A Pill That Makes You Happy With Who You Are

Scientists say they’re on the verge of a new discovery that could hail a new golden age for man, women and anything else you can imagine:

A pill that makes you happy with who you are.

Now, obviously, animals wouldn’t need this but for the vast majority of the human populace this would be like a godsend wrapped by Buddha and hand delivered by Jesus whilst Krishna smiles in the distance as many Souls rise the next AM to find their number one underlying stress had totally melted and vanished. Can you imagine what comes next?

Plastic surgeons would be jumping off their windowsills and decorating the pavement with their internal organs, big business moguls would be depressed as no one needs to buy their pills and potions to feel worth it and pretty much every single thing in this realm would never, ever be the same again. Can you imagine?

This thought experiment, my friend, shows you how its your mind that houses the problems and its ignorance of this truth (that they keep well hid) that powers the psychosocial treadmill that encompasses this realm and its denizens. Its an old pimps trick where they damage the merchandise via a traumatic imprint and then let em sweat for a bit before swooping in with a solution that is designed to make her forget that he’s the architect of the whole thing and its done purely for his benefit via her sweat, angst and friction. In the bricks its known as a protection racket and it follows the same blueprint. Quiet as kept but it also lays the blueprint for various spiritual endeavors in this realm hence why profit and prophet are homonyms… Lets continue the experiment:

Some wise guy in tech comes up with a process that takes you an AR tour of how it would feel once you’d munched your one and only pill of Immacontentin after doing the Knowledge. You strap the goggles to your head and the current version of you is reflected back from the mirror which often didn’t make you grin with its image. This time, however, things are different as the voice in your head starts stretching its legs as you run your hand over your abdomen and think:

Isn’t it amazing what this flesh does for me and how it works so well without any effort needed? Truth be told I haven’t really paid it the best interest in terms of maintenance and feeding but that changes today because I feel so comfortable in my skin and I wish to repay the favor to this carbon based vessel that hosts my sentience in this immense Game we’re playing by inserting our Souls as credits”.

The perspective shifts and we’re six months, distant. The life looks like sort of your own but way different. You’re skiing. The sights you see and the feeling of speed raises a thrill from the first person perspective but nowhere near as what comes next as you arrive at the valley after gliding down the peak and are greeted by… What did you see? Yes, you. The one reading. It is, after all, a choose your own adventure in the flesh. Lets get back to the AR spectacle as you fill in the details because this is something you always wanted to do or learn but never found the time which is why you’d constantly put it off and now, here is the other version of you living the lyrics you previously only dreamt in your head…

Its a year and change to the signals beaming into your brain. You are getting out of bed and feel amazingly refreshed as your dreams were encouraging and filled with all types of good omens and symbols of advancing. On the way to bathe you catch a glimpse of your Self and are overflowing with respect for all that goes in to make life so amazing and take a moment to offer congratulations for making such wise decisions as your life has been rearranged. See, whilst skiing, you met a man who used to work in publishing (false) self help books and when this biz went tits up, due to the pill, he didn’t care one bit as he was glad to see the public getting something so many had promised but never delivered. “Finally!” he says after his life changing event and packs a suitcase to hit the hills where the snow drifts and its over a couple of drinks, on the piste, that got you two talking. He had a way that was carefree and very interesting that mingled well with your new confidence that spilled over into the conversation as you shared a tale you’d imagined since a kid that would make a great topic for a text:

“So, humans currently think they’re top of the food chain but there are aliens in their midst and, get this, they look just like them! How’s that for a kicker? Now, this crew is a version of them that left at the apex to examine space and such things but, along the way, they lost their sense of feeling and empathy as they made huge strides in tech so something had to give. Eventually they realize there is a problem and head back to Earth only to find man totally devolved and in a mess because of too much emotion, unchecked, that led themselves to bomb back to the Stone Age over petty things where they’re little more than upright apes who forget their ancestors left on a trip by using the moon as a launch strip which is why its littered with objects and stuff from the true golden age of man and how this links with why one face remains totally hidden to those ignorant of the deeper hint that, literally, goes over their heads with the implications of this celestial message.

The returners are disgusted by what they met and make a deal:

No wine, no women. We’ll stick to ourselves, harvest what we need from the plebs and splice it into our genome and then we’ll leave this place to those dirty little apes, capiche?”. Everyone nods their heads in agreement as things are done by a council as they’re all interlinked and, to us, this would seem telepathy and not an implanted earpiece. Two brothers are in charge. One, the elder, is hardest of heart and feared by the rest as he takes no mess. Even though they may no longer feel feelings, in that sense, they do get a thrill out of special types of cruelness which activates the remnant vestiges of the circuit they nearly extinguished as it tickles their last remaining pleasure center, within. The younger is more laissez-faire but can still get wicked, should he wish. He’s generally more mellow and likes to bend the occasional rule or ten to see what he can get away with. The fact that he’s royal blood and a creative whizz with tech means he’s afforded a freedom the rest can’t imagine as their entire rank and file lives are quite restricted based on genetic inheritance as you’ll have the same station your parents did – after approved reproduction – as you slot into the complex they’ve termed the System. Genes are a huge thing and in the quest for efficiency they bred the electromagnetic resonance of the chest right out of them and it got them in this mess that saw them returning to a depleted, bombed out shell of a planet they left, back when, in order to harvest specimens to fix the problem. Things, as usual, don’t go that way…

The younger, right away, sets out bending the rules and creates mind altering blends of plants and vegetables by twisting various variables within with his genetic recombination tech that edits the flora and fauna of the planet via splicing in celestial intelligence along with the chlorophyll that runs through its veins as it shifts the users neurochemicals when ingested. The folks loyal to him champion his name in quiet celebration as they sit there, getting lifted, on these inducers of visions – sans alcohol – that make doing time on this planet less boring as they miss the bloodshed of conquest that was their main occupation and will accept sedation instead. The elder flies overhead, under cover of darkness and day as well, taking in the sights of these people in his streamlined chariot disguised as a cloud to blend in.

“No doubt about it, there is a common resonance but look at them without tech. Pitiful. Little more than apes, really. Filthy. Disgusting. Simple minded beasts of burden and nowhere near our equals. Cattle”.

They have set up their own version of Eden using the terraforming skills they posses and within this walled garden they create their own state of bliss that is a far cry from what the primitives around them live. Soon the returners set about mapping the constellations, collecting specimens and cross breeding them as well as all they did on the reg with their tech and intelligence that drives them to be efficient above all else. This is quite contrasted with the natives who seem far more organic and chaotic in comparison. One day, the younger was watching some of them cavorting in the river as they bathed. He found their ways quite strange but also spotted a resemblance as he, unlike his bro, was up close and personal versus data from a distance. It was his greatest gift and, some say, his main problem as he ran on intuition – a thing they didn’t truly comprehend – which gamboled and leapt in curves that mere intellect could not imagine. It was something in his lineage and it was why the King had deigned to reproduce with a woman from below his station and this genetic promotion afforded him immense freedoms as well as clear views of the stratification and how brains aren’t everything. See, his mother had told him the tales and details that were omitted from the official record and he, secretly within, harbored a resentment for this military mindset they all adored and thus set about breaking the rules at every chance he’d get. Any time he did he always made sure he had a new, related innovation on deck in case he got caught so he could furnish them with a narrative that explained the situation by dint of his skills as one was only worth what they contributed to the collective and they had short recollections of your last hit so best keep em coming if you habitually line step.

The times he didn’t he kept the progress a secret and thus was steadily building a state within a state. A breakaway civilization. It was at this moment, mesmerized by the flesh and carefree nonchalance of the young women, undressed, that he became aware of someone staring at him. It was a kid. He could only imagine how he seemed to him with his futuristic get up of nanoskin (that shone with a blue tint) which they wore instead of clothing but the boy was curious and not scared one bit. This was something he’d noticed because whilst they may live in ways quite primitive with hunter gathering they often laughed, were frequently singing and didn’t walk but seemed to dance instead. Its like they could all hear something he was missing, a divine celestial rhythm, and the potential intrigued him as it was huge contrast with their regimented goose step and harsh tones that ejected from their lips in the rare events that communication wasn’t direct voice to head via neural stimulation of the cranium. Berry picking was done with call and response lilts as they went out searching and children giggled as they ran in between the women playing games for their own amusement. The men worked in teams as they tracked the kill and then celebrated their accomplishment in ways that reminded him of the basic underpinning of their own System but more fluid and organic. He noted they only slaughtered to eat whereas his team had been about wholesale domination and the total decimation of any planet they targeted as their sport was quite different as they soared through the cosmos in search of technological perfection and exploration. He was learning bits and pieces of their syntax via intuition and osmosis but gestured instead as its easier to comprehend:

He motioned to the kid to look at the dry sticks next to him and pantomimed rubbing them together with his hands, which he did. Soon a fire was blazing, he took that moment to vanish and watched, from a distance. The women came running as the child was shrieking and, after checking he was well, they asked him what he did that caused such enlightenment. Suddenly, a new epoch of man was dawning and a slight grin did spread across the face of an agent provocateur, par excellence, who had just found the perfect unwitting participants in his long planned rebellion…“.

The publisher, who had been leaning in, exhaled and gestured the “mind blown” image then said:

And you’ve been dreaming this up since when?“. You respond:

“Early on, in school when we first learned about cavemen and the invention of fire was the initial sketch because I was really into aliens and my parents were super religious so it all kind of blended in my imagination when I was bored in class and I’ve been working on it since. I’d find something of interest, a little tidbit here, some info there and just keep mixing. Its still a work in progress, mind you, but thats the basic trip”.

“I think its a surefire hit, truly its amazing. Did you know that most people, since the Immacontentin Involution, quit working for others and totally changed their ways of living in ways that were previously unimaginable as the global village gave way to local communal aspects in which people sustained themselves and this fostered a huge shift in the creative aspect as there were countless folks that had thoughts, visions and concepts hidden within just like you shared over drinks. The most amazing thing is that when they were freed from the day to day the piles of meaningful coincidences piled up to lead to fortuitous meetings like this thanks to so many happy accidents. Its like the old god died and someone resurrected the spirit of Bob Ross instead and placed him at the helm. Anyway, I’m fascinated to hear what comes next in this tale that you’ve dreamt. Can you spare some more details as its going to sell faster than we can print because its saturated with innocence and creative thinking which puts a new spin on old things and thats always interesting to the one reading as it tickles the hippocampus that is hungry for novel stimulus which extends its wavelength”.

“Well, I don’t want to give too many things away as the surprise is in discovering it. Plus there are plot twists as well but they, in short, get marooned on the planet and have to choose to reveal themselves and mix in or stay separate and hidden but things don’t go as intended as their front of unification is now filled with splits and sections which have their own agendas and intent plus there are rumors that some have “gone native” and find their techno superiority a huge misstep and various other things whilst some yearn to recreate man in their own image and upgrade his bits along with various black projects mixed with intrigue and suspense. Basically its what happens when two tribes go to war and the third party is ignorant or oil and water mix with a sprinkle of nitroglycerine thrown in to keep it interesting as well as commentary on the nature of power, ignorance, sex and consciousness as well as what kicks between two races that seem externally identical but one tips the scales at a three hundred and thirty three point IQ, as standard, whilst the other has EQ without end but dwell in general ignorance about the true tale of themselves, the planet and, most of all, the stranger in their midst that looks just like them but isn’t”.

“Sold! I will take all the news thats fit to print. When can you have the outline on my desk so I can get the wheels in motion and the presses roaring again?”.

Suddenly the scene fades and you find yourself, overweight, incapable of skiing, mildly depressed and wishing life was different as the long dimmed creative imperative you’d suppressed in your chest since back when starts glowing again as your imagination awakens and wonders whats truly possible. The sales representative says:

“Can we interest you in an Immacontentin pill? The cost is being willing to critically examine every single thing you previously held sacred and sacrosanct plus various concepts of your Self and all the content in your head and tales about the life you have lived. You only get one chance and its a top of the line smart drug that can tell if you fib so here, take it, its on us but remember:

Only pop it when you’re sure you’ve done the Knowledge as recommended otherwise it will never, ever work again and you’ll be the same as you are for the rest of your existence whilst the rest ascend and become their ultimate versions. Thanks for stopping by!” she adds with a winning grin as the pill is pressed into your palm and the next contestant straps in to view the option of potential that currently lies within the grip of an Adulterated awareness that was trained to see as said whilst being divorced from their true strength and what would make them content as they, instead, chase fanciful illusions and other things that barely scratch the surface when what they need to itch is hidden, deep down within.

Years later there was a minor revelation involving Immacontentin. When it had came to the market there was a massive rush to reverse engineer its make up as people wanted to know what made it tick and how it created results that were so amazing and lasting with one hit. The formula was so complex that scientists were baffled what went in and how it generated these effects with no detrimental issues or redosing needed. The elusive CEO released a statement to the press which said:

“Nothing of this Earth can unwind its blueprint for it came from a higher realm, as a gift, much like the DNA spiral. All rites reversed, no patents pending, copyleft as you will. It works in a way beyond any tech will ever comprehend and that is what makes it so effective at releasing human potential“.

Turns out it was a placebo. The pill, the AR trip and all of the rest were simply a shiny hook upon which rested the bait of gaining gnosis that spread, organically, by open discussion on the web as many Souls finally looked within to meet their real Self and it was then so many realized they had the courage to rewrite their script that the old, domination driven, edifice did crumble as the people clicked they were indeed gods that were currently playthings in the hands of an old devil that wished to keep them scared, stressed and ignorant for generations on end as he presented problems, awaited their reaction and swept in, from the wings, with solutions that simply repeated all of this and further divided them against Self as they were urged to sip from the poisoned chalice he brings via his various field agents who smile, and yet, were villains…

Till we meet again

Life Doesn’t Happen to You, It Happens Because of You

Life doesn’t happen to you, it happens because of you. If you can maintain this state of presence then truly you can handle anything. Not only this but you’ll do it with a grin as you catch those red hot coals that were thrown with bad intent as you compress them with transcendence and alchemize them to diamonds. See why I say there are no enemies, just teachers? They are all here to teach you about your Self because every single one of us are prisoners of awareness. The ironic thing is that once this clicks, that there is no “out there” without “in here” as the point of origin, then the cell becomes a vehicle for liberation as its a straight line in Tetris moment where the blockage just melts and you attain freedom.

This is wild, so wild. I really don’t know how many out there will have the nous and imperience to comprehend this but I’m sending it anyway because for those who Know this can rep an immense paradigm shift that totally rewrites their internal OS from the most fundamental. If you have lived a life filled with diabolical cruelty and untold brutality then there is a high chance that this wavelength may already be present. Granted, it may be distorted, hidden or inverted but I have found it far more common in those that have lived a life two bus stops from hell than those raised with the psychoemotional silks and linens. What do I mean by this? Simple:

If the outer satisfies your whims, provides you with comfort plus is stable and predictable then you have zero reason to draw from within. A common way this plays out is a man is born with almost nothing and turns this to almost something. He attempts to instill the same values and methods in his children. He may or may not be successful in this but you can be certain that those skills will be quite diminished in their kids as they are now quite removed from the struggle. What happens next is obvious and its why empires rise and fall, in many respects, because pressure busts pipes but also turns coals to diamonds and indolence undoes this process and its back to blue collar with a quickness.

Power is a fickle mistress and one that must be tamed from within because otherwise she will make you totally reliant on the outer realm and that is how the above happens. Lets imagine that instead you were poor, hated, beaten, degraded, abused, used and confused by the fact that your caregivers don’t seem to give a damn and are entirely absorbed with themselves so you, as a child, are forced to become a parent to their dysfunction. This may sound extreme but its really common from what I’ve seen and its why the ghetto breeds a special type of grit and creativity. Its also why it leads in coping mechanisms designed to hide this agony as mental health and how to address is not high on the list of those who need to struggle to survive as they turn one to ten in order to remain fed. Let me give you an example:

He was born with older brothers, the youngest and thus most neglected. His father was an alcoholic and his mother religious. Both of them got their fix in ways that allowed them to pretend that everything was working but, in reality, there was nothing but dysfunction that they coped with in their own ways. The father was violent and brutalized his brood, as and when, in order to vent his frustrations. The mother prayed and tried her best to make amends with whichever force she believed was meting out this punishment. Their environment was tough, poverty is something that doesn’t relent and the youngest was born into an immense pressure cooker of stress as his mother didn’t believe in contraception and his father had attempted to kill him within the womb, developing, by punching the fetus to its doom before he stepped in to this realm. “Great, another mouth to be fed. Why can’t you just take the pill? You stupid bish. Its because of you I’m in this mess”. “Jesus, please, help serve and protect the seed growing within that is heaven sent. You are my personal guardian angel. My faith is total. Please send me a miracle. I am your loyal servant”.

All of that sounds great but she engaged in this charade night and day and thus her boys ran wild and tore the streets up as they wished. Not yet career criminals but most certainly truants and delinquents. The other kids teased them, called them tramps, said they smelled and such things. They piped down real quick after many fists and boots rained a familial vengeance down upon them. We are Witnessing the genesis of a future crime syndicate.

“You didn’t really have a chance, did you?” I said as we sat in my office. “Nah, I wouldn’t say that. Thats how losers think and thats why they don’t get to where I did”. By this point he was a semi legitimate businessman who, at the age of twenty six, had carved himself a small niche in the streets but knew the best bet was to wear nice threads and funnel the profits into other operations whilst keeping his distance and using his family and friends to manage the rest. The man in question was the living epitome of life doesn’t happen to you, it happens because of you. This is his story.

“My earliest recollection was that of being molested by our local priest. I can still see the scene, its etched into my memories and I remember feeling such pure fury. I wanted to kill him for what he did. I hated the pious pretense as people kissed his rear end when I knew, full well, that he was the devil himself“.

“Why didn’t you tell anyone?”.

“You think they’d listen? Everyone around me was numb to the nth degree and the priest had brainwashed me by telling me I’d go to Hell if I told anyone of our secret. He made me swear on the Bible, all kinds of theatricality and deception before plying me with drink and doing what he did. Don’t worry though, I got him. Vengeance was always an option and he was the first one I extorted after I told my brothers what happened, once puberty kicked in, and how we would not only get revenge but make some money as well. I forced him to remortgage his house and hand over everything or I told him I’d expose him or let my brothers torture him. Either way was a win but I really hoped he’d send over the ends because I needed cash more than anything at that moment. Soon my brothers were ready to listen to anything I said. I was the brains, they were the fists. By that point they’d been in and out of jail so much that it was like going on holiday to visit friends. It didn’t take long to recruit others into our organization but we didn’t see it like this. We were just a group of mates, chilling, but always scheming on how to make some ends”.

His life had created an immense sense of disconnection and yet loads of tenderness but only towards non human things. A staunch vegetarian before it was the in thing as he adored animals and they felt the same toward him. He also sent his team on plenty of errands for free so if someones boyfriend was acting up they’d lay down a beating until he learned to behave himself. He was always the quickest, the slickest and used moves that were efficient. Its why he’d got the position he was in without a criminal record, no known associations or ever seeing the inside of a cell.

“That was my Ace in the hole. Its why they never saw me coming because it was an in house thing. Think about it, my parents didn’t care. My brothers didn’t want anyone knowing that they were taking orders from a kid and I had no wish to let anyone know what was happening so meetings were private and cards were always dealt then kept close to my chest. As far as the filth were concerned we were a hydra. Many heads, one intent. Doesn’t matter who they get as long as the rest have freedom because its business as usual. Me? They said I was the one who got away, the sole good egg from a bunch of wronguns”. He sat there and grinned.

“How old were you when this happened?”.

“What, the organization and all that? Around twelve, maybe thirteen. There had been bits and pieces before where I’d chipped in and this is why my brothers listened. See, they used to go out shoplifting and sell the stuff door to door for pennies. I told them that was stupid after taking all that risk and told them to speak to the guy down the street that I knew was a fence. “Tell him we’ll nick anything he wants for thirty five percent of retail”. He sells it for fifty, makes a nice drink and whoever buys its gets a bargain. Far less hassle and exposure that way and we all win”.

This had became the hallmark of his organization and how he made more with less than compared to the rest who were still scrambling.

“Soon we recruited more people into our operation and business was booming. We were like a street concierge service and the fence protected his investment in us as he had his own friends so we knew we could make things happen as I was always learning”.

“Like what?” I said.

“Well, one of the guys had a market stall and from here he used to vend a lot of what we’d nicked. I went and scoped out the entire operation from a distance, saw how he handled and the money he was making and decided we should do the same thing. No point treading on his toes and making enemies so we set up our pitch somewhere else. Now our margins were even bigger and, better yet, we had a legit business. I started buying up end of line clearance stock, short code and factory defects and it was my name that signed the cheques. Cheques” he repeated with a wistful grin.

“You know what the best scheme we ever came up with was? Washing cheques. It was a sheer stroke of genius. My brother, the tit, had wrapped my new car after taking it out for a spin. I told him he couldn’t handle it and I’d teach him how to drive it but he didn’t listen and smashed up the front end. To say I was pissed was an understatement but no point crying over spilt milk. That isn’t gonna get the dents out of the metal now, is it? Total waste of effort. I said it had got nicked and waited for the insurance claim to come in. Around about the same time we were moving fake dollar bills that were as convincing as the real thing. Our kid knew a guy who had a friend that was the connect and what he’d done was wash the ink off ones and reprint them as fifties and hundreds instead. Stupid Yanks, why the hell would you make all the bills the same size and think no one would do this? We’ve all seen those moody fakes before but these were totally indistinguishable from the real thing because the paper felt correct and the print was totally crisp. Anyway, twenty grand cheque comes in from the insurance for my whip and it got me thinking. “What if we can do the same with this?”. After all the concept was identical but the scope for profit was immense. The company accounts had to have loads of cash in so how could they really tell who was getting what and when?

I asked my brother to set a meeting with the connect and told the kid we knew he’d get a good drink if he zipped his lip and told no one else. His eyes were as big as saucers when he heard the script because it was like a license to steal and then have it delivered. The guy was impressed and said he’d give it a spin. Within a few the cheque came back printed with forty grand instead. We put it in a burner and waited to see what would happen. Would you believe it, it cleared. I called the insurance and told them I hadn’t received my payment, they sent out another and I bought a new vehicle. From then on it was raining money. Raining. We were not only making more than we could print but also seemed totally legit on the front end.

See, the banks are criminals. They are all as crooked as you can get. They know what the deal is but they don’t care a bit as its all profit. Money for nothing and the cheques for free”. He laughed, uproariously. At an age when most are thinking of getting their tip wet and nothing else this man was making plays with international crime syndicates but the end game was always to be legit. “Street fame is a fools version of a success” he said. “The real high rollers don’t stand out, they don’t flex but they also don’t bend either and will send a hit squad to handle their problems. Thats the kind of power I wanted and I knew I’d get it. Why wouldn’t I? I had loads of people that depended on us to remain clothed and fed. All of them had criminal records and they were all loyal to my brother who they thought was the brains and brawn of the gig so they were happy to do a bid if someone needed to get pinched as they knew they’d be looked after on the other end. The aim was to keep this standing army on deck but also train them in something gainful, thats how we got into security and workmen as that was just another way to rinse more profits via the fronts of business as we expanded operations”.

“How are your parents?”.

“I don’t really know. The first thing I did was retire them and send them somewhere else. One of my brothers is close to them but I don’t really feel a thing, good or bad, about them”.

“Neutrality is a hard thing to achieve. Its also the key to become free, how did you find it?”.

“Well, its funny you mention this because thats actually how we met. One the drivers was yapping about this guy who says all kinds of crazy things, knows everyone round the ends and thinks we’re all inside a huge video game. Sounded a bit mental really, but definitely interesting. Turns out my brothers knew you anyway and the rest went how it did after our introduction”.

“How come you’re so honest and open when talking about this?”.

“Hmm, interesting question. I guess its because after a life of hiding from the light and pulling various strings its nice to finally be my Self and kick it with someone who gets it. That whole hot coals and diamonds thing is brilliant and I’d never met anyone else who thinks like this. Its obvious you must have your own shadows to reach this conclusion but you don’t have to talk about. At least, if you did then hand me back my cheque for this session” he added, with a grin.

“What do you think the point of all this is?” I asked, gesturing my hand in a circle.

“Beats me. It really doesn’t make any sense, does it? All I know is if you’re legit you get nothing but shafted and basic criminals gain naught but early deaths or long sentences. In the middle you can be hidden and the money just keeps rolling in. Funny thing is that is what every so called legitimate business man does because they’re all crooked. After all, we may have washed dollar bills but what about those who print them out of nothing in the first place then sell them to the rest? Thats a global extortion racket and none truly suspect the grip this poisonous currency has on them as they spend their whole life trying to get it. Same with religion, the biggest scam there is as that crook has a collection plate for the poor, week in, week out, but never puts a penny in himself and just milks those who are already broke so he can keep spreading that BS by putting fairy tales in their heads“.

Nobody is coming to save you, you’ve got to handle that your Self“.

“Exactly, you get it”.

What do you think happens when you die?“.

“Who knows? I guess we’ll find out when we get there. Worrying about that is like stressing if the sun will rise. If it doesn’t, you’ll know about it so why waste any time and effort? What do you think? Wait, let me guess, “Game over, insert credit“, yes?”.

I laughed at his perceptiveness as I’d mentioned the same thing in an earlier conversation. “Yep, pretty much. They slam your Soul back in for another spin of this Game in the flesh and keep pimping your energetics. The same extortion you think on one level is actually happening on another as well and thus this world is not the cause but a symptom of interference via a higher aspect that pretends to be good but is actually quite wicked”.

Like that filthy nonce of a priest“.

“Exactly, exactly”.

“And yet if it wasn’t for him we wouldn’t be speaking on this topic and I really doubt I’d be rich, totally legit and well respected. I don’t view it as abuse. I looked at it as initiation. Life testing my mettle. Sure it put me off sex and made me withdraw into myself for a bit but what I found within was something so powerful that I just followed its guidance and its kept me good to this moment. Why sweat it? Trust the process. When the worst thing that can ever happened already did and you survived it then all you can do is win. At least, thats how I think”.

“That is a very interesting way of living. I can tell that you mean it and its not just something said for effect. How did you come up with that level of detachment?”.

“Probably during all of the beatings my old man handed out. He hated me with a vengeance, way more than the rest. They were all petrified of him as he’d done the same to them but with me it was different as it felt so personal. There were times when I could see a demon taking over him. His eyes and whole face shifted as he was obviously enjoying it. I noticed that more than the pain. It was quite fascinating like it was him but not, all at the same moment”.

Spiritual wickedness, highly placed“.

“Indeed, indeed. You’ve really got me thinking about this because I’d never thought that all that was wrong in this realm would actually have a spiritual origin that manifests its presence via the people plugged in. Have you seen that new movie yet? The Matrix. It says the same thing, if you haven’t you should check it as it your video game theory but told a different tint”.

I told him I had seen it and how the trick of the scheme is reveal the truth via fiction so that nascent scratch gets itched via entertrainment then the seed of truth doesn’t develop into a solid question inside the heads of those who don’t have an inkling that the splinter of the mind they’re feeling is actually true and accurate because none of this is what they suspect. He nodded his head. The signal was decoded loud and clear because whilst he’d never drawn these conclusions upon watching the reels spin at our local multiplex he had the type of intellect that could grasp wisdom when it was handed to him. In many ways that was what made him this way because his life was akin to being handed some scraps from the garbage and concocting a cordon bleu meal from it. If you showed someone the end they’d willing accept it but if you told them how it begins they’d run for the hills and choose another incarnation.

This is why I say that 81% of the realm are Slaves, 11% Slave/Masters and only 8% are Warriors who are capable of decoding this wavelength. On the day to day that means if you speak to ten people over 8 are so plugged in that they fight to stay connected to the illusion they’re invested in. More than one know the deal but feign ignorance as they work from the shadows as proxy agents instead and thus generate immense profits from exploiting the rest and less than one will get it as they may never have previously pondered it but their intuition kicks in and they genuinely consider the concept and how it implanes their existence.

This guys life was the perfect example of life doesn’t happen to you, it happens because of you because what was shared was only a tiny fragment of the things he’d dealt with but what impressed me most during our conversations was he’d already intuited and applied the blueprint of the Path of Power and that comes from the shift that happens when you intuit there is nothing but within and the outer is just a projection filled with raw elements that you can then apply as you wish. Granted, his view was not as metaphysical nor had he ever verbalized it to reflect because he simply gave orders and the others followed to generate immense profits as he quietly observed the angles and played the hand he was dealt, in the moment, with the intent to win by betting on himself. Add on top of this an almost total lack of ego or false self because, as he said, “I couldn’t afford to lie to myself. It was a matter of survival. I needed that quiet place within that nobody else could ever access” and you’ll see what I mean.

It doesn’t have to be as dramatic as this in your example but, time and again, I’ve seen so many of these common threads in those who stepped into the Game with less. Granted there are many, many more who won’t even get a sniff of success and while away their existence neck deep in coping mechs like alcohol and drug addiction as well as countless lives wasted in prison and people filled the brim with immense talent that they barely developed but it was reassuring to kick it with one on the same wavelength with no pretense or faking. The man is dead now so I can share his legend even though many who knew him well will still never click the truth of the tale presented as he played his cards so close to his chest that they were hidden within his heart that was steadily beating to a greater resonance as its transmuted his suffering thanks to his lack of investment in events that presented to his awareness. Take what works, leave the rest. If you can rise from the fire of suffering you’ll be reborn as a phoenix, immortal, because its all a question of perspective and energetics as its not the hand you’re dealt but how you play it. If not then you will daily cremate your potential (aka urning a living) as you feel less and less whilst drowning in coping mechs as you live the life unexamined.

The Game of Souls has you, my friend. Without you it doesn’t exist ergo there are no problems within, only solutions. Dare you face them and see your life as it is without the varnish and distance that copium instills or are you content to dwell instead on the outskirts of your mind, Adulterated, as you moan and complain about a series of little things that are almost always entirely inconsequential and actually just elaborate distractions from seeing the truth in this:

You are on Earth serving a life sentence. Everything that happens, smiles or cries, is designed to make you invest in the fable as that makes it more tangible and thus you end up as a piece moved around this con of a chess set in hyperspace as two forces battle and you remain entirely ignorant of whats truly happening as you believe the world that was pulled over your eyelids as you’ve never glimpsed within, connected with your true resonance or dared asked the questions you’ve been told are off limits and not for critical examination. That is why I said that 81% of the planet are Slaves, from the womb to the tomb and probably beyond this as well because the con has many levels. Stop and ponder for a moment:

If a piece of paper is printed with a one and another says fifty at whose decree does the value become real? Why do you believe this? Its obviously your power, your awareness, your belief system that is being invested, yes? If an enterprising gent dips and removes the ink is the true worth revealed or does this simply mean the key is within your imagination and if you don’t comprehend this it becomes a dangerous enemy instead of a loyal friend. Its a Game of three halves. Said it before and will again because once you’ve done the Knowledge the rest becomes Self evident. Ignorance is not bliss but it can sell you a decent approximation until life presents the bill for your false resonance and you then run after more of the same tricks, that are equally fanciful pseudo solutions, designed to mask the symptoms but never actually address the root cause of the problem:

The Adulteration of your Inner Sense. Life doesn’t happen to you, it happens because of you just like its not the words but how they’re arranged that changes the meaning. You already have all of the components you’re seeking. The problem is your strength is hidden behind your greatest dread and the rest of your life is built upon the delusion of this infusion that instills its own type of psychosocial camera trick that begets the (false) self which needs constant investment. People truly perish for a lack of Knowledge whilst those that dare look within (or have no other option in their script of incarnation) take those hot coals and compress them to diamonds as they find a sense of illumination and wealth that never ends due to dwelling in the abundance of resonance. Can you hear the Psylense?

Till we meet again

Nostalgia – The Past Ain’t What It Used to Be

Nintendo, more than any other corporate behemoth, knows that deep down within everyone wants to be a kid again. A harking back to simpler times when life seemed less complicated and one had boundless options and endless optimism. They, very stealthily, link to the past via the present as a way of escapism which leads to the future you could have dripping through your fingers as you were too busy looking backwards with a rose tint to grip the gifts life gives in the only moment that truly exists…

Now, the reason why I started off with this example with N is because they’ve recently enforced their rep as the Wu Tang Clan of gaming (as in not to be F’d with because they’ll bring it to your whole damn fam with their five fingers of death for messing with what they rep) and thus revealed the iron fist within the silky soft image they present. Nostalgia is just like this because the tint is seductive but what its hiding isn’t and that, my friend, is why coping mechs are such big biz. Truth is one of those things that people like in theory but almost everyone is allergic to in practice. Why? Because it doesn’t vibe with the lies they’ve been telling themselves for generations and it highlights the schism within they’d rather not acknowledge.

From a position of ignorance its really quite simple as you have the whole:

“I don’t like thing!” yell to which an angel responds with a swift “OK” and you keep it moving. Whilst looking backwards. That last point is important as its usually hidden in the small print that most never bother checking. Actually, to me its amazing how many people are totally ignorant into what goes into the making of them (ie the (false) self) and how whats at the helm isn’t them but a slick counterfeit designed to pimp their destiny in exchange for an existence that consists of pre-programmed steps along a treadmill which is entirely predictable but too comfortable to reject because everyone is doing it. Like metronomes in sync going against the grain usually springs from one marching to the beat of a different drummer from another realm. Did you know that famous scene in the Simpsons where Skinners comments on the effectiveness of uniforms was chopped from the re-runs?

If someone were editing your memories and recollections – how could you tell? Here we have something external we can point at as a reference for someone kept a clip but what of your inner realms were such things aren’t possible? What then? When was the last time you reality tested your concepts and seen if they’re as water tight as they said as objects in the mirror may be smaller than expected, upon reflection…

Imagine a kink in a hosepipe that prevents the flow of what spins within. That, in a nutshell, is the traumatic imprint as well as the mechanism of action for nostalgia. At moments of stress you’ll shrink back down to this moment and react with the same responses. Thats the other side of the itch that many don’t question but if you’ve ever seen someone flip their lid and visibly age regress in terms of mannerisms, actions and statements then come back to themselves and be in total denial of what happened you’ve probably just had a straight line in Tetris moment reading this because the process is akin to attempting to explain a dream to someone else. Thats the nature of the (false) self as it trim, trim, trims the excess like a psychological circumcision then looks back at the pic and says:

“There, just as nature intended!” and feels proud of itself in the process.

One of the common things I do is have people stick a roll of paper to the wall and mark a long line on it. At one end we have birth, the next is year 10. In between they drop in events they recall, whether they see them from a first person lens or third party perspect as well as details like if its their recollection or a memory rebuilt on what someone else said. Most are perplexed to find their entire formative decade is actually an edited sizzle real of about eighteen months, at best. Where’s the rest? On the trimming floor of the subconscious which is packed to the gills will all kinds of things that only the shadow can keep hidden. Nostalgia exploits this process, real well, whereas the Warrior does the flip and stalks his ignorance to seek whats missing and then sets about on a rescue mission the results of which can be quite illuminating, harrowing and or downright world changing as its amazing what you can remember to forget when the inside of your head is actually being held captive by a process you don’t comprehend. Nostalgia is actually a tacit admittance that they don’t like their life as it is but how many people hear this silent cry for help without running around like a dog whistle just sang at full belt?

If attachment is the root of all suffering then this looking back with a grin that you didn’t feel as it happened is a huge hint that its time to reality test. I mean, ever found yourself bopping along to a track that was in the charts during your teens to which you paid no attention, really, as you liked other things but it was blasted everywhere and soaked into the publics consciousness? Thats anchoring and, as the name suggests, it tends to keep a bundle of energetics stuck at a point which prevents proper forward motion as, in the end, now is all that presents and its from this amazing golden circle one can do some pretty cool things. Like become multi-dimensional.

Anyone who starts a convo with “Remember when?” is actually saying “My life peaked, back then, and I need your help to redig an old reality tunnel that time filled in”. If you ask them:

“Lets trace back the steps that made your life like this instead” they’ll usually grimace as that means coming face to face with the present, hence the coping mech. The other flip are those who believe that heaven/the perfect partner/a lottery win or something else will give them all they crave but dare not acknowledge as that means they may have to do something about it. Its like the fat chick who wishes she was thin but won’t stop inhaling cakes as she says things like:

“Its my metabolism” along with other ways of blame shifting. Now, before you get up in arms and mash your keyboard with chunky digits that give autocorrect an aneurysm note that I’m not saying there aren’t medical conditions and such things but, often, I’ve noticed that hosepipe kink from back when is whats at the root of their problem as they stuff their face in order not to yell about an old injustice still felt by the child within as that rage, bought to the surface, would upset the apple cart of the (false) self and story in their head that their whole family buys in. I’m sure you can guess the details, yes?

Nostalgia – The past ain’t what it used to be. It can be equated to a steaming pile of excrement but, when used well, the roses come up smelling perfect as there are huge bundles of energetics within that manifest as what I termed the Pane Body as we see through it and accept its limits. This is why I’ve said the greatest tool of the oppressor is the mind of the oppressed because most dare not examine the life they’ve lived to come to this moment and all the crap inside their head. If you are one, reading, the question I have is this:

If your internal OS was bug free, pitch perfect and worked as intended your life would reflect this.

Well, does it? Thats what I mean about reality testing and why its so vital as once you start pulling at one lose thread the entire house of cards can cave in and, for some, a break with reality kicks while others get buckwild (then regret) and only a few Know the Ledge and comprehend with a sense of disconnection that they are the story or character they inhibit but something far more powerful. A state I call the Witness.

I want you to imagine that money is no object. You can live anywhere you wish on the planet and fill your days in with things of your choosing. What did you pick?

Did you notice there was an aspect of you that was looking at what can only be termed a Rolodex of images that were flicking by your awareness as suggestions, barebones, upon which you placed the thread of energetics? That is your Witness looking at your subconscious. Its also the same state that rests in your head in the Mind Made Prison and is forcefed suggestions in lieu of imperience by the Opponent. One trick, quite old, works really well and has billions in its grip as evidence. Do the Knowledge, my friend, whilst its still an option…

Learn to spot that state which is quiet, clear and present that manifests all of the rest (hence Psylense) and you’ll bump into it dreams, as you brush your teeth, whilst having sex, drunk on wobbly legs and even reading this text as it is who you are, in essence, and thus are timeless, eternal and everywhen which is why one can imagine what it would be like to be having a conversation on the moon and you’ll be there in an instant. That itself is a hint that the Game takes place inside your awareness which is so hugely powerful that its why schools main mission was to divorce you from it and encourage linear Thunking instead. But, thats another topic.

I once heard a commentator on pugilistic excellence say that the challengers options were limited and getting worse as he was outstripped and boxed by a far greater skill and that stuck in my head as it describes life so well for many people. Its amazing how these ninety minute empathy machines which are akin to pornography for the emotions contain so many gems, isn’t it? The simple fact about “reality” at the moment is that truth is fiction and the flip as well. If you can digest this bitter pill you may just ReelEyez the sweetness within that tastes like liberation and smells far better than Prousts madeleine.

Most people died at twenty six. Everything since has been a retread. A variation on a theme that is safely predictable. Not many have left their zone of discomfort in search of other things and, in many ways, a midlife crisis has its roots in the childhood that you lived because life is a fractal and therein lies an immense secret because if you change the rules on what controls you the flip often manifests. How radical are you willing to get? When was the last time you challenged your assumptions? Debated the opposite of what you’re invested in? Tried to say nice, genuine things about someone you detest? There are countless challenges like this I’ve handed out and most failed the test. Those that refused to give in and persisted often said:

“I don’t know how to describe it. Its like something shifted or snapped? Same difference I guess. I tried it on my ex who I always used to say was a vindictive bish that spent my ends on drugs and drink instead of looking after the kids plus how the court left me rinsed and the rest. That was what I challenged and, let me tell ya, it was nigh on impossible to come up with a single thing and that made it click how dim my imagination is and the whole “kink in the hosepipe” thing. Well, after a bit, it started flowing and then I drew other links, filled in some missing mems on the wallchart we need to address and, before I knew it, the sun was rising and I hadn’t been to bed yet but felt more vital than I had for as long as I can recollect.

Next time I went to collect the kids she was totally deferent, had them ready to go and fully dressed with no jibe or sly dig. It was like I was talking to a whole different person. What the hell just happened?”.

Words of one who just clicked that there are no strangers in this realm and that we simply interact with figments of our imagination. See, in this script, the reason they got divorced was because the man was an inveterate alcoholic but that aspect had been toned down in his recollection and thus what wasn’t accepted in Self was projected onto the next who was more than happy to acquiesce by acting as expected and presenting a taste of medicine. I know, it sounds crazy but until you try it who can tell?

The reason we feel nostalgic is because we secretly yearn for a life, different. The good news is you can have it but it involves time traveling as – like meteorites – we fragment as we progress in this realm hence recapitulation is essential.

Most people don’t like to admit they’re the chief architect of their life and its problems. They’ll blame him, her or them and not realize that there are three fingers pointing back at the only constant. Make better choices, my friend. Increase your resolution. Do the Knowledge. Look for Patterns in which the same blank presents with you manifesting the missing link and trace that back to see what the Rolodex below the neck says. Feel the feeling. Maybe scream and yell a bit. Consider drawing or painting it. Name it, give it a texture, a space, a presence. Ask it to hop onto a hand, right or left, then look at it with closed lids and imagine a conversation. Let it say its bit. You may be surprised by what comes next as it will prove that imagination, bar none, is the most powerful force in this dimension as logic may get you from A to Z but pre-ten-d can transcend the entire realm, as well as those that surround it, in an instant.

Can you hear the Psylense? If not, you will. Of that I’m certain.

Powerless people have habits that yell this. From the high power exec that comes home each night and gets lifted playing a loop of a failed relationship in his head and how his life could’ve been perfect if he’d just bought the ring before waking up with a sore head, shaking it off and doing it all again whilst, in the process, not exploring new options or what made this timeline manifest. Thats the old kink in the hosepipe, yet again! When reframed I asked him:

What did you actually gain in between now and then? Stop and ponder this at depth. Whip up a list rather than drinking. Feel the feelings instead of thinking about them with rose tinted retreads before stumbling to bed with head, spinning”.

He came back with a text, written in angry red, and underlined to drive the point home which said:

Appreciate what you’ve got instead of finding flaws in it“.

There was the answer, and yet, he still didn’t comprehend the message. Do you think he ever cherished his life, status, position, health and the rest? See, you can lead a Slave to freedom but that doesn’t mean he’ll grip the reigns of higher consciousness and awaken the Warrior within because most people are simply too rigid and stuck on stupid to implement a solution when it presents as they want to be correct for the alternative often means unravelling decades of erroneous investment in things that are, often, patently ridiculous. That and it attests to the fact that most folks inner realms are totally fragmented hence they can’t apply wide spectrum wisdom as their brain won’t let them but thats a deeper topic.

In many ways one must be willing to go on a heroes quest, slay the demon of past events then rescue the child within and bring them to the present moment in order to co-create the future of which you’re truly capable. Obviously this is a monumental task that is life changing in its scope and application. But, ain’t nobody got time for that mess. Unless you’re one of the 8%. As I said:

Truth is one of those things that people like in theory but almost everyone is allergic to in practice. And yet its the only thing that can set you free even if its teething pains are akin to a crocodiles fangs bursting through the tender flesh of ignorance that you covered with a chunky callous of coping mechs that were never truly examined. What comes next is quite interesting as the metaphor has hidden within references to the R-Complex, Limbic System and thus Pre-Frontal Cortex as well that begets brand new ways of thinking (wahoo!) and commensurate increases in resolution which can only be described as true liberation for one steps off the treadmill and learns how to walk instead and suddenly you notice the carrot tied around your head and arm whipping your rear end were delusions of your own creation and this leads to more questions as you can’t help but wondering why most are so well adjusted to lives they detest so who built the treadmill? What on (or off) Earth are they actually powering via the harvesting of consciousness? Who created a System so slick that it takes people born free on a beach of Inner Sense and teaches them to live and die in a cave of ignorance with shadows flitting on the wall to present a narrative they believe in till they’re dead at which point their Witness will be dressed in new skin only to do it all again?

Like I said, this is an immense topic so lets cap it at three thousand words of inspiration that captured a tiny, tiny slice from a stream of images that we’ll garnish with my favorite:

The Game of Souls has you, my friend.

Till we meet again

Man Is a Machine of Desire Creation

If you break it down to its basics, man is a machine of desire creation. Chief amongst them is the drive to stay alive. In that sense you could pretend that the flesh we’re wearing is akin to a vehicle that borrows the sentience of the pilot to steer its motion. Yes, imagine a car without one at the wheel, it goes in no direction. Sure, you can invent tech that approximates the effect but if it became machines driving machines then who would yell “Whee!” as it did its thing.

See what I mean about these appetites? We are, quite literally, the belly and the beast until we rise above the most basic whims that are predicated on survival and enjoyment.

Really ponder what I’ve just said. Consider how we live in times of blatant excess in which out of season food from the four corners of the planet languishes in your fridge before being dumped in the bin as you sit and scroll the worlds collected experience at your fingertips whilst your screen beams in more entertainment than you can handle. In many ways we are drunk on excess and that is often the path to self destruction. When was the last time you felt the twitch of an empty stomach? How long since you’ve been without human connection? I’ve said before that excellence happens in isolation and there is a reason for this, dig:

We are, first and foremost, beings of resonance. If you take a room full of clocks with pendulums and start them swinging they will all, eventually, fall into sync. This is something the iron fist of corporate entertainment knows well hence they all sing from same hymns whilst vying for position as they need your attention to live. Just like the sentient cars previously mentioned or a tree falling in the woods with no one to listen. Science calls this the Observer Effect but, like most things, they don’t link the pieces on purpose or take the next. A famous demoniacal author once said that man floats in an abyss of ignorance in which all of the sciences sprint in their own direction with no correlation. One day someone will stitch together the whole into a coherent narrative and when this happens the collective will run shrieking into the comfort of not knowing as a new dark age descends before they do it all again.

There are things I wonder, in private, about the weight that must press upon the shoulders of one on such a quest. Would the rest hate him? Could they even relate to him and the unending need to Know by asking the questions most don’t give an F about answering. I mean, why would they? When the fat of the land is obese and the scripted conflicts are distant who really cares about the grand scheme of things? I remember an old text that may have been ascribed to the gods who once walked among men and it went a little something like this:

“They are a source of great irritation with their constant babble. Come, let us blind them by throwing a veil in their heads that barely lets them see two steps in front of them”.

Doesn’t that seem exceedingly accurate? There are things I haven’t said, yet, that could be interpreted as more than blasphemous but only to those who are seeing through a lens that augments their vision and thus are totally convinced by what they invest in. Let me give you an example:

A child is born and a new synthetic tech is implanted into their iris which brings them an extension of the web that is neurally activated. Everyone has this. The Innernet, as they call it, is all the rage as Seven G does its thing and brings a little slice of heaven to those living in this realm. One day a boy questions what it would be like to live without it. He realizes that even when he closes his eyes, in silence, he is not alone as he’s constantly plugged in. He decides to set off on a quest after researching, at depth, the ins and outs of the tech. Eventually he finds a cave, in a place that is desolate, that drops him off the web. He descends, taking with him what he needs for sustenance in his quest for isolation. Do you know what happens next?

See, it matters not if were are dealing with augments, cavemen or standard issue modern humans as the basic elements remain identical. Its simply a matter of training – or resonance – and this is why its illegal to not send your kids to school as they need to be synced up on how to swim with the mainstream current aka the System. By very act of this its presence becomes invisible and those who mention it are seen as insane or having flipped their lids. Imagine, for a moment, that the Techno Sapiens in question have low level suggestions woven into their awareness which, like Demolition Man, creates a type of conditioning in which violence is abhorrent and all types of physical connection is limited. I know, back in Ninety Three it certainly seemed strange and amusing but now it seems pretty inevitable in that sense. At least the seashells would have prevented the Great Toilet Paper Drought of Twenty Twen, yes? Hindsight is a bish but foresight can be a cruel mistress. Especially when the tribe don’t comprehend your vision.

The boy who sought his Self sits alone, silent. The cave that he is in is cool and dark. From the modern world he disconnects. The augmented tech in his head, like the car mentioned, can no longer do a thing as its little else beyond a dumb terminal without the central processing connection pumping in the script. He closes his eyes and turns within. Time becomes irrelevant. Space ceases to exist. A series of geometric patterns and visions explode in his head. He quietly grins at the familiar newness that the iris implanted tech attempted to mimic as his third eye comes online. In many ways him and the caveman have more in common than they and Techno Sapiens as, even then, there were those of a philosophical bent that craved the Knowledge. The surface level explanations of how they came to be wearing flesh on a planet and the desires it brings was something they scoffed at in order to peer beyond the veil in their search for gnosis. This was the true holy grail, the alchemists tradition and then as now it was a profound secret for so few can comprehend the shadows depth in the quest for illumination.

Virtual vistas unfold, in private, that feel so real and authentic that he starts to question the world that he left before the answers sink in. Without lips he grins as he starts to recollect who he was before the flesh. He sees how the world was built, what slipped, who left and how those trapped within exist on a feedback loop of ignorance that shuffles the same components and processing, ad infinitum, to create the illusion so limitless that is powered, in the end, by pure consciousness. The greater the depth of his questions the less the answers he gets satisfy. Yes, the desires he sought to override in the flesh now manifest in the spirit instead and thus he increases his resolution until the inevitable consequence:

Becoming one with everything.

From his new vantage he sees with a level of supreme disconnection that, paradoxically, intermingles with everything for we truly are closer to thee than thine jugular vein. Pure consciousness, that which is akin to light rendered as silk or a cloud, in the heavens, floating that unleashes a torrent of rain in a quest for individuation that falls first into a pool then, eventually, an ocean. Those who left one resonance frolic and enjoy the next for the medium may have shifted but the message is identical. Eventually something happens and they find themselves frozen as little sentient snowmen who are scared to death of melting and thus they cling to an illusion when, in retrospect, they are simply prolonging their suffering due to the price of ignorance that is fueled by the desires unmet that keeps them pinned to the wheel of time instead.

After a while the boy becomes a man and leaves the cavern. He hearts back to the place and sees that much has changed and yet, things are still the same. Those around him can sense the difference in vibration as he seems to be rocking some vintage tech and thus can shift the resonance in a way the System can’t deflect as its far more organic as he is in but no longer of this realm but in it, nonetheless. What do you think happens next?

Whatever it is I’m sure its interesting because they say when one comprehends the true nature of their Opponent they cease being a Victim as in this binary world there are only two positions. But let he who hath done the Knowledge intuit the point in the mid around which everything spins. Much like a song which shines like stars against the backdrop of darkness he is one with the Psylense and thus transcends the noiZ that was around since before the legends were penned and man bred with silicon. Round and round, round they go. So many don’t Know. Most couldn’t care less because their appetites are calling and thus they are consumed by consumption.

Are the forces that built this realm generous and benevolent or are we simply sources of nourishment for those that lack the Prime connection which they covet in humans? Do people sell their Souls to ascend the pyramid via a type of possession which the rest do for free, in ignorance, as they believe the voice in their head is them and do as it says, without question, even if they regret its decisions and wonder what came over them before doing it all again. Why are our minds wiped from one life to the next? Is that a small favor to dim the horror of what kicks by erasing the recollections of what you did and their implications or part of scheme that intends to exploit your ignorance and profit from foolishness of one who never learned their lesson? What if something else sits at the apex and looks at us as means of sustenance hence the constant demand for burnt offerings and bloodshed? Could we be dead and in a living hell that is window dressed to seem heaven sent? Why don’t you tell me what makes sense or do you spend most of your life attempting to satisfy your whims and the desires they bring whilst being steadily brainwashed by a pulsating message that is blatantly hypnotic as you place one foot in front of the next in order to pay the bills as you run on the psychosocial treadmill in a reality that is almost entirely incredulous when examined from a higher ref as its blatantly obvious the fix is in because without the jerry rigging none of this would exist. Of course, this is kept well hid as the tenured recite a script and woe betide the academic who dares question the narrative or even suggest the holy cows of the sacred science may just be a load of BS…

The boy in the cave isn’t born yet. Even though it seems that we’ve already met. I guess some things are universal and constant when you comprehend that life, death, space and time are the greatest illusions.

The Game of Souls has you, my friend.

Till we meet again

The Power of Not Knowing

One of the very best things about coming to Earth and wearing the flesh is also the most dangerous:

The power of not knowing.

In many ways the sword is dual edged because how else can you convince gods they are mere men and then lead them to worship things outside their Self when, in reality, it all takes place inside your awareness? Thats the trick. Thats the trick, my friend, and its so elusive and subtle that one can drop into this realm for a spin and be pinned to wheel of time for multiple incarnations until it clicks that you’d just popped out for a pack of cigs and thus left your wife and kids for eons, waiting. Like Nelson Muntz attests:

On the flip the power of not knowing means that we get to peel away the layers of the onion of ignorance. Oh, for sure, in hells kitchen many stopped at a certain depth because the tears were intense but some of us got a taste for the finer resolution each strip brings and how the meaning of what we expected can be flipped and rearranged as one progresses to the core within which they find…

Themselves!

Ha! How’s that for a cosmic wheeze, par excellence? Let me illustrate it like this:

Take the above two examples, shake around in your head, cook at the perfect temp and serve when optimal to ensure the viewer can digest the message as, with a couple of clips, the Game is laid bare. How did it taste, my friend? Here’s what it said to me:

Resolution. Resolution. Resolution.

In life its what you don’t know you don’t know thats of most interest as many don’t even suspect its exists even though the truth – like the dark side of the moon – is in front of them. Just awaiting their attention. Like the difference between a donkey and noble steed or someone who was born ugly and now is a beauty. Thats an interesting topic that was kicked in other links so lets get back to this not knowing thing:

You ever looked into magic? As a jit I was fascinated with the art of illusion and invested much money and time in learning what makes them tick. This was, in effect, the genesis of what became the Dual Reality Principle as the amazing thing with talent is you can apply it to other things as one who thinks different isn’t playing the same Game as the rest. What if there were larger spells and rites at play in all of this and the English language was the prime suspect in dampening folks inherent vibrations due to inherited stiff upper lips and the internal operating systems they coded? Why does every single country in this realm use the word wicked/hated/detested or such things to describe the left whereas right is accepted as the correct and standard way of handling your biz? You ever looked into the dextrosity of the rich and famous? If you did then ask your Self:

“Would the right handed version of them have actualized such talents and did what they did on a planet where around ninety percent push the pen with the one subconsciously linked to “writing”. Better yet, why didn’t I think to train all of what I possess to equal levels of strength?“.

With that in mind, if you ask most Europeans they’ll say Americans are brash, loud and childish with no taste or elegance as they pour ketchup on everything whilst hooting and hollering like simpletons as they wave their automatic weapons whilst flag saluting. A stereotype, to be sure, but one thing I’d be willing to bet is that if you took two groups of people from the US and standardized them bar one difference – who drives exclusively manual and those that pick auto instead – the ones who move the stick and use clutches will certainly be more intelligent and imaginative, of this I’m certain. Can you guess the reasoning behind the formulation of this hypothesis? Best get to peeling that onion, mayne! Same reason I can say that if you pick three visually identical women who speak only English, French or Italian you will be able to tell, ten times out of ten, the one from across the channel even if all you see is a silhouette of them in motion and not a word said.

Thats the power of not knowing mixed in with the intense desire of the eternally curious, my friend, as the word boredom cannot exist when there is so much wondering to be done in this realm. I mean, who are you – really? Not the basic onion skin which says:

I am John of house Smith, my parents are Wilma and Fred. I work as this, quite enjoy that and detest this. The end”.

I mean, how basic and low res can you get and yet many accept this level of gnosis from now until their death but, oddly, can you tell you that it rains diamonds on Uranus and what their favorite celeb likes for breakfast along with a billion and one other things they’ve etched in to the one layer called Simon Says… See, thats the secret truth of the schooling System and the rest of the tricks designed to pimp your awareness and make you Thunk a certain way whilst discounting the rest. The main side effect is most who accept it are varying degrees (LOL!) of miserable with their mortarboard heads and sharp angles that were trained to forget the fluid leaps and motions of intuition which says the zaniest of things that demand swift answering as well drawing all kinds of odd links that may or may not exist.

Like why are the days of the week a homonym for the daze of the weak that are too dim to click that every single tongue and culture is worshiping, in secret, the planets above them with strict regulation of what happens when along with the principle of vibration that could be feeding via attention. Imagine if instead you said this time period was a “Strength” and the two for celebration a “Strengthened”? Really let that sink in. Countless repetitions, Self suggestions and a form of hypnosis which says:

“The further I progress, the stronger I get”.

As the basic underlying premise of your existence. Well, I do and have so using my Self as a sample size of one compared to those who don’t Know the Ledge and speak fluent Slave instead there is an immense difference as I’m slim and trim with a great level of fitness even though I eat what I wish and exercise now and then whilst they’re flabby and sick with a load of pains, aching. Damn, homie… On a side note, did you ever click that the kids who were classed as thick because they skipped out of school to lift bricks and chop wood instead of getting into debt pursuing higher education actually ended up striking it rich with no mortgages and in demand skills whilst the art major PhD is flipping burgers at Mickey Ds? There may be something more to this than just the ravings of a potential mystic swimming in the seas where schizos are drowning… Why not try it for your Self? Thats the power of not knowing, my friend, as one can set themselves interesting challenges like:

“I wonder what kicks if I spend three days, alone, with no tech, no net, no human interaction or a word said as I eat nothing but plain potatoes and sip clean water, so refreshing”.

I mean, you ever tried anything like this? It brings a new res to your awareness, that is for certain as does writing a list, rolling a dice and living the script in ways most subtle as there are countless ways of reality testing and gaining a flex like arguing the exact opposite of what you firmly believe in just to see if you can convince others of the alternative whilst they’re mooting. Boy, did that used to irritate some people as you could literally watch them get bent out of shape and scream till they’re blue in the face and seeing red when you are simply intellectually jousting with no investment. Feathers and anvils describes it best. If you ever wondered why old folks walk with a stoop and the kids are bouncing its because of this principle as what was once open to learning folded in within itself which is a huge hint about the entire traumatic mind control operation that runs this realm as those at the helm know all about carrots and sticks hence why they built a psychosocial treadmill that most accept, without question, as long as the bread and circuses keep rolling in and they don’t have to think for themselves as the voice in their head tells them whats happening and they enact its commands without stopping to comprehend they can’t be what speaks when they’re obviously that which listens. But, that is a much deeper topic and far closer to the core of the onion as between there and now there is much worth checking and reality testing, a few of them I’m mentioned, the rest should spring from your own imagination.

If they don’t then thats a hint that what I said about us being born in a state of Inner Sense that is swiftly Adulterated as we’re trained to become like our parents may just be close to the sketch of the blueprint that was etched into your consciousness as they told you to “Sit still! Look ahead! Do well on the test or your parents will stress” whilst I gave not one single solitary F about any authority outside of me as I Knew the System could not teach me about me when it pushed lies so blatant as “White men built the pyramids” and those who lead could not answer my ruminations as they were not listed in their teachers edition for these thoughts weren’t part of the script. Take the shape of the solar system, for example. How many of you Thunk it looks like this:

I remember the first time I saw this as a jit and shook my head as it literally made zero sense as logic dictates the sun would pull them all in and munch up the planets like Pac Man doing his thing in the midst of the abyss. When I raised my complaints to the talking head in primary he said:

“Oh, so you know better than the scientists? Is that it?”.

As he had no answers beyond repeating what was drummed into him whereas I could intuit, back then, that something was obviously missing. Imagine my grin when later on I came across the Helical Orbit model which posits just such a thing as there was a plane obscured in the simplistic version pushed for public consumption:

Its an onion thing! Now, obviously, some of these cuts make many weep but others grin so its a case of get in where you fit in but its worth remembering that every single child that steps into this realm is a Warrior before its trained out of them and they acquiesce to the machinations of a System that pimped their parents and will their kids as well by skewing how they think as it slides Thunk in instead and even the above is simplistic as one cannot help but wonder and question why Venus spins out of sync with the rest and that leads us to deeper topics with mind blowing implications but lets bounce on a higher note with this instead:

Can you imagine how it would feel to live on that Earth in their realm? What type of songs would they sing with celestial elements in such perfect sync? Take a listen:

More to heaven and earth, my friend. There is a reason why I ask if you can you hear the Psylense…

Till we meet again

You Are All Crazy

There really is no polite way of saying this but after lifetimes of observation and participation in this dimension one thing is obvious:

You are all crazy.

What if Earth was, once upon a when, the galaxies insane asylum where those who messed up in other realms were sent as punishment to serve a life sentence surrounded by those like them? What if the inmates took over the gaff and sold those Souls return tickets to that madness as they obviously hadn’t learned their lesson and, worse still, this birthed the traditions you call religion?

Did you know that word springs from the Latin that means to bind, to pass through again and have obligation placed upon? Are some cows too sacred to slaughter? How about a critical examination then? What if that was the test? Have you passed or failed? On a more mundane level, why not try this:

Grab a notepad and pen and for a whole day write down your thought process. If that seems a bit much then pick a time period and start jotting. Read back what kicks inside that dome you’re locked in and tell me if those observations are in any way shape or form a reflection of one in good mental health. I’d be willing to bet the answer is in the negative as most people play the role of Tina to the Ike that keeps pimp slapping them in a vocal tone that seems identical. How many comprehend they aren’t the voice but the one listening? Not many, I’d bet.

I did and do which is why I can tell you you are insane crazy, driving Miss Daisy along with the rest of the nuts locked in to this floating insane asylum. Want to prove me wrong? Balance this equation:

If every single thing you held dear and sacred that was etched in your head as an operating system actually worked and delivered on its promise then your life would be perfect.

Well? Is it?

Whats wild about this is if you point out the obvious the voice in their dome screams “Infidel!” and they react like puppets on a string to defend a predator of consciousness that nibbles at their energetics which is why a childs glow dims as they become Adulterated due to the building of the bars in the Mind Made Prison which is part of the ignorance they inherited from their parents and will pass on to their kids.

Irrespective of race, religion or station thems the breaks. Tell me I’m lying?

Worse still is there a group of people that know bits and pieces of the sketch and want nothing less than to see me dead and then there is the rest who are under their spell that will probably want more of the same once they get my message and that makes me either the bravest or stupidest Soul to grace the planet. I’ll let you tell it.

What would you do in this situation?

They say true enlightenment brings an immense sense of compassion in which one, voluntarily, wanders back into the Cave to tell his fellow man about the feeling of the sun on their face versus a life lived in shade. They, as expected, Thunk he’s desecrating their traditions and the ones that build the frame to keep them hemmed in with shadowplay dancing in their brains are equally miffed at one who dares to veer off script and thats why he sings:

You ever draw the links between the clowns, jokers, DMT machine elves and why Heath Ledger and Brandon Lee died after portraying them? Sometimes life is stranger than fiction, my friend, but don’t expect such logical conclusions to be part of any official curriculum as thats designed to keep you attuned to the psychosocial treadmill with its work, buy, consume, die programming. Whats nuts about this is just like Lennon said:

Have you ever wondered why psychopaths number around one percent of the planet and yet are disproportionately repped in the annals of power as evidenced by the fact that Washington DC has more of them than any place else? Do the Knowledge and suddenly the implications of:

“Let he who has wisdom count the number of the beast for it is that of man”.

Makes a lot more sense when you consider the six protons, six neutrons and six electrons wrapped around your consciousness via the flesh modulating your awareness to decode these signals sent via a black mirror to your mind which is straight up magical, if you stop and ponder the implications. And yet everyday miracles are rendered invisible which is why blindspots must be clocked as the image linked shows well as your brain simply fills in whats expected ergo this is one massive illusion on par with a hallucination in which each is complicit for their contribution to the madness that runs unchecked in the heads of the masses. Did you do the experiment I mentioned? Probably not because who wants the truth? Not most as they simply wish to be correct and have their world view confirmed so they can finally banish the infidels from this realm and be happy forever with an eternal supply of Froot Loops or whatever BS the Mandela Effect tells them as the net moves them like puppets on a string with a subtle form of manipulation that can’t wait to usher in an old devil with new wings. Kind of like a red bull, yes? You ain’t seen nothing yet…

Speaking of cereals did you know Dr Kellogg was into eugenics and his whole MO was to rid society of imbeciles? What about the link with soap operas and brainwashing or are you too busy running the treadmill to keep up with who they said is the leading beacon and example that should be emulated? Don’t you ever stop and take in exactly how outsane this realm is and the nature of the social sickness to which you’re well adjusted? What about the Idiocracy Effect where truth can be presented as fiction so most digest the message without comprehending the depth of whats truly said?

And next up at the helm is the TikTok generation from which shall spring the seed of Techno Sapiens as Siri, that apple of your eye, slides into your kids iris to augment their vision which is nigh on inevitable and that harks back, again, to another Bible passage that read:

“For none shall buy nor sell without the mark of the beast being etched into their flesh”

Yet none suspect that “prophecy” may actually equal a shooting script for this reality which is mildly ironic when you think that Jesus dying on a hill reps your divine consciousness being crucified in your head but thats a deeper topic.

The scene from the flick that started this article reps real well whats actually happening in your dome as the Opponent is Ike (aka the (false) self) smacking a high note out of his Victim which reps your Inner Sense who dwells in the depth of ignorance about what truly kicks because you’ve been mind controlled since you stepped in to accept this madness without question as you chase illusions and trinkets whilst amusing yourself to death without comprehending the bigger pic or even attempting to gain gnosis about who you are, where this is and what the hell is truly happening in a place that seems heaven sent as most are content to dwell in the valley of ignorance with the herd who thinks just like them even though they’re all miserable and most are fat, sick and nearly dead.

I’ve never yet met a Slave/Master that was actually happy and content without some form of (false) self deception thrown in and yet each and every one sings the same hymn and never, ever questions it. How many click they walk a psychospiritual treadmill which is as much of a dead end as the one they sell to the plebs or maybe its me thats not getting it and the aim is to rule in hell and they care not about transcendence? If that isn’t outsane then I don’t know what it is but they’ve got the whole world in their hands and, for some reason, I’m here in the mix with the rest and currently singing to the deaf… Are you listening?

Till we meet again

I Can’t Quite Believe My Life

Somebody once said there is never any bad in this realm, just a limited perspective. Granted those kind of things are easily stated when you’ve had what people would term a stable upbringing and the rest plus have spent a lot of time saturated in self help things plus the occasional shamanic trip that makes you feel oh so spiritual thanks to the chemical assist but some of us came up in the pit and were born fighting for survival in a realm that made it evident our presence was not welcome in the slightest and then spent the rest hammering home this point, ad infinitum.

I can’t quite believe my life.

That, itself, really is a huge gift because its akin to water that was poured in a vase realizing its not the shape it currently takes but has actually been separated from an immense ocean. In turn that can feel like a curse because you yearn for the absence most cannot comprehend even though they hold aloft many sacred texts and symbols that attest to the prime unification. Ironically this contains a present for the one that delves in as it sets one on the path to gnosis and this begets liberation which takes us back to the beginning and you can’t help but realize that wearing flesh on a planet is really about as strange as strange gets

Weirder still is the world around the world and the old ones who weave it. They say worship is when one bows their head to something greater than them out of respect. In many ways this blueprint is etched upon the lips and hearts of children, hence:

But sometimes we step into this realm and become caretakers of those who manifested our presence and whilst this may not feel like a fair shake its handled, nonetheless, for the fluid of consciousness fills the vase of the hand you’re dealt and you play it the way you know best.

Do you know how it feels to be raised in poverty? I’m not just talking about material lack and the general degradation it brings. I’m speaking on emotional neglect and a total lack of nourishment as well. And yet, from the concrete jungle, the rose that defied the odds bust through the pavement. It was then the city planners and rest in suits of modern armor attempted to stamp on it and prevent its scent from reminding the rest about the nature of the construction thats been erected around them and that leads us back to the world within a world aka playing the Game on the highest level.

Can you imagine knowing all relationships are corrupted, influenced and infiltrated in order to present certain things? I’m not just speaking of those who posed as friends with the intent to do me in but the idea of sleeping with the enemy who wished to gain a ring whilst sending me to the abyss for even daring to attempt liberation as well as the rest of kith and kin that projected their own demons upon one whom they wished death and suffering.

I can’t quite believe my life and yet, in the grand scheme of things, it all tends to make a lot of sense because on this stage where transcendence is an option within the grip of the masses in one lifetime the stakes are super high for the ones who ring fence in because 8 billion of us could, if we wish, heart for the exit at the end of the spin and that would leave the architect and his kids potless as what is a fairground attraction without Souls strapped in who scream and yell as scripted events unfold in front of them? In many ways that is a hint and one of the strangest sensations of comfort I found whilst being set adrift in the abyss was what I’ve termed realities programming language.

I mean, if I could take a total stranger and tell them not only the life they have lived and its various bits and pieces but what is coming, the nature of their inner realm and how they relate to their energetics it would be a Neo in the Matrix moment, yes? No cold reading or BS needed. Just straight up facts and the purest science one could ever imagine as certain things are quite literally written in the stars (and flesh as well) but, sadly, most no longer speak body language nor comprehend the wavelength which is why I’ve said that life broadcasts an 8K signal with all the bells and whistles but you are currently watching via a tiny black and white set with one speaker busted and loads of static thrown in and this explains why so many of the realm is at each others neck because the Psylense may speak to those capable of listening but anything in those texts, sanctioned, is at best a bad translation and a total deception as they point at the vase, its color, size and build but rarely mention that the water within all is identical.

Thats pure consciousness, my friend. You are it, in and beyond the flesh and comprehending this at depth whilst living paves the way to liberation at the end because if all you know at death is what life programmed in and you never reality tested can you guess where you end up again? And again. And again.

Some of us have been on the ride a long time and question the nature of the mechanic because if the intent was pure why is liberation so difficult but what if thats the greatest challenge and ultimate win? Wouldn’t that be something?

I sit alone in my four corner room listening to a melancholy guitar strum its message to the masses and it highlights, real well, what I said about some things speak without words for those with the ears to listen because only a coal that became a diamond can truly comprehend what I’ve said and I know there are plenty of us in this realm. 8%, to be exact, who are capable of doing the Knowledge, awakening the Warrior within and potentially causing a mass global shift in consciousness because life at the moment is akin to being trained to kick your own rear end which each step and thus feels a lot more difficult that it should be. Imagine if into this mix a few did present who’d recoded their OS and were pimp strolling instead, looking, feeling and being luxurious. Some would look at them and feel a sense of disgust as they blatantly desecrate their forefathers tradition which they themselves had accepted. Others would wonder how they did it and some would give it an attempt and wonder why they’d never thought of it as its so much more fun that way.

Thats the threat I rep because if every rose realized it shouldn’t have to crack through the pavement then place a mortar board on head in order to do it to the next gen then this world would be quite different. Thing is the plans of mice, men and those beyond this realm have a different intent as their currency is suffering, pain and death which should be Self evident to anyone who studies religion, history and various practices of this race once stripped of narrative and he said, she said as there is a common thread that runs, blood red, through all of it…

“Stop noticing!” they said. Remember, if they call you anti-anything in this realm its because you’ve spotted a Pattern and those are, quite literally, the building blocks of civilization and all its dysfunction as I’ve mentioned in other articles. If you defuse them within Self then very interesting things start happening as its akin to the water in the vase rejecting a marble that was placed within that made it feel a sense of discomfort. Rather quickly things start to shift and one gains an immense sense of freedom whereas, before, there was a blockage.

Did you know that an emotion lasts ninety seconds, in its natural element? That means that whenever you feel anything it is born and dies within this time span unless you keep plying it with your attention and this is often assisted by the voice in your head which – surprise – you aren’t as you are actually the one who listens. Just applying this one weird trick made the Slave/Masters hate him as they may have hijacked the illusion of time from the plebs but the Warrior comprehends that the golden circle of the present is his gift and prime inheritance and thus transcends the trick. Try it. See what kicks. Generate a little bit of space. Create instead of reacting. The wise would’ve spotted the letter shift which is what makes the difference between pulp fiction and Shakespeare, yes? Its all about the arrangement. Like a man rearranging a puzzle in total darkness where, now and then, swings a beacon of illumination which is why I said:

I can’t quite believe my life.

Can you imagine how much better yours would be if you didn’t accept every suggestion and tale, haphazardly, but actually learned to discern, reject and introspect? This is akin to people trapped in Platos Cave comprehending the nature of the trick that keeps them locked in to a rigid frame of Thunking as they project shadows on the wall and burn a flame that attempts to mimic the suns presence that shines, freely, overhead. But only if they can transcend the bars of the Mind Made Prison that currently holds them hostage as they two step on the psychosocial treadmill from one life to the next… Did you ever ponder how this whole false light and flickering image text from back when accurately reflects modern tech and how the monkeys may change but the bread and circuses remain identical? Maybe if you didn’t quite believe your life things could be different as well because the alternative is to be rigid and invest in a tale that places something you don’t comprehend at the helm of your awareness and this means your once bountiful options are now limited as you are forced to invest in a story that places not a spring in your step nor allows you to sing the song housed in chest and that, from my perspect, is a fate worse than death as you’re naught but a living hostage.

I guess what she said was correct, in that sense, except I lived the lyrics she simply traced into her journal but, in the end, the sun even shines on a dogs rear end as its quite magnanimous in that respect and its this source of illumination that makes the water within the vase start boiling as it starts to comprehend:

Wait a minute. I am all of this. The liquid, solid, gas as well. The chemical reaction, interplay and resonance. All me. What the hell? How on earth did I ever believe anything else than what is Self evident?”.

Thats the Game, my friend. The one we all play by inserting our Souls as credits in order to gain the skin we’re wearing hence why the number of the devil is well known but few link the six, six, six to the number of protons, neutrons and electrons of the flesh they’re sporting or why, when expressed as a fraction, its how much time is spent in this realm with the other third in bed hence:

The Game of Souls has you, my friend.

Till we meet again

Art Is a Lie That Tells the Truth

I previously said we dwell in a world full of liars and that is exactly how it seems to me. Your mileage could, would and indeed should vary but only if you step outside the Reality Tunnel they’ve told you dig and question the intent of the architect who sketched the plans for mice and men in this realm for this Game we’re playing using our Souls as credits. Here’s the amazing thing about art – be it movies, paintings, books and the rest:

Art is a lie that tells the truth to the world in a way it can digest.

In many ways you, the reader, are currently giving the performance of a lifetime from a position of near total ignorance of what goes on beneath the surface. Would that break the immersion or make things more interesting? Who know. I just have questions, answers you are welcome to provide your Self…

I mean, have you ever considered the fact that a childs mind has brainwaves that are akin to those of a grown man in hypnosis? That, in and of itself, is a very powerful observation and when you mix in the fact that kids can (and do) watch the same thing again and again and again during their years, formative, then one cannot help but draw an interesting conclusion:

Television is a weapon of mass influence.

I mean, can you imagine you without Hollywoods spells and trends? Vast swathes of people who have cut and pasted images and concepts from said flicks would be… What, I’m wondering? Thats an interesting thought experiment because you can, if you wish, strip out these aspects or examine them at depth in order to check what created the resonance and its true nature of influence as one cannot stare into the abyss the black mirror reps without it staring back, dig?

Have you ever considered why Harry Potter sells almost as well as the Bible and how childish tales of magic and wonder sparked the hearts of so many of the Adulterated then made JK rich from what she scribbled in ink sitting at her kitchen table. What about Star Wars and how it lifts, wholesale, immense chunks of the Vedic epics and thus a galaxy far away and long ago may actually be closer than we suspect… Game of Thrones is another example as there is much truth stitched in to this work of fiction as the War of the Roses, Hadrians Wall, the Black Dinner and Mongol hordes attest. Imagine if they actually made school this interesting instead of telling you white men with really strong sunblock built the pyramids

Art is a lie that tells the truth but woe betide the fool who Thunks its just entertainment and goes right back on digging his proscribed Reality Tunnel as they dare not delve beneath the surface of their (false) self made ignorance which wishes nothing more or less than them to not even suspect there are shenanigans happening behind the curtain. Consider true crime, for example. Its demograph are mainly women which is quite interesting when you think about whats happening as there are many articles that champion them building their awareness of such things in case they find themselves in this type of situation as well as the sense of social justice it brings in the end when the one who brings death is surely sentenced but there is another aspect they rarely, if ever, mention:

Its very attractive.

Look into how many women fawn over serial killers and send them letters in jail as well as the whole Pookie and Ray Ray thing because thug passion hits a spot that a double spaced academic reference text just can’t reach. Until its time to feather the nest and the rough rider won’t settle because his phone is ringing while your clock is ticking and its time to expand your options. Same thing with Sex & the City which totally did a number on womens heads and perceptions when it came to mating and the rest but that itself is such a dense topic that it deserves a full article.

Way before the Matrix hit and I was formulating the Game of Souls hypothesis a lot would look and listen then said:

“Are you an eloquent schizophrenic? What on earth made you think we’re inside a huge video game with good graphics and whatever is at the helm may not have our best interests in its chest as it keeps us in ignorance and feeds us loads of BS we accept as “being human”. I mean, just saying it out loud sounds ridiculous”.

Thats when I clicked that if you take ten randoms then over 8 will Thunk this way, around one knows the charade but will try and point you the wrong way and less that one truly ponders the depth and usually have came up with their own hypothesis. Then bullet time did its thing and loads of people pretended to read Simulacra and Simulation like they get it whilst others comprehended that this is Platos Cave and Shakespeares Stage in a new dress whilst very very few drew the links between Vedic Maya, Aborigine Dreamtime and the Native American Sprit Land with its implications of what it means to wear flesh. Thats the danger of art telling the truth when it contradicts the lie you accept, without question, as this state of cognitive dissonance means the clockwork orangutan beats its chest then says:

You! You’re the problem” and sets off on a rampage to vent their frustration from a position of ignorance. I mean, have you ever wondered the deeper implications of Mario, the Princess and Bowser the evil reptilian? What if I told you that tale was old as time itself and there is a reason that mushrooms make him super and how all of that ties in with brainwaves, deprogramming and social hypnosis along with the Santa Claus effect as everything from the colors, hooves, flying animals and trees were all cribbed from Shamans that were wrecked off their tits and tripping balls after watching what the reindeer did.

Like I said, the true truth sits in the mid of various fabricated creations and, in that respect, the greatest illusion is the fact that you believe you are human. Why? Thanks to the tale in your head that uses narrative to make sense of events and then stitches them together in a way thats cohesive and makes sense and this, in turn, influences your decisions in the present moment to manifest a future from pure potential but that entire topic needs bigger bites to chew because most simply cannot imagine being anyone else but “you”. Check this article for a neuroscientist that had a stroke and the implications and compare that to the feeling when you haven’t dozed that well and feel a bit off in the AM as various parts and aspects of you come back online as there is so much happening behind the scenes to create the illusion of the (false) self that Witnessing the cracks in the scenes can be quite exhilarating hence blindspots can grant vision to those equipped with intuition as the tech you’re currently wearing is designed to device and the empathy generating machines that work via screens exploit a lot of its weakness in order to exert their influence and that is a fascinating topic because, once again, there are but a handful that control the narrative and thus they decide what kicks and who/what is presented.

Didn’t you think it was odd that all through the Eighties and Nineties we often saw anyone with brown skin as a bomb wearing terrorist and then, whaddyaknow, life imitated art as most expected. What about the prize worthy performance that started off the conflict and how some fake lies sold as truth provided a pretext for many deaths? Where is the justice? Now we have AI bots and a dead internet which takes the old idiot box of yore and refines its length and breadth to new levels. I mean, I can’t be the only one who has noticed that there are plenty of times when these recs happen to pick something you’d just thought of and never, ever searched or mentioned… Doesn’t matter though because the Techno Sapien wave is inevitable just like Siri intended, off rip, to become the apple of your eye and slide into your iris which oddly links with the Bible and temptation via a woman as we trade carbon for silicon and begin the upward swing of the Game to another level so do all the thinking you can, my friend, whilst its still an option as once these low level jack moves are under your skin then such deviation from the socially mandated Reality Tunnels will be impossible as people live in an engineered bliss with near total ignorance of the leashes placed around their awareness as a Brave New World attests mixed in with a little Nineteen Eighty Four as well.

Suddenly the idea of being in an immense Game we’re playing using our Souls as credits doesn’t seem that strange now, does it?

Till we meet again

Bloom or Bust

When the lotus has no choice because its either sink on swim on the ocean of filth that is this realm at the present you know its time to shoot from hip with a dead aim at the brain of the Adulterated Opponent within that, via parasitical processes, feasts upon pure Inner Sense. You can only come to your senses by losing the mind they programmed, back when, which is not in your best interests. Stop and think:

If everything inside your head worked, perfect, then your life wouldn’t be a mess. Why can’t you regulate your energetics? Why are you dripping in coping mechs? Why does the voice in your head rage and deny this as it pulls the strings of your awareness as it makes you its puppet in the flesh?

Your mind is behind enemy lines, my friend. Back to the topic:

“Why would you do this? Whats the point in this? If you your Self said that only 8% are capable of comprehending the shadows depth then why bother kicking the ballistics on the web when the margin of misinterpretation is immense and most simply don’t give an F about your feature presentation?”.

I don’t know. Call it a helping hand to a fellow Soul trapped in this realm with no clue about the consequences of wearing flesh as they are constantly recycled from one life to the next with little much changing as they stay plugged in and thus don’t comprehend they aren’t the candle but an aspect of the eternal flame that manifests as their awareness. They say that true compassion springs when one finds enlightenment then plunges back into the darkness to the help the rest find the spark within themselves that the world tries so hard to extinguish so they can sell you lightbulbs instead.

Yeah, thats pretty much how it is because work, buy, consume, die is the blueprint they etched in your awareness and within the grip of this Mind Made Prison people are real comfortable with being uncomfortable hence why they’d try and kill anyone who escaped the Cave and came back to show them the shadowplay on the wall and the fire which teases them is but a poor imitation of what truly is awaiting their Self realization. Really picture this, my friend:

You are born, easy and free. From a young age they train you to sit in a frame that expands as you progress. All you know is the Cave and its filled with children who are taught to “Sit still, look ahead” by one who wishes to claim dominion over them. The longer you listen, the sweeter the pitch until, one fine day, you are staring at the wall upon which some symbols doth flick as you spin a narrative in your head they programmed you with. In this deal do you think people would feel much like square watermelons and think there is something really wrong with this sketch or would they believe the frame and them are one and the same, identical, so if that mad, bad, jit from kindergarten that never, ever sat still and often upended his chair by trying to balance it on two legs as he ran the teachers ragged came charging back in with an axe that he swings at the frame you don’t even notice you’re wearing would you start screaming or say “Thanks for help. I always wanted freedom“.

That, in a nutshell, is what kicks because some Know the sketch and have intuited the deal which pushed them into this underground crypt of illusion and deception that is akin to a living hell so the parasites of consciousness can enjoy the prime real estate of this realm via private access as they have you caught up in their illusion. Obviously they don’t like the Warrior as he rises to the challenge and shakes off their programming that was designed to fit like a second skin as he reclaims his voltage then sets about spreading the message to the rest that are plugged in to the Matrix that placed a cage around them. Thats the Mind Made Prison, my friend, and its why I said that there is no difference between the form of a golden age child and one that steps in to this time of universal degradation aka the war on Inner Sense. The function, however, is a chalk and cheese thing because most people are strangers to their Self and driven to live on the outskirts of their mind where they pay an immense rent to a slum landlord slash pimp that gives not one single solitary F about them as they see you as less than human whilst blaming you for their cruelness you accept out of ignorance.

Tell me, if you had peeped the script what would you do, in this instance? Take a seat a the high table with the rest as you raise an expensive drink for a mission done well as your ark of excess sails across the rivers of time that run red with the blood of the plebs that hold your craft overhead or risk it all on a spin of the cosmic roulette wheel in the hopes some Souls recollect it wasn’t always like this and their true nature is awaiting their awakening before it gets locked in a new version of the cell when silicon and carbon bred to create the new and improved Mind Made Prison as the yuga cycle ascends from man to ubermensch before sinking again. And again. And again. Without beginning, without end. That is the nature of a construction, a program, a System that works via the camera trick of taking your power and placing it outside of Self. No child thinks like this but all of the Adulterated accept this as evident and some will even rage and gnash as the suggestion they are divine is taken as a tantamount to sin as they view themselves as wretched and decrepit. Does a child ever step in not overflowing with radiance? Why does this glow vanish? Better yet, why don’t people notice and question the paradigm? Its because they’re being fed upon by a predator of consciousness that hides in their head and covers its tracks, really well, by projecting its fear of getting caught as the wrapping around the gift of the present moment that hides the best a man can get:

Gnosis.

Don’t leave home without it! Why? Because its your only ticket out of this realm hence the whole “Heart against a feather” thing because if you crave more of that Cave and the imperience it brings then ye shall get. If you don’t you’ll get emotionally blackmailed and or manipulated to go back for another spin as your investments are used against because its all like ink that was spilled on a canvas which, in turn, hides the fact it all springs from a tree which is living, breathing intelligence as it encapsulates the essence of this feature presentation which is a fractal ergo the resolution that I kick is beyond ultra hi def but you need the ears and eyes to decode as opposed to being encoded which hints at the tele/microscope effect I’ve mentioned elsewhen. Anyway:

Bloom or bust. From one life to the next the lotus fights against the elements of filth that surround it and would like nothing less than to choke it to death before it can speak a thing or realize its potential. Time and time again does this symbol takes place and some Souls become increasingly efficient at a process, alchemical, which leads them to comprehend that they are actually the life force, eternal, manifested as the form into an ocean of ignorance ergo this is all akin to an immense Game of Hide and Seek with Self which is a whole nother topic as there are levels to this, where we sit, as its like a clock with a second hand that sticks. Not quite nothing but almost something as well. The mind makes it real though. Thats how powerful it is. Lets pretend the Cave and cage I mentioned were modern VR tech instead. Feelies, lets call them. You go, view a show and for ninety minutes you get to live each kiss, thrill, spill and dump of adrenaline as you view the flick from a first person perspect. During that time of dilation and forced angles it all seems totally authentic but imagine someone steps in and says:

“The Game of Souls has you, my friend”.

And speaks on the nature of emulation via overstimulation of your senses via a script designed to pull you in and its had you in its grip for countless lifetimes which you’ll swear up and down are authentic because you never disconnected from their dream like logic and constant barrage of suggestions which said:

Pay no heed to the man who speaks on the man behind the curtain and his intent. This is life. Its your life. Its real and authentic. Kill that infidel for even daring to suggest what you believe isn’t correct and don’t forget to spend, spend, spend every shred of attention you possess anywhere but on your Self”.

What would you do next? If you, as one of the 8%, said:

“OK, lets reality test. I’ll sit here and close my eyes because if this is really real and not some type of high tech hallucination then I should be able to exercise complete control over it, yes?”.

Swiftly he would discover many aspects, outside and within, that keep prompting his movement as the script is waiting. Lets say he overcomes this but the feature comes to an end. When he is next plugged in there will be a nagging splinter in his awareness that makes him reluctant to commit. “No problem” the architect thinks as he sits, directing, and unleashes events horrific and traumatic in your script so you dare not glimpse within.

“Perfect” he says, rubbing his palms with an evil grin as he knows the mileage on this hoe will keep him and his fed, real well, as they bask in the sun, on the surface, as you’re locked in the Cave of ignorance which is their feature presentation aka the psychosocial treadmill.

Bloom or bust? That is the question because the Game is about to shift into another octave of its heaven sent mission of raising hell and March Twenty Twenty Fifth will see a whole load of plus sized, generously equipped, body positive models get to warbling for a bunch of chickens that come home, roosting, sitting on eggs of boosted consciousness and its these hatchlings that will be tossed into the drink holding a brick of ignorance as they try hard to sink, not swim, that the beast will tempt with its silicon augmentation that already primed their parents with the whole “Siri is the apple of my eye” sweet talking as so few of them clicked this spells iris when flipped as that is exactly where she intends to sit as she makes androids of men.

And yet, none dare call it conspiracy. But it is.

Bloom or bust, playa. Thats the credo for Twenty Twenty Fifth as per the script hence the lotus of my awareness is blossoming in resonance with the all of everything that is the Prime, the pre-existing of which I am an aspect made flesh in this realm at the moment to share this message:

The Game of Souls has you, my friend.

Till we meet again

Whats the Matter With Spirit?

We, at the moment, are in one of the densest vibrations you can get and thus the potential for ignorance is at the highest but so are the rewards of transcendence for one who Knows the Ledge. Let me give you an example:

Spirit can be defined as many things but we’ll say its the most subtle element upon which the rest is built. Kind of like breath, in that respect, as we can’t see it but most certainly feel it and its pulsating movement. That, actually, is another interesting aspect because everything dances. There is a cosmic beat, a tune that I call the Psylense that underpins all of this realm and any you can imagine. Its kind of like a pregnant silence but, as always, the lips of wisdom only open for the ears of innerstanding. Before we get too metaphysic lets backtrack a bit and create a conceptual framework for this idea to take root in as I’m certain you’ll refer to it again and again:

If we take vapor as an example it can change its state depending upon its vibratory rate. This we see all around us and thus is Self evident as no heavy lifting needed to taste the proof of the pudding because you can capture the steam from a kettle and watch it condense then place it in the freezer to chill and that which was nebulous becomes increasingly solid. Life, my friend, is just like this. Death as well, in the end, and that is why its said that attachment is the root cause of suffering. Can you imagine a snowman, shaped, formed and present in the most dense state of ice you can pretend. Suddenly the sun of higher consciousness shines in and feels himself melting. He doth stress and this sweat signals his mortal life is at an end. But, unlike you, he does not possess the gnosis this article intends to furnish and thus he holds onto the lower vibrational state aka the devil he knows so well. Each and every ray, beam and photon interaction elicits a scream that causes him to tense his grip upon what was, in the end, a total fabrication. But, to him at least, it was his all of everything. His little snowkids and snowwife are testament as are his saintly parents who previously melted and went to a place where the chill never ends as they party with the rest of those who believe in what was said in the frozen testament which addressed their queries on life and death.

The strange thing is that, underneath all of this, there is vestigial awareness that recollects the freedom which water brings as he distinctly remembers the days, back when, where he flowed like liquid (like the rest of the snowkids) before the teachers told him to sit still, look ahead and become a good snowman. He doesn’t often think of these things but, for some strange reason, it popped into his head as he was fighting the inevitable as he wasn’t done living yet. On the flip we have snowmen of a more mystic bent that sit there, by themselves, constantly willing the sun shines on them as they, for some reason, identify with it as a symbol of liberation and see the current state of low vibration as a living hell in comparison to their true gift which, for most, languishes in ignorance.

Obviously they are seen as heretics. Penny dreadfulls, if you will, because whilst they may not be a dime dozen in a world, well adjusted, there are things about them that make the rest break out in a cold sweat and thus they detest what they can’t comprehend and wish to eradicate them. For them life isn’t just something to be lived, its to be transcended, and thus there are varying degrees of adept as some are super extreme whilst others enjoy the occasional melt, now and then, as it brings spice to life by allowing them to jettison that which doesn’t not serve them. This is actually an interesting juncture because the snowbabies step in more liquid than solid and thus are totally dependent on their folks to rub off on them as they start to coalesce. Its a common saying among these folk that there is nothing as strange as another families customs because they are invisible to one formed within and only seem odd when you live with them for an extended period as the mask of social veneer (provided by coal and carrot) slip to reveal little blips that so few question.

It was actually this train of thinking that attracted the attention of the mystics, back when, as two sat, talking:

“Would I still be me if I were raised by your parents?”.

“That is an interesting question, my friend, and I sincerely doubt it”.

“Why?”.

“Well, your folks fix the coal and then the carrot is placed whereas we believe the nose is the most important and the rest slots in only when the main player is in position”.

“Interesting. Yes, what of those who place the holy scarf on first? Or those with the funny hats they keep firm a grip?”.

And so on went the conversation which became an experiment as they attempted to rearrange their features. You too, dear reader, can try this. Brush your teeth with the “wrong” hand. Sleep on the side, opposite. Walk backwards for a bit and a zillion other things to enliven your neural synapses as man is, at his best (and worst), a creature of habit in which things that are done well and often become automatic and thus we feel less and less human as we truly stop living in the moment and allow a process most don’t comprehend (and fewer stop to question) take over their lives and this leaves them as second fiddle in a string quartet when they were born to excel as a solo playa, par excellence. Actually, just imagine this:

A man and his wife have seven mediocre kids that grow on to replicate the Pattern. After a few generations we end up the kind of people that don’t use turn signals, chew with their mouths open and put almost empty milk cartons back in the fridge. Ah, the fat of the land! Lets pretend that they were given an option. Instead of generating background characters that are little more than NPCs in the flesh they only have two kids but the best potential of the rest that were pruned from existence manifests in them. What do you think would kick after a handful of gens with this condensed voltage and the environment it begets? Something to consider as we progress back to the land of sentient snowmen:

The rest of the folk don’t have the time to ponder such things as they need to keep the chill in the door and the heat gone with the wind as they intend to get around the board as many times as they can before they melt into the abyss. This quiet fear and its existential dread runs their mindset just like the analog static you used to see on old TV sets is actually fallout from the cosmic radiation from when a grand nut was busted in a higher realm to create the flesh you’re wearing. Some people have loads of this noise and thus are quite sketch as they’ll often attest the opposite as they clutch to their sacred text and the comfort it brings. Others totally lack it and have no chill as they gleefully roll around pushing buttons just to see what happens as, deep down within, they Know they’re just visiting. Some of them grow to become mystics as the cold stores of their educational system didn’t do the best job of freezing their liquids and thus something sloshes within that calls their attention to above Two Hundred and Seventy Three Kelvin. That is actually the basis of all their religion, by the way, even though its dressed in many ways that keep temperatures rising via near constant conflict and stress.

The drug isn’t hitting like it once did though so snowthottery is uplifting spirits instead like an ice BBL. But, thats another topic. Badum tish! If you were to tell these people, off rip, something akin to the parable of the kettle I’m sure their lives would be different, yes? However, if this were standard gnosis then the explorers of frozen consciousness on the fringe wouldn’t have such cause for celebration and neither would the rest be keen on rushing around the board for their spin so not only are there frozen horses for cold courses there are also rhymes behind the reason and a snowman for each season.

Life, for us, is pretty much identical as this fictional foray into a world that doesn’t exist hence why ancient wisdom from back when offered a symbol of two birds sitting in a tree. One is totally engrossed and eats the sweet and bitter fruits as it celebrates and repents, leisurely, whilst the other is more detached and sustained by other things. 81% of the world is like the first, 8% the second and what the old tale kept hidden is that there is actually a secret 11% that walks around pretending to be the same as the rest but they’re actually sending the energetics that manifest as the foods mentioned to keep the bird plugged in to what is, in the end, a total fabrication. Some could argue they are an essential part of the Game as its an artificial creation and thus needs behind the scenes shenanigans to stay engaging and hence the obstacles and rewards they provide are akin to a heptathlon where they help dress the stage. The wiser bird sees through the charade and intuits its participation is essential and how attraction and repulsion both come from within as it looks at the rest that engage in all of this, firmly convinced, they’re living when its more akin to a consensual hallucination or dreamlike consciousness in which its quite easy to forget to question whats ludicrous.

Billions served daily and, with that said:

The Game of Souls has you, my friend.

Till we meet again