Never Trust an Atom

Life is full of amazing things
After all,
its nothing but moments
moments that we string
into a coherent narrative.

When you feel good
the mental Rolodex spins
to all those elements
with the same categorization.

You look.
You say:
“This, this is nice”.
As you sit there and grin.

When times are grim,
however,
the process is identical
except the results are different
.

In many ways the Game doesn’t care
about you, your feelings
or a 8 billion other things.

Dead?
Alive?
Entirely inconsequential
in the grand scheme of things.

And yet
without you
here,
now,
there is nothing.

Ain’t that a trip?

If the root cause of suffering
is attachment, as they said
then the helping hand
which eases us along
must be projection.

Stop and think for a moment:

We invest immense amounts
of energetics
into figments of our imagination
and then act like thats
the real thing.

Truly,
you’ve never even touched an atom.
Forget the rest
just digest this bitter pill
and taste the sweetness within.

You may think you’ve caressed this,
felt that and so many interactions.

None of them happened.
Pure figments of your imagination.
A blind spot filled in
A collective hallucination
or incorrect assumption.

The labels are irrelevant
the facts stand alone, Fred.
Take an atom, for example:

The nucleus is dense.
Its where the action happens.
The rest?
A whole load of nothing.
Well,
apart from those things orbiting.
Each has their own charge,
their own flex,
their own wavelength.

Like people some attract
whilst others are repulsive.

Subatomics are something else
as they wave their particles
and refuse to sit inside
the box labeled:
“Schrödinger’s Kitten”.

Nothing happens till you look at it.
This is how powerful attention is.

Why do you squander it?
Is it due to ignorance?
A lack of Knowledge?
Or because the TV says different?
Probably the same reason
you waste whats at your waist
but thats another tale.

Its all interpretation.

See,
on a purely atomic level
you’ve never touched a thing
but your brain can whip up
such convincing illusions
that you believe them.

Like dreaming.

Imagine if when
you went to bed and rested
each night was a continuing sequence

of events that stretched
from one to the next
with you doing your thing.

Best believe that would be confusing
as to which world was “real” and which
was your personal delusion, yes?

Worse still imagine there was an overlap
a shared resonance
so we dreamed each other as well.

Wouldn’t that be something?

What if thats whats already happening
in a sense
and yet if it clicks
you become schizophrenic
as reality starts to shift and melt
and the weapons are unleashed
against the almost sentient.

Its all about that Rolodex
the one that records your thoughts
deeds and experience
in immense detail then spins
like a VHS being rewound after rental.

The classic near death experience.
Itself a hint about the nature of repetition.

Round and round
round we go.

We build castles in the sky
sign the lease
and move in quick
but no one stops to think
that they’ve never even touched an atom.

The basics are fundamentally repulsing
and yet life is so attractive
that each time you have sex
and sperm meets egg
the big bang kicks in
and another Soul is dragged in
to this Game we’re all playing
but only a few comprehend.

Intent underpins everything
it all happens within consciousness.

There is no divinity outside of Self
but plenty of devilishness within.
The world we built attests to this
and yet people keep on doing what they did
whilst expecting different horses
to run around the same courses.

Know what that is?
Insanity.
Inmates who took over the asylum
and can’t wait to make others like them:
Miserable
and half dead.
Numb to the glory
and majesty within
as their hungry eyes keep roving,
that way and this,
coveting all they can’t possess.

You’ve never felt a thing.
I’m actually smiling as I type this
because its all so ridiculous
that I comprehend why the ineffable
simply doesn’t give an F

about any of this.

A series of incorrect assumptions
projections and confusion
that drape flesh over a skeleton
and then dress it into something
it may never have been.

One thing is for certain, though:

Magnets.
How do they work?
They’re pretty amazing,
don’t you think?
Or
are you too busy Thunking?

Till we meet again

Lights, Camera, Traction!

Been getting things ready to roll with more videos. Its amazing how inertia reigns supreme as we’re such habitual beings and, in that respect, switching lanes from that to this seems to take so much effort whereas doing what you did – pushing the pen in my example – is entirely effortless. And yet, if we create the surroundings to ensure this new habit is what presents to actualize our intent upon rising then its a simple case of compounding to make progress.

This is why the trick to motivation is doing it first thing. The initial forty five minutes of your day are crucial when it comes to setting the tone for the rest because will is a finite resource in that sense so ensure you use it well. Here’s what I did:

Have your workplace set before you hit the bed. Actually, in that respect you should dial down the stimulus so you rise fresh – that part is so vital. Then, when you get up, just do it. For me its been so long since I spoke into a camera that it takes a minute to get back into the mood of doing it because it lacks all the things I seek in a conversation:

Energetics, stimulus, response. In that respect talking is akin to dancing due to the exchange of current whereas speaking to a lens is super boring because I already know what I’ve said. Anywhen, between now and the next day of the Sun there will be three videos upped. That is my challenge to my Self and if you’re reading this I’d suggest you try a little something something as well because its amazing how quick one can shift their resonance by following these principles.

One of the worst things in this world these days is the sheer amount of distractions and the web is the main culprit. I don’t believe in multitasking as its impossible to do two things equally well at the same instance therefore ensure your environment is as free from distractions as this lets your focus kick on the task you picked and thus you rack up little wins which soon aggregate into something outstanding. I’m gonna trim this one here and get back to handling this challenge because now I’ve said it its going to manifest. In the mean time read the articles linked as they sketch the blueprint to success which I’ll be following and you can as well because winning is a habit you install, day by day, by going against the grain of apathy. Increase your voltage, focus your intent and observe miracles happen.

Life is either a process of gradual refinement or each day you become more of a mess. Those are the only two options in this Game we’re playing by inserting our Souls as credits. I’ll let you tell it because a quick glimpse within attests which choice you picked.

Till we meet again

Be as Wise as Serpents

Worms and serpents are how we seem from Five D space as your frame undulates from conception to disintegration as it makes it way through this stage of the Game. Now, ask your Self, from that perspective at which point would you be most pure? Most in tune with your Self? The highest embodiment of your truth? At the beginning, middle or the end? Which area would you say has the greatest voltage in that sense?

I’d say childhood, we are wise in ways we cannot explain and see things we cannot share as we don’t have any preconceived notions or filters blurring our way, these come later via education, indoctrination and socialization. This is why that time is know as one of innocence or Inner Sense as we’re alive in a way, filled with a light, that most never regain through their entire life nor question where it went but miss, nonetheless.

This is the lost paradise we all crave, the thing we all feel but cannot explain as we age like someone took the sun out of the sky and replaced it with a lightbulb instead. Sure it still illuminates and is better than sitting in the darkness but it isn’t the same, no way. This need is also what fuels us to perform in the world, the hope we can regain this state via external means. Some people pray believing their savior will literally save them even though generations of their ancestors have evidently thought the same way with no results nor change to their lineage. Everyone thinks they can win the lottery till the numbers don’t come up at which point they buy another ticket anyway. Others feel that they should satiate all they crave, make money, get the acclaim, have as much sex as you can whilst others are of a more destructive bent and wish to inflict pain, watch the world burn and hurt whoever they find as much as they can.

In truth we switch between these states, easy as pi, as each segment of the whole has its own hue and in reality is but one thing which manifests in facets during your incarnation. Drawn from these cues we create moods and tell our life story via the misconception of you. Round and once whole but now different. Meet your reality tunnel, my friend:

Why do you buy what they keep shovelling? Why? Because you’re so used to the deception, like frogs in the kitchen that could but don’t save themselves due to ignorance and acceptance. Think of it like a mask, we wear different ones to play different parts but under that the actor remains the same, they never change except many live and die without seeing their true face as society at a large tries their hardest to ignore this fact. Do you know who is under there? Which poor Soul has that fate of being unable to embody themselves wholly in Three D space?

Why, its your inner child.

The one that was broken up, fragmented then reshaped by the filters I’ve spoken of. Its a very elegant trick, one that each parent has felt and in turn inflicts on their kids as they know no different and thus just prop up the System that profits from their disconnection. Its all for sale! What does this image say to you?

From my perspective the only thing worth striving for in life is reconnection to my essence and the voltage it provides and that first requires a clear overview of the Game as it stands, the state of play and not wishful thinking or collective ignorance but rigorous Soul searching, a brutal appraisal of Self – not what we want to be or think but what we feel instead. That always is, was and will be the most authentic but that impulse is covered and hidden by layers upon layers of conditioning and ignorance due to a lack of Self Knowledge you inherited as your internal OS so that which brings liberation is actually interpreted as a condition to be fixed. So backwards. Or maybe its backwords as you heap spells upon your Self to create further division and fragmentation as you cling to your false perspective as its the only thing left. Right?

Long, long ago you lived in your mindbody, everything was seamless. There were times when you’d be lying there, engrossed in something on the floor, could be a toy, maybe drawing and even though you didn’t hear or see you felt when someone entered into the room. Their presence generated sensations, the Adulterated boundaries weren’t yet formed around your consciousness as it was constantly in circulation.

This is why kids have so much voltage, why one is more powerful than a hundred Adulterated as they bring life to a room when they are still fresh from the womb and untainted by this world which will in time place blinders on their eyes, whip their behind and make them run in the race that plagues all of mankind. Dehumanizing, isn’t it? You are all resources upon the global plantation. Slave/Masters I call them for a reason except the chains are internal these days and none are so hopelessly enslaved as those who believe they are free even though each step costs credits that are, at the end of the day, figments of their imagination. This is why you need to be Adulterated in order to accept the BS that Inner Sense would intuitively reject.

This state is then broken so nothing is ever the same, whether by design, imitation or circumstance very few don’t get cut by the blade which severs your connection to Self, thats with a capital S. Hear what I’m saying? Devilish is a dead language, spoken exclusively by those who are little more than moving corpses that shuffle on its last legs. Its a terrible spell and one that intends to install schisms, divisions and conflict with its whole forked tongue thing. It takes a serpent to spot another. This is the oldest trick in the book they writ, way back when. Is the worm turning in your head?

Its so eternally poor when it comes to describing the inner world compared to many other tongues in the world so its no wonder these cultures don’t know things that are well described in others parts of the globe like the true nature of man, the origin of evil and its root causes. Instead people are fed images that are watered down and distorted but just because their forefathers bought it – usually at knife or gunpoint, way back when, when it was either submit to the new teachings or we kill your wife and kids – so it became a tradition, in actual fact a prison because most come from a long line of Slaves that know zip about their heritage beyond the latest traumatic imprint that was accepted without question as the new blueprint of how to live. What does everybody, devout or atheist, actually worship?

Free thinking isn’t tolerated, expected nor trained. No. This is the party line – “Do as we say“. Tell me I’m lying, you know its the truth because you’ve complied, haven’t you? “Look, all I want to do is get ahead, keep my seed clothed and fed” and so on goes that type of ment. Congratulations. You’re exactly the type they meant when they said for evil to win all good men need to do is nothing. Grow a pair. Think for your Self or be complicit in the global extortion racket that hides behind the spiritual pretext and hyper-dimensional sigils to do the bidding of that which you daren’t suspect.

Its a horrendous evil System once you see it with real eyes. Something so insidiously twisted and designed to internally divide so the fools may be ruled and not realize that their ignorance was long ago turned against them and weaponized so like hostages robbing banks they’ve truly lost their minds and identity with their captors. This is the world we find. This is what you were born into this is what you had to adapt to.

They were big.

They had the power.

You were small.

You had the awareness.

Like I said, one child is equal to a hundred of the Adulterated so to suppress this power takes a concerted effort often disguised as lxve – which is a truly insulting word for the state it attempts to convey but mangles – but, like I said about your language, its absurd. A kind of magic, once you comprehend but if its the only one you speak then you’re a Slave to the grave so it is what it is.

But lets get back to the worms:

With that you must agree? Yes? Can you perceive how I feelsee the world? If you’re living as the worm, belly down, in the dirt you feel independent, moving along on your own but seen from a higher perspective each step is connected to another via linkage. Free will doesn’t exist. Free won’t is your only option to make a difference and that only manifests in the present moment. The past left and can’t be touched, the future yet to come. The greatest illusion aka the psychosocial treadmill. Knowing this simple concept to the core of your bones can illuminate your personal Path of Power with a quickness if you develop your wisdom, did you heed the call? If so, where from? Who listened? What put it into motion? To put it in simple terms:

There isn’t a Soul walking the Earth who if offered the option between fulfilling all of your material desires but your inner world remains the same as opposed to your life as is, unchanged but you get to live from now till the end with a childlike state of embodiment where sensation and wonder proliferate that would pick the former. Not one. And those who don’t choose from a place of ignorance as they can’t remember what it felt like to be that child back then. Let me illustrate:

Imagine you have a model, its three dimensional, takes up space so you can move around in it. Lets say its a natural scene, forest, lake, mountains, trees that kind of thing. As a child you ran around and played in this world. It represents your Inner Sense. It was rich, effortless, vivid and fully present. No instruction or guidance needed. Standard equipment, factory features. Once Adulterated you still have the same scene, identical in all respects except on thing has changed. Its now flat as a pancake. A Two D recreation. An image, representation, not direct or sensate. The fact that each freeze frame is actually part of the whole but different becomes the bedrock for further division via religion and other such social instruction (like the internet itself). This is the Game. This is what Slaves never comprehend, schizophrenics intuit (then swiftly lose their minds) and the sages of each age have attempted to render into language for the masses only to be called heretics and worse. Such is the nature of the Game where most are Victims of this process and accept as gospel whatever the voice in their head says as they lack any true sense of discernment along with almost no Knowledge of Self. You could say you are playing against your Self on all levels hence its a Game of three halves and its what you don’t know you don’t know that makes all the difference between being caught in the court as you invest in the deception because of the tort you were taught, back when. Its so Devilish, friends… Past, present, future? All tense. There’s the hint about the nature of the spell hence words are weapons and thoughts are things, comprehend?

As you can tell its pretty hard to differentiate between these states because the Adulterated version of you glimpses within and says “See, cat, rock and tree. Just as it used to be”. Thing is with the old scene you pet the cat, carve the rock and climb the tree. You’ve been tricked into a state of internal poverty as your mind is mined from within by energies you don’t even comprehend as you’re set adrift in a personalized hell that you think is heaven sent. Thats the greatest deception and why those who remain on higher level view this plane and frame it begets as a life sentence because surely ye who are unfinite are now dead to your potential and this is the state I call Adulteration. Granted, not many care and fewer still think at this depth. Plus this is a topic that is never bought up in any form of dialogue because Slaves are bred to Thunk and this isn’t an option placed in that deck that is shuffled in their head via the (false) self and presented to a captive audience who is caught up in their life performance. “Come on in to my web” said the spider, weaving, way before you stepped in to this realm and predicament. Some of us are too fly for this though…

Once you experience your multidimensional Self again you’ll feelsee what I’m saying and comprehend the true meaning of the entire missive because otherwise its just a series of glyphs that are akin to singing for the deaf. But, even if you can’t yet you can clearly perceive the difference between something you moved around in, which had depth and took up space in contrast to an image you can take in its entirety in an instant and have seen time and time again. This is why your life, in terms of your mental realm, is so boring and predictable. Why you’re busy amusing yourself to death and can’t stand to be alone at length. Its why you have an itch you can’t scratch in a place you forget exists. You’ve been Adulterated. The Game of Souls has you, my friend. Worse still are those who have the potential to awaken are often lulled in via the tricks of hoodwinking and then set out to extinguish the light shining in this realm from those they think stand against them when, in reality, its the opposite. One thing, itself “no thing” which is everything. Can you hear the Psylense?

Fools. I pity them. Be as wise as serpents and by that I mean comprehend that your R-Complex is being pimped and thus you are far more powerful than you can comprehend because you’re too busy wriggling through the timestream from life till death whilst being surrounded by socially sanctioned darkness and ignorance. No wonder the screen is so appealing. The light bearer, revealed. The true god of this age that creates in its image:

Ninety degrees when I tell that trick “Please, raise up off these n u teez cos you get none of these”. At ease. Like light bent at the same angle in a vacuum the truth reveals something almost incomprehensible to one caught up in the illusion. You are already dead. Funeral being flipped to “Real fun” should be a hint as well as the whole six protons, six neutrons, six electrons tip that wrapped carbon around your unfinite sentience so you can co-create this illusion. Its why the next step above the serpent is to fly with the wings your bird brain doesn’t click are within and that leads to the ascension to finally become human and that is a state so entirely different to what you’re currently living as you regain your hyper-dimensional awareness and thus comprehend there is more, far more, to this Game than they’ve lead you to Thunk.

Till we meet again

Embrace the Pain to Win the Game

Look at our culture, its absolutely saturated with sex. Everyplace, everywhen, everyone.

Except you that is.

Either you’re your own best company or the ones you meet just don’t scratch the itch or hit that spot. We know orgasms are like pizza, there is no such thing as a bad one but when a pie has been cooked to perfection with just the right toppings and served with a smile then its mindblowingly good.

As sex should be, could be and will be thanks to willhelpme.

Like much of what I share it comes down to breath. It literally is the most important thing in life and its so easy to see and demonstrate, don’t believe?

Next time you get off just notice your breath, see how it changes as you crescendo toward the moment and you’ll see first hand the link between innerG and aspiration but we’ll get into those techniques in a few.

Its an odd view for sure, sort of bipolar in a sense because sex is all around us, its used to sell… everything. Buy this you’ll be more appealing, women lxve it when a man has, treat your man by getting him this and so on. Even beyond goods its used to sell us concepts, pop hits, new stories pretty much everything bar politics which, in and of itself, would be an interesting twist as at least then you’d be getting screwed by someone you want to do so there is balance present.

People don’t know themselves therefore how can they know another, in the Biblical sense? What if I told you that what you currently Thunk is an orgasm is the equivalent of a near dead well giving up its last dregs in contrast to surfing the edge of crisp tide of natural energy? Once you experience it for Self you’ll get what I’ve said because, like many things in life, people accept tenth best as they simply don’t know the steps to the podium, can’t feel the groove, never been shown or met anyone who knows how to.

Its that simple.

Think, all you inherit from your parents is their collected ignorance, same as they did going back into the distant past when it begins because each generation comes to the table, fresh and slick, and is swiftly degraded until a few decades later they think “OMG I’ve became my parents, ick”.

Its a very conniving process, one that daily claims new lives. Deep inside our brains do the mirror neurons reside. They allow us to learn by imitating which is how children thrive. They are also the reason they say kids copy not what you say but do as their wavelength is huge when they spring out of the womb and they feelsee far more than you do who time doth hew from what you knew to what you became and why those happy technicolor rays slowly faded out of view behind clouds so grey as you no longer exist but just subsist and fill in your days awaiting the grave.

Sure that can sound a bit dramatic, melancholic even but ask your Self:

When did you last feel alive?

Totally in the moment?

Free, unburdened, injoifull?

Take your time, pause if you want.

See what I’m saying?

That is your natural state.

That is your sovereign territory from which you could reign. Stop and think for a moment:

Imagine the potential that could spring if you could truly be your Self?

Shake off all the stress, the worries, aches and pains then turbocharge your brain as you start to breathe again which in turn brings online parts of you you’d denied, forgotten or tried to hide because, as strange as it may sound, people subconsciously limit themselves for the protection of the (false) self with a small s ie the you in your head that fears death as it doesn’t truly exist beyond the illusion you buy and sell with your daily bread.

Imagine the energy flows like a pipe, in order to fully release the highs it must open totally wide and let the currents burst forth freely. Downside is that means any repressed pain must also circulate the same wires because after all there is only one body per lifetime. Get the pic? Starting to feelsee what I’ve said?

The body protects the mind from what it doesn’t want to think and because it cannot speak it uses its own language:

Pain mainly because thats the only tongue it has left and people hear it pretty well which is why they pop pills as they prefer ignorant non bliss over full release and embodiment.

Starting to see where their orgasm fits in and why people are simultaneously f’d whilst not getting f’d in the least. At least, not properly.

If you’re stuck in the desert a few drops of dirty water will do just fine, heck they may even feel divine but then that old thirst kicks in. In contrast to finding yourself in a more verdant environment where a freshwater stream provides all your hydration needs. Then you’d look at the desert and think “Whew, glad that isn’t me”.

This is relativity, my friend.

Its why we never think its that bad nor that good in the moment as it just is, its only when we savor the contrast or situations and turn up, fully present that we discern the differences between the suns pure glow and a dim old bulb in our senses that does its best approximation of what happens when you no longer live fully in the present.

Many people live with the latter because the former scares them but the greatest trick in life is that your super powers are hidden right behind your fears in order to prevent those who aren’t ready to use them correctly from ever gaining access. Nature is cleverer than people think and people are dumber than you’d believe because well, look at you, you’re hearing whats said but and nodding your head saying “Yes, that sounds good, I’m interested” and are ready to put in effort whereas others will either skip this all together as their bodymind protects its self or read a few minutes and realize they can’t or don’t want to take the steps.

Each one of is different, even though fundamentally the same. There are only so many ways to arrange words on a page but the difference between the order gives us either something that stands for the ages and inspires all who reach its stage or it churned out and disposable like the press do each day.

Its a question of quality, discernment, knowing forms a great part of the way so ask your Self right now:

Do I wish to feel great even if that means I have to face my pain? In reality its the only constant and one emotion that can’t be faked. Says a lot about the Game we’re playing by using our Souls as credits, doesn’t it? Learn to get comfortable with it. Commune. Connect. Discern the reason for the feeling instead of striving to numb it and it may just become obvious what the true nature of mind control is and its links to the orgasm as we are, first and foremost, electromagnetic beings and this is all about resonance because if they can edit your perspectives and you don’t click because you’re set adrift on memory bliss then the Game is over before it begins for you, my friend. Best get ready to live, die, repeat because for this age, this stage and this level then pain is the kingpin and everyone, one way or another, is in service of it by attempting to ignore it thus providing strength to what they dare not face within. What I’m saying is that these vibrations actually have their own intelligence and thus can be communicated with in order to unfold the lotus of pure perception that life had done a number on and numbed it.

Anyone who does this finds a familiar glow inside their chest, once again, with a full bodied presence due to unwrapping the gift of the present moment as this is truly the only place one can dwell and be entirely present and correct. The rest is but an illusion as people run in dread from a past they lived but refuse to a acknowledge as they attempt to create a future that never truly brings all of the promise they wish nor manifests the suffering they’ve been imaging as part of their coping mechanism that prevents them from bursting at the seams due to all the anxieties they carry within.

Embrace the pain to win the Game. This much has became obvious. It could just be purely personal or might apply to all in this realm but the more conscious you get its obvious they use a whole load of hurt to create meat marionettes out of man and are constantly torturing their Inner Sense in order to ensure the populace remains Adulterated. This is the secret to why sex sells as its not only the gateway to salvation but also paves the road to hell for the next Soul you trap in the flesh only for them to find themselves as numb and disconnected as their parents as time does its thing. Embrace the pain to win the Game because the only true freedom is within and that means being willing to face and accept what has happened because anything you don’t acknowledge can and will be used against you as a form of manipulation for there are those in this realm that smile and smile whilst being villains. Slave/Masters, I call them and it seems that all frenemies, public and private, just won’t quit when it comes to slinging hooks in my metaphysics ergo pain is a constant and something a Warrior knows well because this presence can’t be faked or ignored so why not embrace it and see what happens because there is an immense amount of energetics tied up in suppression that most drag behind them and the wonder why they mope around the Valley of the Plebs when they, once upon a when, intended to climb mountains and ascend to the highest peaks in order to view the scene of this earthbound reality from the most pristine perspective.

That potential still exists within. Its why I say Inner Sense is everything because the Adulterants they throw in the mix are made of painful emotions, events you’ve suppressed and many other effects that manifest as back pain, aching shoulders as well as countless symptoms. This is your body talking, are you listening?

Till we meet again

Awake in the Dream

Imagine with me:

You’re stuck on a boat
in the midst of wild seas
just you against the elements

You open your eyes and find
you’re surrounded by water on all sides
as far as the eye can see
to the limits you perceive
it is just you and your vessel
set adrift in the sea

After a while you get used to
this maritime style of life
some days go by fine
others are kind of wild
we jump forward now
to one of those types

You’re battling the elements
back to the wall
more than once already
its nearly been man overboard

the waves are battering
every inch of the ship
and you’re worn almost raw
as you struggle to stay in
whilst keeping adrift

And then
in an instant
the storm quickly lifts
the sun shines instead
as the birds do their thing

The entire scene quickly changes
as does your frame of mind
at this moment it feels sublime
and truly great to be alive
you breathe in the fresh air
take in the blue seas
and feel all together wonderful

But now lets perceive
from a wider lens and viewpoint
and for once truly see
we Witness a different image
as a child is revealed
sitting happily splashing in a bathtub
such great joy they feel
as their toy boat floats
upon the imaginary seas

and perched inside the craft
we see their pretend mini me
and the story of their adventures
as told previously

Ah, feel the tension go
it so silently recedes
as what me previously believed
is now seen differently

The truth of this story
is the truth of reality

because ultimately
you are both perspectives

The Inner Sense playing happily
and the Adulterated, battle weary

Both at the same time
but only one is real life

Think about it like this
the child represents
a larger, truer aspect of Self

whilst via the medium
of the waters which forget
you become embroiled in
the saga on the ship
which only seems so real
as long as you think it is
but any any moment
you can snap
back to your real Self

This has immense implications
for your day to day living
because
all this you see
exists in an imaginary realm
none of it is truly real
which is why it will end
and also why we spend
two thirds in suspense
with a third at rest
because we’re powered
from our depths
by that same Inner Sense

So stop and ask your Self:

If the choice did present
between being the imaginer or imagined

which one do you think makes sense
as the one to place your bet
if you want to get out of this
because you’ve got to spin the wheel
that is
after all
the deal
of incarnation

And for the adult to believe
the inner child must make it real
for that mode of consciousness
is akin to a callous
stretched over your authentic perceptions

Via the very act of disconnection
it plugs you into this realm
and via the forced perspect
you then invest
in the only Game in town

Hint,
it isn’t

Its all in your head
but that isn’t from whence
your consciousness springs
so if you take these strands and weave
then a whole new scene
is swiftly perceived
as we fuse limitless creativity
with the experience of “me”

and thus co-create
whole heartedly
we’re awake
awake in the dream

Imagine
imagine with me
all will be revealed
because what seems
like mysteries
are simply untold histories
as the greatest tool
in the hands of the Opponent
is the mind of his Victim
because the Reality Tunnel you’re digging
is simply an option
so what if you relax your grip?
Take a moment to chill?
Better yet, melt
Thats more my thing
because the frozen emotions
that you dare not express
but constantly repress
from the day the subroutine
Stop crying
was etched into your consciousness
and birthed a new deal

One you’d live to regret
but also
never question

This can make
a little slice of heaven
feel like a personalized hell

as you’re battered
by the elements
that won’t relent
as you’re set adrift
in this realm
with no clue or conception
of what truly is happening
nor the strength within
and how you were limited
then tricked to invest
in a tale of suffering
and discontent
that is sprinkled with some niceness
just to bring the contrast in

In effect
what I’m saying
is what if the boat had an engine
and there was a beautiful island
in the distance
where people were waiting
for your arrival
so they could start the celebration?

What if I said the key needed to spin
this vessel to another octave
is a heady mix of breathing
intention and attention

Nothing you didn’t already possess
but plenty you never questioned.

Till we meet again

Are You Your Own Friend?

I’ve been around, know a lot of folks, seen many faces in lots of places and one thing I’ve seen again and again is how people are suffering. Rich, poor, black, white, male, female and everything in between across the board. There are deep wounds, bleeding internally that are ignored, almost universally.

Some people just don’t realize it, maybe they can’t feel because they’ve got so used to hiding from themselves, pretending to be somebody else therefore its someones elses pain. And yet if you see how they act, how they hold their frame, listen to what they say, well then it might as well be written on their face. Its strange isn’t it? How someone can breathe and still be dead.

How a corpse can walk around, pay bills, even raise kids whilst all the while inside they feel nothing. Not a thing. Except the rage, that often rears its head, the anger, mistrust, fear, sadness all the negatives you can think but even these they don’t accept. No, they are someone else. “He made me feel this, she made me do that“. No, no, no brothers and sisters, that never was nor will be a fact. You carry that emotion, like a flame deep inside and just because you close your eyes doesn’t mean the light stops shining. Its a sad reflection of the times, how cut off we are from ourselves. All you have to do is see the ascent of what reflects, edited images, phony lives, make sure you get my good side, one online smile which masks a thousand offline cries.

Please like me“, they all say. They have followers but are yet themselves enSlaved. what a strange, strange tale. A wise man said long ago that attachment causes suffering, why do we feel the need to grasp, I ask? Stop and think about it for a moment, a want implies a lack. You don’t want your hand, you use it without a care, thanks or reflection. Its just a standard part of being here.

What if somehow they made you forget you had it all, hid it in a sleeve and then they could lead you and kind of chase they decreed because you’d do anything to get back what was yours all along. See where I’m going with this? Are you feeling whats behind my words?

The truth is you’re already enough. You already have way more than you could ask because you’ve got to be a stupid ass to be surrounded by air only to die with a gasp “I, I can’t breathe. Someone, help me please” said no one ever but we all know thats how they feel.

You ever seen a swan gliding by, looking serene and at ease but under the surface we see its paddling away furiously just to keep its head above the water. Behold the world filled with lambs sent to the slaughter as you try to stay afloat in the seas of self deception. Ask yourself a simple question:

Are you your own friend?

Take a moment, pause and reflect if you want to. For some its hard to answer. “Well, what do you mean? Of course I’m my own friend, what else would I be? Can you repeat the question? Huh? I don’t get it? What are you after?”. Lets try once again:

Are you your own friend?

See, its strange, we give our friends the best of ourselves, congratulate their triumphs, help them excel, encourage them to be better, lend a shoulder to cry on when their life feels like hell. Buy them gifts, take them places, offer them the security of just being there. Ask yourself again, when seen through this lens:

Are you your own friend?

It sounds crazy doesn’t it? But the more and more you think the clearer it becomes whats wrong with this image. Imagine a man knocks at your door, he says he’s dying of thirst, you offer him a drink. Except all the glasses in your house are thimble sized at best.

Even if you filled and he emptied it every other second it still wouldn’t quench his thirst as pieces aren’t the same thing as the whole and this hole is what I’m speaking of. Most feel it nagging, quietly within. Some people use it as fuel, a motivation to get away form everything.

In society we call them go getters, obsessed as they are with status and acclaim. “Give me the recognition and baubles so I may no longer feel this shame”. Of course, they don’t say it, but we hear it, none the less. A small voice echoes loudly, from their very core, at their depths. The other kind are wasters, who will happily share their plight as they chase whatever high, bottle, powder, pipe, needles, bongs or between the thighs. Either way it matters not as it provides temporary respite but it comes at a heavy price.

In between we have the masses, the well adjusted herd who don’t dip or veer to heavy either this way or the other but still feel the same as is evidenced by the fervor to wear the mask of social graces whilst suppressing their true Self. Anything to fit in, always attempting to sell the image of themselves in the hopes they buy it as well.

This is what I mean about being your own friend as it means knowing your own history, recapitulating the events that led to this life sentence and the meaning therin. The sad truth of this world is its filled with overgrown children who try hard to pretend they are mature and responsible when Adulterated describes them best. If there were, even a handful, of actualized humans we wouldn’t see such foolishness that racks every continent since the history of this era begins when the bad guys won the battle and rewrote all the books because crime doesn’t pay – it collects and you’re living in a den of thieves whose primary weapons are deceit, deception and trickery. They use them well with the intent of dividing you from your Self because that house cannot stand, neither against a mild wind nor, more importantly, up for its own sovereignty.

Are you seeing what I mean about being your own friend?

You ask most people “When was the last time you did something nice for yourself?” and they have to stop and think, and even then they feel guilty. Now, ain’t that something?

Going back to those little thimbles, with which you attempt to slake a thirst. Those tiny bits of water, if anything, make it worse. The wanderer would’ve done better to slide his hands into a fresh water source, running natural and free because if there’s taps there has to be a stream in the world. This water than I’m speaking of is affection, in its purest form. The thimbles represent the amount you’re used to doling out in your inner world. The wanderer is you, at least your original form before the world twisted and deformed and made you run around to perform because the you you Thunk you are, the one who is hearing these words, well you and I know thats a mask just as you know it hurts. It hurts to still still and just be. “Please someone, distract me. Make me run that way and this, just keep my attention occupied so I don’t have to feel a thing“.

This is the nature of suffering. It holds the world in its grip and most will cling to their symbols and fight to the death to maintain this isn’t happening. And yet it is. Thats the funny thing about the truth, it doesn’t care if you acknowledge it ergo being authentic is a threat in a world where every emperor is naked.

There is a really simple fix. If you’re willing to take the steps so please, ask your Self:

Are you your own friend?

Its a very profitable question if you only pay attention to the feelings that churn beneath the neck. Body language, do you speak it? Are you capable of listening? Can you link emotion and feeling without a large chunk of Thunking in between? One of the greatest tricks this life swiftly pulls is making you go through the motions without emotion whilst simultaneously forgetting you’re actually pretending as you’re numb from the neck down.

How can you tell these things? Simple, if your flesh is rigid, tense, filled with pain and limited ranges of motions you can bet your mind does the same thing and this affects the rest of your resonance and thus you have not a clue of what you miss when it comes to the true nature of reality within this Game we’re all playing after inserting our Souls as credits. Its as amusing as it is wicked. Am I breaking the immersion? Should I not say such things because they’re distracting for those invested in the ride for which they’re being taken? Maybe, maybe. But, then again, if it helps ease their suffering by creating a higher vantage that allows them to transcend the deception and choose better options then how is that not a win for the individual and collective? Ah, that word again. You should know whats hidden within the contraction by now if you’ve read my previous missive on the topic.

Are you your own friend? Or do you constantly beat and berate yourself in your head? Telling yourself bad things, downplaying your potential and generally doing your upmost best to ensure you stay miserable, distracted and filled with unactualized potential. Would it be going out on a limb if I said humanities greatest problems are spiritual and that word, at its most basic, relates to consciousness hence Know thy Self. Once you Know the Ledge then certain things become Self evident as one who steps upon the Path of Power within encounters nothing but teachers and friends they haven’t met yet in this realm. No strangers, no enemies, no ill will, no trickery.

They’re all conspiring to set me free. You as well. But you just don’t see as you’re complicit in your own oppression. Stockholm Syndrome, in full effect…

Till we meet again

The Hardest Thing to See

The hardest thing to see is that which perceives. In that respect you can think of “me” as a collection of illusions that foist the delusion of life on Earth being real. Granted, to many that may sound like straight up insanity because they Thunk, therefore they are but thats exactly it. Exactly. What do I mean?

From my lens, imperience and perspective we are pure consciousness, first and foremost. This I’ve called the canvas upon which the ink of life does spill and then as aspect of yourself takes in this image and falls into its projection does the Game begin. In that respect its like a trick wrapped in a riddle that hides the truth within because you are all of these things, on some level, and yet also something much more fundamental. This basic state, this primal wavelength is what I call Inner Sense. Its who you are in and beyond this realm of three dimensional incarnation and yet the truth is as invisible as it is ineffable. Think:

If all you’ve seen is the image and then taken the great work of the artist as your fundamental point of reference then you are firmly entrenched within the Reality Tunnel you’ve been digging since your inception. What do I mean by this? Imagine you were plugged into a fully sensorial VR experience and part of the immersion was believing your avatars fairytales as they underpinned your adventure in consciousness. That is this. The real you, the one reading, when resonant with the painting, has no clue about the nature of canvas, its purity or presence. The fact that without it the rest is impossible is entirely lost of them because they’re invested in the concept it presents to their awareness:

You are a body, on a planet that floats in the abyss as it chases a fireball” aka the base totality of your reality. Doesn’t that sound a tad ridiculous? Dreaming is a huge hint because you can be as invested in illusions that beam behind closed eyelids and its only till you gain a higher perspect, ironically another illusion, that you glance with confusion at what you accepted previously as certain.

If I could flick a switch and remove your habitual filters and perceptions that tell you “The way it is” you’d click, in an instant. Without that frame of reference who knows what unfolds in your sentience as the construct needs to keep you invested. Such is the nature of the Game we’re playing by inserting our Souls as credits. The immersion is so great, the illusion so immense and all consuming that it can make you, a multidimensional resonance, believe they are human. Tell me that isn’t the wildest thing?

And yet, its so easy to buy in. So easy. But ultimately a total illusion that we can prove really well by short circuiting the process:

Even when you know its totally fake as long as the stage is set in a certain way and you’re gazing from a forced perspective you will believe the ridiculous and react like its authentic. Eye opening, isn’t it? Now take that and expand it beyond a false limb and take it to its logical conclusion and a brand new level of the Game shines in your awareness. Its a fabulously convincing illusion because its designed like this and, in its current form, people are resonant to the most basic painting that they’re hypnotized by geometric shapes and catchy slogans. So much so that they think they’re them and thus the comedy of errors collects interest and uses your attention as a weapon because its constantly misdirected into making the illusion seem realer than real. Not for nothing, haven’t you ever wondered why movies ship on “reels” and how they’re machines to generate feels by drawing you into another realm that doesn’t truly exist as they present it.

One trick, many methods and the applications are as varied as they are evident once you’ve peered behind the curtain because it all seems obvious. And yet, its the hardest thing to see. Probably impossible without the direct experience but I’m certain some can intuit the true meaning of this text whilst the meat puppets will deny such a thing. That is the power of this collective hypnosis and why its so entrancing as the longer you listen, the sweeter the pitch.

I really have to hand it to them. Call them what you wish but whatever intelligence, and it may just be us, on another level, that built this certainly knew the best way to put the cat among the pigeons was by preventing them from seeing the obvious. Its all a ride, thats all it is. The mind is so powerful it makes it real, in that respect, due to the energetics you use to buy in to the narrative of your (false) self. Transcend this and the truth of your multidimensional nature as pure consciousness becomes Self evident as new vistas of perception, way beyond the narrow range of the EM spectrum you’re currently decoding, unfold inside your awareness and this is akin to the lotus blooming in the filth of the third dimension then affording you a greater perspective.

In that respect its really like rising from a dream that, a moment ago, you totally believed. Or, as they said back when, wheels within wheels. The trick to pimping the pimp is remembering the space in the mid around which it all spins is totally interconnected as the prime cause of motion and yet totally still as well. The balance of opposites. Can you hear the Psylense?

Till we meet again

Do You Think or Thunk?

Think or Thunk?
Life has you drunk.
Sipping from its cup of ignorance
before you took your first breaths.

Just as your parents did
and theirs before them,
drew deep and took their fill.
This is what happens
when you step down to this level
in a Game of hide seek
raffling your divinity to the devil
in exchange for a hard lesson
that most are forgetting
as they’re caught up in the prison
of third dimensional living
wondering why its all the same.

Never different.

Lets kick start the lesson:

You think you think
just like you think you know
when in reality you Thunk
Here’s how so:

Thunking is processed.

It takes old thoughts
the already imparted
opines and designs
from other minds
and rearranges them
to find
pretty much the same
each and every time.

This is the filter
the bias
the thin slice of life
that makes people wonder why
Why is life so boring?
Why is each day like the rest?

What happened to the fun?
The creativity and the rest?”

As they sit back with a head
filled with reruns
of what they once said.
Never a new thought,
new inspiration
or perspect.

Nope.

Thats the Thunk talking.

Doing what it does best
which is regurgitating its waste
again and again.

This sad little truth
is most peoples inner realms.

Totally different to the Warrior
he is on a whole nother plane
as his thoughts are free
and can change
the way he thinks about himself
and everything else in this Game.
He has the same brain
but uses it another way
whilst Slaves,
they’re stuck on a treadmill.
All that effort
and no progress to be seen.

Standard procedure these days
where the ignorance multiplies
and fear hides inside
the minds
of those who hear words that
don’t fit proscribed styles as
throwing rocks at the throne.
Highlighting the imposter in their dome
who is perched on their throne
and they believe is them.

“Nooooooo!!!!!””

Hear them scream
as they run off in a sweat.
See, the very thought
of this being the case
is enough to make a man mad
or at least half crazed.

After all if you’re being tricked
by your brain

then who facilitated the charade?
Who crafted the escapade
which left you alienated
from your original state?

A lodger in your own space
paying attention like rent
so you’ve got nothing left
to think outside the box
as the Thunk has you locked
inside the Mind Made Prison.

It does what it does best:
contains, trains and entertains
again and again and again.

The first step to mastery
is realizing this is the way it is.
You can’t change anything
until you accept it.

The second is the will
and desire to make a change.
Intent is everything.
The third is open your ears
and hear what I have to say
because willhelpme
will help you navigate
the darkened interior space
in which your Inner Sense is caged
since that fateful day and
remains enshrouded in a corner
that isn’t actually that far away.

So, don’t follow me.
Walk beside me instead
and see how this came about
and you may find you’re free
from the state called Thunking
as there are an unfinite array of options
just awaiting your consciousness
to actualize their potential.

That is the Warriors way.
8%.
Thats all that is capable of making the change
and they get to unwrap the gift
of the present
moment
and thats when you hear the Psylense
and it becomes Self evident:

“I am multidimensional.
My brain creates consciousness
as much as actors live
inside the TV set.

What part of the Game is this?
Why on Earth did I ever believe
such blatant foolishness?”

And other such questions and wonderings
about the nature of life, death and all betwixt
as well as more, so much more
than Thunk could ever imagine
as it rearranges stale concepts
in a constant state of Adulteration
whereas Inner Sense is,
as the name suggests,
our prime state of being
our natural option
and is the quiet question
that remains unasked in the land of Thunk
as the Slaves accept “Second nature”
as their default programming

without ever stopping to think
whatever it could be obscuring
and why so much effort goes into the deception.

The Dual Reality principle.
In full effect.
The Game of Souls has you, my friend.

Till we meet again

If You Had Twenty Four Hours to Live, What Would You Do?

There is nothing this world can give me. Its quite a liberating feeling when it clicks because its like your head has been pulled out of your rear end. Life no longer stinks and you see with far clearer vision and that is due to the nature of the trick which prevents you realizing the key to all of this is total Self acceptance. That is the secret engine that powers the machine of selfie steam that is gaining horsepower digitally as we speak because people seek from another that which they cannot grant to themselves:

Validation.

Its why people want to be rich, have followers and wield influence as well as getting good grades, careers and the right pension. Pretty much every single desire in this realm is predicated upon it and spotting in effect is next to impossible for most people. If validation is the carrot then unexamined trauma is the stick. In that respect the loop of head in rear end represents two things:

The incorrect use of waste and a hint about how backwards all of this is because why on Earth would anyone think that something external could shift the internal from where the motivation springs? I know, strange isn’t it? I really do think the race is insane crazy, driving Miss Daisy as the collective is thundering off a cliff like people following their GPS and not seeing whats right in front of them. See what I meant about the darkness of where there head is? The evidence is all around us.

There is an immense feeling of liberation that comes with this. I felt it wash over my consciousness from a place deep within. It wasn’t dramatic like previous moments of watershed because it felt like removing a stone from your shoe and no longer having to walk with a limp or suppressing the signals from registering in your consciousness as your actions damaged your presence due to the lack of awareness. No, in this case it felt like this is how its always been, should’ve have been and anything else is straight up ludicrousity. It also means I’m free because the voltage that was being used to generate the resistance that previously created the sense of lack from within is no longer present.

Imagine you are walking through the desert and its a life long trip. Every day the waterman comes by and sells you a few sips. He knows his role is essential and he takes all that he can get as you scrimp and scavenge all you can to pay his bills as you hope that once you get to the end you’ll find your own personal oasis that makes it all worth it. I too used to think like this. So much so that I skipped quite a few steps in the rush to get ahead and was making more money than I could spend before puberty had kicked in. This was back in the days pre-digital because I can only imagine what I’d have got up to if I dropped into the Game at this stage with the same intellect and thirst for materialism.

Even back then I realized it was a form of compensation because of the rush it brings. Not just making it but spending it as you stunt on the rest because what you’re quietly stating in bold red print is that you are above them. The need to be special, to be noticed, to be different. Validation comes in many forms and there is a certain satisfaction that kicks from being a wild High School jit that skates around in a red BM which is way above the pay grade of those that profess to purvey an education. If you’d asked me then I would’ve responded with a childs arrogance that “I not only know the sketch but am intimately acquainted with the artist as life is about getting it in, spending it as quick. He who dares, wins”.

I laugh now when I think of my mindset then. After a few more orbits of the sun and further progression up the spiral it would be a safe bet I’ll do the same with my current perspective after being seasoned with more imperience. Life is a constant process of evolution in that sense and I now get that when it was teaching me one thing as it fed me the fruits of the moment my insight back then also caused me to plant seeds which grew into the orchard from which I currently tap these keys and share the fruits of my garden with thee.

Do I still like shiny things, pretty girls and having my name ring? Sure, who wouldn’t? Lets not kid ourselves because it is what it is. The difference is that whilst these blips are still in my top ten the gap between number one and the rest is now so immense that they may as well be running in another race they have no chance to win because that which is leading is what I can do for you. Wild, isn’t it? Its like my cup overfloweth and my thirst is quenched. What made me think of this? I realized, from the depth of my being, what actually is important. How did I do this? By asking my Self a question and then looking within:

If you had twenty four hours to live, what would you do?“.

The answer was extremely liberating. The only thing I wanted, desired or wished was to spend every single moment of that communicating my perspective with the world about the Game of Souls. What it is, why we’re here and – most importantly – how to find the exit when you take your last breath.

I’m no stranger to death. Matter of fact you could say that we’re quite intimate as last time we met she kissed me on the lips which my blood stained red as she grinned and said “Fairest of them all and all together lxvely” before dropping me with a wink. In the land of the blind the one eyed man is King but what if someone happens to skip from eyes wide shut to pineal blazing? Isn’t it amazing that buried deep within our heads is a fully functioning optical circuit. We know nature is stingy and yet don’t seem to question why such a thing is hidden or placed this way as it makes no sense. The truth of the matter is we are multidimensional beings who lose what we don’t use as we’re artfully misled and this ignorance is as dangerous as its profitable because its what makes the tills ring.

People will go to great lengths to escape themselves. They will climb the highest mountain, sink to the depths of the ocean and even blast themselves into outer space to find their salvation via another race or being to whom to pledge in exchange for a solution. The common link behind all these ways, whether you get paid, laid or pray for better days and keep the faith is they all draw you from within. They focus your attention on external things, be they symbols, objects or checks and balances which reassure you of your standing. This is the framework that underpins the structure of civilization and thus is indirectly responsible for many of its ills because it is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a society as sick as this.

This was another something I realized quick because I wondered why so many people were miserable unless they were under the influence of something. Around my way this was so common as poverty had them in their grip and thus this provided an immense motivation to get rich quick so I could blow money fast as I lived for the moment. Funny, isn’t it? How people view that addiction as good but the other is seen as wicked and yet they all scratch the same itch whose name is escapism due to an inability to accept the present moment as it is. This is the proverbial head in rear end thing and why seeing it is so difficult as there is nothing to contrast or compare when one thought keeps echoing:

“I am not enough”.

Four words that sum up the length and breadth of most peoples life sentence. In order to not accept this they line up to buy the dreams they’re selling for the proof they manufacture whilst lying to themselves about the true state they’re in:

“Once I get this new job then I’ll feel amazing. They’ll see my talent”.

“All I need to do is collect one million followers and then…”.

“Two point four million, liquid. Once the F U money is on deck then watch what happens”.

Each dream is individual as a snowflake but ultimately they all follow the same Pattern:

They seek to create a change within by using an external, socially sanctioned barometer as a frame of reference to generate it.

Listen to how mad that sounds. Its certifiable once you’ve seen through the trick as you can’t help but wonder why you didn’t notice this. Imagine you are overweight and instead of changing your livit you decide instead to pay a company who rents out mirrors with built in distortion. They secretly come in and change al the ones in your home with those designed to make you look a bit thin at regular intervals so it seems you’re making progress. They also provide clothes with labels stitched in designed to mimic this progression by telling nice little fibs that foster your delusions. Sounds ludicrous, yes? After all all you’d have to do is glimpse down at yourself as you waddle around or catch a glimpse at a scene that wasn’t augmented and the truth would be obvious. How on Earth could someone fall for this? Well, what if their head was in their rear end? What then?

There would be no mode of comparison. No, there would simply be a load of people walking around paying top dollar for various ways of concealing the stink as well as racking up a light bill used to generate false illumination as they wander around in the darkness seeking solutions that won’t change a thing as they are built on the premise which draws its strength from Self deception.

You are back in the desert. Parched and tired as its been quite a trip since you last saw the waterman. You are almost delirious as the heat is at fever pitch. Off in the distance you are quite certain you see an oasis and its presence stirs something within as you feel yourself motivated into action. You draw closer and closer, overcoming resistance, as you place one foot in front of the next whist licking your lips at the thought of thirst you’ll be quenching when the waterman pops up, unexpected. “Hey, there you are. Its your lucky day, here, you win. Take as much as you can drink” he says. You are beyond grateful and think “What a kind man this is” as you sip that most refreshing beverage. “Hop on” he says “I’ll give you a lift and you can keep quaffing till we get to your destination”.

Tell me, after this gift would you keep on keeping on to where you were headed or would you take the next few steps required to check out the oasis?

The strange thing is now it suddenly seems further in the distance. “Thats odd” you think “I could’ve sworn I was almost there before the waterman popped in and hit me with a veritable ocean of sips. That was so nice of him” you reason. Well? What would you pick? Why? If you chose to press on to where you were headed because time is of the essence and you’ve been offered a free ride with as much as you can drink then please close this page and never visit it again. I hope you find what you are seeking but willhelpme is not for you on this incarnation.

Everyone is walking around the desert and paying top dollar by the sweat of their brow for their daily sip but very few question how their own personal garden of Eden got like this. The waterman in this case if those I call them Slave/Masters and for them business is booming. My oasis is also a threat to their occupation of your head because were you to reject the offer they made and press on to see what happens you’d see a very different side of them. One which is far less carrot and much more stick aka the threat of being beaten with it, punished or otherwise dealt with in ways quite unpleasant. In that sense the Warrior reps that “One weird trick that brings enlightenment” but there is no bait to be clicked. Nothing to be switched. Everyone is invited but only 8% of the populace will choose themselves and the rest will, at some point, hate me and my message due to what it reps as they are comfortably numb inside the cage of the Mind Made Prison and thus see liberation as a threat even though it is that for which they are thirsting and searching as they trudge around the desert of the lost they were placed in.

The sands are constantly shifting. It truly is hard to tell direction after the winds have been blowing and, aside from the waterman who is as solid as death and taxes, you haven’t Witnessed another Soul for as long as you’ve been within the grip of this harsh environment. In reality its like you are sitting there with a VR headset on augmenting your awareness and you’ve been trained to ignore the fact that its tricks are designed to fool your awareness which then makes it real and sees disconnection as a threat. Some of you will think “Well, how did I see that oasis? Was it really a delusion?” as you watched it recede into the distance as the waterman plied you with beverage. Not long after it vanished his vehicle was spluttering and he said “Ah, that is a problem. Stay here, I’ll be back in a moment” and took the remaining water within him. You wait, patiently. The sun rises and sets then does it again. And again. And again. You are almost at deaths door when he comes by on a camel and says “Hey, I can’t give you a lift as I’m reduced to this and she’s fully loaded. Also I can’t offer you any freebies so if you want to drink this” he intones whilst waving a canteen in front of your sandpaper dry eyelids “Then you’ll need to sign and accept these terms and conditions” whilst waving a contract of obedience slash salvation. What would you do in this moment? Most people will reach up with a shaky hand and place their name next to the X as they sip what they’re handed in order to keep on living, keep on pressing, as they trek through their own personal desert of ignorance.

From that moment on things are different as you are now not just in his debt, you’re in his pocket as well and he can do what he wishes as you are his willing subject. Not only are you now entirely dependent on him but he also sets the rules of engagement and expectation which adds insult to injury, given your predicament. Most people simply cannot digest that that which sustains them is also destroying them due to the nature of their ambivalence which segments their once unified awareness. This is how they tricked you into sitting in the cell of your Mind Made Prison as their business is suffering and its very profitable as they know how to twist the spirit of the law that allows you to bruise the letter which then is akin to trespassing against your Self and thus you reap what you’re sowing which is more pain and escapism.

“What are the odds of you showing up now?” said the one near the oasis who is puzzled by timing of the watermans appearance. “I don’t believe in coincidence. Were you watching?”. “What?” he says “Don’t be crazy, you sound like a schizophrenic. I’m doing a good deal and square business. I don’t do this to get rich and ride around in the desert selling drinks to keep you fit and well. I don’t even charge that much considering you don’t have another option” he adds, overplaying his hand and laying it on thick to appeal to self interest. At that moment you notice the sign above the oasis twinkle and it says willhelp to your vision. “Didn’t” you correct “But now I do so lets see what happens” you said and strode off into the distance.

The owner comes out to greet you with face hidden. Not a word is said as he hands you a drink that you raise to your lips. The hit is immediate. There is something quite different about this water as its almost sweet in comparison and quenches you from the depths in a way you’d never felt since the days of back when. You walk into the oasis and it is beautifully equipped and oh so soothing. There is a pool within which to swim and it all feels so relaxing. “Its like coming home” you think and wonder why you can’t remember leaving. As you unwind and feel decades and decades of tension draining from within as you discover brand new levels of freedom you never suspected exist. Eventually you climb out with a spring in your step and refreshed energetics as you look around for the owner of the oasis. Nowhere to be seen. You do, however, spot a letter on the desk which is neatly folded and to you is addressed. Flipping it open you read and it says:

Congratulations, you are the first lucky visitor and have claimed your oasis. Its so nice to have you back again as we have been patiently waiting. I’d suggest opening the curtain of this tent to take in the scenery”.

You walk over expectantly and are blown away by the greenery. The birds sing as they sit in the trees and they are stand as a testament to the fertility of the land as they are loaded with fruit and beauty. “What the…” you think as you take it all in. A part of you thinks this must all be a hallucination as you’d been wandering so long in the sands of time that this seems like an illusion. The truth of the matter is this:

You’ve been tricked into living a life that redirects your attention and has you lost in the desert as that is very profitable. In many ways its the challenge of this stage and boss fight par excellence for those currently playing the Game which takes your Soul and uses its as a credit as it wraps a carbon based form called an Earthday Suit around your unfinite awareness that creates this three dimensional imperience you are actually co-creating. The waterman know this and this is why they rule by signs and symbols as its strictly business for them and the players are little more than resources to be exploited. The garden is a metaphor for your natural state I call Inner Sense. Life did what it does best and people were left Adulterated. These are the sands of ignorance that many will pretend and fight to death if anyone dares to say it is. In that sense everyone is invested in the Emperor’s nakedness due to generations of gaslighting. “He is the waterman, he is our salvation. We must do as he says” they state. Just as programmed. This is why I asked those who’d go with him to jet and never visit my site again because this message and anything else I’ll be sharing is only for the 8% of the populace capable of hearing and applying it.

The rest will catch feelings, focus on the wrong things and totally misinterpret what I’m sharing as they react to not what it actually in front of them but what that voice in their head tells them they should do next. That I simply have no need or wish to deal with because you can lead a horse to water but you can’t make it drink and thus most will live and die without realizing that all they are seeking is within.

This isn’t something new age or pop psych like all those trends that promise to sell you a secret that doesn’t change a thing as you’ll still be wandering round in the desert, thirsting for a drink. No, the Path of Power is eminently practical but only the Warrior is willing to step and battle his ignorance, question her assumptions and examine their perspectives because then it becomes Self evident that there is not truth or merit to what they’ve been invested in. To many this can be a fate worse than death and this is something the business interests exploit well and its why change is often promised quick but is actually very slow to happen as the frogs in kitchen start sweating while the heat is turned up in increments. But, they’ll never escape before death sets in and they’re served after being slow cooked to perfection.

I haven’t figured it all out yet. I am seeking the truth and this is a work in progress but I feel from my depths that the question and the hearting is a very worthwhile investment. In life we have these things within I call Patterns. They actually run the show and are akin to pearls being formed within oysters as they cause great irritation to the soft and sensitive skin. Over time this becomes numbed and its quite ironic that people are in a quest for numbers as that just offers more of the same thing. You don’t want money, fame or praise. You are actually seeking feelings. Realizing this brings a step toward freedom aka pulling your head out of your rear end and taking in the state of the desert where each grain of sand represents ignorance. The good news is its just an illusion because the oasis in question that will help dwells in your chest. Thing is at the moment your Inner Sense is locked up in a cell in your head. This is the real quest, the real call to action and thus it clicks the outer is a huge theatrical event filled to the gills with deception in order to capture your attention.

There is nothing it can give because you want feelings and the first you must question the numbness before being willing to think different. The waterman, manifesting as the impulses in your head that passes labels on how to think to the Witness it placed in a cell of the Mind Made Prison is hell bent on ensuring you don’t take that trip into the oasis because that would turn the desert back into the garden and its the end for them as you are back in resonance and, once again, possess that coherence and alignment with all and everything, in and beyond this realm.

This is why I am a threat because I remind you of the things you were made to forget. This is why you will see them attempt to kill, discredit or slander me as they have done so previously with all that stand against the System and tell it how it is. Its a miracle I’ve made it to this very moment as I bet on my Self and kept on pressing. Your mind is being mined from the inside and your awareness is behind enemy lines where the best is kept as a living hostage. Kneeling at the feet of midgets, I call it, and standing up to your true length in order to demonstrate your full strength requires a level of willingness that many are simply not willing to grant themselves as they are so invested in the story which exists nowhere else but inside their heads.

Can you imagine how it feels to not want? To know with a sense of certainty and abundance within that you are absolutely perfect and present in the moment as you unwrap the gift of existence and move to the rhythm of the tune that sings within and who you truly are in this realm. Don’t you want to experience higher states of consciousness via the embodiment of radiant health as you help liberate your ancestors which are still alive at this very moment and actively communicating as all is interconnected. Actually thats a bit advanced for someone who hasn’t yet stepped below the neck because everything talks once you can hear the Psylense so lets start with a question I’d like you to ask your Self:

“If you had twenty four hours to live, what would you do?”

Grab a pad, push the pen and write down those answers and realize that you and everyone you know will one day meet death. Life is not endless in the flesh but we act like it is and thus put off what is important in exchange for what is frivolous. I asked my Self this earlier today and the answer that came back was this:

“I’d connect to the net, start streaming my consciousness and lay out all I think, know or imagine that I feel will help benefit and create a lasting change within with the intent to build a better world for the children as I teach those suffering how to deal with the root of their problem in a way that is as powerful as it effective. Get free or thrive trying”.

That is my only wish. That which sits at number one on my list and everything else pales in significance because there is nothing this world can give me but what I can gift is priceless.

Till we meet again

Do Not Follow Me

Do not follow me. I am just a signpost. Reach your own Self realization so you too can offer your flame of illumination along the way for those also seeking the way back home. At the end of the day why would you consent to an authority on you that is outside of your Self? Doesn’t the fact that this is not only accepted but expected reek of the collective psychosis we inherited upon stepping into this realm? Wilder still is one who points out the inmates have taken over the asylum is seen as unhinged. What a world!

Ask your Self:

Is your internal operating system working as intended? Is it delivering the results you wish? Are you in good health? High spirits? Relating well? Open to the experiences you’re seeking as well as countless other things I’ll let you define in private. If not then why not upgrade your paradigm? Change your thought and, by definition, life too will shift. Once you grok this it becomes exceedingly obvious that the Game is mental. The irony, its palpable.

Anyway, this is just a brief missive as I get back to cheffing because whilst my fingers have done the talking via text its time to add some audio visuals to the mix so please adjust your thirdeyevision as I intend to interrupt your regularly scheduled programming with a little something something. Tune in threemorrow, same time, same station!

I challenge you to challenge yourself.

Till we meet again