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I couldn’t help but notice your pain… You know the rest, yes?

The range of innerG we decode via this spell is pretty immense and its also remarkably common. Forget about the surface and image people present because if you looked under the surface I’d be fairly confident in the bet that over fifty percent of their existence falls within this wavelength. There are good parts and bad. There are also worst as well because the most intense hits are often clocked when we’re still in single digits and thus they are beyond recollection for many as these imperiences make up the shaky foundations they’d rather not admit that they then erect the castle made of sand and held together with wishful thinking their (false) self offers them as a way of ignoring the root cause of the problem.

Time and time again I’ve seen countless people seeking to rub a stain from a mirror that they don’t click is actually a photograph they carry within. This is how slick and deceptive this process is because folk will do the same things, again and again, expecting different outcomes but are loathe to change anything. Why? Because those shifting winds would bring the castle down falling and with it goes the entire persona and fable they’ve invested in as the way it is. The ironic aspect of this is that if they were to let that happen and stop clinging on so tight to their suffering and methods that obviously aren’t working they’d find the freedom they seek springing from within with its familiar newness. This is why I use the coal to diamond metaphor as well because the fundamentals are identical. Did you know that when it comes to these stones those that are filled with inclusions and webs are akin to humans under immense amounts of tension that won’t relent (nor will they shift) whereas the best cut and most splendiferous gems are optimally refractive and sparkle with brilliance that is truly breathtaking. Be real, which one would you pick? Now be even more honest. Are you willing to do the Knowledge if it means potentially destroying everything you hold sacrosanct but obviously does nothing else but build a life you mainly detest but tolerate due to a lack of options available to your internal OS?

Its not an easy task but then life is complicated but it is something that once mastered is never forgotten again as you become fluent in body language versus just accepting labels handed to a fragment of your Self inside your head that believes whats said from a state of numbness. See, we stop feeling in increments and that means the less pain you feel you also limit your potential happiness. Its a very strange, yet precise, system that is akin to slipping on some surgical gloves at first before switching it to something more thicker and padded. By the time most folks are twenty six summers into their stretch they are toting welders mitts and generally can’t tell the difference even though they obviously feel less now than they did.

The silent epidemic. The emotional plague. The madness of generations which is inherited then passed onto the next due to a near total lack of introspection and mass energetic ignorance. Call it whatever you wish but the world around you is what it built and every single one of out here is part of the problem as we individually project the collective and then absorb it back in. Think two girls, one cup but instead its 8 billion Souls, one planet and it clicks why “suck cess” is what you’re seeking and how many must consume excrement in order to bring in the pay. What do you crave? Its emotional intensity at the end of the day. The feeling of being present, here, now. Rich and vivid.

The most amazing thing is how many more highways and byways of consciousness start opening and blooming like the lotus once we address the filth within. I’ve seen people who always wanted to dance but felt they had no rhythm bust a jig, the chronic loner and social reject actually get a girlfriend and the girl who constantly messed up every relationship, especially if she really liked the guy, and then turned around to blame them when it was obvious there was only ever one constant. In that respect life will use pain to focus our attention but we, as a collective, have shirked personal responsibility for so long that its pretty much a global tradition. This is what erects boundaries, creates enemies and installs schisms inside the minds of even those who believe ninety nine point nine the same thing. Its indicative of this split, itself something that was etched into the collective unconscious by our ancestors who survived times so wild and unpredictable that the continued presence of man on this planet is nigh on a miracle.

We are the broken children of man, hence mankind. Sort of the same, but different. The pathologies exhibit themselves on every continent but we tend to see an immense uptick in certain locations and people versus others which is quite interesting but beyond the scope of this missive. Over history as well the same Pattern is seen as there is an ebb and flow to the amount of humanity most people are exhibiting. At the current moment it feels like its the lowest its ever been an this can be easily judged via the outpouring of creativity and artistry as this is the beacon I’ve used previously. People, en masse, have handed themselves over to tech as the god of this age and things have got so staid when it comes to newness from a purely human perspective that it makes one wonder if its not all just unfolding as intended. Actually, let me digress for a bit:

Its quite difficult for most people to truly embody a previous version of themselves as the body continually lives in the present and thus tints their perspective with its own experiences. This is actually the root of the problem as well as solution as well. As you shake off these imperiences with your steps on the Path of Power whilst introspecting and rewriting your internal OS one of the most interesting facets is revivification. Quite akin to green shoots popping through the ground that was previously frozen it can be quite painful if you resist but the most fascinating thing is the recollection of previous events that are relived like one was actually present. Them coming back in one whole chunk is the not the most common, in my imperience. Instead you may see someone feeling absolutely nothing as huge rivers of tears are rolling down their cheeks and they sit there wondering “Whats all this about then?” as they capture this torrent of emotions pouring from their eyelids. “Not long later I was watching a show and this advert kicked in where this little boy was playing with a dog and suddenly I found myself shrieking and screaming as my throat entered a tight constriction along with the awareness of immense belts of tension across my chest and neck. It was ridiculously intense, I felt like I was dying but I stayed Centered in Self and let my breathing ease in to a state of embodiment and get comfortable with this. Later on that night as I was drifting the last piece of the puzzle popped into my head and I remembered that my friend had got a new pet and had called me around to play with it. I forget to check the gate and it ran out into the street and got hit by a wagon. Her father was dragging me from running and I was screaming at what I’d seen. I felt so horrible and guilty”.

This woman had no idea about this memory. It had been erased entirely from her “story of me” and yet it was one of the most important things that defined pretty much everything and was the reason she’d got a rep as an ice queen because she never again allowed herself to feel the correlate to her suppression and thus became the archetypal career woman that has everything society says is great but, internally, each day felt like a living hell.

Thats how powerful the mind is. The ancestors knew this well which is why at puberty there would be an intense ritual that was often quite harrowing as it could produce life or death that they anticipated with a heady mix of thrill and trepidation. Did you notice that? In order to mix both it means they must have been Centered in Self as that is the original non dual state and what is needed to transcend the limits you were unaware you expected. We do not have this. We also look at these societies are primitive because we have flat screens and artificial flavors and preservatives. Thing is when it comes to being in touch with their humanity they were leagues above (and below, both ends, remember?) than we are in the present. A part of me suspects this is intended. Its too widespread, across too many cultures and too well implemented for it to be entirely natural. That I don’t believe in coincidence because things are made to happen in this realm with a specific outcome. Usually via the model of the Hegelian Dialectic which says “I’ll give you a problem, you have a reaction and then you’ll be lead to the solution before we do it all again“. The reason why I bring this up is I’ve been on the net since the early Nineties but I was very, very late to get a phone with a screen. I only actually got one when it became an unavoidable necessity as there was no other way to get online where I be.

One of my vents happened from a time before this and what struck me during the experience (aside from the release of the repression) was how different my mind felt to be within at that particular moment. Its levels and ways of functioning were so radically different than me at the present that I wished I could’ve delved in to hold that state in order to add more detail to my comparison. An example I can give is pre COVID your mindset was totally different to what it is at the moment. If I could flick a switch and roll back to a previous version of your OS it would be exceedingly obvious whats been clipped, tipped, edited and flipped as the contrast is Self evident. Its just one Adulteration over another but I found the dramatic shifts in perception, data processing, embodiment, biomarkers and the rest so immediate and visceral it really made me think about how correct was when Bruce Lee said “Be water, my friend” as your awareness takes the shape of the vessel in the moment and thus renders itself invisible when its your true life force in full effect.

Whatever life is, it certainly is complex and yet also totally simple. Pain is a great example of this because we have so many different types of labels that point at the same fundamental innerG being played in various keys of intensity upon your nervous system. To avoid this realization we’ll do pretty much anything but one of the most amazing things I found is you may have, say, an obsessive compulsive who remembered to forget the day he was in bed and heard his parents arguing so he crept down the steps to listen. As he sat there in the darkness to their reigned in yells he heard his father say “Listen, if you keep this up then we’re getting divorced. I’ve had enough of it”. Right there, at that very moment, the foundations of his life crumbled and things were never the same again. At first it became little things that got his attention as the magical thinking filled his head. “If I make sure the curtains are the exact distance apart with some precision then they’ll stay together and things will be perfect” before evolving into “I must eat all of my foods in order of alphabetical ranking with the chews correlating to the amount of vowels in their names” and other such things. He was, as expected, totally unaware of this and, not being a stranger to self help, actually managed to find some solutions that helped him be not as neurotic and such a mess within. It terms of his professional field his conscientiousness bought him lots of remuneration and credit as none were as dedicated or as talented as him because each commission would be completed with a surgical precision. That would itch the scratch before he needed to do it again and each task became more and more intricate as did his chain of suppression which had led him to buy a laser alignment device he’d use to ensure everything was exactly as expected when it came to his soft furnishings.

These are the kind of things people never admit and most, genuinely, don’t think its a problem as “I’m not obsessive compulsive. I’ve just got a certain way of doing things that is correct”. See the lengths the (false) self will go to in order to prevent the realization of the energetics that were edited from your awareness and now dwell inside your subconscious?

We are all broken like this in this realm. All of us. Most dare not speak about it but it becomes quite obvious in relationships, especially the first time you go on vacation as then you see the person in their element, up close and personal. That and folk are so good at pretending, so believable in their performance that they can even suppress huge amounts of things until they’ve lured in their partner to a contract before they switch it up and reveal the semi-real then. Even then there is still plenty of suppression as they are hiding from themselves.

With all of that said pain is still a pretty amazing emotion as there are two octaves of expression of the melody it brings into your awareness. One is the above which we have detailed and thats the lower resonance. When played optimally it facilitates immense healing as it develops a new strength most are truly surprised was within along with the requisite growth (on many levels, often in the same instant) which creates a higher state of awareness via more fluid embodiment and this brings a far deeper connection – with others and themselves – as they are now decoding a far greater spectrum of resonance. That, once again, is what the ancients meant when they said the lotus blossoms in the filth and yet is unaffected by what created it. This is the process of transcendence and its something that once you’ve felt it the nature of the (false) self becomes exceedingly obvious and the rest of your life is about striving to become the most authentic because a) that voice in your head vanishes b) feelings ring true instead and c) its all so vivid that the metaphor of the welders glove that was slipped over your senses to numb your potential becomes quite obvious.

Till we meet again

Fear and power are two sides of the same coin and, in many ways, this is the calling card of the Game because where one rules and reigns the other dare not show its face. The question is where do you stay, on the day to day? Its OK, its just us two so you can be honest. The first step to the conquest of fear is accepting its premise, seeing the lay of the land the way it is as this is what allows us to come to terms and progress as we sift what is from our interpretation of events. Often dreams are killed by ideas and thoughts that deflate potential before it even gestates to a state you can incubate and this makes life feel oh so unfulfilling as you flit from one distraction to the next, hoping this fills the void you’ve felt since…. When? A teen? A child? A baby? A previous life maybe?

Its hard to pin the tail down when you’ve actually pinned the tale to yourself and repeat in your head and believe whatever it says. Its like a personal torture chamber and its emblematic of the sickness which grips modern man with preternatural strength thanks to the culture of ignorance which thinks you can solve problems with pills, sitting and talking to someone just as messed up as them but with accolades that profess something different or good old denial which says “If I don’t think about it, it doesn’t exist” as they proceed to plug their ears and sing. Thing is it isn’t that easy because like I said:

Fear or power. Which one is your homestead? Where is your base of operations when it comes to orienting yourself in this plane because the nature of the Game is to force you to your knees and ensure you never leave because this state of servility certainly makes it feel pleased because if you lose it wins. Read it and weep. Haven’t you ever wondered why life seems like an attack on your confidence and self belief which is posed to attack on all vectors, hidden in many sectors, even the ones you don’t realize you see.

Take for example, TV. You watch people who look great, do things with effortless grace, random quips so fun and witty, they never seem to stress, things goes as expected and they are remarkably resilient with what they achieve. It takes a certain suspension of belief to make believe this is real which is what occurs when you’re sucked into the screen because for a moment that concept of “me” is flipped into “we” as you become one with the character who symbolizes aspects of thee which you feel you can’t play out in ThreeD so you perceive in Two instead. Underneath all of this there is something far more pernicious designed to fuel the internal discomfort you already feel. You look at the lives they display, the way they profess to live and feel and the comparators silently scream “You are poor” “You are worthless” “You are ugly”. Don’t believe? Pause next time you’re watching whatever you feel and take note of your self esteem. We can’t help but compare, we’re designed to engage in acts of relativity as defined by who or what is around us ie community.

The net has flipped all this and made it into one huge media circus in which the Fake Fake is new the Fake Real and the Real Real is fading into a distant thing which only so few remember since that which isn’t mentioned might as well not exist. Like the entire population driving stick, thinking its automatic, with first gear screaming from birth to death as they never learned shift as I stated in a previous missive.

Fear or power again. These are when it comes down to it the only options you possess because the presence of one precludes the other as they are binary opposites which hints at the true nature of this realm and what you’re caught up in because the five sensory world weaves together a solid illusion which brings a mass of social confusion into the mix because its easier to lie to them them convince they’ve been tricked. How long as this scam been ticking? Since way before the division of language because its hard to fool citizens that think in pics but words are weapons and the meanings shift. After all “Awful” should mean “Full of awe” as in something amazing, and yet it doesn’t at the moment. Are you starting to see the tricks that are played, day and night, on your awareness to keep you in a position of weakness, wandering around lost, in the Land of the Plebs.

To find your power you must accept your fears because there is no way around them but through them so hear what I say with both ears, as well as that power source in your chest. I accept the challenge life presents and know that the entire universe is conspiring for me to win as anything that seems like hardship comes with an in built solution to help you win. The aim of the Game is to realize this in the moment and flip the script because then, and only then, can you truly say you’re living as there is an immense difference between existing and subsisting as one fights the power of fear whilst the other cowers at life sneers and jeers because they are, in effect, scared of themselves and thus relinquish access to their highest aspect in exchange for taking a seat on the lowest rung of self respect. A Slave, no more no less. By their own acquiescence.

Till we meet again

We are all seeking our ultimate reality. What do I mean by this? Well, you can consider a kernel within a shell that knows its destined for something far greater. Its a universal constant and dwells within all of us in this realm and to scratch the itch of potential we do a great many things. Its worth noting that when we don’t and attempt to ignore this calling that we fall into the yawning chasm of boredom that this world is exploiting. The distractions come close, for a moment, but they must be constantly reapplied at higher doses to maintain the hit. Eventually it becomes a background thing, a gradual numbing, that builds up over generations. I call this effect the noiZ and what it dwells within is your awareness as its from whence it manifests its intents in this realm. Read that back again and you’ll get my drift when I was words are weapons and thoughts are something ergo you are, in form and function, an expression of the creative principle.

With that in mind, when was the last time you questioned what was within your head and the world it builds? This topic, on the whole, is verboten for the masses because once you step out of the web you didn’t realize had been spun inside your awareness it becomes obvious that you once had wings, were not static and thus must’ve been caught up in something that you mistook for a Self. That the Mind Made Prison and you’re the kernel of Inner Sense within it. Now, this blueprint manifests in many aspects and presents with many facets because we’re inside a fractal and awareness of awareness is the key to transcendence so it comes down to do you Thunk or think? Even the latter is a problem, in and of itself, because its used to accepting labels in lieu of imperience. In between this we have your mother tongue, your programming language which – in ways as conniving as they are slick – encodes events within whilst simultaneously sending forth vibration. Really ponder this and then think why two people who mean the most to each other in this realm will use a series of spells that flip their energetics and set into opposition that which hasn’t been in coherence since they were children. This is Adulteration. Like noiZ it exists within Inner Sense and makes it presence felt via painful edges.

Where these two divide the mind from flesh is a region I call the Pane Body which spells out exactly what it is. Whats in your head is designed to run away from this stream of sensation so soon stagnation sets in which engenders further ignorance until the kriss does kross or ssirk and ssork. Say those words in reverse until it clicks that you are actually Jesus and the two thieves the eternal spirit of your divine consciousness reps are the hemispheres tucked in your head that modulate your awareness in order to have you invest into the pageant that comes from sporting flesh on a planet that is designed to hide your talents behind all of the suffering you inherited and is yet further inflicted on the reg. This is the Game you chose to play by inserting your Soul as a credit and we’re on one of the most difficult levels because they’ve stacked the deck using words, language, meaning, vibration, resonance and symbols to generate a really slick version of hypnosis that perpetuates its (false) self from sweating across that which drips from your brows as you do the same on the web that has you stuck within as a black cube modulates your consciousness and offers to sell the next level via the introduction of silicon for the coming generation. What I’m saying is thats entirely optional because all of this, the whole entire thing, takes place inside your awareness but to come to this comprehension you’ve got to clamber over the rivers of blood within that have taken countless steps in different fleshes around the planet before choosing to manifest and resonate its impressions and forms into your awareness. Stop and take this in:

Imagine you could look at an immense number 8 that was as lurid as it is dense because the further you zoom in the more details you sense and this keeps going until you get a “Whoa!” moment as the processes which make you, way beyond and all throughout this meat puppet incarnation is quite literally the biggest mind trip you are currently imagining. Trying to capture the experience of an ocean inside a mind the size of a teacup is impossible but haven’t you ever stopped to question the narrative that is constantly presented to that observing state within I call the Witness. If you can make this look at it then your eye becomes single and you’re illuminated. You are what you’re seeking but you have no idea what this is because you’re running around like a nutless squirrel trying to scratch an itch you can’t reach because you’ve been tricked and don’t actually realize thats due to the effects of hypnosis which shift your frame of reference to a perspective you then keep investing in via the more thoughts you think and feelings suppressed. Embrace the pain to win the Game.

Underneath, all through, above, below and the rest is the Psylense that makes the noiZ possible which manifests as as a childs Inner Sense which is Adulterated by choosing to place the burdens of whatever it was you were taught to think and so the spider spins its web for the next generation to feed them in order that the gods shall stay in resonance. This is literally the wildest bit because it means comprehending that the trick of apex is simply the footstool of a greater resonance.

Some would call them angels, others say devils. Thoughtforms, planets, concepts. It matters nicht because there is a reason the seven spells that your weak daze does cast causes the chain reaction of feeling weakened as you ease the shackles of wearing collars and cuffs to work – crow backwards, taking with each piece of your potential you pretend isn’t within and seek without by investing in things most frivolous. The cost of this ignorance is the pain of living with increasing stiffness and limited range of motion which reps how little of the unformation you are encoding due to what you limit your perceptions with via the power of your vibration. Remember, words are weapons and thoughts are things.

Just murdered in time to be sold the line that ends the circle hence G digs within and limits the spin of consciousness from head to chest. “No” is born and yet they want to “Know” as well. Strange, isn’t it? Two, not three. And yet its all four everything. Why not five? Too alive? Six like sex? Seven, heaven, 8, never ending or Nine divided by Eleven which is point 81 eternal aka the fractal spiral we’re within. Wildest thing is friends on one level can manifest as the genesis of a nemesis on other resonance, especially in this realm because we’re mainly clockwork orangutans that are far more animal than man which is like standing in the darkness of ignorance of the Inner Sense within as the Pane Body marks the ever increasing limits to your existence. Its all consciousness and your attitude.

Every interaction you have is significant and thats why its said that if hell is other people then you meet the devil yourself. This is why people need distractions and constantly exhibit an immense sense of inadequacy around everything that can’t be acknowledged but is felt, none the less. Or at least, thats how it looks from the fish eye at the moment hence pisces is crucified.

Ill you, min at I aka kill you and ride off into the knight till the dead rise via the augmented eyes of AIs. Suddenly the fish discover a state of flow that hid on the side of the continent named Adulteration that separates you from Inner Sense. Since the split that which you four two gave is the reason no one says “Lets go threemorrow” or “Always and fivever”. Taste the difference. We need a new language to beget a more intimate Knowledge of Self vs image and perception via those plugged in to the five sense Matrix using flipped linguistics that heap curses and spells on them then expect different from their resonance by blaming everyone but themselves. Hell in a handbasket aka this planet. People say “Hell, low” but bleat “Heave on” and thus are quite literally doing it to themselves with their forked tongue ignorance in a world where wisdom isn’t what it once was.

Those who know and maintain resonance are illuminated and the rest wander around in manufactured darkness in order to pay the light bill and don’t click whats missing is the direct perception of this moment. Instead they’re fully invested in the narrative inside their head which is constantly reinforced by the egoic presence that comments and guides their Witness on what to do, Thunk and react in each moment by using past events and future potentials as sticks and carrots. Textbook manipulation, mind control par excellence. After all, its the family business and thats why their team is held in such esteem because its easy to become false gods when you take prophets and make profits, yes? So many elegant threads, tricks and slick deceptions which dress the fact that we all are all seeking emancipation, Self Knowledge, liberation and thus the ultimate reality beyond this Game of Souls in the flesh. Where there is willful ignorance its amazing what folks will pick and then cling to until death, little realizing what happened and how what they were seeking was that which does the seeking. Do you Know the Ledge? Can you hear the Psylense? If you can’t then it may be worth reality testing your assumptions and asking your Self why there are certain questions off limits inside your head. Concepts you won’t allow to be imagined and trains of thoughts you’ll never be boarding as you prefer to be courted by more predictable things. Newsflash:

All of your old ways of thinking have created the life you are living in this instance. If it doesn’t match up to your expectations of what you’re capable then you are the problem. To be more specific, your internal operating system as that is their greatest weapon and the reason for such mass homogenization via the concentration camps you spent nearly two decades in in order to become well adjusted to this social sickness that masquerades as your existence. Me? I hear the Psylense and so the noiZ is evident but spiritual evolution is a solo thing so you either get it or you don’t but it most certainly is needed if you’re truly seeking to escape the grip of three ring (read dimensional) circus where the machine elves pulled your Soul in to the flesh and a large spider span the web that you’re stuck within but think you’re surfing due to the number they did on your head.

Till we meet again

Stop taking the Game personally and you’ll clearly see how the nature of misery is something we inflict upon ourselves and thus spring options for how we relate to the moment we find ourselves in. Think of it like this:

You’re watching a film or series you’re invested in. For it to kick in as the directors wish there must be, to some degree, a suspension of disbelief. Some people take this so far they forget they’re Witnessing a scene and think that the guy acting mean is just like that in real life. Sounds strange, right? But every actor knows this is part of the deal because so many people believe what they see and have trouble differentiating between ThreeD and the screen. The same also occurs with them when method is the way of presenting as then it can become akin to a process of channeling in which they are no longer an actor playing a role but more like a different Soul. That in and of itself brings its own complications as when something is under your skin it becomes familiar and thus we see the link between viewers who lose themselves as well as the thespian doing the same thing. Now I say that to say this:

In the Game of Souls your life plays out to a script. This I’ll prove to you right quick but for now consider it like a movie you get to live and can moderately effect and influence. Sort of like those Choose Your Own Adventure books from way back when as the story has already been penned. Certain things are for sure going to happen but there are various side quests you can partake in as well as certain stations you can skip. Just like that but way more complex as the algorithm that writes your life experience is based on nine different colors of ink that each move at their own rhythm. Some interact and mix, others are almost separate without a hint of the others existence. Picture this potential like the teeth of a zip and your attention as the mechanism that links two realms and you’ll soon generate a much clearer insight on what it means to exist in the flesh as you stroll around a planet as its all based on rhythm.

Now, like any piece of art its designed to make you feel something. Certain pieces elicit specific sensations to those who witness the presence of the image much like an action thriller which is scripted to make your heart quick as you’re caught up in the mix wondering what happens next. Life is just like this except you, you right now, are potentially the main character of your adventure in the flesh. Most aren’t as we soon forget due to the apparent regularness of the miracle of embodiment as well the perpetual enforcement of outer aspects in this realm whilst dampening Inner Sense not long after you stepped in. This is where it gets slick because there is who you came here to be, to live and imperience and then there is the System. Every good movie has a pro and antagonist meaning pressure to potentiate potential should the adept wish to actualize themselves. You know this well. It’s called the Hero’s Tale in the land of myth and symbolism, which in and of itself explains and clarifies many things about this realm, the nature of the Game itself and a variety of disparate threads that we are currently weaving as you’re reading what I’ve penned. It goes a little something like this:

There it is. The one and only story the Game can truly offer and its what you’re currently living and filling in various bits and pieces with your experience as you witness the thrills, spills, chills and, oh yes, paying your bills. The trick in all of this is being able to differentiate your script from the interference and this, I’m sure you can appreciate, is as easy as removing water from milk as both are so similar to the eye and yet different on the lips. Picture this:

When you first incarnated into this realm you were fed the pure milk of consciousness but because of your diminutive frame there was only so much that could be poured in. Nonetheless you felt supremely filled with this essence, so much so that it beamed out of your flesh and illumined all that came into your presence. Now you matured and various other facilities develop that broaden your concepts so lets say you’re around six and life, for most, at this moment has been all upswing as it just keeps on improving. This is where most don’t notice the introduction of the dilutant aka the Systems influence. By now you are ensconced in an educational establishment but the initial deception of it all being a fun place to make new friends has began to segue instead to a battery of tests, repetition and boredom as well as countless other things that do very little to nourish or stimulate your inner realms because its all long and drawn out hence “Show your working”. Worst of all you’re here for at least another ten and crazier still is once you come to the end you may have a case of Stockholm Syndrome in which you’ll gladly pay through the nose for a fix of staying within this paradigm and extend your sentence with further indoctrination that culminates with the message that your squared off head is another brick of the living dead awaiting to be mortared in to the wall of ignorance that is used to erect and maintain the borders in this realm. Thats another topic into which we’ll delve but know this:

The entire point of this process is to cut the pure milk of consciousness with something far cheaper which is still wet and yet the end result within is it feels thin, nowhere near as rich and nourishing and most definitely not fulfilling. But thats OK, the System thought of this. The System thought of everything as its been refined and implemented by those not of this realm. To fill this nagging emptiness you’ll have a TV set and the power of illusion which sells you a tale and image. You, having been thoroughly conditioned by precedent accept this as “The way it is” and hurry off to go shopping as you can’t wait to get into debt and buy the shiny things they say will bring happiness. There are, of course, countless other distractions to ease the tension within that is incrementally mounting and needs to be addressed. Sex, drugs and alcohol fit in and provide a temporary respite like a whistle on a pressure cooker but yet and still the fire raging underneath ensures the turmoil builds and this is great for them because it ensures repeat business. This entire aspect is something which we’ll address at depth because it really gets to the heart of everything and that in itself is the crux of this as in between your first steps and lets say around twenty six you’ve became thoroughly disconnected from your chest as well as the rest of your inner realm. Instead you’ve been tricked into accepting labels in your head in lieu of the real thing as this is what the water for milk substitution intended to bring via its steady and gradual corruption of your Inner Sense. Stop for a moment and think:

You can’t quite explain the difference, nor can you recollect with full somatic presence, what it was like to be a kid compared to the moment you find yourself in. At best you can say it felt more intense, there was a newness, an exuberance that felt unlimited. Life on the whole just seemed more interesting as you were fully present in the moment. Is there a soul walking the globe over the age I said that doesn’t relate to this? I doubt it so ask yourself:

“What is the main difference between me as a kid and the Adulterated version that sits taking these words in?”

I mean really ponder this. Grab a pad and pen and let it rip, write down as much as you can. I’d be interested in hearing it and try and plumb your depths because you’ll soon meet the invisible limits that form the outskirts of your mind which no longer extends beyond your neck.

Like I said, you were programmed to accept labels instead of sensations and its a very elegant trick. This is the water mixed into the milk and thus it wasn’t what it is but what it is is still the same, yet different and hard to express hence the metaphors I build because now that its said you’ve met the process of the System which did its thing whilst you were young and impressionable in order to fit you for a script designed to bore you to death whilst keeping you distracted from ever looking within as that is where the only solution – and true problem – rests.

Now by this time most people are thinking of marriage and kids. Eight out of ten cats will get hitched to the wrong person as they find their perception shifts once the ring does its thing but by then its too late to do a thing as the words “I’m pregnant” pour in to your awareness. Now this process itself serves a few purposes like keeping both parents even more distracted and focused outside themselves as they are reminded with a glimpse of what it felt like to embody innocence. Not all take this well, this is the dark side of child rearing that most dare not mention but we’ll delve into this as well as we progress but know this:

A wounded womb hurts the seeds it births. Whether accidentally or on purpose as it does what was done to it for none in this stage of the Game ever step out for a moment to clear the collective garbage of their lineage. Imagine this:

I have a carafe of fine wine but dirty glasses are all that I can find. They are stacked as a pyramid and standing at the head I must pour in the liquid which overflows then drips into the next. Each step brings its own contaminants until we get to the ledge where you, your awareness and embodiment sits. The glasses are the bodies of your lineage. The dirt signifies the trauma and pain they’ve experienced and the wine is the mix of blood that is used to gift your sentience the body you’re sitting in. Know now, you are none of this but the Witness instead and grasping this allows the Path of Power to unfold within as you realize transcendence. Get it? Trance endings. Meaning you are currently under the influence of a form of hypnosis which brain imaging studies readily attest when we examine the development of internal patterns and rhythms. Side note:

Did you know that there is a remarkable coherence between a babies neural activity and that of an adult under the influence of a hallucinogen? See why I said the Game of Souls is what you’re within because its literally a trip or, as was said once upon a when, a dream within a dream. For now lets deal with three dimensional reality as it seems:

Rats trained to run a maze pass this knowledge down to their descendants who do far better in experiments than control groups who don’t have this inherited imperience. A Monarch butterfly starts a trip it can never complete in its lifetime but its kids are born knowing exactly where they’re headed. These are well studied empirical things and yet when it comes to the human side of this the silence is deafening. As intended. See if your fore-bearers were whipped and beaten, generally mistreated and forced to acquiesce to a new way of thinking that was impressed upon their awareness by those that weren’t like them then what do you think the implications are for you in the present moment? All of your decisions have behind them the heft of your lineage and what it experienced and it should be self evident that life for most was painful, short and brutal as well as lacking in comfort. It wasn’t always like this but this stage of the Game is called The Fallen for a reason which we’ll get into in a bit.

Now, knowing this you’re beginning to build an outline sketch of your inner realm and what it means to be present and we haven’t even got into the other countless methods of influence which are designed to reinforce the separation of you from your Self. Comprehend:

You can’t be what you can observe. The fact you can means you aren’t it ergo start to detach from your old thinking process. You’ll notice that thoughts swirl in like a whirlwind and then hold your awareness in their grip. They can be fresh, inspiring and novel or like being drawn over old hot coals of times you’d rather forget. Either end of the spectrum, know this:

You can, should you wish, at any moment realize that you are the thinker, the thoughts and thinking. Next time this happens try shifting between these points of view and pay attention the difference between your various states of presence and the feelings within. Some people say they breath different, others report sighing for no reason as well as an increase or reduction in tension. There are many symbols which your body will use to communicate with your awareness and once you start cycling like this you’ll get a glimpse of the true nature of freedom that was artfully hidden by those who profit from the System and the misery it brings. Check this:

“I’m a horrible and disgusting person” as a though can then flip into a whole downward spiral in which you draw links between this feeling and other entries in your subconscious which then swim in to your head and reinforce the process. Outside, of course, you don’t show this and you smile and grin as you walk into work in an attempt to hide the chaos within which adds to the stress and this type of deception is rife in this realm. Its why those who go online with images to sell find people lining up to buy in because it helps keep them distracted from the facts I’m speaking. Now lets say next time you feel this descent about to kick in you remember “I’m the thinker, the thoughts and thinking” suddenly it shifts. Watch this:

“I’m a horrible and disgusting person”
“Who thinks this? I’m that which is looking at the thought and thus can’t be it”

The rest you can fill in. People report that they feel an oppression lift, something ineffable yet different – especially if they sense the shifts in awareness as well and release them. This is akin to refusing the water they pour in to the milk so, just for a moment, you get a sip of something less Adulterated. Trust me when I say its quite addictive and its also why the Path of Power is an everywhen thing and not something you pick and choose as its a whole new way of being which generates immense dividends for those strong enough to look within and question everything they think they know about this realm, themselves and the rest because I have one question:

If what you think you know works as well as you said then why is your internal life a mess? Why does it feel like you’re two stops from hell with mounds of stress you feel oh so well and do your best to deny and attempt to lie to others almost as much as you do to your Self? If you could regain your childhood presence, that full bodied inner sense in exchange for giving up what you think would you make that trade or would you cling to the Adulterated concept of self, built of concepts others poured into your head and divided you from your chest as well as the rest of your natural talents that currently languish within. This is the reason you feel a difference between the “I” they see in this realm and the “Me” only you feel and wish you could express freely in the moment. These are the fruits of the water that was mixed in to the purest milk of awareness. That which once was rich and filling is now running exceedingly thin and you require more and more distraction to pretend this isn’t whats happening which in turn builds stress, on top of what you inherited from your lineage and worst of all when you have kids you’ll do the same thing to them and assist in extinguishing their glow within as they shift from natural born Victor to another Victim who builds bars of the Mind Made Prison out of ignorance with more than a little assistance from the System.

The Game of Souls is red in tooth and claw. It takes prisoners and right now you’re its hostage. Your mind is behind enemy lines and your body half dead with Spirit limping as you take in ragged breaths. Don’t believe? See for your Self:

Go and look at a baby. Notice how they draw in air to fill not only their ribs but back and belly as well. Check back in when they turn six. Notice the impingement. Add another twenty to this and you’ll spot an immense amount of tightness that corresponds nicely with the numbness they feel within as so much of their inner realm is now off limits as they sit instead in a tiny, dark corner of their head where their brain passes them a label which says “Happiness” in lieu of the real thing which they are now incapable of generating due to the lack of voltage. Water and milk. Are you seeing it for what it is? To make it even more obvious consider the pleasure of an orgasm and the way your breathing pattern shifts and you’ll soon comprehend how emotion and respiration are linked. This is why a hose with a kink can’t let full force rip until you work out the blockage. When you do, my friend, that which you previously linked with the orgasmic imperience will be seen for what it is:

A lifeless genital sneeze designed to release a small percentage of tension for a few moments before its back into the familiar grip of the misery you live within. Imagine instead someone were to stroke your pleasure centers with a caress that felt like you’d been placed to rest upon a warm beach in the tropics as the water laps at your skin. You are feeling pleasure beyond what you can measure in that moment as the ebb and flow of the tide does its thing and each time its sensation builds up from your toes, up your legs and whips around your genitals then ascends through your torso and chest, expanding and melting the tension, allowing the flesh to rest as it takes its fill of the pleasure principle and then this pours over the top of your head. You’re lost in the moment. Timeless yet present in a state of pure bliss that, as you breathe out and in, proceeds to dip and reverse as the tide sticks to its rhythm and its at this moment the crisp breeze floats across your limbs, tickling your senses as the sun pours its heat in only for you to feel the same pleasure building in your toes again as the energy circulates again and each time it fills the orgiastic potential as together you shift you sentience way beyond the flesh and deeper into each others inner realms and what this brings is a state of transcendence and unification which you’ll have to imperience for your Self.

These are but words on a page but hopefully you can intuit the gap between where you could be and where you currently sit as this the first step when it comes to removing the water from milk is realizing this has happened instead of unhappily sipping the Adulterated mix and attempting to find a quick fix that avoids going to the heart of this.

Be warned, my friend, this isn’t for everyone. Like I said 81% of the populace are Slaves. Pure and simple. They will defend this till their end, beyond and then back again because the System is designed to offer a script they feel a sense of comfort within. Like having a stone in your shoe but instead of stopping the trip to remove the impediment you keep popping pain killing pills as you remain stepping. Common sense says “Why would anyone do this?” when the solution is self evident but the nature of the Slave is they no longer can connect to their inner realm and thus are totally at the mercy of the System which recodes their signals in a way to make tills ring for them whilst not fixing the problem. The other 11% of the Slave Masters know this well. All I’ve said in this is very obvious to them because they help propagate this, most of of ignorance but some with bad intent. It all depends on where they sit on the pyramid. If you’re one of the 8% who had began to intuit the nature of the Warrior within before you read any of this but what I said made things click in a way that makes perfect sense then get ready for the shift because who you’ve been waiting for is your Self and I intend to share the steps I took to reconnect and ascend out of this stage of the Game of Souls called The Fallen because I choose not to live within the System and remove its influence from my presence in order to allow my Inner Sense to helm my conscious imperience both in and out of this realm.

The Hero’s Journey is calling. I hope you answer and take the steps within because then we can compare notes from where you get and use this to propel us to hit a target most can’t envision because then and only then does the real fun begin.

Till we meet again

You’ve never heard those two words in the title but, I’d be willing to bet, they make way more sense than the spells they handed, back when, as the concentration camp wing of the System did its thing with its programming, yes? Fear is the mind killer, my friend, because in a world full of the inauthentic then expect art to tell a lie which is genuine. That concept can be a bit mind boggling but once it clicks that you are the only Soul in this realm and the intent at the helm is a bit, shall we say, schizophrenic then a lot about a little starts to make way more sense. See this article about how to awaken the Warrior within and take your awareness to another level, if you wish.

To feargive means just this as you are handing over the negative emotions life attempted to dump into your awareness as this spell encapsulates the resonance that often presents like shame, envy, regret etc.. Check this article with the ball release technique and give it a spin as you pour your energetics into what you firmly grip then relinquish. After a while the prop isn’t needed as you’ll have upped your res and thats when very interesting things can happen as you start generating true freedom that, regardless of what they said, cannot be purchased from anywhere with a till. You freeget, in other words. Meaning more liberation is present due to the space you created. Let me share an example:

A girl who had wanted to go to foreign lands and learn the language was sent just as the flower of her femininity was starting to blossom. A suitable family was picked and she, along with her luggage, was packed off in a burst of celebration at the thought of finally living what she dreamed and cherished. That soon turned into a nightmare as her host, uninvited, slid into her bed and began to molest. She was trapped and hated the situation. Worse than this she pretended life was great to her parents and didn’t tell them a thing as she did not wish to stress or disappoint them for investing in her dream to spread her wings and become bilingual. Eventually she leaves and is now fluent in another tongue as well as a trauma groove that was etched into her subconscious. She shares edited tales and suppresses the rest as they ooh and ahh at this new version of their kid. Cue a life of failed relationships in which she constantly picked the wrong men that left her licking her wounds and listening to the recriminations in her head until, one day, she decided to look within and be fiercely honest and admit what kicked and feargave all of this mess to a higher aspect of Self that gratefully accepted it and, in turn, granted her the freedom of liberation. She said something, or at least how I decoded it, that went like this:

“How can I hate this man? Its impossible. What he did was reprehensible, yes, but it also forced me to Know the Ledge and unpack the baggage of a lifetime which totally eradicated a load of other symptoms I didn’t know had me in their grip. All in all life is now quite wonderful thanks to the free flowing, non censored or edited state of my emotions ergo I make much better decisions and really like my Self”.

That is what it sounds like when coals become diamonds, my friend. The process may be ugly as sin, cause loads of stress and make one want to yell and kick (which are both recommended as great ways of freeing trapped emotions) but the end result is beautiful, shining and one of the hardest things on the planet that often draws others in from a distance as they want to know your secret.

This is the power of defining and not being defined, my friend, and its also why I said this forked tongue that currently rules this realm is best described as Devilish for it truly is. I mean, why not fivegive or sixget? Why are we always going “to” and not “three”? These are deeper topics for you to examine, should you wish but the most pernicious spell is “I lxve you” as it actually states the opposite. Download a speech reversing app and speak these tones, dulcet, then listen to what presents as it all starts to make a lot more sense for they set your words and deeds in opposition. For bonus credit say “Eros me” into the same thing as you proceed to Know the Ledge. Me? I prefer to injoi instead. Thats another term from the Warriors lex and as for apologies, they never drip from my lips as a) that word encodes the death of the solar principle (which is your Souls essence) and most who say don’t change a thing. Instead, when I encounter a problem, I revise my OS and make smarter decisions instead of just paying lip service to the shift without actually upgrading their way of being.

It can also help to push the pen and write a “What the worst that can happen?” list as you inventory your greatest fears and dreads. Pulling these skeletons draped in emotion, living, from where they’ve been hidden can be quite eye opening as the discomfort you initially sense is actually a street sign on the way to healing so treat this inquiry with care as there are dangers to deprogramming as well as not all are made to be unplugged from the Matrix of ignorance, yes? Speaking to your inner child and asking their contribution can take things to another level if you’re prepped to swim at these depths as seeing that innocent scrawl in ink written by the hand you’ve ignored since back when can be quite illuminating and set one off on a quest for greater coherence as you feargive all this mess to your Opponent and freeget instead.

A bonus tip is learning how to sit still and once you are comfortable with this extended swell of your abdomen with back erect you imagine a beam of light shooting out of your rear end that links in to the base of your spinal column. After a while you can imagine the same coming from your feet as well and, combined with the release technique mentioned, you can send all that mess into the Earth instead which gladly accepts and recycles this crap to nourish the roses of higher consciousness, budding. Let me know if you’d like me to whip up a guided recording of this so you can ease into the moment instead for the initial steps as, after this, you’ll be able to turn it on and off at will. Go out into nature, walk into a forest with a questioning mindset that says:

“Which tree will accept this icky emotion I want to jet?” and notice the response. Life is talking, are you listening? When you decode the signal, stop and chill. Breathe. Ask if its cool to facilitate this exchange – much like carbon and oxygen – and when it assents you can either release it with your back to it and let the ick drain into the foliage or hug it and open your chest instead. Sounds simplistic but I’ve seen peoples lives change with this one weird trick that science hates to admit because all is consciousness and nothing exists without your presence, hence the Observer Effect and this lead us full circle to the reason why I’ve said there are no enemies in this realm, only teachers.

For the Warrior, class is always in session as nothing is what it seems and all is a test for ones who dare Know the Ledge, up their res and create the Path by walking instead of running the treadmill with the plebs who’ve been programmed, really well, with the Work, Buy, Consume, Die mindset and never question why it all feels like a retread as predictable chunks of Thunk are re-presented in their heads as they attempt to stave off boredom with as many drugs, drinks and distractions as they can handle. Welcome to the land of confusion that holds billions within its grip as the fist of iron is draped in the finest silk of ignorance…

The Game of Souls has you, my friend. To feargive and freeget is to wrestle with the (false) self at the helm and, let me tell, he detests this as blame making and finger shaking allows one to pretend they are correct and its the other who is a problem. Such are the ways of the Slave and if you’re still reading this there is a good chance you’re part of the 8% capable of awakening the Warrior within and tasting the familiar newness of Inner Sense as you shake off the dead skin of second nature and its tension. I mean, thats another great one:

Why does no one wonder what their Prime state is and how to gain it again? Better yet, who clicks the reason why children step in overflowing with confidence and the creative impulse or what secret force causes this glow to dim around years six? These are deeper topics you may or may not ponder as you progress as I’ve been trekking for a minute and thus am decoding the Game on such a different res that it feels like most people are walking around with a twelve inch black and white TV set in their heads (with one speaker missing) as they decode life with a load of noiZ and static thrown in whereas I’m sitting in my own personal cinema with seats tailored for my flesh as the in house chef preps a dish and I watch the feature presentation:

The actualization of my highest potential Self.

Doesn’t that sound like a much better option? Only one way to test if this is a load of BS or a hint at how to gain liberation in one incarnation. Many people hide their light in anothers pocket hoping that, one day, they’ll notice and pat them on the head for a job well done which never happens. This can be flesh and blood, an institute or concept. All of them are akin to a spiritual bypass of strength, in my head, but the opiate effect they beget is quite beguiling for those who are content to accept less and not raise their crown to their head by themselves as the stress of being truly free and fearless leaves them quaking, shaking and unable to face what actually got them into this mess:

Ignorance.

Do the Knowledge, my friend, because it won’t do itself. If I am the messenger then this is the message:

The Game of Souls has you, my friend.

Till we meet again