest which is often bricked off with emotional pain and suffering you’d rather die than acknowledge. Well, know this:

Die you shall and that which you suppressed shall rise to surface as the exit from this living hell is in your grip but because you’ll be so overwhelmed by the presence of what you repressed now your Pane Body isn’t resisting the impulses you spent a lifetime pretending didn’t exist its akin to having bricks tied to your awareness as it drops back down into the flesh to do it all again. The Warrior knows this and is willing to take the steps by befriending his private realm and undoing the destruction of Inner Sense that wrecked their original and pristine garden of awareness into which the weeds of ignorance, self deception and world building did set and caused their Prime glow to dim as they spent a lifetime circling around a false glow designed to draw them to their death hence people perish due to a lack of knowledge of Self.

Now you know this there is no way of unknowing it as you’ll remember what I said as its echoes within the Psylense that beats in your chest as it nods its head and hopes you get the message to take advantage of the lower vibrational state of the flesh and cleanse your energetics so that when the moment kicks in and you rest your Soul on the scales which marked the entrance and exit its the same weight as when it stepped in as this realm is a closed loop, nothing extra gets in and not even a gram shall exit and by that I mean the relationship betwixt the Witness, the Game and the imperiences therein which are all simply borrowed and thus not yours for the keeping whilst who you truly are, beyond the flesh, is actually the awareness it all plays out within and thus that is the key, skeleton, that fits the door marked exit where all Warriors will be hearting when their spin in this realm comes to an end and they’re freed from their life sentence.

And, if you’re wondering, the wretch whose grim face stared at you from the head of the article is the perfect example of one faking the funk and selling an image to the rest because, deep down within, she felt none of what she pimped because its purely a numbers thing so you don’t have to tell me but it might it be wise to keep it real with your Self. I’ve seen plenty of phonies from yoga mats to ashrams as well as alcoholic preachers and other examples because, like Pryor said:

People don’t want to deal with themselves. They should but that would raise questions like why the world is like this and how it seems to profit from ignorance with heaps of willful deception piled in with plenty of gaslighting and yet, everyone is miserable but experts in denying it. Better yet, if it were all peaches and cream in this realm then who the hell keeps on sending prophets that are killed, stone dead? Who truly is at the helm? What is their actual intent? Why can’t you remember from one life to the next and, better yet, why do so many religious texts say that is blasphemous when there is real life proof that here is where the eternal and temporal blend? Are we in heaven? Or hell?

Do the Knowledge. Do the Knowledge, my friend, because in times of near universal deception it would behoove one to be real and authentic as the ignorance is laid on, real thick, and I suspect its chief aim is of sticking you back in the flesh again. And again. And again. If thats the case, how would you tell?

If you trust a liar, who is to blame in the end?

Till we meet again

Many times you’ve heard me mention that you cannot be the voice in your head when you’re actually that which listens. A subtle but crucial distinction that can make all the difference in the life you live. Today we shall be delving into the Opponents bag of tricks in how he achieves this mental flip. Chief among them is fear, or as I prefer to define it:

Fantasy Expressed As Reality.

The natural lifespan of an emotion is ninety seconds. Everything in this realm operates under the principle of Generation, Operation and Dissolution (see if you can spot the acronym many worship without comprehension) and you can apply this to all aspects as its a universal constant. That is worth familiarizing your Self with first before we progress as only when you click the inviolable nature of this rule do you get to spot the trick in which you first feel something within that is pure energetic presence and, to this, the voice in your head offers an interpretation. If, having not done the Knowledge, you don’t realize you can reject then you’ll run around and extend this suggestion into a potential life sentence instead of letting it vanish like a tear in the rain. Just imagine how hard it would be to distinguish this, once in the mix and realize the need for becoming Centered in Self as then you can start to differentiate, real quick, what is Prime and what isn’t. Note, I’m not saying that all of these yaps are bad. Granted the majority are predictable and thus repetitious as well but, every now and then, you may get an amusing thing spoken by that voice in your head. Better still the comparison of intuition in which a whole concept, fully formed and fleshed, plonks into your awareness with no seeming warning or anything else and must be nurtured and captured otherwise it will vanish like a dream as you raise from bed. Side note, the reason why this happens is due to something we can call “etheric strings” as they sell the metaphysic image well. Sleep, by its very nature, is an immobilization of the flesh whilst your awareness visits other realms. Try and picture that as a relationship in which you both blast off and return to where you rest after your fantastic trip in higher dimensional percepts.

If you wish to increase your recall of details and such things as well as draw conscious links by bringing another state of awareness onto your nocturnal visions then start training your Self to remain really, really still upon rising. That way the etheric strings remain resonant and one can do some pretty amazing things in this state that I’ll let you discover as you trace the finer points of the Game as you expand your consciousness. Getting back to the thread:

Fear = Fantasy Expressed As Reality.

Much like in a dream that can make you feel like you need to scream, yell and run there is, in the end, just you and your awareness. Actually, that isn’t entirely accurate but lets keep it simple before we up the resolution. This is, in the end, an internal process and thus it can be observed and mastered much like you did for walking, talking and not urinating on yourself. Amazing, isn’t it, how that is pretty much as far as Self awareness extends to modern man when it comes to standard training. Speaks volumes, yes? There are adepts – yogis, monks and talented regular people – who can do some pretty amazing things like shifting their body temps, over riding pain signals and doing all kinds of things with their consciousness that most would never expect nor suspect as possible. Thats why I’ve said, time and again, that life on the stage of the Game is akin to being given a manual transmission that auto shifts into one but requires you to stretch a leg and learn how to use the clutch and the rest to unleash your true potent. Once upon a when, in a state of inwardly directed focus, I bought my mind down to the level of my nervous system and that was an interesting perception as I comprehended, real quick, what is the matter with spirit as well as this ugly static I’d latter comprehend was the noiZ and this gave birth to the golden circle concept as well as the red and blue shift as the present is where the magic happens but, sadly, most dare not unwrap the gift as its wrapped in papers colored with fear and dread.

What better way of keeping a people weak, docile and scared but, ultimately, complicit in their own suppression so if a higher force were to visit they may think their learned helplessness a bit stupid but, hey, who knows – it may be their fetish and thus the building gets a tick as all is present and correct because so many accept the script and none are truly complain about the true cause of the problem:

Their ignorance of the whims of the predator of consciousness that pretends to be them. Its a wheeze, ain’t it? A loophole, par excellence which is exploited without end as there is not only one born every minute but 8 billion living hostages as well for him to amuse himself by playing little mind Games with their heads in which he pretends to be everyone but is scared to death of them comprehending the trick as that would be curtains for him as the plus sized model with elevated cholesterol levels doth warble her way onto the forefront of a narrative selling machine that says:

“This is the way to be”.

In many ways the world he’s built is a reflection of him hence why its totally unnatural, quite addictive and never fully delivers what it says on the tin as the aim is to ensure ones thirst remains unquenched as they live, die, repeat again and again and again. Sometimes, however, someone clicks the trick and thats when his Agents are dispatched to remove his piece from the board, quick. I mean, haven’t you ever wondered who keeps sending prophets and why? Better yet why is there a homonym which pimps the same vibration for dividends as well? Its so Devilish, friends…

So, you start developing that space by comprehending there are energetics that communicate in waves from beneath your neck (aka subconscious) that are always grounded in the present moment but the kicker is the past is always present and future dreads trigger old events as the old Rolodex doth spin and these ejaculations of information are captured in the condom of egoic opinion that renders them as mind chatter instead. If you slipped off the rubber of the (false) self and gained directed perception then true healing would begin as you’d delve into the world of Pixems, as I’ve termed them, which are little bundles of intense energetics that hold old imprints together to generate automated behavior Patterns when the same thing attempting to scream for your attention is intercepted, yet again, as you develop coping mechs to keep the signal dim. After a while, usually mid life, many face a crisis but because the world is so stressed these days due to the inherited ignorance and the fact the wounded womb hurts what it attempts to nourish we see people checking out early instead as they pile on the drugs, sex and pills. For your Opponent, this is perfect because the state precludes the realization that Fantasy Expressed As Reality is controlling everything.

Basically, to a man, everyone dwells in a state of hypnosis that is prompted by the voice in your head using the above method. You can snap out of this, real quick, by reality testing. Grab a pad, push the pen, ask the child within when else you felt like this and create your own narrative or look around and list six things that exist in the present moment to tell your CNS you are live and direct, here and now so it stops pumping those suppressed currents of energetics. Better yet, start drawing, dancing, yelling, standing very, very still, bouncing and a million other things that usually involve that intersection of the Venn diagram where your higher consciousness rests (aka your chest) by doing something outside the reg. Once you start breaking the trance the grip of this predator doth relent and one generates a new freedom to perceive the Psylense that rests between the thoughts and such things which, when resonant, opens the door to higher realms and creates many interesting things to ponder and Witness. Oh yes, by the way that word I just capitalized is key to all of this so lets speak on it a bit even though it probably needs its own article:

The Witness is who you are, in and beyond the flesh. Its remains constant from one life to the next, awake in the street or asleep in bed. Its what makes visions possible and it is that which listens. It has no name, no family, no SSN or such things. Its greatest accomplishment is that it renders this entire dimension as manifest by allowing it to dance within its presence and it has no beginning nor end as its an aspect of the all of everything that has many names and religions that sell tickets to meet when dead when, in reality, you are it. This, as you may have guessed, isn’t a popular topic for those who believe their programming but if I were told such a crazy thing and was offered steps I’d put them to the test just to see what happened. Will you take up the challenge? Once it clicks you’re not the flesh nor thoughts in your head or the rest then the illusion of “being human” starts failing, real quick. Many cannot take this as they are so invested in their concepts but there are a few of us, 8% to be specific, who have been actively chasing this for many incarnations as we’re getting bored of wearing flesh and seek new challenges. Well, here it is. Sorting the real from the unreal or Inner Sense from what would Adulterate it. A word on this concept:

This is key to life on this stage. You can think of it like a callous that covers your entire skin like an exoskeleton. Once you were born, feeling and present, it was intense and pleasant. Then something happened, usually involving two words and your parents, that caused this shell to form. After that, each step dims and you become more and more invested in the narrative that presents because there was no voice in your head before this kicked. Fun fact, this is actually a symptom of modern living as ancient cultures had no such thing dictating how to live but even this is a fascinating topic as I’ve traced ebbs and flows of expansion and contraction through the historical record via trends that hint at the cyclical nature of this which brings us to the programming language of this realm. Like I said, there is so much to Witness once you transcend the tricks of that voice in your head….

So, you start comprehending that this realm is akin to constantly going to bed and dreaming the same thing which continues where you left, like a force fed Netflix binge with the remote hidden. The next step is the realization that you’re actually projecting all of this and have never, ever interacted with anyone as they stand but only how you rep their energetics which is why ten people can meet one guy and hold vastly differing opinions and why your best friend can be someone elses most hated for doing exactly the same things you find so resonant. This, again, is a vast topic but I encourage you to push the pen and note down the traits of who you keep close and reasons for doing this as it can tell you plenty about your Self as that is what projects and is then assimilated as interaction. Quite literally, figments of your imagination.

This is why people detest change and will fight, hard, to bring you back to what they expect as you are, indirectly, shattering their illusions because they want lives that are staid and predictable even if they’re bored to death and waiting for someone, anyone to change things. “Not you though. You need to stay like this for my comfort. Don’t be selfish. Think of someone else for a change. Like me!” they yell, in ways quite quiet, under their breath that motivate their actions and statements. Like I said, its all super revealing once you gain a bit of gnosis as its Self evident the world is quite broken and then one cannot help but question the whims of the architect, the deeper meaning and symbols as one is sent off on a quest that constantly ups their res as they gain more and more gnosis that eradicates the ignorance which held them in its grip. Wild how it all started by comprehending that I cannot be the voice in my head if I’m that which listens. Stranger still is when I mentioned this, on the playground, others thought it strange. Out of ten school friends less than one listened and said “Yeah, I get it because I distinctly remember there was a time when there was no speaking, just pure feeling. What do you think it means?“. I told him I didn’t know but would keep pondering. Its been a while and these are the roses that poked out of the concrete the System tried to pour in my head to cover the natural Eden within. Read my free eBook, by the way, as it links in with this topic and will provide a further insight into what is actually happening in this realm and your flesh at the moment.

Fear = Fantasy Expressed As Reality.

When you feel its old tricks kicking in take a moment, sit, look at a dot on the wall and imagine this is your tunnel thats selling reality as it stands. Note the contraction in your chest, maybe your eyes are tense or your head is jutting ahead. Don’t try and change anything, this is where the puppet master of the (false) self has his hooks in and once you comprehend the trick your energetics will start regulating as you begin Centering in Self. There are others methods and things I could sprinkle at this bit but we’re nearly two and half thousand words in and I prefer you discover by imperiment rather than me laying a trail for your findings as, this way, you may roll up on something that I completely missed that changes everything as our inner realms are intensely different – as those who step on the Path of Power attest – and that is what keeps life interesting as you’re constantly discovering new things, venting old bits you repressed, reappraising opinions, changing your perspective and freely questioning why the world is how it is until, suddenly, it feels like being a child again as everything is so rich and intense. Plus your imagination is freewheeling, you’re also super creative, quick to chase a challenge and become generally fearless as you’ve shook the (false) self and its programmed responses out of your head and thus see life with a fresh lens that feels familiar in its newness as you turn to someone else, still plugged in, and tell them:

“The Game of Souls has you, my friend”.

This is why I’ve said, time and again, that the greatest tool in the hands of the Opponent is the mind of his Victim. Once you comprehend this you can turn the tables and flip the script because all of this, everywhen, exists within your awareness. That is how powerful your imagination is and why, in ignorance, it can be used to forge a reality that doesn’t exist beyond the strength you give it:

There is an exceedingly simple way of proving this as well. Think back to this time last year and note the three top problems you felt then. Notice how, in retrospect, they seem like a storm in a teacup type situation and how your stressing really had no effect on the situation as it became what it is, with or without your interference. The Warrior (being impeccable) stays Centered in Self and thus sees through the illusion when it presents because these type of tricks are all based on red or blue shifts aka fearing what once was or may happen yet. Can you see how this is a most devious form of reality creation and one of the chief tools of your Opponent which is why I’ve said that watching the news is bad for your health?

There are a great many things of which a wise man may choose to be ignorant because what the masses expect doth manifest in this realm which is why only a handful of peeps own everything that beams messages to your consciousness and why you must bend the knee and pledge to join in the deception as they just can’t have a maverick letting rip and telling it how it is.

And yet, I do. Why? Because I choose to. Comprehend, my friend, what we are up against is beyond your wildest imaginings and your true strength is so well hid under layers upon layers of conditioning – from one life to the next, no less – that it may seem ridiculous to hear someone spit you’re actually a god, amnesiac, but that is exactly how it is. To me, on my quest, the rest is but a mere distraction and if I chose to play this Game with the odds stacked against then that can only attest to my strength and confidence as well my overall intent which hasn’t changed since I stepped in ergo I put one foot in front of the next and create the Path thats made by walking as I align my Self with the true source, the Prime, the all of everything who has no names or holy texts for it speaks in Psylense to those with the ears of Inner Sense. All is within you, the outer merely reflects. Do the Knowledge, every opportunity you get and reality test what I said as you double check in what you invest and the dividends it begets…

Don’t face your fears, chase them. Reclaim the voltage therein and then, one day, you too may attest to being the luckiest man in this realm as you dwell in a state beyond good and evil for which I can only thank my Opponent and his various Agents for they certainly made me smarter via the use of theatrical deception and all kinds of tricks hence why I can kick these lyrics to those capable of hearing what I said and then applying it.

Till we meet again

Let me clear something up for you, real quick:

If you were sitting in a rollercoaster that went that way and this would you, under any auspice, think you had any free will?

No? It seems quite stupid, doesn’t it? After all, the track is set, the carriage in motion and you’re strapped in. The best you could say is you can choose to yell and scream as your arms float overhead or sit there, stoic, if you wish. Aside from that you’re along for the ride. Well, my friend, this level of the Game is like this. Meaning you have no free will.

I can actually prove this to you in a way that is simple as it is effective. What is the basis for free will? Is it external or internal? Most would attest that its their choices, their decisions and mindset that are decisive ergo its whats inside their head that motivates them do it, yes? Cool. I agree with you. You know you own something when you can decide what to do with it, correct? For example, if you had a candy bar you could pick it up and put it in the fridge for later consumption or you could throw it in the bin or hand it to a runaway or whatever you wish. The basic point is:

What is yours is under your control to do with as you wish and, on the flip, what isn’t, isn’t.

Say if you didn’t own a candy bar and went into the store to shoplift that could cause all types of problems if the owner feels like pressing charges as that was his stock, his choice to sell and you attempted theft of his possession. With me so far?

From within your head you decide whether or not you wish to eat, beat, steal or kill and from this you deduce you have free will but lets reverse engineer a bit instead. Externally I said you can pick and place where you wish what you own or possess. Lets try the same within and reality test because if it truly is your mind then you should be able to direct what you think, at a whim, and even stop the traffic of thoughts if you wish as well turning the volume down on the chatter and enjoying pure silence.

Aha!

Welcome to the rollercoaster! The average reader will have clicked they actually do not have any choice in this as they are little more than a living hostage of the madman inside their head that sounds just like them and, once upon a when, started chattering and hasn’t stopped since. He will tell you this is a lie, you’re in control, you do as you wish and how the concept of candybars on rollercoasters is as much garbage as frogs in the kitchen and this is stupid so why don’t we do something else, this instant. Those capable of awakening the Warrior within will get that response ability is free will in the sense that free won’t is more accurate as the rollercoaster can list as it pitches a curveball in your direction and you can be all in with the script or just look at it without investing an ounce of awareness. Ancient texts said such a thing and the metaphor they used was of two birds in the same tree. One eats the sweet and bitter fruits of life and the other looks on, dispassionately.

This is the Self you frequently hear me mention and why Knowledge of it is essential if liberation is your mission. Heck, even that is irrelevant because if you just want happiness, radiant health and the feeling of abundance then its worth gaining the alignment of being Centered in Self so you have another option. The alternative is being swept, that way and this, by the voice in your head and the rollercoaster of this realm that you ride by wearing flesh.

First and foremost, you are not the voice in your head but that which listens. Second, if you can move your awareness from your head to your chest you’ll find the chatter starts to dim. A great way of trying this is to sit on the edge of a chair so your spine is erect and then bow your head and imagine your mind melts into your neck and then commences to drip to the cavity of resonance. At first this may seem a bit odd, even fanciful, but stick at it and it clicks because what comes next is ineffable and thus must be felt for Self. After a while you get familiar with the imperience and can start to shift at will. Another neat trick I used to use, back when was imagining the version of my in my left brain steps and changes with the one right sided. Try it next time you’re puzzled or “In two minds” as it can free a lot of binds as these two are usually segregated hence the whole “Jesus crucified on a hill” thing which encodes the same information. Once you Know, for sure, that you can move your Witness where you wish then it becomes really, really interesting as the next steps to experiment will prove the world exists inside your head but your awareness is not generated by the flesh. Those are deeper topics, for now give the above a spin and see what kicks.

You’ve often heard me mention that English is Devilish and that it is because its a backwards, upside down fragment of a language designed to confuse the mind programmed in it as its full of bugs, intended, and glitches to be exploited. All in all, its a faulty OS that was created for hacking human consciousness and creates the psychological equivalent of dumb terminals when compared to, say, Sanskrit which has a far greater resolution that belies the thought of the times and designs of minds that were coded therein. Its like I said about the phone wars and how every kid that steps in is a potential golden age incarnate until we bludgeon how to Thunk into their heads whilst disconnecting them from their chest. Its quite mad, bad and thoroughly wicked but that is the immense social sickness to which most are well adjusted…

React and create was what inspired that rant as you’ll note they’re both anagrams which hint its not the components but the arrangement and intent that changes everything. Response ability is free will because if you look back at the times you flew off the handle you’ll find a stimulus response type of situation which hints at conditioning and the waves of regret that issue next when you do what the voice in your head says when it yells:

“I’m not listening to this. Let em have it, Chris!”.

And you do exactly as intended. After you’ve came face to faceless with this camera trick you’ll laugh at the concept of free will and the most ironic thing is that is when you start developing it as its like a muscle you flex which allows you to move your resonance and direct your intent. This is akin to taking the candy bar you placed in the fridge, reading the ingredients and decide to make one fresh from the bounty you have waiting in the kitchen. Many live and die without becoming chefs of consciousness as they are content instead to consume the dregs served up to them via the tones in their head they Thunk are them. Tell me that isn’t the slickest form of pimping you can imagine and then take a glimpse at the world of mind control parasites in this realm and how they’ll take over the thoughts, deeds and actions of an organism in a way that suits them but isn’t in the best interest of what, in effect, is now a vehicle for a process that uses their faculties for its own ends.

Say, if we are – each and everyone – a fractal fragment of the divine, Prime, pre-existing one made flesh then you could call this force the Devil, could you not? Say Hi to the bad guy! Hey, he looks just like you! Who knew?

Once you Know the Ledge a few things tend to shift. You realize the nature of the cheap trick of the pimps that run is this realm and you roll out a golf clap as its so devious its genius as you can only get smarter by playing a smarter Opponent and thus they hid one in your head and made you Thunk you’re them! Next you realize that feelings of safety, comfort and happiness only come from within so the psychosocial treadmill with its programs that say:

“Get rich, be slim, have attractive friends to sex at whim whilst dripping in designer threads with a load of strangers on the web coveting how you live and that means you win. Do all of this and life will be perfect, promise!”.

Except that a fib because this (false) self is of the devil and the truth is not within him as he is a liar, off rip, as he deals in deception as do his agents. That doesn’t mean you detest, after all, this entire Game plays out inside your awareness and thus there is only ever one mind present in this realm and we are all figments of each others imaginations. Sprinkle on top of this the fact that you’ve never touched a thing or truly seen an “out there” and it becomes mind bending as one comprehends how much effort actually went in to this false reality creation of which you are either just visiting or a living hostage promised nothing more or less than another spin till you get what truly kicks and take your awareness home and jet at the end of your trip.

Response ability is free will. Dicelife is a great way to develop this skill because one of my faves was to live “What would Jesus do?” for a twenty four hour period. The point was to be subtle, not break out the robes and sandals as I spoke in parables as a mimic. This bought my standard modes of operation into stark relief as you’d feel a familiar Pattern swell within that wants to react with X, Y and Z but your temporary lens creates an adjustment that brings A, B and C to the surface. After a while you begin to live your lyrics, no dice needed, as you develop internal freedom and it becomes even more evident that the word Slave describes best 81% of the population who Know not the Ledge and, worse still, would run screaming from the invitation as they’re so enamored with the imitation of free will in their lives on a string as flesh puppets, par excellence.

It really is a strange, strange Game on this stage. You really have to hand it to the Slave/Masters as they created an attraction in the abyss that sells a dish which those who eat, regret, and those who don’t do as well. The old Catch Twenty Two, strikes again! Double bind in full effect aka the tele/microscope mentioned, elsewhen. Stripping this down to a position of balance by being Centered in Self generates an Eleven:Eleven which allows further options aka response ability.

Till we meet again

Change, like tomorrow, is something often spoken of but rarely seen. The truth of the deal, my friend, is that you are always on the threshold of change. How you approach it is what determines your success because the Game – start, during and end – is mental. Check it:

Once again the golden circle speaks truth, eternal. As before the aim for those who wish to raze your potential is to ensure you either blue or red shift and thus miss whats in the mid and all you truly possess in this realm. This is the equivalent of either busting your nut, premature, or coming up with a come back when the rest left and you’re laying in bed at Two AM by your Self. Tell me this doesn’t tickle something subtle, deep down within? The really real has a tendency of doing this, yes? Some react with stress and feel its presence is a threat to their boring yet predictable existence filled with things to which they’re accustomed whereas others yell with glee and exclaim, happily, that this freedom is what they seek:

“Just the ticket for me!” as they dive in head first, both feet or a belly splash, freely. It matters not as they are present, entirely and this creates waves which can then lead to other things. Let me tell you something that makes the Opponent sweat:

The vertical axis. As you have probably guess that spells hides within the term “green” but in French which has its own importance but is beyond the scope of this text. I just want you to think different about these spells and start decoding instead of the opposite as that is seen as standard in the Valley of the Plebs but you, my friend, comprehend the chosen ones choose themselves and thus set Self fulfilling prophecies into motion that can’t help but lift the rest of the ships around them…. This vertical axis spins beyond this dimension because the golden circle is a constant, everywhen. Once accessed and resonant you can do some pretty amazing things on this flying carpet as its directly linked in with the all of everything that every religion purports to worship. Imagine their reaction when they discover they are it and the rest was an elaborate trick wrapped in a distraction with shiny bits of blue and red thrown in to see who clicks the difference and chooses the correct resonance? Its a cosmic wheeze, I tell thee. One that makes blood red seas with what has spilled from innocents so I’ll let you guess the nature of the intent at the helm that keeps this hidden…

You are always on the threshold of change. Remember this. Fifty One/Forty Nine is most accurate as you’re either hearting up or heading down. Keep this in your awareness. Check in, now and then, and you’ll be able to tell, real quick, what is your current wavelength then you can reverse engineer the steps and choose a new resonance which, just like this, rearranges your perspective and opens up new options. A real life example:

A friend has been wracking their head over something that has them stressed to bits. They decide to swing by for some tea and biscuits. You notice the sketch and offer some wise counsel. They outline what kicks and, in an instant, you present a fresh perspective that is the solution they’ve been seeking. A weight is lifted. A smile is found upon lips and the rest of the visit is spent in happy conversation as the problem has vanished.

A very common situation, yes? How many have stopped to decode the process? Not many, I’d bet. See, it comes down to feathers and anvils, my friend. As the image attests, one is heavy the other isn’t. You can class these concepts as the emotions we apply to the thoughts in our head and how they, in turn, form our perspect for the reality tunnel we dig. When a friend peeps in they have none of them and thus view a larger dataset from which they can pick and choose better options. You can, if you wish, perform the same for Self once you become Centered as you choose to ditch the weights and see the Game for what it is. This is all a part of the Warriors lexicon as we are, if nothing else, masters of the emotional spectrum and thus are aware that what spins is consciousness with labels and thus its all a negotiation. Thats what makes life really interesting and if you throw in some resurrected Inner Sense as well then things get amazing pretty quick as the old glow shines again and one becomes quite curious as to what the heck is happening in this realm…

Consider this time last year and the thoughts in your head. Probably stressing about a thing or ten that now, in retrospect, mean not a thing. See, feathers and anvils strike again! This time its in their natural environment. We are just using the same distance so in order to scramble the energetics, like the above example, you may view it like this:

“My boss is really causing me stress about this task and how I must perform or its the end of my time in the establishment that I worked so hard to get in. Then my folks will be disappointed, my girl – gone with the wind and thats before I mention…”.

And on and on went the whining which we put a stop to, real quick.

“Here, shove this biscuit in your cakehole instead and contemplate. The first part is accurate, the rest is wishful thinking so lets take that scene in your head with closed eyes and look at it. Make it black and white, turn it upside down now. Make those cartoon ripples happen in it, push it off into the distance with the volume dipping as, finally, it explodes into nothingness”. She grinned as she did this and slightly nodded her head.

“OK, now for the task in hand, lets leap aheart a few steps and pretend your boss is saying you did really well and how the work is above and beyond what he said and totally unexpected as everyone is raving at this immense talent he has on deck. Can you imagine this?”. She slid into the vision and I noticed her posture shift as she sat more erect with a little smirk of confidence, starting, from her lips. “Now, I want you to look at the article you penned and read what it says”.

“I’ve got it!”. She said and came back to awareness.

That is the power of the golden circle, my friend, as using this simple thought imperiment we traveled someplace else and on this Journey she went and bought back the inspiration needed by sidestepping the red and blue shifts of stress and denial. Then she went and did it and unfolded as expected. If the above seems too hard for you at the moment then its only because your imagination has rusted due to years of not playing so start lubricating its flex and see what happens next. Try the bouncing tip because whilst she wasn’t upto forty five minutes yet (which is where the magic happens) at the time of talking she was averaging around twenty seven every other day and thus her internal OS was being updated, quick, with all types of gifts and skills. Obviously, as the example attests, old habits had no wish to die on the hill of change and thus were quite slick in how they attempted to slink their claws back in to her consciousness which is why its wise to defuse the Patterns there and then by thinking different instead ergo some guidance tends to help if you can’t maintain the flex as you first learn to step on the Path you create by walking.

This is also the reason my site states that there are no accidents in this realm, just opportunities, my friend. Is it all starting to make sense as I live my lyrics because without this application of gnosis there is no way in hell I’d have survived what kicks to bring me to this realization as one needs to shift between liquid, gas and solid – at whim – as they are same in essence, different in application and is all vibration in the end because the message and the medium have a power, immense, that is constantly at your fingertips as we render reality as we expect based on nearly limitless potential. By the way, don’t think I believe in the Secret or any of that MILFy madness as such is the disease of privilege and wishful Thunking. Take it away, Dave:

There are basic needs and other things like energetic components to which one has access which are prerequisites to make what you’re baking as how many cakes can truly claim to shift without a rising agent, sugar and eggs? See what I’m saying? Its why you often need to break a bigger gamble down into smaller risks akin to attuning via increment until you’ve crossed off certain things on your list and now ready to go equipped and handle the bigger task which then leads to a refinement that ups your resolution as you seek another dragon to slay instead of walking around on the work, buy, consume, die side quest that has 81% of the planet in a state of hypnosis that they dare not question as they are fully red or blue shifted and thus not Centered in Self. Most of them will die (or kill) to protect their investment at the behest of the voice in their head they Thunk is them and that, in the end, is their problem so let the dead bury the dead as my Warriors comprehend the Game I’ve just laced them with as they undo themselves and make better choices via applying these principles.

Till we meet again

At this very moment, how is life speaking to you? Before one can hear the Psylense they must listen the noiZ and what it says. A great way to differentiate that which comes from within to the external is just to pause, reflect and see what kicks in your life as it is. Is your boss riding you? Did you get a parking ticket? Did you sit down to breakfast and find there was no toy in your cereal and that made you sad as you’d been looking forward to the treat and the silver lining it brings to your otherwise monotonous way of living?

Take a sec, push the pen. Create an inventory of life and its signals then feelsee what its saying. How do you interpret the boss situation? Does it make you seem less than human? That could mean you aren’t standing up for yourself which could free associate back to a similar deal with your parents where you wanted to skateboard but they chose ballet instead and went against your will. The parking ticket could mean its time to up sticks and move because thats dead weight sitting and its getting expensive to tread stale water in a place you detest hence the rage you felt at the bespectacled pleb actually has its origin someplace else and he just stepped in to manifest a message you refuse to comprehend. As for the toy, well I was being facetious there but it also contains a hint that you think life does what it says on the tin when, in reality, there could be errors of production, faulty expectations and a general sense of ignorance at play in the situation. Just think, someplace else someone who gives not an F or has very little stress hit a “Woah!” with a grin as two toys dropped into his grip in a way most unexpected.

In that respect the universe has perfect balance and, in the end, its all about your relationship to your ignorance. As you may have spotted in the past few articles we’re getting full swing into the whole Path of Power thing and upping your resolution as I’m quite certain that he who does just whats outlined, in basic, will gain a far higher resonance of Self than anything else they’ve attempted, back when. I know, thats a big statement but just think about what kicks under the surface when the little part of you that Thunks actually comes face to faceless with the unfinite potential of Inner Sense as that is the aim of this as you undo your programming and actualize your potent. That, to me at least, is when the Game truly begins as all of this work, buy, consume, die is for the plebs as its so boring and predictable. The Journey within the depths of your awareness is, however, most intense as there are elements in the mix that are non-corporeal and manifest either as phantoms of consciousness or overlays in anothers presence that, once met, flip the script on where we are and why I’ve said that heaven and hell are here. Its simply a question of wisdom and ignorance as you may have been raised in an isolated village that sells Faka-Cola as the real thing but one sip from your friend that was visiting means you click that what you were listening to on AM actually has an FM option that is way more resonant. Obviously the eternally curious Warrior, after having one upped his consciousness, then asks:

“Wait a sec? If we went from A to FM does that mean CD is next where I decide what plays and how it manifests? Surely that hints that there is also a streaming option with unfinite tracks as well along with a potential live performance in the flesh?”.

Here is where things get interesting as the universal constant (and what extends beyond this realm via the Vertical Axis) is what I’ve termed the Psylense aka the all of everything or the cloud of undifferentiated sentience from which we fell as rain drops of developing consciousness before being frozen and formed as little human snowmen who were scared to death of melting via a System that programmed them via traumatic mind control conditioning. Whew!

Now, my Path to this realization wasn’t simple. It never is but, on this occasion, the sheer amount of thorns and obstacles they paved it with made it seem more than personal and caused me to suspect that it was the very last thing they wanted anyone to accomplish. The thing with accepting the job nobody wanted is the reward it brings is immense as you literally get to write your own ticket – as anyone in demand with a skill that can’t be replicated will attest. Thats the dude who turns up at company meetings dressed exactly as he wishes with no kowtowing needed as he does what you can’t and thus plays the Game on a higher stage but, make no mistake, its still within the frame because all things come to an end. Except the unfinite and you are this, my friend. Hence why gnosis is how we play to win because in every phase of the Game it remains constant as the still point in the mid around which everything spins and one can be red or blue shifted from the golden circle of Inner Sense but that never ends well as you were either lead by the nose or whipped on the end that bought up the rear and had you yelping as you ran the treadmill from one life to the next.

Some heavy Game I’m lacing here but not an anvil in site as my Soul is featherlight and thats the trick, see? Only what stepped in may exit at the end as your sense of attachment (based on ignorance) is what keeps you in the mix and wearing new flesh after having your mindwiped and plugged in to a new shell thats developing. Says every single NDE dude, ever:

“I can’t call it. It was dark, there was a tunnel and a light at the end. People filled with affection were waiting and then I woke up again in my old life. What do you think happened?”.

I’ll let you tell it but it should be obvious, yes? Its not rocket science, is it? By the way does anyone else laugh at how people ever believed we went to the moon using such rickety ass tech, back when? Not saying I’m a denier or anything but what if, I suspect, they had to sell the image and have it accepted in order to finally be able to develop the true manifestation in later gens? A point worth pondering when it comes to human imagination and the power within because the greatest war that rages is in your head and its all for your attention and where its invested… The world is, after all, a stage and theatrical deception is where they excel for the light shines not in the Valley of the Plebs as they can’t comprehend the depth of the trick that holds them in its grip.

How is life speaking to you?

What has it been saying? Are you constipated? That often hints one is holding onto old things just like IBS signals that which hasn’t been digested from back when. In both cases they saw startling responses and shifts once they’d looked within and clicked what their flesh was telling them and nobody who pimps pills, ills and problems will ever, ever mention this. Slave/Masters hate him! Wake up, sheeple. The fix is in and its been kicking since before Moses was fitted from those pants that end near the thigh. What if, historically, we’re a race of giants that have been trained to kneel at the feet of midgets? What then? Birds raised in a cage Thunk flying is a sickness and yet if we take the next gen and provide an option between what their parents accepted and what springs from within how long do you think it would take before the old fables are forgotten and the unfold a new mission which is far more coherent with their own natural gifts?

Can you see why the reality tunnel must be dug to the spec of the architect who controls this realm because, if not, the whole thing falls apart. Maybe now you can guess why they want me dead and there have been so many failed attempts on my life that I stopped counting, back when, and started noting what death was saying instead as I mapped the details of this figment of my imagination. What? I’m immortal. Know ye not that ye are gods, amnesiac? Would you rather John Wick as a piece of fiction, presented, or pick resonance with whats lit and cannot be extinguished as its not of this realm but simply visiting? Those who can intuit will have clicked the force of which I’m speaking that keeps these men who would be kings (or “gods”) in check as without this quiet threat they’d have taken over the asylum, direct. Instead they are content to pimp your free will and play the long con instead. Dangerous combination, cons and chess aka the checkerboard effect because its all based on One and Zero. The rest simply do not exist. Ranging from breathing out and in, sperm and egg, light and darkness as well as the basis of programming language and everything else there is simply the Psylense and the noiZ engaged in a dance. Or battle. Dance battle! Yay!

One moves smoother than silk in ways that appear mysterious and impossible to those plugged in to the others creation as he, poor sap, has no rhythm. Plenty of spasmodic jerking and low frequency things like Twerking as he uses sex as a weapon and intends to pull everyone down to his base resonance as this stage is the only time he truly exists hence why Techno Sapiens are waiting in the wings to hitch a lift as this “artificial intelligence” is actually an old demon in new skin made of silicon hence why you’ve been programmed, real well, to “turn on” tech so that sex with robots seems inevitable. Anyone who speaks against or says they’re less than human will be worse than Hitler himself as humanity is set adrift on a mildly psychedelic bliss for the next level of this Game we play using our Souls as credits and they’ll look at us as we do cavemen:

Primitive.

Except that isn’t true for those before were way more intelligent and present as they built massive monuments with loads of info encoded in for their descendants to click what truly kicks as they elevate their consciousness by doing the Knowledge. Like I said, some things are constant and whereas you walk and talk – they sang and danced. Imagine the difference in the planet and its denizens then you’ll get what I said and exactly who has a problem with the Prince kicking these lyrics to the same potential thats within because ain’t a thing changed when it comes to Inner Sense. Except the Adulteration. They hate you too. Kind of strange, what this Game will do to you and how few have a clue about who they are and the intent at the helm. I guess thats why I manifested at this moment and lived the life I did to get to this point of resonance because sometimes you’ve got to get up close and personal in order to beat the Devil but, I’ll ask again, did James sell his Soul to get on up? The linked vid in article certainly made it seem like he did. What if I told you you’d already done the same but for far less? What if this force was the same that manifests as the voice in your head and, at this moment, is telling you to ignore this garbage and do something else? What then? See why I said that many are called but only the chosen pick themselves?

Some beef is everlasting but thats only because the sacred cow they’re presenting is plastic. Ironic. Tomorrow people, where is your past? Why don’t you know the true history of the planet? Better yet why is “my story” a mystery whilst His is well read? Well, not mine because I’ve done the Knowledge but yours, my friend. So, once again, how is life speaking to you? Whats its saying? Can you decode the underlying meaning and symbol? Create your own personal myth. Stop being stuck on a side quest you didn’t pick and develop your script as you were born to be a main character and not just pretending via a world of filters and fake followers on the web. Leave that mess. Get really real. Of course, that can hurt as one must be willing to feel all the pain in your veins that you need to embrace to the win the Game otherwise a one way ticket to a hell that seems heaven sent is all you’ll get as you pop out from between the legs of another Venus but thats a deeper topic.

Till we meet again