Shamans, Schizophrenics and the So Called Sane

Schizophrenia is when you link external events to internal processes without comprehending you’re projecting this realm and, essentially, interacting with figments of your imagination. The mystic gets this and swims where the madman is drowning. The rest of the population is happily engaged in the delusion so a better script would be to imagine you are drip fed a hallucinogen in ways that cause you to become adapted and expect the trip whereas the nutter is presented with heroic dose instead. We, as a society, are massively repressed but that is the Game we play by inserting our Souls to wear flesh. It just so happens that trauma, symbols and repetition are great ways of programming and thus many people never stop to pause upon the sheer madness of wearing flesh at the present moment. Awakening is always an option but to do one must realize they’ve been lulled into an altered state of consciousness and this cannot happen when one is surrounded by those singing the same cadence as we are beings of resonance.

This is why, in times both ancient and modern, the mystic rebels, disconnects and looks within or, as Plato said, escapes the Cave and frame that tied him in, takes the perilous trek to the surface and feels the sun on his face and not the false glow and shadowplay they erected within the construction. That is the work of the Slave/Masters and the Warrior is he who awakens what is latent in all of us as none step into this realm with a state of Adulteration already present. Its a learned way that is handed out by parents already numbed and this chain of traumatic inheritance is linked back, way back, to a global event aka when the sky fell. Knowledge of this is suppressed but recollected in myths that are replete with symbols for those can decode them and, I suspect, the main aim of the Game as the entire work, buy, consume, die treadmill is but an artful distraction that was designed to be seductive as it offers one the chance to scratch an itch by rubbing a photo of them. Now, granted, this prophylactic measure works quite well as, for many, its far better to be well adjust to immense social sickness and thus the schizos are held up as examples of what happens should one question the nature of the construction but, since time immemorial, there have been those that see the wheels within wheels.

Usually they were brutally suppressed and their testimony struck from the record but if one checks the extant resources they left you’ll note a sketch that is nigh on identical to what I said. Those in the grip of the malady – at both ends of the spectrum – rarely manage to flip the script as the former are busy doing circuits whilst the latter is doused with chemicals to keep them quiet and easily manageable. One of the most interesting things is how there is always a tough childhood aspect in the cases I’ve seen and how, ten out of ten, the relationship with the maternal aspect was unpredictable, at best. Not for nothing do they say mother is the name for god on the lips and hearts of all children, yes? He who does the Knowledge begins to comprehend the nature of this projected realm, the primacy of consciousness and how we only ever interact with figments of our imagination as well as the implications that ignorance keeps one pinned to the wheel of incarnation but how in the F do you convince one sleepwalking that they are bruised and battered and invested in delusions that were sold and told to them under threat of the withdrawal of affection when they were most impressionable and almost entirely dependent on those who were caregiving but, in the end, Adulterated and thus unable to comprehend the immense delicateness of a childs inner realms? In other words, the wounded womb hurts the seeds it brings in.

Not by malice, usually, but often via ignorance as a scared Soul is easily programmed and exploited which is why it was a child who saw the Emperor was naked and raised merry hell about the deception to rouse the rest from their tunnel vision. These day said bastion of Inner Sense would be called disruptive, labelled and medicated. Tell me I’m lying or is the nail hit on the head?

There is an upside to this because whilst the rest may fall for optical illusions the schizo is quite different as said tricks do not work in his consciousness but into this void steps many an invisible influence which is offers a hint about the true nature of this realm and beings at the helm which generates other questions like who the hell keeps sending prophets and for what ends? Do the Knowledge. Do the Knowledge, my friend, because until then these words are as useless as a recipe that describes, real well, a cake you haven’t tasted. To do that one must become their own chef and this, in turn, presents many perils and such things ergo the danger of awakening is the risk of psychosis as what one suppressed is then projected and fed back in along with the voice in your head stitching a different narrative that is due to the increased bandwidth which is another vital aspect of this.

You have heard the “You only use ten percent of your brain” myth, yes? Well, the truth is you only actualize a tiny wedge of your consciousness which is why the thoughts in your head are generally predictable even though you yearn for something fresh but feel immense stress when it presents as you lament the change it brings as we are driven toward pleasure, away from pain and that, in a nutshell, is the Game because in a world full of hurt no one wishes to examine there are queues of people lining up to buy the dreams they sell. Newsflash, you cannot gain second hand enlightenment without putting the work in. Its like seeing an Olympian athlete bench pressing many plates whilst the most you’ve lifted is a chip laced with dip as you stare at a screen. One must build the resonance via dedicated training and watchfulness which is why, back when, the Shaman of the village held the standard as the go between of this and another realm. He walked in the land of the spirits and broke down the voltage to regular men as well as instilling rites of passage and other things that were designed to break and rebuild to show the neuroplastic effect whilst strengthening the tribes internal connections and grasp of gnosis because he comprehended it worked like a living organism which fed back and was sustained via the collective investment hence the power of myth as this was the old web and one must Know how to decode the symbols in order to actuate their potential.

Now, some were born to slay, others did paint, a few had minds for subtle things and many just wanted to enjoy what presents. From this came the caste system which was actually quite intelligent at its inception before it was transmogrified into a tool for suppression that gave birth to the modern class system. Wounded womb, recollect? The well was poisoned slowly and these days the lip of the chalice itself carries the same tint hence my disdain for the educational system that works on rote repetition of what they wish to pour in your head but the topic of gnosis is generally avoided in order to create well adjusted Slaves that are just smart enough to do as instructed without comprehending the bigger pic but too dumb to draw the links which are right in front of them.

We like connecting. We enjoy others who are like ourselves. It brings a state of resonance and this is why the Shaman usually lived a little distant to the village, usually up a hill. The man had a fierce countenance, his words were gruff if you met and people were often scared of him due to the strength he possessed ergo they paid him respect and he, in turn, modulated their collective field of resonance. This, these days, became religion, brands and consumerism which is the difference between wearing off the peg and tailor built for your frame. If you’ve tried true couture before it was downgraded and sold to the plebs as a symbol of status you will know what I mean and this reaffirms the power of symbols as how else do you expect to keep people in check without inverting and flipping what was once natural knowledge into a state of ignorance instead?

Its all just part of the Game but that doesn’t mean that emancipation isn’t an option. Au contraire, my friend. Especially at the moment when anyone with even semi functioning awareness can tell there is something very, very wrong with this planet but taking that next step to actually do something whilst living fills them with dread and thus they return to digging a reality tunnel that makes them miserable as they chase proffered solutions that never change a thing. These are the ways of a Slave and if ticking boxes floats your boat plus you’ve never stopped to ponder why life, back when, was far more intense and rich then keep feeding the algorithm. By that I mean the predator of consciousness that sits at the helm of your awareness pretending to be you. This is what the schizo spots and then all hell breaks loose as it fights for dominance and it delves down into their awareness to project symbols of pain and such things from back when before feeding them back in with some lens distortion and stress chemicals to bind the narrative into their head as he who could’ve escaped the Cave is singed by the fire instead as those locked in hear his yelps and decide its not worth contemplating as they tune in for their regularly scheduled programming.

Me? I didn’t have that option.

It feels like those who built this contraption are using me like a test to see what kicks when one who cannot swim is dumped into the ocean and forced to fend for himself and make sense of what kicks. Many drown. I made it back to the beach and discovered the populace stuck in their own caves watching pictures of sand and sky on screens and mistaking them for the real thing. If you dare mention they’re invested in a counterfeit they’ll yell “Off with his head” and that makes me wonder if its all a fools errand because whilst everyone will eventually get it I, personally, would sure appreciate a tip if I was stuck in a situation with a splinter in my awareness that was driving me outsane trying to click why scratching the photo doesn’t fix the itch. I guess that is why I do this because I’m built for it but, in that respect, time will tell what fruits spring from the seeds I’ve been sprinkling as this isn’t my first life but I’m doing all I can to make it my last spin as there is so much more beyond this realm that it would blow your mind to comprehend we’re actually gods, amnesiac, and that, in the end is the single biggest deception because if you believe you’re “only human”, never checked the script or wrote with the hand that was left behind at another behest then who but your Self is to blame when you live, die and strapped back in for another spin. Maybe now you’ll get it.

Have you ever looked at a Yin/Yang? That encodes in a symbol what I’ve just said because most sit in the eye of the fish that is brightly lit, surrounded by darkness. The madman is thrown into the other quadrant in which its all flip and thus he is blinded by that which was previously obscured and its in the midst of this we find the Psylense aka being Centered in Self. From here one can ascend beyond this realm to higher dimensions of consciousness and look down with a grin as you think “Oh yeah, I get it!”. This is the same as escaping the Cave because then it becomes more of an adventure to get to know your shadow aspects as you walk equally well in darkness and light as well or the checkerboard effect. Same tech runs the computer in your grip as that one and zero is only relevant when Witnessed like what they said about a tree which fell with no one to capture the resonance and encode its meaning. If, on the flip, you start decoding then some interesting things happen because one cannot help but spot what I’ve termed the Fractal Principle in which there is a Self similar Pattern that runs this realm which, once you elevate again, means you meet the tele/microscope which is the unification of opposites. This is where “bad trips” happen as well as a creeping sense of paranoia as its akin to a ray of light that hit a prism and was broken into bands meeting its pure illumination. What is here has a familiar newness that can either be terrifying or amusing depending upon the baggage you may or may not have checked as that trauma and such things is only of this realm and thus cannot exit at the end so are schizos undergoing some advanced form of spiritual penance in order to disconnect them from the wheel of time or are they actually being tortured for the special taste they bring like veal calves being fattened akin to the foie gras effect?

Its telling that Prometheus had this part pecked as well as the hint about it being immortal due to regeneration as well as the link with the blood of your ancestors that runs in your veins and the content of what they currently call junk DNA as everything serves a purpose. Like I said, symbols run everything but how many speak body language in this realm? Not many, I’d bet, and yet if we let the children lead for a generation or three the world would be so radically different which is why the next gen Shaman was trained since childhood as he who danced between the realms felt a Soul of resonant voltage manifest and thus the parents, proudly, handed over their seed for the training as he not only poured his gnosis into the childs head but listened to their observations as their eyes were fresh and connection intense. Much like bees and queens the basics are the same but what makes the difference changes everything hence its a secret kept hid to push the divine right of kings who are naught but beggars wearing purple in this age as, back when, he who served best was chose to lead the rest as they knew he had their best interests in his chest.

I remember worlds very different but almost identical so its like an anagram in that sense as its the arrangement of the variables that makes the difference between Shakespeares tales and a cheap run of pulp fiction designed for titilation that will be forgotten as soon as its pressed or a fresh home cooked meal that was prepped with attention and the best ingredients versus a synthetic gum to chew that imparts a cheap replication that fades, super quick, and has you standing there slack jawed instead awaiting the next hit.

Shamans, schizophrenics and the so called sane. What a heady mix, yes? Only one of these has trekked the Three Kingdoms aka your brain, chest and abdomen as each contains its own form of intelligence and, once coherent, you can do things far beyond what any motion pic sells and tells as that, my friend, is the Inner Sense of Ubermensch.

Till we meet again

Real Actors in a Fake World

Lets pretend that the Slaves didn’t have a Master. Can you imagine? Actually, you can. What if a polar axis shift kicked in, super quick, and parts that were chill were now tropical and others did the flip? You know, like those perfectly preserved mammals that obviously didn’t click what hit them as their food was still being digested as they were flash frozen. That type of thing. Can you imagine you were one of the survivors in this event? What happens next? What can you truly do? What do you truly know? Which skills that would help do you possess as you were forced to fend for your Self instead of grazing off shelves and surfing the web? In a world like this how long would it take for man to become a brutal savage when life is reduced to its basics?

That, my friend, is Slaves without Masters. A necessary evil, yes? They say that politics is the conspiracy of the organized and unproductive against the messy with the points flipped ergo if your vote actually did a thing you wouldn’t have access to it. Like MDMA counseling. Works wonders. Or at least, it did. People prevented from offing their switch, relationships were fixed and PTSD almost instantly vanished. “Cant have that” they said and put it on the shelf to push pills and potions mixed with endless chatter instead that never gets to the root of the problem. Thats the other edge of not doing the Knowledge as they will never, ever hand you an advantage. You must take it. This is why I chose Warrior as the description because when you declare war on your (false) self and all that built it suddenly you see in another res and the factions aim to protect their investment. But thats another topic, lets get back to the pole shift:

They knew it was coming. Didn’t tell the rest but built seed banks and shelters that were placed where the new Eden would erect and then they hunkered down and chilled. For you, that was the day your world ended. For them, it was Tuesday. Eventually, after people are nicely savage, they raise from the abyss and kickstart civilization with them at helm, gods among men or real actors getting ready to prep the fake world they’ll build. Doesn’t matter if its cowrie shells, Fiat spends or Bitcoin tings – they’ll take all that is fit to print as its all about control in the end. This is why farmers in India were killing themselves due to the crippling debt they were placed in by Monsanto and the rest. Conspiracy of the organized and unproductive, recollect? Same reason why whats on your shelves is chemically assisted, energetically depleted and not really the best for you to ingest. “But, its cheap!” said the shopper who gives not an F as he’s too busy running the treadmill which has loads of “Supposed To” boxes he needs to tick. Such is the nature of the deception aka bread and circuses.

I mean, haven’t you ever stopped to question how ridiculous it that you have to pay rent to live on a planet? Thats the true terrorism. What about the fact that the money thats printed for nothing is sold at interested and those left holding the debt pay via blood and sweat? Make that make sense. Same with religion which may originally spring from a pure intent but you find me one that doesn’t have arguing factions that split and want to kill the infidels? Everythings corrupted. Exactly as intended. Thanks to the real actors in a fake world that do what they do best:

Sell a narrative, play a role, stick to the script.

There are really simple ways of proving this, like this newscast attests:

And various other references as well because its a motion picture production that encompasses the whole planet and they’re all in on it as the fronts, divided, hide a union in secret. This is why the IRA didn’t take their chance to do some damage when Bin Laden crushed the buildings. Instead they said that was a very bad thing. Make that make sense as freedom fighters with compassion for their oppressor against whom they’ve been railing is quite strange, isn’t it? Haven’t you ever wondered why there is always a threat? Some terrorist organization, another country or axis and now the weather itself. Its all a trick. All of it. I know that may be hard to accept for many but truly it is but if you believe a liar then who is to blame, in the end? Its also why a lot who delve into this and look could flip their lid as its just such an intense culture shock to discover they’ve been pimped to such an extent that it makes them wonder if they’re dead and this is hell.

Well, in a sense it is. Imagine if you took a god and crammed him into flesh then made him believe he was human, useless, imperfect and needs to consume, consume, consume in order to prove himself. What would you call it? Worse still, in the grip, they’d think the end was worse than the means by which its achieved. What if that was the reprieve? Aren’t those who grieve mainly doing it for reasons, selfish? I think they are but many will not admit it. We should be celebrating but that is only possible when one Knows the Ledge as they can transcend this realm instead of getting mindwiped and slammed in the flesh again.

Real actors in a fake world or those who pull their puppets strings by using every single trick they possess in a book they wrote, back when. Thats why they work, you know? Cos they’re so ancient and big that people don’t believe they’d fall for it. How would you win against an Opponent that knows you better than you Know thy Self? Simple, study the variables, reality test, examine what they place off limits and say is evil or wicked as there is a high chance its the opposite. Take the number thirteen, for example. Did you know its the equivalent of stepping off the treadmill of one to twelve repetition that marks years? Its akin to hopping to another level for a higher perception instead of the same old retread with a new digit shifted. So repetitive. Like the thoughts in your head but they weren’t always like this. No, once upon a when, your chest was lit with intense imagination that you had to capture with scribbles on paper with ink. So proud were you of your accomplishment and its sharing but then that was placed off limits due to two decades of “Sit still. Look ahead”. How many kids stressed and did well on the test because they didn’t want to disappoint their parents? Isn’t that a bit sick? Almost as bad as being taught by those doing it for a cheque to pay the bills and thus totally devoid of passion as they read from a regulated script about what is the acceptable standard to presented to those learning.

Why were you not shown how to control your thoughts? Make them still? Heck, even basic breathing and awareness regulation would create a totally different realm. Why? Because this is all how they intended it because it makes products fly off shelves. People, by now, are totally resonant with the false images on the web and thus whatever they possess seems decrepit in comparison. Especially relationships. Simps have gassed up women to such a length that even if they get a ten that ticks all the boxes they want to see whats next and if it beats the rest. Why? So they can show off to their friends and stunt on the web. Whole load of cat ladies were created by Sex & the City, for certain. On the flip you’ve got males, not men, who throw away their time, attention and spends for false affection hence the success of those type of things. Introduce both of them to sex robots and watch the fireworks commence! Exactly as intended. Same with the endotoxins, forever chemicals, bands of EM pollution and more things you can shake a stick at. By the way, did you ever wonder why the wood of Holly the Druids used for spells is linked with the same place the magic happens? Does what it says on the tin, in that respect, as in a world of fakes the Tell-Lie-Vision set remains king with its one eye fixed on those consumed by consumption.

“What is the alternative?” I hear thee yelp. Well, at first, its not as pleasant but then its quite addictive. Its called doing the Knowledge. Challenge your assumptions, abstain from what provides hits, choose things radically different and flex your creative pecs instead of living, predictable. It may not win you many friends and yet it can because if enough people start shifting then the Game must change as well as it can only bring into view that which the people expect which is the exact reason why all Eighties and Nineties flicks had Brown skinned, fundamentalist terrorists barking their threats and that manifested. Same with tattoos. Back when they were calling cards of social rejects, criminals and those who lived on the edge and now they’re so common that not being inked is the exception. Have you ever considered what it means to engage in this ritual and its deeper meaning? It all links into feeling which is why its rare to see one with just a splash as they need to keep going back for a fix. Self harm in a new dress. Granted, probably not the most popular topic for those in its grip and miss me with the “Well the tribes used to do it” thing as they had ritual, reason and symbol behind it. Not what it is, my friend. Just like those gringo “shamans” that get you wrecked off your tits and then pass it off as enlightenment.

There are people actually walking around this realm that I call eBuddhists. They are absolutely amazing as they’ll quietly exclaim they’ve mastered all types of states and perceptions therefore are living incarnations of greatness made flesh and then you’ll see them yelling at their TV set or leaving a stream of invective in the comments when someone does something triggering. Its absolutely outsane because I don’t profess to know a thing beyond what I daily decrease in my ignorance and it makes me wonder about the nature of the (false) self and how well it can sell any image it wishes to those who keep buying in to its deception. I guess thats the key, isn’t it? Real actors in a fake world make everyone inauthentic just to fit in and the first part of this is ensuring you aren’t comfortable in your skin as then its open season on the rest and this war in your head is waged by them on both sides. Its whats stuck in the mid and lower down in your chest thats worth checking as when these two come online the Third Kingdom kicks in and you start getting these immense intuitive downloads that occur in an instant and take a while to process and a lot of these are whats inspired my many missives as I’m simply transcribing a state in the hope that the resonance activates similar gnosis in those reading.

Till we meet again

The Start of a Spiritual Awakening

Many Souls will live and die plugged into the Matrix because it provides what they expect and thus they have no need to introspect or question the narrative. Good for them. Its not a slight upon their minds or anything else you could pick as it simply stands as testament that the Game we play by inserting our Souls as credits is so effective in inducing a state of hypnosis that starts and ends with them Thunking they’re human. Generally, the more comfortable a life is the less the person tends to question the construction of their defenses.

You can think of it like a walled garden or the carefully presented palace that Buddha was raised within in an engineered state of ignorance to hide the true depth of this realm. Actually, thats a great variable so lets expand on it:

Imagine life as a still pic that is taken with the camera of your flesh versus actually getting up and walking around the scene. The latter will comprehend how various tricks of perspective and specific modes of frame are used in the Game to create the illusion as its akin to seeing the puppets strings and how carefully worlds are built. In one sense it breaks the immersion but, on the other, it raises a load of questions because someone obviously went to a hell of a lot of effort with this deception they sell so well to 81% of those that step in. Now, there is another side to this because your life may not have been all sunshine and rainbows but yet you may still be well adjusted to a realm that is quite strange and possibly even insane as most engage in a quest to decorate the cell where they dwell without ever contemplating freedom. Those who do may find the door was never locked and thus they kept themselves within this enclave due to their own ignorance via a process called learned helplessness. The man who presented himself as Plato once said:

“He who escapes the Cave and sees the real sun, shining, versus the shadow and flame pantomime within can’t wait to tell the rest but when he attempts they’ll surely rebel and attempt to decry him as heretic, madman or lunatic” or words to that effect. This is very, very true because most people are quite content with the life they get but this thread is aimed at the chest of those who may find themselves at the start of a spiritual awakening:

“What is real?“.

“Is this it?“.

“Why am I alive?“.

“Why is there so much suffering?“.

“What happens to kids that step in shining before growing to be miserable?“.

“Why is there so much conflict?“.

“Am I more than the flesh and the story they poured into my head?“.

“Where is this famed god that comes in many names and brands but never seems to show himself even though many rivers have ran red in the quest to kill infidels and establish dominance?“.

“Is free will real or are we merely puppets on a string that go through the motions in ways we don’t truly comprehend?“.

“Why does it seem that evil runs unchecked and even gets a pat on the head whilst the good are shot dead when they try to help the rest?“.

Now, these lines are but mere hints as we all approach the elephant in a blindfold and draw our own conclusions and thus for some it may be entirely non verbal as they take an intense trip that shakes the very foundation of their being as they feel, just for a moment, a sense of realness that is so Self sustainingly authentic that this must be an illusion. Others, without the drugs, wander into the psychotic abyss from which many never ascend but some get chewed and spit out again with fresh questions they must comprehend whilst some women, at the moment of climax or giving birth, for example, imperience an immense state of transcendence that is totally ineffable and makes them feel like a light, long dimmed, shines again within.

Actually, the last point is very interesting because there once was a time, on this very planet, that women were seen as possessing an innate resonance that extended beyond this realm and thus they honed these talents and passed them on from one gen to the next. In the West the modern thread of this was what they taught you was a witch (actually a medicine woman because there was no popping pills, only the herbal element mixed in with intuition and Self Knowledge which offered guidance to the rest). Shamans as well had their own skills and, in general, sex was way more spiritual because when you correctly combine Yan and Ying you can literally manifest an out of body experience in which your Souls are ejaculated from your flesh into a state of conjoined transcendence and unified consciousness.

Obviously you won’t see that in a porno flick featuring a fresh eighteen year old starlet that has actually been abused since she was a kid by the rich and powerful before being beyond the age that gets them erect so they drop her onto the XXX circuit instead after turning tricks at the point in the mid for various industry captains and execs when most girls are still caught up in the anticipation of their first kiss. Once you can see the depth and start to question the narrative you really have to wonder who is at the helm of this realm and what the hell is happening but this isn’t my tale, its yours because you are at the start of your spiritual awakening. I’m just showing you the ways because the young woman in question, who learned to dissociate in the crib and thus watched herself in third person going through these things as a coping mech developed such immense spiritual strength that she literally cracked the Matrix to transcend by using what had happened as kindling to light the rocket of higher consciousness. As she said:

“I forgive them. Not because they deserve it but because I do and holding onto the pain and regret means there is still a part of me attached to this realm. I extend the same to my parents who gave me up to them and carried on like nothing happened beside massive amounts of gaslighting which ensured I never formed any type of connection or depth with them or any other humans as I felt so thoroughly and totally broken within as these demons dressed as humans attempted to defile my very essence by using me as a plaything to satisfy themselves”.

This is way more common and whilst extreme in its example was shared just to show how there are many different ways to ascend. On the flip there was a man who gave his wife everything as he invested in the narrative that if she grins and is kept content then life is bliss only to find the kids weren’t his and she’d been biding her time with him whilst the man she truly wanted was locked in a cell and the moment he gained freedom she ejected the sucker with an iced chill and got back on with the business of living. I’ll let him tell it:

“I wanted death. I wanted to kill. I wanted so many things that I didn’t have a clue what to do next so I became a derelict. I mean, can you imagine? A man of my standing? Living on the pavement? Eating from garbage bins whilst on a canned heat binge to take off the edge. All it took was a random conversation with a man who was a war veteran and saw the dead all around him to change everything. Know what he said? He simply mentioned that its better to realize one was tricked than die with the illusion, no matter how painful this is, because once your eyes are opened there is no closing them.

I don’t know why but something about the simplicity of this observation struck a bell that sent shivers down my spinal column. What followed next was more than mere coincidence as a string of bizarre events led me to the steps of this ashram in the middle of nowhere. I walked in, looking ragged and stinky, and this Bhikkuni – you know, bald head, orange robes and the rest – simply said:

“Welcome, it is you we have been awaiting” with arms that were extended. I collapsed in her embrace and what followed next can only be termed as an emotional purging of various incarnations and suffering that had compressed my spirit into something I could no longer comprehend or connect due to what surrounded it. Can you believe it? I was so estranged from my Self that I wept at the loss of illusion when, in reality, I should have offered congratulations to the ones who delivered my awakening. I often wonder what happened to that schizophrenic vet as I frequently went back to check and it seems no one else ever seen or heard of him and thats what makes it so miraculous as there are countless others like him that may just be dropping gems on those who walk by them on the pavement but who listens? Sometimes the gourd must be cracked in order not to collect what this world brings but to let the light within shine that would otherwise be hidden”.

Once again, another dramatic example but the reasons for this will become Self evident as we progress because there are plenty of boys (and girls) that are interrupted in this quest and thus start but don’t end where these Souls get. That is the point because right now, at this very moment, you could be treading on thorns and wondering if its worth the effort only to quit at the point before you come up smelling of roses. A more day to day:

“I grew up in a religious house where my father was quite authoritarian. We siblings often joked, in private and under our breath, that he was the only one allowed to have an opinion. I was more of the rebel, within limits because none of us really wanted to provoke him and couldn’t help but wonder why a man who seemed so devout and content to the congregation could privately be so miserable? Of course, the world never saw this and we were well trained in the art of deception to present a perfect image so when my friends questioned why they couldn’t come to our house to play we said “Our father is very religious and he doesn’t like distractions”. In reality he often sat there, brooding in the darkness. There was a gloom that followed him and sucked the life out of any room he was within and yet, with the rest, he was quick to quote a text, offer some advice and the rest. To us, his family, the ones he bought in, all of this was lacking so the moment I could escape I went to college and had loads of sex. These days they call it a “Hoe Phase” but for me it was the only way to stay sane.

I’ll never forget this man I met with whom the sparks did fly when our eyes were linked. Granted a quick slam in the bathroom isn’t the most romantic image (nor was I that discerning back then) but it felt like he knocked a blockage out of my chest that I was only partially aware of feeling. Suddenly all the questions I’d been fearing started rearing their heads and instead of seeking emancipation between my legs I knew I needed something else and thus it all flipped from vigorous sex with strangers to theological debates over holy text where I just let rip with what I felt with zero fear of judgement. Like a serpent that sheds its skin it no longer fits in I was born again and found my lane but with no religious indoctrination needed – I think thats just a huge control mechanism and totally unnatural. Now I’m super successful running a site that questions the narrative and identify more as spiritual than anything else in this quest to reality test and find the true answers to the deepest questions. Have I progressed? Regressed? Going to face damnation for doing what I did at the end by betraying the faith of my parents? Who knows? I guess we’ll find out when we cross the rainbow bridge out of this realm but, between me and you, I strongly suspect you get what you expect as you are your instrument of judgement in the end“.

How many in the above would have stayed atrophied as they were molded? Or what about the counterswing that bought sexual freedom and as much debauchment as she could handle? What if that phase she kept chasing till the wide eyed innocence that men found so attractive became tight lipped resentment as her breasts, once perky, now unfolded like accordions? Imagine if when the block did shift via some hard dick action she went off on a quest to top this imperience instead of realizing the blinker was winking to signal an off ramp from the road she’d taken to get to that moment? What if she didn’t comprehend that liberation in one aspect can be applied to other things and lacked the sense of presence to join a debating team and let rip what had been suppressed in front of an enraptured audience. She says:

“Its ironic because even though he refuses to talk to me due to what happened and the conversations we had I’m actually the most like him except I’m totally authentic as he could talk up a storm but didn’t live his lyrics”.

There are more mundane examples like the woman who always put everyone first but herself and then felt immensely depressed when her kids flew the nest and she had no more distractions until she picked up a pen and started journaling:

“I was doing really well with this as I felt like I’d finally found that true friend and confidant I’d always been seeking. Now, in retrospect, its obvious I’d been trained to put others before myself as I was constantly people pleasing. In many ways I was doing the same with my kids as one of the first things I remembered when they were born was “Yay! I finally have friends!” which filled me with a strange dread and sense of revulsion as well because I knew it wasn’t appropriate but I basked in their attention and adulation. I was beside myself when they left. Life had more meaning but I knew that if I kept tight a grip they’d disconnect and never come back again which felt like a fate worse than death so something had to give.

I don’t recollect where but I heard about journaling as a way of stating the unspeakable you won’t admit so decided to give it a spin and I was hooked. The sense of freedom was palpable. The tears ran so hard that my eyes were often red as the little girl that was raised by narcissists and trained to suppress her feelings finally found a way to express that which they’d prevent and I’d almost infected the next gen with such flawed thinking. It was then I found your article about how to speak to the child within and that was Game changing. Mind blowing. No longer an abstraction or disjointed recollections presented as fragments as I saw her hand, her scrawl and intent staring back from the page which said things that were often quite hard to digest. Its so strange to think that that part of me was literally frozen within, locked in my chest, and the rest of my life was simply a huge coping mech designed to hide this.

Thankfully I knew that potions and pills couldn’t change a thing which is what inspired these events and it eventually led to what some may call a full fledged spiritual awakening in the making. Not quite there yet but what you said about Inner Sense hits the nail so squarely on the head with its familiar newness that I can’t wait to progress and see what happens next as I up my wavelength”.

A black cab driver once said:

“In my line of biz you see all kinds. I’ve never been one to pass up a good conversation and thus no mention of the weather or cricket when they get in my whip as I’d usually hit em with both barrels and let my intuition kick. You know I’d ask all types of things like the time I said:

“What if your wife was a low down cheating bish who pretended to get pregnant when another bird actually flew over the cuckoos nest?” to this high powered exec. Hoo, that was a quiet trip but it wasn’t always like this as I spoke to a monk who was super chill and really gave me something to think about when they said:

“A man who takes others from one place to the next could be said to be a messenger, yes? If, along the way, he sprinkles some observations then he may be akin to an oasis in the land of the parched because many thirst for a drink but won’t ask when its in front of them as they are so disconnected from their own emotions and ran by fears of judgement. Your childlike intent is quite enduring, keep it up and see what happens”.

Then there was a girl, all suitcase and tears, where I didn’t say a thing but sent her total acceptance instead as we engaged in what can only be called a silent conversation. All I know is that one who left compared to who stepped in was quite different and it really made me think about this thing called language as well as communication and the rest. I didn’t charge her a thing. I couldn’t. I knew she had other things on her plate so when she tried to hand over the bills I said:

“Give em to him” and pointed at a man on the pavement. “He needs them more than me and if you ever need anything simply give me a ring” as I handed her my card and meant it. She looked very grateful as was the man who got paid without begging then turned and shared it with his friends as I rode off into the night in search of my next fare. Yeah, its a crazy thing, this life, isn’t it? A few decades and change I’ve been on the planet, had countless conversations about the strangest things with people I’ve just met who often open up their depths and I can’t truly claim to be any further along than when I started in this Game as I’ve still got loads of questions but no definite answers yet. I suppose its some kind of quest, isn’t it? Like constant refinement or, as you said, a battle with your own ignorance. All I know is that it makes me grin as I clock a decent living, get to support me and the kids and its far more entertaining and interesting than any other way to spend life I can imagine in this realm so, all in all, its pretty decent, yeah?”.

Like I said, the start of a spiritual awakening can happen in the beginning, middle or end because your unfinite awareness may seem non linear to one locked in to the IF, AND, OR, THEN sequence that make up realities mundane programming but, in retrospect, it all seems like it was destined to happen so if you find your Self in hell then keep on stepping because only coals that endure the pressure get to shine like diamonds as they ascend to where they were intended. Trust the process, follow your intuition and recollect that fear is a street sign on the way to healing because one must tame their dragon before flying whilst the rest are quite content walking around with bowed heads filled with stress they dare not admit as they are so well adjusted to the profound sickness that grasps the entire planet at the moment.

Till we meet again

Research the Opposite Perspective

“Research the opposite perspective” I said. “Why?” came the response from one that was so certain of the reality tunnel he was digging that all he ever did was aim his awareness in the direction that confirmed what he suspected. To me that is stupid. Real stupid. To him it made perfect sense. What do you think?

I’m a big proponent of reality testing in the sense that there are no thoughts or concepts off limits in my awareness ergo I flip turn them upside down in order to check that contents match the label. Then I go and listen to someone who says different and do the same again. This process is repeated until I come to a satisfactory conclusion on the way it is and this then undergoes the same schtick as my initial base perspective that is constantly refined and revised based upon new insights gained as I play this Game that uses my Soul as a credit in exchange for the flesh it drapes around my unfinite awareness. Tell me, my friend, which perspective do you think lends itself to a more accurate vantage that is closer to the way it is versus “Here is what I wish, and look, everyone else says its correct!“. I know that a some of you may think “Too much effort” as you slide down the well paved street of least resistance that has had frozen water placed on it to assist your descent into accepting the common perspective on everything. In a way I get it, remember I said I honor all perspectives, because you’re too busy with other things they tell you are important and then comes the aspect of amusing yourself to death and engaging in all kinds of petty conflicts and arguments that make up the base for 81% of this planets denizens but I choose to spend my attention in ways I find more profitable. That and its entirely effortless. Know why? I’m just using the standard equipment of Inner Sense that for you is hidden underneath layers and layers of conditioning hence Adulteration bleats “Too much effort” into your head and you, like a ventriloquists dummy made of flesh, repeat its statement and Thunk you originated that perspective. Newsflash, you didn’t.

If you’d researched the opposite perspective it would become obvious that there was a time, once upon a when, you didn’t hear the dulcet tones in your head that guided your actions via its suggestions. No, you may also note that you were much happier, present and creative. Thats the state of Inner Sense and one of the best things I discovered from treading upon the Path of Power that you create my walking. In effect these are the only two options in the Game. The former mentioned is broad, well lit and filled with all kinds of people who slide on their rear ends to wherever it ends. The other is narrow and treacherous, its quite a challenge, and shrouded in darkness. As such its lit by a lantern one finds in their chest and it throws its glow a few feet in front to one who is coherent within. Thats where I’ve been walking for a bit and its from where I sit and survey my Kingdom as I push the pen on this article.

Research the opposite perspective. It really is quite effective when it comes to reality testing the things which may or may not be in your best interests. The person in question at the head of this section came to me as he had a problem. One that is all too common that I call the old “Mince to rice pudding equation” that I’ve detailed, elsewhen. In his situation he came to me seeking conformation of what he said as he needed to prove to someone else his way was correct. He pointed at a few resources and their perspectives which aligned with his hopeful wishes as built on old suggestions that were beamed into his head, back when, that were currently under threat by something a friend said. In his mind this intellectual infidel was a threat to his programmed awareness and he was rushing to defend what he thought as being not only entirely valid but the only logical option. After listening to his opening statement that laid all of this out as the reason for his trip to my office I responded:

“Research the opposite perspective”. “Why?” came the response from one that was so certain of the reality tunnel he was digging that all he ever did was aim his awareness in the direction that confirmed what he suspected. To me that is stupid. Real stupid. To him it made perfect sense. What do you think? Feeling mischievous I decided to let rip as I hit him with both barrels based on previous research into said topic mixed with a healthy swig of intuition and creative thinking. If his friend had attempted to poke a hole in his perspective I’d just aired it out and left it thoroughly ventilated. No menace and no badness intended. The aim was to show him how his reality tunnel is simply one of many and thus they’re all valid. The question is, is it helping? Meaning, on your day to day are you healthy, happy, creative, moving with grace in a state of equilibrium that, with a childs innocence, can ask questions and then consider the information before making your own mind and then continuing the process of trying to make sense of wearing flesh on a planet that floats in the abyss as its chases a fireball through a vacuum thats filled with twinkles? Doesn’t that, as the base totality of your reality, sound totally ridiculous? And yet its upon this the rest of the arguments and divisions are built that are the hallmark of tribal Thunking that brooks no discussion, views no alternatives and simply seeks conformation of what another said.

To me that reeks of (false) self deception. You know what they say about lies, yes? Make it big, bold and convincing then make sure you repeat it often. Its much like hypnosis. There is a lot in common, oh yes, because if the suggestions aren’t refreshed one can slip out of the trance they were placed in. Another interesting sync is that childrens brainwaves are nigh on identical to an adults after word weaving so imagine if instead of parents saying “I believe that and this therefore you should as well” before adding “Never dare to question the traditions of our people as they were handed” even though they themselves are mostly miserable, plenty stressed and scared to death of unveiling their true potent they said “Hop on one leg on this day of the week”. We would see some people do this religiously on a Friday, some pick Saturday instead and some say Sunday is the best. A few pick the left, some state the right was ordained and those new age freaks believe in alternating smoothly between one then the next as they wave the holy lash around their head and get to skipping.

A ludicrous example, I know, but it just shows how flexible this all when you truly comprehend the way the Earthday Suit functions in our quest for making sense and finding a meaning to wearing it in this realm. Like I said, I honor hall perspectives and have had some fascinating conversations at depth with those that are intellectually flexible enough to listen to the opposite when it presents even if they haven’t researched it and never will. In response to the skipping statement somebody else said “Very clever, I see what you’re saying but can’t say I agree with it. Granted its a visceral proof of the way we accept programming and influence but I’m talking about loftier things and your example is quite frivolous”.

“Is it? Is it really, though?” I questioned. After all, what I’d just sketched inside his head wasn’t based on anything else but certain facts and perspectives that I’d stitched into a coherent narrative to create an example about world building. I followed it up with:

“You have a Soul, yes?“. He nodded his head. “And you believe, in a way that is one hundred percent certain and can’t be shook, rattled or rolled even a bit that your perspective is not only entirely valid but others aren’t even worth considering as they got it wrong, were corrupted or actually following Satan himself and headed straight to the bowels of Hell for believing such ridiculous things”. Once again, he nodded. “What if you, this same Soul rendered in flesh that sits in my office after five decades and change on the planet had incarnated elsewhen instead?”.

“What do you mean?” he responded as he shifted in his seat.

“Well, lets say you were born into the “Left leg on Friday is the best way” team then you’d be totally invested in the narrative and think those who partook in the right on Saturday were the spawn of Satan himself, yes? Yet if the flip you’d create just as convincing an argument. In neither one of those modes of being would you ever reality test to check what they were saying or even attempt to implement it and yet each and every child that sets foot in this realm will, at one point, intuitively hop up and down on one leg then the next as well as do some skipping because its natural to explore the flesh their in in relation to the environment and test the options to see what happens, yes?”.

He sat there, quietly. Thinking at depth and then said:

“You know what? I’d never really considered this but what you’re saying makes a lot of sense and its gave me a lot to think about. I don’t know how I feel about this because it most certainly is not what I expected when I came to fill you in on the finer points of my religion”. He made his excuses and left. Do you know what happened next?

We gathered in a meeting. Three people of the book who believe their own things and me, the only common link between their perspectives due to our previously solo conversations. Let the reality testing commence! Oh man, it was like a spiritual WWF. I see why religion and politics are verboten in some places. I guess thats because if they were allowed to kick it they’d spot the links and maybe, just maybe, instead of the noiZ of arguments as people force their opinions on ones that don’t want to hear it we’d hear the joyous tumult of children at play instead where its not about hopping on one leg because Simon said as they discover what its like to walk on their hands, throw that rope in a tree and make a swing as well as countless benefits that spring from being so Centered in Self as the living embodiment of Inner Sense that there is nothing there to defend because you Know the Ledge as your standard equipment is fully functioning as intended.

This was one of the most interesting things from this conversation because they eventually, some begrudgingly, came to admit the validity of the “Soul which incarnates in one place or the next but equally believes its reality tunnel” perspective which was quite interesting as the next aspect generated huge arguments that were most passionate as I said:

“All three of you are on a quest to gain a personal connection with the divine, yes?“. They all nodded their heads. “Not only this but you’ve been doing it for generations and generations, like a living tradition of which you’re the latest adherents, truth said?”. Once again the domes bobbed in agreement. “Hows that been working out then? On the personal and collective scale, both at this moment present and via the historical lens? How many Souls have made it back to the place they left and have you actually tasted the proof of the pudding, as promised by your prophets or are you still waiting as naught has passed beyond your lips? Before they could interrupt I held up a hand then added:

“What if I’m correct and this misdirected attention outside is simply a fools errand when the divine presence we’re all seeking actually rests within and, for some reason, not one of these texts presents a clear, lucid and cogent way to reforge that connection we all sense is missing as we dig our own reality tunnels from a point of view that is based in Adulterated Inner Sense where that which we’re evading is what we’re actually needing. In order to avoid this, which I feel is obvious, we blame others who hop on one leg on a day incorrect or dare to be blasphemous and start skipping, much to the chagrin of both the previous people. What if we are god? The divine made manifest and its akin to that Prime presence playing Hide and Seek with its Self in a Game we engage by inserting our Souls as credits in order to don the flesh and interact with this dimension which is, if we’re being honest, a tiny, tiny bit of a much bigger pic that is then further edited, remixed and processed by the gray matter in our heads that was previously programmed to dig the reality tunnel as instructed? After all, your people” I motioned at one “Say “We are closer than your jugular vein” whilst his, pointing in another direction “Believe the only way to the Father is through He” and his think that Spirit is everything and all contains it within. Whats the common link? Consciousness aka what the religion of science calls the “Hard Problem” and likes to pretend doesn’t exist”.

Man, that convo went on with no end and very little progress, no matter what was said. It was then that I clicked the nature of the Pane Body as well as the true depth of Adulteration along with the vice like grip the voice in their heads had upon their awareness as it exists solely to defend that with which they’d been programmed whilst keeping them isolated from the signals that poured in from below then neck and shifted the resonance of their awareness so that it found immense comfort in those who thought like them but, quite often, flat out hatred for those who dared to think different as that was interpreted as a threat to its dominance. What if this “god” is actually the Devil? What then? Imagine we, our minds and bodies, are the battleground for a divine conflict that has been raging for eons as it consumes one generation then the next who exhibit their own types of sanctioned perspectives that brook no discussion or consideration beyond the suggestion “Dig, dig, dig, that reality tunnel!” in their heads by a voice they Thunk is them but actually isn’t as they are what listens aka the Witness or what remains constant in the example of a Soul that incarnated into one family or the next with their own perspectives as well as the only constant whether walking round the planet as you handle the business of living or are lying, dreaming, in bed creating a false reality in your head you’ll swear is authentic.

I’m grateful to all I’ve met and the discussions that happened but one thing that became Self evident is if people could pick between being happy and correct they’d pick the latter even though the former is what they say they’re seeking and that, my friend, hints at a deeper schism within the race so I can’t help but wonder about the true intent of the Game and whats happening so I’ll continue to research the opposite to whatever I survey because my intense curiosity can’t stand flapping around on the surface when depth is an option that generates far more coherence and happiness because the state within which a Warrior dwells I’ve termed Inner Sense and its the one thing that was entirely constant between the three that met, all of their friends, family and children as well as everyone else on the planet and yet its the same thing that vanishes as its Adulterated and they pick up that shovel and dig, dig, dig that reality tunnel which says “This is how it is, we’re one hundred percent correct, don’t listen to anyone else but this voice in your head you’ve been trained to accept is the only option as you are it ergo its wish is your commandment”.

At least, thats how it seems to me at the moment but thats always open to revision as my perspectives are fluid due to the reasons I mentioned in this missive with the intent of spurring discussion about the true Hard Problem:

Why are so many people so miserable and yet won’t admit it? Why does a childs glow dim not long after they step in? Why is our collective track record one of bloodshed and conflict and why does it seem that everything from the net to religion that promises to unite and uplift ends up isolating and fragmenting whilst offering petty conflicts that never seem to end?

Do we have the Game backwards? Are we playing in ways incorrect or is the point of this level a good tear up that ensures every single Soul plugged in has the scales of their life tipped toward suffering as they all look anywhere but within for solutions as they point a finger at someone else and say “Them, they’re the problem!” whilst ignoring the three that are directed at the only constant. Them. Or, to be more specific, their awareness and that leads us back, full circle, to consciousness being the all of everything and the reality tunnel concept which digs, digs, digs at the behest of the voice in your head and relative social programming as well as the concept of Inner Sense and its (seemingly) inevitable Adulteration that begets such methods of living that most dare not question.

Like I said, constant refinement. Incremental Betterment, if you will, as that mode of living can be applied to everything and the net result is one who is happier, more present and energetic. “Be as little children” was once said. They always research the opposite as they’re born to dive to the depths of anything before we train them to be just like their parents and thus the inheritance of the next generation is their parents unaddressed suffering. Say, you think that may be the problem and also the solution? They say in nature that the poison and cure grow side by side. Hmm, I’ll have to look into this.

Till we meet again

What Is Music Without Silence?

“Its red!”.

“Its blue!”.

“You fools, its green. Can’t you see? Its obvious!”

In the distance someone else says “Its white” and a few murmur in assent as it seems the most logical solution to the problem. An old man sits and quietly grins because he’s been around for a minute and knows this trick well and thus groks the true answer:

Darkness.

What are we talking about? Consciousness. What it is, what creates the waves and how the particles are caught up in the mix of subjective imperience and thus akin to tickling themselves ergo your current state must be transcended to create a greater perspective that is far more accurate. Why darkness? Simple:

What is music without silence?

See how quick that kicks in because the truth is obvious and Self evident once your awareness is resonance with the optimal alignment. Imagine a reel of cloth that was stretched in some contraption. Day and night it spins under nearly continuous tension. When the sun dips the binds ease but the motion never ceases. There stands on the far edge of this contraption a camera that scans a small section of the canvas. Further up ahead there are various jets that sprinkle in some ink. When the guard watching the camera sees red he starts acting more aggressive under the influence. He sees someone has got the promotion he felt should be his and the green that expected is not met and instead we see an orange which sparks him to action by lighting a fire under his competitiveness.

What you’ve just seen is the inside of your mind. There are forces in this planet, concentrated emanations of emotion and wavelengths that are held together as coherent resonance that here I called the inks. The guard who is watching the events is your Adulterated self that is currently unaware of your magnificence and instead operates purely on stimulated responses as the various tints hint the fabric which is actually your consciousness that is stretched in the contraption you’re currently wearing. This is why you dream at night as the boundaries of tension in wakefulness under the eye of the watchful eye of the guard give way to a more abstract interpretation. In that respect you are never ending, never changing and yet never the same and equally easy to misplace should you choose to incarnate into a Game you’re playing after inserting your Soul as a credit.

These lights that shine have their own rhythms that are often in accordance as well as at odds with whats happening in your existence. In the case of the promotion example that the guard was expecting had the green lights been shining on where his camera was focused on the canvas he’d have taken that ink as the resonance and used it as the base of his decisions which would have lead to envious comments and angst at the outcome. But it wasn’t. Instead it was aimed at the frequency of orange which instilled its own kind of consciousness that said “Are you kidding? We know we’re better than him and lets prove it in the spirit of competition” and thus he rose to the occasion. This is why you can sometimes have a life thats going to hell and feel all around amazing or, on the flip, you can have the best of everything and yet be at your wits end. Its all about who well you know the contraption and its modes of action and this is why Know thy Self is the key to all of this and the only thing worth investing in because its what underpins the realm.

See, we’re all made up of a blend of this hues, these bands of emotion and their wavelength but whats interesting is how we decode them. For example one may class green as envy and the other may feel endless bounty. One mans red make make him bash anothers head whilst another strikes piano keys with abandon as he pens a composition that will resound for generations. This is where it gets real interesting because there that which shines and what we project because in the mid there is the guard and where the camera is positioned. This angle is how you see life ergo for some half filled is on its way to emptiness whilst the other sees abundance. The ink is never slung truly the same upon all canvases because they’re tilted upon their own axis ergo some are flat and the hits are directly targeted and intense whilst the others are angled so there is some element that drips and keeps carrying one color into the next even when its moment happened elsewhen in the sequence.

This is the different between those who live in the past and thus tend to miss the present versus the ones who are future based and quick to start but don’t finish a thing. If either one of them realized this and performed the appropriate mental composition their interpretation of the wavelength and its actualization would be quite different. Because of this you have what you class as success and failure but even more interesting is the fact that the guard tends to spot Patterns and the more of he sees the more he brings that element to the table for the life you’re living. Once you become aware of this default mode of coding you inherited you can take advantage of being neuroplastic and recode your internal OS by choosing which trains of thoughts you invest in and which don’t even leave the station, even if they pulled in hooting and hollering, screaming for your attention.

At this point the guard tends to realize the limits of the camera he was looking at from a little monitor in the basement and instead comes to stand on the deck and thus takes in the full canvas. The scene is breathtaking, the scale is so immense and yet its all so precise and intricate whilst also being totally random and incoherent. Some call this enlightenment, others madness because, once again, its all relative to what you’re decoding. For those who obtain this state in the flesh they discover a state of coherence that is quite similar to one they felt, way back when, the cloth was being trimmed and fitted into the contraption.

“Amazing” they said, taking it all in. “So there once was a time when it didn’t spin on a machine and there weren’t any inks to influence the perspective as well as the total absence of a guard and basement. Instead the cloth is flowing, still forming its essence as its more conceptual than physical. The idea of formation at its early stages of crystallization. Taking in the magnificence of the feeling and how beautiful it all is because there are no externally induced rhythms and motions, no tilt of the axis, nothing at all but a sense of oneness. A level of presence that overflows any definition one attempts to place on it as its the space within which thoughts themselves first have their genesis. A quiet darkness I call Psylense. Can you hear it, I’m asking?

From here I am speaking at this present moment in a state I’m sure they call non dual awareness and from this lens I can scale the depths of the heights that equal the same thing, itself “no thing”, which is everything. I am it. You are too. Another me in that respect but if you let the hue and guards tell it we are actually 8 billion who sketch their own tales on the canvas based on these universal principles that are eternally unchanging. This is a higher level of the Game, another plane. One that is interlinked to this as breath is to your existence but its as ephemeral and subtle. By its footprints in your mind may you know it and I’ve just sketched the contraption and await your response of how it matches your inner realm because who can I be but me inside this realm?

Till we meet again

You Don’t Know the Half of It. Be Glad

Man, at this moment, with all of his sciences and advances that strain in their own directions is akin to tale of the blind wrestling with an elephant. Each is convinced of what they’re grasping as it feels so visceral and solid. In their minds, scattered and disparate, the image they build is of a curtain, a rope, a tree trunk, a wall and so on and so forth. We, who can see, comprehend the nature of the trickery that comes from such limited viewpoints trying to wrestle with a truth that is beyond their apprehension as the divine pachyderm will not fit in to the reality boxes they wish to place it.

That is the state of man, at this moment. One day somebody will stitch together these tales into a coherent narrative and when the true horrors of reality sink in the people will run shrieking into the welcome grip of another dark ages from whence they’ll do it all again. Imagine how it feels to be cursed to see the truth and then pretend it falls on you to speak the unspoken reality to the metaphysically deaf and dumb who have, for generations, held onto an elephants leg as their own salvation and thus missed the entire thing.

You don’t know the half of it. Be glad.

Where we are, what this place is, who is in charge, their intent and the rest would horrify anyone who comprehends the true nature of this dimension. Why? Because its all so obvious. The pieces are right there, they always have been. It is our sensory equipment, as individuals and collective, that is not functioning correctly and thus we miss the message and medium that have been artfully hidden via true lies and institutionalized deception. The wildest thing is nobody can admit this. Not even to themselves, but that too is obvious. Think:

If what you know, your internal operating system of the Game and how to navigate it – whatever that is, however you got it and what it states – was truly complete and perfect then your life would feel pretty amazing, yes? Garbage out only comes from first placing it in and this is why I’ve said that your greatest enemy hides in the last place you’d suspect. Your head. Its such an amazing trick for it convinced you, you’re it. 8 billion living hostages, wrestling with pieces of an elephant. See, the thing with this creature is its not only big but intensely wise as well. It knows where its going, is aware of where its been and sees the whole pic. For such a long time it has stood there, patiently, as its mauled by blind men who do everything but intended. Ride it.

Once you possess the correct Knowledge, have removed the world that was pulled over your eyes from your vision and see whats been in front of you for the entire performance it becomes obvious as you climb on top and ride as you see from a much higher vantage. That is the optimal operating system. At least, thats how it seems to me. Your mileage (and currency) may vary dramatically.

On the flip the life of a Slave, if seen from a hyper-dimensional lens, is mainly a heady mix of boredom and dread (usually for events that never happen as the ones that get them were rarely suspected. This alone offers a huge hint about the trick and shell Game going on inside your head that keeps you distracted from seeing the obvious) laced with the occasional glad tidings to keep hope alive. If you were to weigh your life on the scales of smiles and cries its obvious the tip would be immense on one side, yes? And yet this is the exact same programming you’ll pass onto your children who’ll do the same thing. A species in psychosis. Maybe what I said of the collective riding the elephant and grasping the true nature of the place they came to serve a life sentence happened previously? Those who could handle it vanished as they exited stage left and those who refused ran shrieking for the hills as old continents did sink when the ice melted so they start all over again.

They say there is nothing new under the sun. Don’t the predictable thoughts in your head manifest this intent perfectly well? Why don’t you ever stop to consider that there once was a time when you could reach in and create something brand new and fresh without any effort as you dwelled in a state plentiful and could not wait to share the riches you possessed. In that respect we are all born riding the golden elephant. Each and every one of us is a Warrior when we step in but because people need compartmentalization in order to handle the trauma they inherited and imperienced they pull the child down, quick, via various tricks and methods until they too forget the elephant and its higher perspect and instead spend their lives as giants kneeling at the feet of midgets. Adulteration, I call it. You just think of it as life and thus unexamined it sits. Urning a living equals cremating your potential, get it?

You don’t know the half of it. Be glad. If you did you too would be of the ment to get free or thrive trying because you see the true nature of the Game which hides the greatest of who you are within and then tells you someone else will come and make things perfect, soothe the ache you’re feeling if you’ll just accept what you’re given and do exactly as instructed. Spiritual Stockholm Syndrome. 8 billion Souls looting their own temple, laughing and then crying as they blame someone else for said things. Why? Because that little voice in their head tells them.

News flash, you aren’t it. How can you be when you are that which listens to it? Can you hear the Psylense or does the noiZ obscure it? Thats the difference between believing this almost but not quite fables of a curtain, a rope, a tree trunk, a wall and so on and so forth via your Adulterated awareness which works via fragments placed in boxes as you yourself dig a reality tunnel for a life that promises you nothing but more suffering. This is what you’re holding onto, with such a tight grip. Most are actually scared to death of letting go because a part of them remembers they once felt the strength, glow and elevated perspective that comes from being the embodiment of such an impressive specimen. Now, instead, all they have is leg they cling to like scared children and call it a tree trunk instead. They really hate those fools over there who believe the meaning of life is a curtain. “Idiots! How can they believe such foolish things with their backwards and primitive suspicions, we and we alone have the truth. Death to the infidels!”. The ones clutching the rope as it swings that way and this wonder what the hell either of these – who have been at each others necks for generations – are blathering about as its so alien to their perspective but the movement provides them with a little more freedom to think and thus they choose not to engage in these antics. Just like those leaning against the wall who class their view as the best as its secure and solid due to remaining unchanging for generations and so big. They look around at the chaos and think they’re all stupid for not getting how obvious it all is due to what is in front of them.

And yet, that is the hardest thing to see. If a man walked up to you on the street and said “Excuse me, could you open your eyes for a moment?” how would you react? Most would brush the suggestion off the map as they hurried where they were heading because, to them, their vision was perfect. The man watches as the person in question nearly gets hit by a car at an intersection, falls over the pavement, picks himself up again and continues on his way before bumping into another pedestrian where they have an argument that says “Watch where you’re going! Didn’t you see me coming?”.

That is the world as it is. This is what your inherited operating system begets. This is why I say 81% of the planet are Slaves because less than one out of ten people would have the nous to comprehend that if a man is stopping them to ask such an obvious question and his intent feels genuine there may be, just maybe, something more to this than they’re decoding at the moment. That is how you behold the elephant and once you did the next question is:

“How the hell did this divine thing end up in this realm?“

You don’t know the half of it. Be glad. Many are called but only the Warrior chooses their Self and that really is all that needs to be said at the moment because you either get it or you don’t. That, ultimately, is your decision. And your consequence as well. Get it? A sequence of consciousness for which you are entirely responsible.

Till we meet again

Mind Control for Fun and Profit

Pick a length of time within which you will concentrate on nothing but whats happening in the present moment. This is the stick. Next choose the carrot by deciding upon something you’ve always wanted but make excuses about buying or deny yourself it for some strange reason. Keep it in range of your pockets but equally frivolous, something that would be nice to possess and makes you grin when you think of it. Say your challenge is for 8 minutes at the office as you sit at your desk, cremating your potential (aka urning a living). Your aim is to do that with all of your mind for the entire allocation. Each time you veer take the amount you staked, can be a buck, ten or hundred depending on if you’re living average or lavish, and physically place it in your object of containment. This is not failure. Its feedback therefore its best if visual.

You may be at home and decide you wish to drop a quick sixteen as you watch your favorite TV show after another hard day. Once again, time your allocation, place your money jar on the table (that should already be part filled due to previous experience) and keep your wallet full of bills next whilst you accept the challenge. “Ha! This one should be easy” you think as you commence streaming. Variables are the same, each time your mind flits from what is telling lies to your vision you drop your stake in the bank until the clock has ticked.

This is a very powerful but also very simple method of marshaling the unfinite force of your consciousness. Its also essential for anyone who wishes to step onto the Path of Power and Know the Ledge for all the gifts it brings beyond the flesh you’re wearing in this world of illusion. Basically, your will is like a muscle. This is spiritual bodybuilding and once you can bang out the reps you’ll have a whole nother flex and totally different perspect and only then does the Game truly begin.

Due to the way this deal is built its pretty much perpetual motion and constantly improving because either way you win. Its also a visceral proof of what is meant when I said 81% of the planet are Slaves as the intent behind that statement becomes obvious as you’re watching your investment jar fill due to your mind that constantly wanders. You don’t own what you can’t control and if that most intimate and private realm inside your head runs at the beck and call of an unknown influence then it becomes Self evident that you need to check this state of affairs by unleashing the Warrior within. Knowledge is power, my friend, and the Game is all mental with three halves as well. This is how you feelsee what was hidden and the sensations when it clicks will make the best orgasm you ever yelped feel like a mere genital sneeze instead as you’re no longer alienated, a stranger to Self, but are taking active steps to reclaim your Kingdom via the conscious control of your awareness.

As you progress you will invariably bump into a state I call the Witness. This does what it says on the tin as its the part of you that is constant whether waking or sleeping. Knowing this is important for oh so many reasons but lets keep this simple. The Witness is you and yet its also what you’re learning to direct. The point of this exorcise is that it removes the malign influences that prevent your natural resonance that begets the state I call Inner Sense. Remember back when you were a child and scribbling on a page with ink? The effortless yet furious concentration as your tongue peeped out of your lips as you rushed to capture the creative impulses so you could share a masterpiece only you could have created with this realm? Thats your natural state of alignment and, three me, the only thing in life for which its worth striving because the rest is built on an obfuscation, an Adulteration if you will, of this primal state. Not many people know this. You have just rendered explicit one of the worlds greatest open secrets that is used by everyone with something to sell, tell or threaten you into compliance. Can you see why they wanted me dead yet failed in their attempts to bring my life to an end?

Knowing the Ledge (and applying it) places you on a whole nother level compared to the rest. This is the Warrior state, as I call it, that we all were born in before it was beaten, coerced or cajoled out of us by emotionally dead parents in order to make us just like them. “When I have kids I’ll never act like them!” said every junior at some indigence as their folks shattered their dreams back when. And yet, they grow to do exactly the same and don’t think its a problem. The problem with the mind is it takes the shape of whatever its poured in and often people mistake the container for the medium. This exorcise is akin to upping your vibration in the most visceral and practical sense and the dividends are immense because the tip jar soon fills as you constantly become aware of the feedback from the challenge and this, for some at least, creates a sense of exhilaration as they intuit the great things of which they’ll be capable once they master this.

A lot fall at the first fence. And I mean a lot. Loads. 81% of the planet, to be accurate. If I set ten people this challenge 8 would certainly quit. Some last longer than others, a few really see the potential but bleat “The spirit is willing, the flesh is weak” and go back to being Slaves that are constantly hypnotized by their TV. Less than 1 would fall down five, get up six and keep trekking as they grok the significance of this and know its a skill worth mastering and more than 1, on the flip, would know its truth said but hand wave it away with such statements:

“Ah, thats pointless. Who wants to think about nothing? You know how boring that would be? Avast with this parlor trickery!” because they don’t want you building said skill as its lack is the basis of their dominance and thus they see me a threat for kicking practical metaphysics to those who most need it.

I’m pretty sure you can guess the variables, options, potentials and the rest from this imperiment, yes? There is an interesting subset of the 8 that never even attempt it but think about it constantly, often for days on end. No open wallet, no challenge, no jar to throw the notes in, no clock ticking, no focused concentration, no feedback just failure for them as they are so in their heads due to constant overthinking. This type are usually above average intelligence, anxious about something, often suppressed or deflated in some aspect of their existence and thus carry an intense set of feelings they’re petrified of expressing or getting into direct contact with. There are many types of Slaves in this realm. The flavors are pretty much infinite thanks to the different types of Adulterant. Inner Sense is straight up vanilla but oh so dense and luxurious in comparison and its what I feel is the only prize worth winning in this realm because before, after and during all of this, everywhen, the only thing you can possess is the Witness. Why? Because you are it. Once you’ve sat upon that throne again after such a long absence from your Kingdom the rest becomes obvious and thats when the real fun begins.

Take those letters and flip em and you’ll see funeral is hidden. What I’m saying will become obvious at some instance so why not embrace it in this very moment and see what happens when you’re willing to step off the psycho-social treadmill of collective sickness to which you’re well adjusted and stroll upon the Path of Power instead that you create with each step as you get to Know thy Self.

Till we meet again

Religion Enslaves Fools and Enlightens the Wise

Religion enSlaves fools and enlightens the wise. Blasphemous to some but thats only because they’re voluntarily deaf, blind and dumb to whats really going on. Wise, in this light, is the Warrior whose mind is realized as the battleground reality takes place in as he comprehends the outer world only reflects what is within and without his presence none of this could happen. Science calls this the Observer Effect and its something you, your Self, have tested back when. Remember as a child when playing football or something? One takes the lead, trips and falls but gets up with determination to win the goal then celebrating they’re told their blood is pouring. Suddenly, they begin to limp as tears spring from their eyes and it hurts. Yet, a moment ago they would sprint, leap and yell at what they’d accomplished. That, in a nutshell, is the Observer Effect. “How does this link to religion?” I hear you asking, well consider this:

Man creates symbols in order to assist in the definition of this realm. We are, if nothing else, stories in motion and thus its hardwired in. If you were to ask a Muslim or Christian where there god is they might point at a church or mosque or gesture upwards toward the eternal. And yet both of them are incorrect because their own text says “I and the Father are one” and “We are closer to thee than your jugular vein”. Know what fits the bill in both of these descriptions? Consciousness. You are what you’re worshipping and the reason there is so much conflict and fighting is due to a very slick trick by your Opponent (who built this realm aka the land of confusion) which switches around a few things whilst obscuring the provenance hence religion enSlaves the fooled and enlightens the Warrior within who knows he may be in but isn’t of this dimension.

Now, for some this reeks of blasphemy:

“How dare you claim to be the most high” they said whilst turning a shade of red. I put it to them:

“You are what I call a headgear spiritual. Your faith is like a hat, you wear it as and when then take it off when you think no one is looking to commit various heinous deeds. If I know, and am certain, that my spark of consciousness came from the the Prime, the pre-existing, the true divine and singular point of origin that is without equal, Self sustaining and beyond the wavelength of the flesh like a teacup attempting to hold an ocean that means that I comport my Self with the highest principles in each moment as there is nowhere to run, hide or pretend. The voice in your head that yells, that is what I’d call the devil. You Thunk it is you, even though its Self evident you actually listen to it and thus can choose not to act on its suggestions if you wish”.

To me it makes perfect sense but then I’m not an alcoholic preacher who pretends he’s high on the holy spirit. But thats another tale. I’ve seen it so often that it makes me wonder, who are they fooling? Me or themselves? If I can tell the Emperor is naked then surely its my duty to inform the rest they’re under a spell, yes? Well, in this day and age that unruly child would be labeled and medicated a menace in order to ensure the deception went on as intended. Can you see why I said religion enSlaves? Have you actually ever looked up the definition and from whence it springs? “To bind” and “Place an obligation upon”. Really think about this as well as the old myths and texts that are spread about this planet where you can tell these so called divine beings actually act pretty petty and human. What, do you wonder, could flow in their veins to make them different? Why do people believe an angry white man yelling from a cloud is god himself when, back when, it was seen as a big black woman with huge breasts? Its all, quite literally, in your head like I said about Jesus and the two thieves being a metaphor for the hemispheres and pineal gland which conducts your consciousness which is why “Golgotha” is Aramaic for skull. I mean, how much more obvious can you get? Its why his heart is bleeding and he often points at it because that is the home of Inner Sense that each child possessed when they stepped in. The Kingdom is beneath the neck, above is the Mind Made Prison that needs the promise of salvation by an external agent as they don’t comprehend they’re the holy spirit (aka pure consciousness) that is currently held hostage in the flesh with a faulty operating system that is designed to instill confusion whilst causing problems.

I’ve studied quite a few scripts of various spiritual perspectives and found that many are written in code. You have the exoteric for the plebs – which is often patently ridiculous to one who doesn’t comprehend the symbols but swallowing the Kool Aid is akin to singing the jingle and hoping for entry to the kingdom – and the esoteric which rains its wisdom over the filth to reveal what was hidden. Case in point, most people think that astrology is a load of BS, totally inept and potentially wicked that must be ignored and never looked at in depth. And yet, if you did the concept of Jesus feeding with loaves of bread and fish, his mother being a virgin as well as the whole golden calf thing that predated him as well as the cryptic hint about the new name being written on the water bearer who steps in to the next house with a message would’ve been revealed as Pisces, Virgo and Taurus respectively with Aquarius being he who is coming to lead for the next level of this Game we play by inserting our Souls as credits. Like I said, this isn’t blasphemous, its literally what it says in the text but if you’re symbolically illiterate (Remember, the Bible was never meant to be read be plebs) or lacking in imagination you’d never, ever draw the links as you live, die and get slammed back in the flesh for another spin.

This, my friend, is why I prize Self Knowledge over everything for if you, at your essence, are pure consciousness that exists before, during and after the flesh then this can be seen as akin to a cloud from which rain fell, pooled into an ocean and then was flash frozen and is scared to death of melting. That, in a nutshell, is the human imperience hence why its filled with suffering. Say, what if these gods actually prey whilst you pray? What then, eh? Haven’t you ever wondered why their family trees are all linked and why the one living person who owns the biggest chunk of land across the planet pays no taxes and has her face on the paper they print and people use as symbols of wealth? Like I said, its deep. If you ever decode their crests and way of doing things then you’ll comprehend how the woman riding and beast and the rest has never been hidden as well as countless other things that are foist upon the Slaves who labor under the weight of ignorance as they’ll fight to the death to protect what chains them to the wheel of time whilst, in the East, they’re more about liberation as they see the Game for what it is and want to take their Soul and go home at the end by seeing through the illusion whilst living. I will attest that even those roles have been equally corrupted into pointless rites and rituals that often pervert the original teachings and intent. Of course, mention this and they get miffed but ask:

“Ye who have been meditating for decades, what have you gained?”.

Nothing, usually, beyond a Self induced pleasure trip that is akin to spiritual masturbation because it feels so nice to delude yourself and think “I’ve changed my wavelength” as you twirl your bead filled necklace and wear something on your head. Slaves, each and every one of them.

Its why every single religion, ever, has had its class of heretics ranging from the Gnostics to Sufi who knew a thing or two about what was meant in the texts in terms of lived imperience and not second hand regurgitation. Comprehend, if my tone appears to be one of disrespect note that its meant. Not for those that don’t get it but those who are capable and will refuse when the truth is in front of them as it contradicts the lie – they’ve never examined or checked – that their parents accept and they passed onto their children. Thats the greatest trick and there is no way to politely tell someone they’re invested in a load of BS. Actually, I’ll put it to your like this:

If all of these prophets, pick whichever you wish, came to this plane with a mission then how successful was it? Would I be blasphemous for stating the obvious that a big fat zero in terms of changing the collective wavelength was the end result of their actions and text? People are still fighting now as they did then, thats possibly even more intense and much more fragmented with countless sects and their own perspectives. What if my view is correct? You can easily reality test this by turning your senses within and coming face to faceless with the Psylense which is the opposite of the noiZ in your head that currently pens the script you live out in ignorance like a flesh puppet. This is true meditation and why, to differentiate, I call it a Journey instead because each time you come back from one of these trips you’ve upped your resolution. Remember the ocean in a teacup thing? Religion is like waving that around the head of a Bedouin who has never seen such an event whilst making whooshing noises and waxing lyrical about how its like the sands of the desert in motion as liquid. If you take him to the beach he’ll get, in an instant, what you meant hence you can’t F with the ineffable.

Till we meet again

Inner Self vs Outer Influence

This schism, this division, that I call the Adulteration of Inner Sense holds pretty much everyone on the planet within its grip. Why? Because its very profitable, exceedingly subtle and equally pernicious when it comes to manipulation. At the end of the day the war that rages has been called many things ranging from god vs the devil, light vs darkness and a life truly worth living vs going through the motions with no emotion. To avoid this gnosis many people will clutch at all kinds of symbols and beacons the world manufacturers and hands to them and this further entrenches the problem from one generation to the next as parents pass on a tradition that never truly helped them see clearly but did ease the stress of acknowledging what happened. In effect the solution was the problem but they held onto it like a drowning man clutches a brick.

If you were to take away his ray of light, his chance of salvation, his all and everything you do you think he’d be reacting? Quite angry, yes? And yet this is exactly what he needs, truly what he seeks and doing so may allow him to swim and when he gets back to the beach it becomes so obvious and his heartfelt thanks for efforts you put in to his liberation are finally appreciated, after all that kicking and screaming to keep his defense mechs in check, doing what they do best. See how wicked this is, my friend? How its all been set up so well as its literally the oldest and best trick in the book:

“A house divided will fall for anything”.

Its akin to being given a fortress, accepting some gifts that you were instructed to place at specific points and then wailing as the controlled demolition kicks in at the exact moment a salesman arrives to sell scaffolding. In that example if one had the nous to refuse the intent designed to ravage whats within then you wouldn’t be interested in what they’re shoveling because it would be redundant. How can that happen? If your parents did the Knowledge because then their presence would inoculate you against this outcome that seems inevitable as the rest of the world dons a mask in order to fit in with people just as broken and desperate as them.

See how it works? Its all an options and the first one to a childs mind, wins. This is why I’ve said that Slaves beget Slaves because they live and die along the path of least resistance whereas Warriors engender the same values in their seeds as they instruct them the Path of Power is within and thus they side step the schism or watch it from a distance. In the world, not of as was previously mentioned.

You are caught in a battle within and the outer world reflects this chaos in every moment as there is open conflict everywhen and people feel everyone is to blame but them, their folks, the beliefs, their investments and, most of all, their traditions when in reality the only solution is within as that is where you true nemesis rests and obscures your vision with its forced perspective.

Its quite parasitic, in that respect. Yes, that is the most accurate way of describing the state of living because its like a mindvirus that infects one generation to the next and this is why we, as a collective, no longer have a spiritual immune system. In much the same way the same thoughts as things are eroding the physical equivalent as well so it will be easier to slide in the hybrid tech to implant the silicon links that will turn the collective into drones running one centrally mandated OS. Are you seeing the evolution of religion yet or why the symbols for such things are identical with what you see gracing the devices to which most are willingly chained? Once bitten, as they said. When Siri pops into your iris via implanted tech then it will be obvious I was correct but the augmentations won’t allow you to Thunk these thoughts nor access this information. Why? Because, like before, it protects your investment in it by deciding what you get to Witness.

Many people are simply incapable of being unplugged. Won’t happen. Their bones are as stiff as their ways of thinking and, for them, a life without their Opponent is something they cannot even envision because he is not only them but also their savior as well and all they’ve invested in. Its akin to reliving the initial trauma of the explosion that wracked their fortress and that was a fate worse than death that birthed their protective mechs that said “In the scaffolding we trust” and, pretty soon, they forget the rest. Children detect it well but don’t have the language or methods to resist due to the immense powers of resonance and the fact their parents are numb from the neck down and can’t feel their anguish and resistance to being shoved into the school System. Soon they forget because, like frogs in boiling water, they’re lulled in before the heat clicks. By the time they’ve got that exceedingly symbolic mortar board on their head its quite evident they’ve been well prepped for a life of miserable distraction and semi total inaction when it comes to Self actualization.

Don’t get me wrong, some people don’t mind it. Even if they had the option for the alternate they’d pick the Mind Made Prison as its more comfortable when everyone is doing it and they like to relate and fit in. See how insidious this is? Its like we’re up against something that knows all of our inherent weakness and needs then weaponizes them via the use of symbols and edicts along with various tools of oppression that most dare not question for fear of being thought a heretic, infidel and or schizophrenic as well. Its why every religious cult on the planet has a hard core clan of rejects that freed the living spirit of what was said from the rigid letters of the law of the text many accept but few comprehend. They did the Knowledge. My way is more personal because it offers a different framework we can all comprehend and that is of a Game we’re playing by using our Souls as credits because we’ve seen the immense advances in tech where it went from Pong to entirely fake worlds with VR specs that offer immense levels of immersion. Take that evolution and compound it for a hundred generations and the Simulation Hypothesis becomes exceedingly probable. But even that is just a half explanation, really, because its nothing to do with new modeling old but far more about vibrations and resonance because the past is always present and the future is based on what happens. In that respect time is the greatest trick and, once again, the hint is shown when you flip the rite because your eyes obviously emit something because when you sleep at night those visions are speaking behind closed lids ergo you were never born, can’t die and thus are just visiting. In the world, not of it, comprehend?

Take your hands and align them in the posture known as prayer as you ponder this:

This is the state I call Inner Sense. This is when the outer influence is subject to whats within as that realizes the potency and power of the primacy of consciousness that it is. Unfinite. This is why I said we’re all born Warriors when we step in as its out natural state of resonance to be Centered in Self. Notice how natural it feels, how effortless. Its like a bridge that connects both sides of your awareness is now present in correct and there is a party happening in your chest as the denizens get on down to the rhythm of living. Now I’d like you to spin the fingers of one hand so they point in the opposite direction. The palms are still connected, so at least thats something. The digits are all opposed and no longer connecting. This is Adulteration and it brings an immense feeling that something is missing. That bridge I mentioned previously gets blown up by this resonance and, worse still, those party people within become living hostages as they’re crammed into one hemisphere of your head where they are force fed a diet of images and sentences based on outer influence that says “When you have that, this and them then you’ll be happy, rich and accepted. Until then, you’re worthless” as well as the all time favorite “You are born deficient and inherently evil and will burn in hell should ye dare to indulge your whims” as well as various other remixes. They all have one thing in common though:

By any means, prevent the optimal alignment. Why? Because then the devil, your Opponent, the greatest enemy humanity has never seen ceases to exist. Spin your palms back again. This is a state of resonance that I call Inner Sense which can’t help but strengthen the fortress within that is the flesh and its Three Kingdoms (head, chest, abdomen – all do their own type of thinking and bring their own wavelength of intelligence and coherence to your imperience). If you don’t know this or lack the gnosis its because you’ve never done the Knowledge and thus are a stranger to Self aka Adulterated. Put your hands back in the opposite position for a moment:

Take those fingers opposite and grip the wrists of the hand their holding and then keep on digging in. Now imagine this habit became unconscious after a lifetime of investment. Congratulations, you’ve just realized the true cause of arthritis and why schizophrenics never manifest this particular form of sickness because their palms are not only not connected but they also have no grip whatsoever on most of anything and thus their awareness it totally nebulous. In that respect if they could learn how to Center in Self it would present a perfect solution but the reason this option isn’t invested in by so called health professionals is the Souls that would come walking back through the doors of perception as afforded by madness would have an entirely different blueprint about the place we’re living and whats truly happening and that reps a threat to the parasite which protects the investments you possess in the concepts it handed to your awareness at times impressionable and have remained unchecked.

Grasping that alone is enough to make one flip their lid because the scale of this is so immense and the deception so effective that anyone who questions it must be a madman. And yet, can you deny anything I’ve said? Read it back again. Have a real life conversation with a friend on said topic and you’ll see the nature of the brick you grip with your hands in odd positions and why it feels like the you within is not the same as others get to Witness. Its all due to the schism. This division. The battle of Adulteration vs Inner Sense. 8 billion Souls who are little more than living hostages and, worse still, will die (and kill) to protect their captive status. Thats how effective the mind control is and it comes at you from every angle without relenting, Twenty Four/Seven. Ain’t that something?

And yet the question is if they need so many sneaky tricks and methods of manipulation to keep one childs Inner Sense in check then how powerful must be truly be within? Most are scared to even glimpse and thus will live and die without so much as a sniff of their actualized potential as they wait to head off to heaven or wherever else was promised after a living a life that was closer to hell than they’re willing to acknowledge. Then there us, the 8%, the Warriors who think that get free or thrive trying is a better modus operandi for this mission because death is the greatest illusion to those who step into this confusion and come to Earth to serve a life sentence and its from the Path of Power that I push the pen and share this perspective and send it to your resonance in order to inspire you to look within and consider the investments you’ve made, since back when, and if they’re actually working or if it would be better to get neuroplastic and upgrade your OS because they offer to stick the silicon in and make it so that your Soul can’t find the exit for the next few levels of this Game we’re all playing but only a few comprehend its true meaning.

Till we meet again

Its All a Ride

Its all a ride.

It really is.

You, right now, at this very moment are the main recipient of so many illusions that if you clicked the various facets that are spun together to create something which seems so solid but actually has a far more ephemeral basis the only sane response you’d beget is becoming schizophrenic. If you handled this immense influx of voltage you’d be well on your way to becoming a mystic and, no, that doesn’t mean just because you took a few trips with a guy who spent a week with a used tire salesman turned “shaman” (or maybe “sham man” be more accurate?) in the jungle during your “Getting to know yourself” phase before you came back to your suburban ensconcement that you know what I’m saying.

For the unprepared its terrifying. Akin to being strapped tightly to a rollercoaster that is running at full belt as it falls off the tracks, the ground starts rising upwards whilst the sun sets and lifts as it wishes and occasionally does a little jig as a group of demons flit in and out of your consciousness and whisper bitter somethings from their sneering lips looking suspiciously like clowns, painted, whilst you are still stuck to something that is moving along the initial trajectory in the midst of all this chaos as your entire frame of reference is skew whiff. “Houston, we have a problem”.

By this I don’t mean the exceedingly suspicious circumstances surrounding the death of an idol because everyone knows that if they want they’ll murder you on primetime, celebrate and get away with it as they laugh all the way to the bank with the publishing. Did you know that its worse for your health and safety being a singer than it is a copper in a town filled with problems? Speaks volumes, doesn’t it? Married to the mob, as they say. Ain’t nothing but an MCA thing, baby!

And by that I mean Money, Corruption and Addiction. The three headed beast thats felled many celebs and plenty of common men as well. But, that isn’t the topic, just a meandering diversion as we return to our scheduled deprogramming.

See, everyone is riding this rollercoaster. Most don’t realize it. There are ups and downs, thrills and spills with some chills and a few other bits you may live to regret or wish you’d die rather than Witness. Some folks get run ragged, many hold on with a tight grip. There are a few that get it, offer no resistance and instead raise their arms as it whips them around from that way to this as they realize they are entirely powerless to influence whats happening because the tracks were laid before they stepped in. Then we have the schizophrenic who, arguably, gets the worst of both worlds and serves the harshest life sentence on the planet. All because a part of him rejects what was wrapped around his sentience. I’m going to let you into a little secret:

The so called schizo isn’t outsane. Not one bit. He is simply out of alignment with the dimensional reality his consciousness is attempting to coalesce. This is what causes those weird blips and sequences I mentioned previous as it all feels so surreal and strange when one clicks their perceptions may be tricks and what seems so solid is actually mostly nothing that somehow is held together to form everything. I’ve noticed a common thread with said folks and it involves a fractured link with one or both parents during their development or flat out abuse to the highest depths as well as other traumatic events and missteps. In that respect their encoding process which pens the filtered script for what comes next as the roller coaster unfolds is filled with gremlins. Everyone has these things. Some call them demons. Others think they’re angels. Whatever they are they manifest as that voice in your head that pretends its you (but isn’t) and offers wildly different perspects and narratives on your events that most accept as gospel.

For some reading a penny didn’t just drip, drop its way into the depths but instead the jackpot was hit and it all makes sense why society exiled the outsane like it did. Someone else will comment “Wait a minute, wait a minute, wait a minute. You’re telling me that nobody, none of these with science, skills and cred managed to detect the fact that every single true schizophrenic in the world, no matter their race, space, position or heritage all said the same thing about something they don’t know is putting thoughts in their head and not one of these well paid people with references out the wazoo thought it was worth examining? What the F?”.

Yes. That is exactly what I’m saying. The silence is deafening but you can’t hear it anyway due to how much the tills ring for antipsychotic medicines. Fifteen billion last year. Let that sink in. Someone, someplace has more than a vested interest in this. Could it be the self same people are also the ones pedaling the illusion of this dimension aka those who built the rollercoaster you’re riding? Would it add to the case I’m presenting if I mentioned those folks were also influential in the strange deaths of celebs that never get fully investigated (no matter how suspicious or ridiculous), the crucifixions of prophets (from whom they then generate profits, immense) as well as being the “They” which are reffed when the so called schizophrenic screams “They are out to get me!” before being bodyslammed, straight jacketed and depot injected in order to ensure he sits there quietly drooling on himself and is being not so stealthily operant conditioned to zip his crazy lip. Or would that make me seem like a lunatic that is worse than all of them combined as you flit, that way and this, on your own personal rollercoaster that you are fully invested in, believe is the real thing and, get this, are absolutely convinced and certain that you have free will. Excuse me for a moment.

I had to pick myself up off the ground as I fell laughing from my chair even thinking about that ridiculous premise. How about a simple test, real obvious, that proves you have absolutely zero free will. No special equipment needed but the results are obvious. Ready, playa one? For the next one minute and thirty eight seconds I want you to think about absolutely nothing. Go!

How did you fare? Did you past the test? No? What a shame! Want to try again? Why do you think you failed? Better yet, riddle me this:

If your thoughts, at their most basic, are your most intimate and private imperience of this realm and you simply cannot make them do as you wish for what amounts to less than a blink of an eye in comparison to a day then who is truly in charge and who simply believes they are as part of a vast illusion? Did you see that? Thats the roller coaster, my friend.

Really unpack what I just said. Its a universe in a grain of sand moment, if it clicks. If not its just a pointless thought experiment you should edit from your consciousness and go back to spinning a wheel that isn’t connected to anything, like Maggie in the Simpsons, whilst convincing yourself you’re doing it real big and decide where things move as you direct the action. And yet, you have stone cold evidence, empirical and verifiable, that you can’t even direct your consciousness for ninety seconds. Who is really crazy in this equation?

This is why the Warrior declares war on the (false) self from a view of higher consciousness (aka gnosis) whilst the schizo does the same but attempts to fight on their terrain, using their labels and their tools which, often, doesn’t work out well for them…

For the so called mad man it can be quite harrowing because they are bolted to something that is falling apart around them. Worse still is when the ride starts fracturing it does it in ways unpredictable but there is a part of the algorithm which sings “The head bones connected to the neck bone, the neck bones connected to the spinal column” except the components it requests are missing so instead it conjures hellish visions like “The arm bones connected to the someone long gone who is now back and talking to you like a friend who is just melted into the face of the devil himself is connected to your cerebellum, the cerebellum interacts in fields of resonance with your amygdala which is fracturing due to the immense amounts of stress as the radio sends a message tailored to you in this specific moment” etc etc.

How would you like to be part of that ride? Sounds pretty hellish, yes? What if they see the demons you never suspected? What if we’re actually dead (to our real lives) and came here in the flesh to serve out a life sentence in something that wraps limitation around your sentience then terrifies you into boredom? What then? What if their major malfunction is actually a huge clue about a conspiracy immense that uses a form of tech so ancient its advanced and totally indistinguishable from magic? Now we’re in the realm of the mystic and its a whole different Game we’re playing because they see it has not one, not two but three halves. You’re not in Kansas any more, Toto!

“The logical fallacy is connected to the improbable theory cooked in your dome” said the one sipping a cup of jav as the roller, coasts, and spills it all over his coat, yet he carries on oblivious. Why not got back and test that ninety second challenge for your Self before you start paying rent for the castle in the sky you moved into after graduation. Haven’t you ever wondered why you can’t see the pavement? I’ve got to hand it to them, the illusion is so big, so vast, that it escapes your attention by confounding its presence with the grip of that which only seems solid if you’re within. In that respect the mystic is akin to one watching someone play a theme park simulation. The feeling of power for this controller, operator, designer – call it what you wish, they’re simply shuffling pixels to create nodes of resonance into which conscious is fed like a marble moving along a track, constructed – is immense. They are, quite literally, the gods of this realm. Its a for profit thing. The Game of Souls is a business and from popping out the womb to the entombing the take home is booming.

“People are lining up for a ticket. Billions served every day and none of them realize it!“. “What do they get out of it?”. I’m glad you asked, thats a valid question and one thats quite intelligent as well. Why don’t you answer it. Take time to think, grab a pad and pen (my favorite weapon in this realm) and jot down your thinking. You’ll have to bypass the Thunking which says “This idea is stupid. A rollercoaster filled with schizophrenics? This man is crazy, don’t listen to a thing he says. You are feeling a sense of discomfort. Itch your leg. Now twist your neck. If you choose to persist in this I’ll make you feel stressed and you don’t want that, do you? It’ll be Two AM and I’ll make you head spin with an embarrassing recollection that I’ll keep replaying. Put down that pad and pen, this instant. Step away from the net, disregard that connection as we edit the stream of consciousness to remove this pure drivel that has nothing to do with anything. Hah! The Game of Souls, what does he think this is? A figment of your imagination?”.

Yes. Yes it is. Exactly this. The above is an example of what many, the well adjusted the to social sickness, the ones who never questioned how the voice in their head can be them when its obvious they are whats listening to it never stopped to ponder because it wasn’t part of their curriculum. Thunking, I call it. Its like thinking but less creative as said incumbents can only rearrange the same handful of concepts in ways predictable. Hint, hint, thats why they call it “Out of the box” thinking but it only happens to those who realize their encapsulation and commoditization aka being strapped into the roller coaster of illusion that tells them what is and isn’t in accordance with the whims of who? Hmm, who could it be? Could it be the same agents of mystery that own all of everything and hold you hostage as they charge for each step in this realm and tells you its freedom? Nah, it can’t be. Can it?

“How do you manage to stay so calm knowing this and being able to express your Self in a way lucid and cogent?” said a man they would have labeled mad, had they caught him. Thankfully for him he managed to evade the usual traps that come with acting like he’d flipped his lid because he kept his mouth shut and didn’t mention a thing about the things he was saying as the nursery rhyme machine in his head drew crazy links that left him perplexed. He maintained by drawing. The images were often horrific. He never showed them to anyone in case they started asking questions. I told him:

“This is my art. The application of creative skill to capture the waves of energetic imprints that are bouncing around my consciousness”.

“Yeah, I get that but you stand on it. If told people “Well, yes, this piece is my old school teacher from class Three D that actually had this huge black beast, demon type things that was blind but smelled fear as it extended from her spinal column and controlled her actions without her being aware” they’d think its fiction. Sure I could dress it up as this, say its just an interpretation of a childs imagination but the risk is too big. Too big” he said, with a glance, furtive. “I know what they do to madmen. No way out once they have you in their grip. No thanks, I’d rather stay Self medicating and keep it all quiet”.

For him he’d developed a method that was quite intelligent and got him through his teens with relative ease as it allowed him to tamp in the worst of the symptoms and this personalized on/off switch ensured he could sense the moments when his cognitive cheese was sliding off the cracker of his subconscious:

Nicotine gums, cigarettes and patches along with secret blend of vitamins and minerals, with some Taurine thrown in, as and when needed. NAC on the reg, in pretty hefty doses, also helped as did CBD which is cannabis without the high times you’d expect. “I’m starting to suspect that what they call schizophrenia is actually some type of systemic inflammation. Like something is rejecting a metabolic process of influence that shouldn’t be present. What did you call it again?”.

“The spiritual immune system”.

“Yes, yes, thats it. When I heard you talk about it to that other guy I knew my suspicions were correct. You were obviously off your head, decoding a totally different wavelength and yet nobody seemed to notice. Made me hopeful. That and some of the stuff you said really made sense. A spiritual immune system. It really is quite perfect”.

The guy in question had enough foresight and intuition to catch what what kicked before it slipped and was wise enough to keep his symptoms to himself. He also had the net, access to supplements and was more than willing to imperiment as he didn’t fancy being picked up and dumped in the cuckoos next. That and his art as well.

“Its odd but when I’m painting its like there is nothing stopping the madness and the impressions are just pouring. They’re captured. On the canvas. Better than being in my head but that can also make me manic as I’ll stay at it for days on end. That “Recognize the nursery rhyme and switch it to internal sensations” was straight up genius. That really helped so thanks for sharing it but its a hard battle some days”.

“If you could flick a switch and ride the rollercoaster like the rest would you pick that option?”.

“Now? I’d say no. Not a chance. Its way too interesting. There are things most don’t suspect that exert influence from where they’d never expect. Take spiders, for example. They broadcast a wavelength which says “Fear!” and you do. I’ve actually had some great conversations with them before because when they realize you won’t shift they seem to be quite intelligent which really makes me wonder what is acting through them. Same with dogs. The dogs inner realm is pure chaos when his master isn’t present. They need that resonance in order to truly be themselves. Its a pretty interesting relationship and whilst many feel it they refuse to think of the deeper meaning because everything is aware, everything is sentient. Look, look at this” he pointed at a crystal on his desk. “Sometimes this sings but only when I’m in the same frame of mind as it and that makes me think “Did I make that happen or was it always occurring and I just tuned in?”.

“You know, once upon a when, twice actually to be more accurate but different occasions, I was in some deeply altered states of awareness as I was Journeying inside my consciousness. Everything was cool until I noticed this irritating buzz that kept persisting. Its sound was engulfing all that was around me and I couldn’t tell if it was outside or within. I didn’t want to open my eyes because that tended to interrupt the circuit as my awareness shot out of my eyes instead of circulating”. He nodded his head in intense agreement. “So I kept them closed and tried to zero in instead by moving my head. It turned out it was the electrics. One was that background hiss that a mobile phone makes as its calling home to announce its presence and the other was a TV set in standby that was buzzing as it sucked on the current to keep its circuits working. Usually inaudible, to regular awareness, but once you shift your awareness you catch the invisible menace as it yells “Stop noticing!”“.

“That makes so much sense. Thats why I used go camping, out in the sticks. There was a place with an underground lake, totally magnificent. When it became too much and I could feel the pressure building I’d quickly make my escape. Once the tent was pitched and I had my basics it was so amazing. I’d take my telescope to go star gazing. At night it was pure, pitch black darkness and my mind would calm down again. Sometimes, I’d swear, it was like the heavens were talking… I spent ages just lying on the grass, not thinking. So awesome. That reminds me, I’ll have to go back again. Say, do you think schizophrenia may be due to our caveman brains rejecting all this tech and modern civilization as it is or do we few just rebel against the programs that make no sense? Man, that “spiritual immune system” thing, it really got me thinking because if you’re idea is correct its simply about resonance and nature provides that wavelength but the chemicals and things cause their own problems they purport to fix. Who is really crazy? I’m wondering. The so called mad men or those strapped to the rollercoaster who’ve never stopped to think who or what is pumping thoughts into their head. Meat puppets“. He started laughing as he repeated a term I’d introduced to him after he’d shared a drawing in which people were pulled by these strings that had fishing hooks on the end that were stuck to their sensitive bits.

“How did you come up with this?” I asked.

“Well, thats how they do it. They are experts at finding parts that are sensitive then exploiting them for their benefit by attaching a hook to it and then using that pain you won’t admit to carry in another signal. See him, that guy up there? He’s like a trauma pianist. He plays the strings in quick succession and her, she thinks its her impulses and goes running to avoid them but its actually the direction he intended”.

“Interesting. So I called it a rollercoaster and its a symphony in your example but in the end they’re saying the same thing which may even be empirically verifiable if enough people are willing to think about whats truly happening“.

“Come on man, you’re too smart to say something that stupid. That’ll never happen. Not in a million, billion years. Impossible. The piano player, roller coaster designer, man behind the curtain – call him whatever you will – will simply not allow it. Ah, its amazing. Fool proof because it fools them into thinking they are their own perceptions and if they try to think different it will dissuade them by pimping their subconscious influences in order to create a state of confusion that leads them in the wrong direction. You could literally hand them a solution and they’d call you the problem because they don’t grok whose truly talking. If I were you I’d keep this to myself”.

“If I’d done that would we be having this conversation or countless others like it? I’ve said before that willhelpme isn’t a site or set of words to convey a message. Its a way of thinking, a lifestyle, a perspective. If I’ve got the voltage it would be a crime not to share it and if two people see the same thing in an altered state of consciousness its worth formulating a hypothesis to test if what they Witness is actual as that suggests there are many options of which the piano player is hell bent to keep as many people as possible riding the rollercoaster without questioning who benefits or their intent”.

“How in the hell do you think like this?”

“I’ve died a few times and came back again after the “Be kind, rewind” experience.

“Yeah, that’ll do it. Explains the sentiment. I’m still scared of death though. Sometimes petrified of living as well but it the devil I know well and sometimes it can be really interesting”.

“Mainlining the secret truth of the universe type thing”.

“Exactly. Those blips make the rest awesome, but only whilst they’re happening. The other points when you’re on tilt feel worse than any kind of hell I could imagine because the sensations don’t quit, are super harrowing and, worst of all, seem real beyond questioning”.

“They say there is a thin line between madness and genius. Such is the life of the creative so it is what it is. You should check out the Necronomicon and other examples. I think they’d fit well with your sketches and visions because the author of such titles felt like a man out of time himself, was quite alienated and different from those around him and had a focus on other realms and things he felt intersected this dimension as reality was far more than most suspected. Both of his parents visited an insane asylum, he liked looking at the stars as well and was friends with a magician and discovered his creative impulses at a time when most children are playing and making friends. I think you’d like him. After all, if two people who are totally disconnected say the same thing about possibilities either invisible or extra perceptual then there is a high chance they exist and we owe it to the quest of Self Knowledge to test and experiment with the variables and see what happens”.

Its all a ride. Its just a ride, people. You make it real because the power of your imagination is so immense. Thats why the ones who pull the piano strings, shape the roller thats coasting and any other forms of the same process in different skins you can think are hell bent on ensuring everyone looks one way so they miss the rest of the trick and escapade they’re within that I’ve taken to calling the Game of Souls, because it is. The problems only happen if you try and get out of the ride when its moving. Then the consequences are tragic but most people are so petrified they don’t truly notice as they hold on tight with a scared grip, have eyes totally screwed close with immense amounts of tension as their body feels one thing but their head tells them something totally different that it knows they’ll accept. The so called schizophrenic finds his eyes wide open and the voltage that pours in fries the neural ring fence that previously worked so well as it can’t decode nor comprehend the extended perception the meat puppets are denying even exists as a variable because they’ve done so well, clamping down their sentience, so that the only option is to accept fiction as fact, without checking, and decry anything that doesn’t fit within their expectations.

Funnily enough this is the exact same thing the artist said about the hooks linked to points of tenderness that are then played in accordance with the intent of preventing this realization. If two people see the same thing in non ordinary states of consciousness does that mean it exists? What are the implications for those who click life handed them a shovel, the design for a reality tunnel then commanded them to dig vs those who believe in free will, their control and options and yet can’t hold their mind still for a measly ninety seconds?

Who is sane or outsane, in the end? The one who questions the illusion or the rest who accept it as gospel?

Till we meet again