One of the most foolish things I did for a vast chunk of my life in this realm was try to control factors outside of my sphere. It was so stupid that I look back at it now and shake my head as it caused me so much stress and didn’t actually change a thing, no matter how much effort I put in. Then I smile at the fact that I got it and thats the topic of this missive for masses:
Control your Kingdom. The one within. You have no idea when your breath will end. Friends may betray, just when you need them. Relationships that were bathed in affection could overflow with hatred and countless other variations on the scales that life presents. One thing, and one thing only, remains constant throughout all of this. Your Kingdom. The world surrenders to one who rules his dome because the greatest secret of the Game is all of this plays out inside your awareness so why whizz in the wind when toilets have been invented? Upgrade your internal OS and watch reality shift to accommodate the presence of one who is in resonance with the Witness that makes all things possible. Let me give you an example:
A man was convinced his wife was going to cheat on him. He spent money on having people track her, he snooped on her messages and did all kinds of things. He didn’t find anything but was certain something was happening. I asked him “Why not just divorce her instead?“. He looked at me like I had two heads. “That isn’t the point. The point is she’s mine and I know something is happening. I just need to catch her in the act and then…”. “Then what? Get divorced? If thats the goal and you’re truly so certain why keep creating hurdles when its simply a sprint? Fill in a few forms and good riddance”. Once again, he didn’t get it as his fixation rendered him blind to everything else. The truth of the matter is his life was ran by a Pattern that said “Women can’t be completely trusted” ergo he was, himself, creating the circumstance that would generate the inevitable because who wouldn’t want a respite from this with some off limits affection? He might as well have called her a cab and handed her some latex.
In her case she thought that constant brown nosing, over doing and taking on tasks beyond her spec were the way to get ahead but that, in reality, just made her workspace uncomfortable as her intent was obvious. I told her “Have you ever noticed that your direct supervisors are dimwits? Usually they can be quite incompetent and often you wonder “How the hell did they get this position?””. She nodded her head and said “Yes, always. I feel like I’m surrounded by idiots and I’ll show them by setting an example”. Here is where whats in her head and reality itself were divergent because most people who are promoted are done so as they are not a threat to the one directly above them. Its a sad state of affairs but exactly how it is. Next they usually have people skills or don’t mind playing the role of the heel for his superior so he can take the shine and the other guy is despised. There are many layers to this so it can get quite complex but, once spotted, its obvious. Just like her attempts to get ahead by this type of domination were not met well as no one else in her office was giving anywhere near what she did as they preferred coasting whereas she needed to sit in the top seat and was willing to do anything to get there.
After a conversation she comprehended what was happening and after quitting and moving to another location she dialed it in a bit. I told her “Don’t volunteer for anything. Simply accept any assignment and do it really, really well with no fuss or expectation of acclaim. If someone asks for help, grant it but don’t peer over their desk and say “You should do this, and that, then this” because you might as well slap them and call them incompetent“. It went totally against the grain of her programming and would’ve been next to impossible to implement until she started asking the question: “When did I first feel the need to act like this?“.
After unpeeling a few shells she traced the nascent drive to excel back to when her parents were thinking of divorcing. These times can be hard on children, no matter how you try to hide them (and they didn’t). Arguments were full belt and each would blame the other for something. Her little world was being ripped apart and she poured all of this rage and regret into getting good grades instead because the voice in her head said “If you get all As then everything will be perfect and they’ll stay together”. Magical thinking, in full effect. She ended up going on a family trip with her folks to see a grandmother who was ailing and lived out in the sticks. During this holiday everything shifted as her parents patched things up by walking in nature in an environment totally different to the one they were accustomed and reframed their relationship and decided to stay together for the long haul. Handily this all kicked around the time her school report was sent with A’s across the bench and, in her head, what she’d done had worked and thus formed the blueprint for the Pattern that was etched into her subconscious and had ran her life until our conversation.
Once she accepted this, got in touch with the feelings and vented them by connecting with the child within she felt an immense sense of liberation as it no longer felt like she was alone in the ring and fighting against an invisible Opponent that threatened her with destruction if she didn’t excel in all she attempted. Afterwards she commented “I can’t believe I was putting all that effort in, getting the wrong results and then doing it all again. Ha! How stupid!”. And yet the vast majority of the world is under the influence of these Patterns as they sleepwalk through their existence as little more than meat puppets. Amusingly she rose in her new organization because everyone saw she was capable and gained what she craved by using ways she didn’t previous think were paved or even options. “You create the path by walking” I said, as she nodded her head and stated “Makes sense” and got back on with the business of living.
It really is that simple and thats why its essential to control your Kingdom hence Know thy Self is the way of living for any Warrior on a mission to actualize their true potential as they apply their energies in the optimal direction. The rest is mere distractions and world building which never ends well because reality vs expectation are two different things so why not just accept the world as it is? This doesn’t mean you’re powerless. On the contrary, my friend, as you gain such an immense strength that you rise above things like petty arguments, office politics and a thousand and one other distractions which are time sinks and not in your best interests. You can’t control what others say but what you think is entirely your domain and this brings us to the concept of feathers and anvils:
If you let ideas just be without emotionally investing they invariably float away as change in the only constant in the Game. If, on the other hand, you pile in and keep replaying them in your head you increase their strength as they become heavy and dense. Get enough of these and they form Patterns where one activates the rest in an IF, AND, OR, THEN chain of events that creates a downward spiral that feels like an abyss as it sucks your potential in, chews it up and then spits it out again. Its like playing the Game of Souls on defensive as you’re always reacting. Flip that a bit and choose creating instead by controlling your Kingdom and becoming aware of these processes and the nature of the influence as you defuse them by tracing them back to their inception and rendering them conscious. Then, and only then, can you truly claim to be taking steps toward freedom otherwise a Slaves existence describes best those who attempt to please everyone and feel intensely dissatisfied themselves or keep bumping heads with the same problems or countless other examples that make up the day to day ills of the vast majority of the populace.
You know the tale well, yes? Some traveling swindlers who sold nothing but dreams and illusions to those who invested in their suggestions that led to the ruler of the realm parading down the street naked to mass adulation as they applauded his finery. “My, he’s so well dressed”. “Those tailors are amazing”. “Truly it fits him like a second skin” and other such comments poured from their lips as they took the scene in. A young boy stood there, perplexed. He could not comprehend that they were seeing as a) he wasn’t invested in the narrative b) he was fully present, in the moment and c) called it like he sees it.
“The Emperor is naked!” he said.
You know what happens next but what if the boy were to incarnate here, now, in this realm? What then? Would he have been medicated and labelled disruptive way before he could make that statement? Would there have been an uproar on social media as he insulted the intelligence of not only those ruling but their subjects? Would the angry crowd have attempted to tear him limb from limb for his obvious statement? Much like this pic of the man who refused to salute a tyrant we all think we’d do this but, as any vet knows, you fall back on your training which is the common wavelength. Unless you’ve done the Knowledge and Know thy Self as that involves coming face to face with your shortcomings by being battle tested and not just what you think would happen from a position of relative comfort.
What if the same crafty tailors who sold him the invisible threads after playing with his head via countless suggestions before they made off like bandits actually survived? What then? What if they actually thrived and after fooling countless kingdoms they set their eyes on the biggest win via the grandest deception which was played on a scale so immense that not only would they be long dead before it had even gained traction but it would take generations of constant reinforcement to keep selling the illusion. What then? Better yet, what if you, now, at this very moment, are a Soul that incarnated into this realm and got trapped in the web they span inside your consciousness when you were most impressionable? How could you tell? Better yet if, by some force of celestial magic, the same boy was born as well and he managed to sidestep the programs and maintained his resonance and could see the Game for what it is? What happens next? How do you think you’d react to his message and your investment in the fable that reinforces itself due to bring so ancient that to question it is blasphemous. Would you blindfold, gag and silence him or actually listen to what he’s saying along with his reasoning for the statement?
Its an interesting thought imperiment, yes? I encourage you to take some time and reflect on what was said. Maybe discuss it with some friends and see where the conversational tangents and threads go next because you, yourself, may actually be dressed in nothing that holds any true value as the trick was no longer to convince one and fool the rest but the entire planet instead. What kind of world do you think that would be? Would people argue about their own brand of finery being realer and better than thine? Would rivers run red over countless conflicts about whose clothes were in season or off brand? Would the weeping of their foes – who are also just human – bring sweet music to their ears and affirmation that their tailor is the best and their outfit immaculate?
I ponder these type of things. I really do. That is how you get to see the threads. I also speak to loads of people and ask them the texture of what they’re wearing inside their internal OS and if it matches the description on the bill they were handed upon accepting these suggestions. It rarely does. Most people wish to think like this because it shows what actually rules over them:
Thoughts. Ideas. Concepts.
The exact same tricks that were used in the first swindle but now on a scale so immense that to question the deception is akin to madness. And yet, the little boy sees, perfectly, via the eyes of Inner Sense that can do only one thing:
Call it as it is.
Really take this idea and ponder it at depth. Reality test your assumptions and let me know if your investments are merely figments of your imagination that were pedaled at anothers behest and accepted without question when you were at your most impressionable. There is a really, really simple way to tell if you are a Victim of this stealthy Opponent. Your life is a hot mess on some, maybe all, levels. Now this admission takes a level of honesty most would rather deny than entertain. In that respect the world building they engage in is a huge coping mech designed to draw their attention from the fact that they are actually naked, and yet, believe they are well dressed in a fit that was tailored for them from the finest linens with the best embellishments and all types of greatness when, in reality, its an off the peg deception that was tailored, per demograph or location, with which they were dressed by similarly attired parents who once were filed with resonance that gave way to emptiness and they can’t wait to make their children just like them.
Would you rather know or would you prefer to keep investing in the illusion as the tailors rub their hands in the wings at the immense success their worldwide deception has created for they profit from the conflicts that are part and parcel of the message as people fight to ensure the lie doesn’t die by constantly refreshing it with new bloodshed.
Kind of a brave statement in this pussy whipped, Brady Bunchified version of the world we’re living in, isn’t it? Thing is the truth often doesn’t care about your feelings and even less about your delusions. Let me share something that might just change everything:
People who run around saying they aren’t where they want to be because of he, she or them will never, ever make any progress. How can they when all they do is wheelspin their efforts on the plane of distraction? This is exceedingly common and its why this entire safe space thing is pretty much legislated along with trying to erase the concept of winner and losers from the record. All of this is designed to make you miserable, unfulfilled and even more anxious. Take it back to being cavemen, if someone else landed the kill and they didn’t like you and had no wish to share your prize for participation would be starving. That alone shows the reality of all of this and why social connections are pretty much hard wired in to the human populace because we can lean on someone else when the going gets tough plus they too can call favors in. Actually, this intent is what is most perverted by the Slave/Masters and their tricks but if you trust a liar you only have yourself to blame in the end, yes? Life will present a bill. No matter how much you think you can defer your wickedness whilst seen through their paradigm and inverted as being virtuous. Listen, they can’t leave. Its verboten and their misery needs your company. Realize what I said whilst I get back to the topic for those that don’t have a clue about this tangent as they are not of the 11%. Its a big gang, and they ain’t in it. Word to Carlin. The real one, not the AI recreation. Its so Soulless, friends.
Folks who are in it to win it, in my imperience, see the cause of the problem inside them. The ugly incel who got no chicks started lifting, learning and generally becoming interesting so he had more to offer the females as he also adjusted his standards to be in tune with his potential. Net result? Married with children and is as happy as can be as his wife worships him for what he brings to the table. Actually, in real life that example was based on a singer but that is a cheat code, par excellence. If you can carry a tune and make someone feel something its highly unlikely you’ll remain single but, even then, there are exceptions to the rule but that is often due to other factors and we’re talking about regular people with standard lives and expectations. A man kept failing at business. He could’ve blamed his clients, his product or those working for him. Instead we talked and he said “I get it. I’m just not cut out to be self employed” as he went back to being an employee and made far more money on the payroll than he ever did trying to unleash his (non existent) entrepreneurial spirit.
Some people like this can be handed an absolutely perfect blueprint, all of the marketing they need (within their budget as well), the location at reduced rent and anything else you can imagine and they’ll still blow it. I’ve seen this with my own two and it really taught me something because not everyone is cut from the cloth needed to accept where the buck stops and starts. In this ladies case she was a great chef, one of the best in her establishment, and constantly felt that she was being passed over and not acknowledged. She wanted to quit, set up her own kitchen and get all the credit for her creative food skills and how she plated to perfection. I suggested we try a little something on the side instead and hooked her up with everything needed for a zero risk investment by calling a favor in. Had it worked it would have been absolutely amazing for all in question as it would boost the profile of the establishment she was placed in whilst scratching her itch that she really was that capable. She wasn’t.
At the first hint of pressure she began crumbling and there was no else there to pick up the slack. It was a tiny, tiny venture. A mere fraction of the covers to which she was used to but once the lessons kicked in she stopped blaming others and realized why things were how they are in her life and with that turned the book of life to a new page instead of doing a constant retread. See what I mean when I said accepting you are the problem generates solutions? It can be a bitter pill to swallow but one that is filled with a golden nectar which kicks once you’ve digested it and thats what causes the lotus of potential to bloom from within.
Some are born knowing this. Many aren’t as a lot of parents either over praise or are overly critical. Net results are the same and that is a state of uncalibration with reality as it stands. I’ve genuinely lost count of the amount of perceptual corrections I’ve handed out during my time in the Game but, nine times out of ten, those that listened were so appreciative because seeing your own blind spot is nigh on impossible. Its why I cherish authenticity in those closest because your best friend is not one who says what you’re seeking but forces you to appraise your motions. That nearly always causes some type of disturbance, if you take it personal, but it can also generate immense wills as we often miss our own innate talents and skills because doing them comes so natural.
Just look at your own life, from grade school to the present moment. At each step you can probably find some type of nemesis and yet the only constant was you, your consciousness. Trace what is common, why you hated, what you envied or coveted as well as the nature of the feelings they generated and you may be surprised to find they’re quite consistent. The penny dropping moment is the realization that if you’d clicked this then you could’ve shifted to a higher octave and got on with the next challenge instead of steadily actualizing the wackest version of yourself. No diamond shines without being polished and none of them switch from the coals they were when they stepped in without immense pressure hemming them in. Some things are inevitable. Its why you have idioms like “One builds, the next spends and soon they’re back to where they started” because these skills can get caught up in the mix and are, generally, non transferable to the next generation unless the Soul wielding them is aware of whats happening. That can, and does happen. Some people are keenly aware they are the problem. They know their shortcomings. One guy that was pretty much Mr Average across the board became exceedingly rich by doing one simple trick. Poor people hate him!
He found a mentor in a field that excelled and did what he said. He imitated his style, listened to and applied his lessons with no deviation or creative thinking and then found himself swimming in immense riches when he’s started off with almost nothing. Not my own personal style of doing things because its all so derivate but he got the results he wanted with few missteps along the way as he knew that he alone would never amount to much of anything so flattered via imitation. This goes back, once again, to the importance of social connection and now is a good a time as any to mention:
One should be very, very careful what they consume on the web because life is entirely energetic so if you tap into the field populated by losers you will find it leeching into your times as well. The vibration of most of the popular social media spaces is made toxic on purpose or overly salacious as these keep you clicking and doomscrolling as your true potential is absorbed and you assume your position in the chain which links a load of people watching someone else live the life they wish. There truly are levels to this. Its a topic of immense depth and simplicity as well because once you’ve felt it the results are obvious. There was a girl that coveted the life of some influencer chick and was saving to get some surgeries to be like her so she could increase her following. I asked her “She probably feels the same way about someone else and is doing the same cut and paste, I’d guess”. Then I showed her this:
“Imagine what happens when everyone in the world does this and the entire realm becomes super generic as they all mimic the golden ratio via surgical magic. What then?”. She nodded her head and said it would be tragic but lamented she had no other talents beyond her finely toned rear end and was working with what she had to get what she wanted. I didn’t say every case ended up picture perfect because you can lead them inspiration but can’t force them to think. For all I know she probably got that nip and tuck and now has the next one already penciled in. Have you ever wondered before why people very rarely just get one surgery? I have. It seems to be a constant. I’ll have to push the pen to talk on this in some future discussion. For now lets get back to the topic:
“There are no strangers, there are no enemies”. This is the way the internal OS of the Warrior is coded ergo each interaction presents learning potential because whatever they generate its happening within. Taking it to the next level, I firmly believe you are all simply figments of my imagination here to teach me something about my Self and thus are actually agents of my evolution. That may sound ridiculous and totally Self Centered but if you can’t be at home in your mid then where else makes any sense? Try it, apply it. See what happens. The results can be miraculous because there is no point arguing with a mirror if you don’t like its reflection. Simply heed the message, glance within and keep it moving. That is how a vicious circle becomes a spiritual spiral that ascends to the next level of manifestation. Is there any other path walking in this life than this? Know now, you create it with each step. The alternative is the psychosocial treadmill with its awards for participation and safe spaces that attest others are responsible for maintaining your equilibrium which is, quite possibly, the stupidest thing I’ve ever heard because all it can do is make you feel miserable, unfulfilled and constantly on the defensive.
Along the path to enlightenment, we meet all who would sway us from it. They can be friends, family, strangers and any combinations therein. Its a pretty interesting concept, isn’t it? I guess that explains why the world is in the state its in and those who choose this quest often totally disconnect from all and everything in this quest for liberation. Doesn’t that bring its own questions, though? Like is why is finding the truth so hard and why does it seem to be verboten? And yet, if we look at the world at large, we have countless rhymes, reasons, faiths and fables that all profess to the “The One”. What have they produced via their lineage aside from bloodshed and conflict?
The more I look at this realm the more I question who truly is at the helm of the Three Dimensional imperience. It certainly seems that a certain faction is stuck and their misery enjoys our company. Many people dare not ponder these types of ideas. Why? Because of the voice in their head tells them its off limits. “You don’t want to Thunk that. Here, browse the web, buy some things. If you feel spiritually inclined join a mandated religion but never, ever question the nature of the Reality Tunnel you’ve been asked to dig? OK?”. You’ve got to admit, it is pretty odd, isn’t it?
My way of looking at the internal OS is that if it truly worked as intended then your life would be perfect. If it isn’t then there is an issue with the configuration. Being one who is not a stranger to peering at code when I turned this screen based perspective into my head instead the results were quite interesting but not as much as the immense rush of resistance I met from people surrounding me. Case in point, an extended water fast will make your dreams clear as a bell and cause other shifts in resonance. Not using the web or any other digital form of entertainment creates a dramatic shift in the levels of noiZ in your head as its akin to clearing out the static from a song you were half listening to and mangling the lyrics. Taking it a step further, totally isolating your Self from pretty much everyone for a while brings loads of things that were bubbling in your subconscious up to the front of your awareness. In all aspects you see that those around you are not with it and will attempt to dissuade you from this course of action. Even when it doesn’t cost them anything. Nor are you asking for their assistance beyond leaving you alone for a while or respecting your decisions as you conduct an experiment. You’ll get guilt trips, distractions, sudden invitations to gigs that “you cannot miss” and countless other things.
Granted, this state of being represents the life unexamined as most are too busy being consumed by their consumption to ever glimpse within but I found it a fascinating topic. One that those who attempted agreed with. Interesting, all of those who tried this (along with their own variations and remixes) attested that the them at the end of the experiment was quite different to the one before. That, in and of itself, is quite fascinating because when something changes and yet stays constant it hints at a deeper layer of perception that is eternal. That I call the Witness. It is the you beneath the mask. The one that makes all things possible. The true Self, with a capital S because there is a difference, that is responsible for the Observer Effect and collapses waves from particles. That is an immense power, yes? Could this be the reason why the rest wish to deflect one from obtaining this gnosis? Methinks it is.
Along the path to enlightenment, we meet all who would sway us from it. Learn from them. Offer no resistance. Simply take note of their protests, their reasons and statements then negate them internally as that is their world view, not yours and certainly not the one you are developing. One of the most interesting side effects I’ve found is that, after a while, they all tend to comment that there is something different about you. “Whats the secret?” they question. Rarely are they cognizant of the previous interactions as this process of Incremental Betterment generates results that are Self evident for all who do the Knowledge as well as those who are comfortable and content in the velvet lined rut of ignorance they dwell within.
You could say this is the greatest conspiracy. You could also say that if you wish to make enemies then try and change something. They’ll come rushing out of the woodwork with Twitterfingers blazing (or their real life equivalent) because someone doesn’t want you to know this. Many get dissuaded. Others take the hot coals they fling and hold onto them with focus in order to release the diamond form of consciousness within which is as beautiful as it is strengthened. Then one becomes a living example of the alternative options available inside this realm and it all comes from reprogramming your internal OS. Let me give you an example:
A man has always smoked. He has tried countless ways to quit but really doesn’t want to because he quite enjoys it. One night he was drunk and lost his cigarettes. He relayed how he felt like screaming as there were no stores open and nowhere to get a fix. He ended up calling a cab and being given a lift to the nearest petrol station. “That was one expensive pack of smokes” he said, before adding “They were worth it though”.
I noticed the link between the pacification of a cigarette and how its absence bought screaming and suggested “Why not try it again and actually allow yourself to yell?“. The fact he was already drunk was interesting as well because that tends to allow various aspects of the Pane Body to temporarily melt hence people often speak the truth when under the influence. He said he’d try it. Never did. Some folk prefer to engage in these coping mechs instead of pulling out the root, flower and stem of the true problem.
See, the truth of the matter is that the human experience is drawn toward pleasure and away from pain. This is why I’ve said 81% of the planet are Slaves because they dance to the tune these aberrations set without ever questioning how they came to inherit these perspectives and from what are they actually running that they carry within? This is the actual reason why the Warrior tends to meet with resistance because you moving toward being Centered in Self generates a sympathetic resonance in them that causes petrification hence the dissuading effects that are so common. You can see it in other examples. I might share a case history of a fat girl and her cake craving friends who found herself isolated when she questioned the emotional component of what went in to this habit as her associates couldn’t care less but were more interested in the “All you can eat” coupons and the fun times they’re about to have. I say that to say this:
It is actually remarkably common. The System appears to have been rigged this way on purpose because they’ll damage you, exacerbate the problem and then sell false solutions that never, ever address what is happening at depths uncharted for the vast majority of the planet. Now that you know this is an option how do you find your Self feeling? Shocked? Intrigued? Disgusted? List the options and then examine them further. What else associates with them? When did you first start thinking like this? Soon you’ll find the chrysalis event. Getting there can bring up loads of distraction as your brain will suggest countless other things but recollect:
You cannot be the thoughts when you are obviously that which watches them. So, just let them melt as they pass by without your investment and you’ll see them as beggars pretending to be kings of your dome as you starve them and step on the Path of Power instead to gain greater clarity and gnosis. Once you’ve had your first taste you’ll either runs Valley of the Plebs where such things are never mentioned or start the trek up the mountain of higher perception and that, my friend, is when the Game truly begins.
We cannot change problems when in the same frame of mind that created them. The same can be said about life and how you choose to live it because, up until this moment, you have spent a heck of a lot of it being trained into seeing from a forced perspective that isn’t in your best interests. This started back when, before you even stepped into this realm, and thus its akin to an inheritance. Imagine it like this:
You are born and feel lucky. You know, for some reason, that you will be holding solid gold bricks at some point and they will be yours to do as you wish. Some think they’ll spend, spend, spend and live a life so lavish that it will make all others around them envious. Others intend to do the same but for those with the least in order to bring them up to spec as they wish to uplift the collective. At all points in between there are 8 billion Souls with 8 billion dreams. Neither is wrong nor right. They simply are. Watch carefully because here comes the trick.
As you are learning your way and building your mind via the input from your sense this impulse within which says “Remember, we’re here to grab them gold bricks” because that is the foundation upon which the rest of your mission in the flesh is built. You start quick as the impulse takes on a life of itself. You reach out for noses, lips, hair, anything. At first its met with amusement but then comes discipline. Many children give in at this point because they feel a dull ache within when their parents are not content and this causes their glow to dim. If you are an extreme people pleaser now there is a high chance its root lie in these events and if you’re so far into it that you can’t feel a thing when it comes to your own needs then you should start paying attention because this may just be what you seek.
Some, on the flip, are naturally rebellious. “Hmm… Interesting” they think and then wonder exactly how far they push this, just to see what happens. Once again, nothing is bad or good, it just is. Contrary to popular belief we are not blank slates when we step into this realm, as any parent of multiples will attest, as we all have our own will to manifest and that influences our actions. The difference is irrelevant because we become what we are around via the principle of resonance much like if you have a room full of bells and give one a strike the others will chime in. This is also why you should never try and control your child as they will innately rebel against wherever you send them and instead attempt to exert your influence over who they make their friends by introducing them to places and events that generate the best resonance to bring out their innate skills. Much like cultivation you can either water the weeds or the roses in your garden and as you mature you’ll get back what you put in. Sadly most parents are numb and unconscious by the time they have children as they are living on full autopilot and preoccupied with survival (just like their folks before them) and thus this is the resonance they bring to the table.
The child remembers the gold bricks, the adventure they picked and what they will do with these resources during their spin in the flesh as the Game of Souls is this dimensions greatest attraction and the waiting list is immense. All the way through their gestation they were thinking about it as the bounced back and forth between the prime experience and the embodiment which was forming. Sometimes they get excited and surprised as they kick because the resonance effect starts early as they are fed not only with the foods their mother consumes but also the feelings and entertainment. This is a little spoken of facet which we’ll uncover elsewhen but consider most pregnant women take that time off to eat junk and consume the same on their TV set as they don’t know what else to do with themselves you can see why most children are born with nerves a reck as the mind simply cannot tell the difference between the real and whats projected on a set back then. To them imagination and reality are one and the same and such is true all throughout existence. Grasping this in a way that is practical is the key to freedom but, once again, I am getting ahead of myself.
Into those small grasping hands that have by now learned fine motor skills the parents start passing bricks made of mud. “These are the rules, this is how we think, this is our families heritage” they say in a range of tones ranging from commands to expectations but rarely as guidance. In many ways you are simply not given an option and thus are forced to acquiesce via various forms of punishment or implicit threats that make many go along to get along. Besides, something inside nods its head and says “Yes, yes. These bricks. We need them. They are vital for the mission” and thus you reach out and soon find your hands caked with their fluid for the forms are not set at that point because your glow is so immense that it melts whatever it contacts in a moment. This is why a parent can be stressed from work, come home, yell at their kid, send them upstairs as punishment then feel the guilt peeping in as they know they overreacted over something so small and simple. They silently creep up the steps with the intent to make it right and listen at the door as the child is happily within and amusing themselves via the bounty of their limitless imagination. There is a natural resilience that comes with Inner Sense which is why it takes around two and a half decades of conditioning to render most as the living dead, emotionally numb and disconnected from within aka Adulterated as I’ve said in previous texts.
The lifestyle I’m offering is simply another option. Another way to play the Game because I rejected these bricks of mud and threw them straight back at my parents and anyone else who attempted to make me sing the hymn they wished with their own specific lyrics and intent. Why did I do this? Like I said we all step in with our own temperament and I was naturally rebellious and keen to push the limits to see what I could get away with as I had to know the reason behind what they were asking and, nine times out of ten, they simply could not provide a satisfactory explanation. Its a strange feeling, you know? Being a child that is full of contempt because it sees those who bought him in are inadequate. In that respect I looked at their hands and saw them caked with mud and dirt and wondered why they didn’t suspect or question why the gold was missing. “Did they forget what they came for?” I asked my grandmother who raised me. “Everyone forgets. Thats why you are here as a shining light to provide guidance, my prince. This world isn’t what it seems and, if it comes down to it, believe what is within and not what they say because…”. “Everyone forgets!” I said with a grin. You could say my rebelliousness was not only sanctioned but in perfect resonance and thus without this influence of a woman who may have been illiterate but read the book of nature like no one else I would have been quite different.
The reason I say few can afford this is because I’m swinging through throwing bricks of gold at you and its a one time deal. Stocks are unlimited but your ability to grip I call into question because your hands are slick with the heady combination of mud and sweat which means that its too easy to keep on doing what you did and let this slip through your fingertips, just like all the other things you regret because you listened to the guidance of the Opponent in your head you think if your best friend. In that respect you have to be willing to get clean as its the mark of an educated mind to entertain and opinion totally different to what it thinks and then put it into practice to see what happens.
Once again, the child senses this from its first day and uses this statement to first crane its neck then, once the feedback builds and it gains strength, it starts crawling. Next comes standing and falling along with a development of resources before the first steps kick in and one learns the art of independence via balance and Self motivation. No schools or institution needed when Inner Sense is leading and that, in essence, is what the Path of Power is and all I am offering. Why do say many cannot afford it? Simple, they will not even consider it as an option. To them its too ridiculous, too blasphemous, too far out there to even attempt trying as its so far from their programming.
Put it on a set of scales. A few decades in this realm with the compounded ignorance of their parents and generations before them who all lived lives that were totally unfulfilled as they grabbed at bricks made of excrement as instructed which left a box half ticked as they spent the rest of their short, miserable existence trying to find what was missing as the glitter they once possessed is now absent. They cannot quite put their finger on it or describe it that well but there is an immense difference between what they previously knew as Inner Sense and the currently Adulterated aspect at the wheel which runs their day to day. That is all you have to lose. To many the thought of this is terrifying. Better the devil you know and all the rest. The other thing is they are heavily invested in what they accepted and thus to question it is akin to insulting their own intelligence and that, my friends, is how the ultimate confidence trick lives inside everyones heads, pretending to be them.
You have to be, quite literally, willing to declare war on yourself because the first and most obvious thing – that many skip right over as second nature sinks in and obscures their natural radiance – is the fact that you simply cannot be the voice in your head that calls the shots of most and has them dancing to its whim because you are that which is listening. Can you hear the Psylense yet? Of course not and that is because the noiZ obscures it. That is all you have to lose. The “not me” you currently think is. Its OK, you can admit it. You don’t really like the life you’re living and how it feels from within and that is because the real you, the true Self, is actually being held hostage in a cage inside your chest and what you’ve accepted instead is an Adulterated aspect that dwells inside something I called the Mind Made Prison where its kept in check via the policeman inside your head that knows the deal and stands there with the sole intent to prevent your reconnection. After all, it took the System two and something decades of conditioning to get you like this and they’ve been working over the pilgrims who step into this realm for the past constellation and then some hence why they look at you as less than human. Cattle, I believe. Do you know how much money these beasts rake in life as well as death? The sheer amount of income streams is ludicrous as they are farmed without mercy due to anothers intent. The cows get off easy in comparison.
One day you are walking along the road with phones in your head, neither present nor correct as you are simply going through the motions and mostly distracted. Your hands are covered in filth which is rendered liquid by the sweat which drips from your brow as you earn your daily bread and, just at that instant, a man runs by and says “Can’t stop, in a rush. Will help, as promised” and throws something at you as he yells “If you don’t catch it with a firm grip it’ll melt like it never existed” and then he is gone with the wind. What happens next?
Many will be so stunned at being bought to the present moment that they have spent their entire life evading in ways both subtle and obvious whilst others simply didn’t hear a thing and mumble “Lunatic” under their breath and keep it moving. Around 8% of the populace as it stands had chose themselves to be the one back when and have been chipping away at their conditioning as they plan their own Shawshank redemption. Due to getting their hands dirty, in one sense, they are totally clean due to the process of placing their efforts to look within and make sense of the madness that permeates this realm. They would have seen that man stepping to them as they sensed his attention and intent because real recognize real as there is a familiar resonance with someone they never met so by the time they get close the interaction is totally different:
“Whats good?”
“Knowing the Ledge and playing the percentages”
“In that case, this will help” he says as he places the solid gold brick in your hand and then casually adds “When you’re done with it give it the next one in resonance and lets see what happens as there’s plenty more where that comes from” as he heads on his way and leaves you smiling at this turn of events and how the Game is unfolding.
See, that gold brick actually represents you, your source, your true Self. That which is currently hidden within and in this sense humanity is composed of candles who argue about their shape and size, views and rites as each hypothesize about what it means to be lit but nary a flame is seen, even though its often preached and spoken. Imagine if one creates enough heat within and it runs through the central column and illuminates the darkness at the head. “Let there be light” he said. And there was and it was good. See how you can give away a brick and only gain with no losses as we collectively increase the luminance and are no longer strangers to our Self.
Its all a Game. All I am offering is a different way to play. Something I have been building over lifetimes in this realm because I have long been looking for an exit in order to get off the wheel of incarnation as I want to go home. Riding rollercoasters can be fun but only when you have something stable as well otherwise it gets tiresome really quick. Life, on the flip, is the inverse of this as it thrills and spills swiftly chill until you are bored into submission and gradually limp toward death. The sad fact of the matter is most stop living after a couple of decades and some change in but it takes a bit longer for them to be buried hence zombies in search of brains who don’t even realize they’re dead. Like I said, few can afford the lifestyle I am offering so ask yourself:
“Does my outer life match my desires within? Is this what I would do if I had no obligations? Does my way of doing things actually solve anything or does it just bring more problems? Am I truly happy or am I just pretending because everyone else is doing the same thing and I want desperately to fit in? Do I think that when I get get X, Y or Z then life will be perfect as I pin my hopes on an event that may or may not happen? Are my stress levels so high that I actually think I’m chilled? Am I a little to addicted to external things, be they drugs, sex, alcohol or religion, validation and progression up the social pyramid? Do I know who I really am or am I repeating what they said without checking? If I am not that voice in my head then who I am if not that which listens? Do I know what the Witness is and how to separate the water from the milk inside my consciousness?”
What are your answers? Write them down. Pen and pad works best as it activates many more parts of your inner realm than tapping at keys because its the difference between actions rendered in Two or Three D. If life is a puzzle thats a piece. Those who are ready and willing have already had thoughts like this and many have taken the time to question their heritage to see if it all makes sense or if they are laboring under the pretense of knowledge when the illusion of wisdom is what they possess. This is why I said only 8% of the world will get what I’m saying and actually be willing to try and take a step on the Path of Power within because the rest are too busy trying to decorate the cell of the Mind Made Prison where they dwell because the TV set tells them “You will be happy, sexy and smart once you buy this” as socialist medes chimes in with their siren call, singing “I have the keys to the highs, I will never leave your side, I am your window to the world and also your own personal space for projection as the screen keeps the distance but presents the illusion of connection. Do not listen to this man nor peer behind the curtain like he says because we are your best friend and have kept you safe since the beginning. You don’t know life without me and that is because without me isn’t a life worth living because I am you and you are me. Don’t let him play with your head and pay him no attention”.
Funny, isn’t it, how the voice of the screen and the one in your head are linked. Stranger still is how they both shine a false light in the darkness using a black cubic object as many cannot imagine how they would live without the narrator in their head prompting their actions as they believe its them and act on its impulses like there are no other options to pick. This all comes back to the gold brick, lighting the candle from within and to do that one must be willing to step into the darkness because your greatest strengths are hidden behind your fears which are equal and opposite so this course of action can be exceedingly challenging. Even more so considering the “Toward pleasure, away from pain” principle which is etched into the form as well ergo Slave is the word that describes them best as they are this to their whims, social mores and conventions as well as the zeitgeist and movements along with various symbols and signs (which secretly rule everything and speak their own language as you’ll feelsee in a bit) along with all the rest. The odds are stacked, the deck is rigged and the fix is in. They really, really do not want you to win. Of that much I’m certain because talking about this and my concepts for liberation almost bought my life to an end but that gift I took like I’d just been tossed the biggest gold brick you’d ever seen and although my knees almost buckled as my nervous system started to keel over as I ceased breathing and my fluids leaked into the street as the birds that fly in the astral skies you cannot see with your eyes swept in to feed of what remained of my shell I knew it couldn’t end like this. That was simply not an option. I had come too far and survived too much to go out like this because the end was just the beginning and as I climbed out of the pit I felt myself grin as the cosmic secret revealed itself and I knew my mission was progressing as intended.
Sounds dramatic, yes? It was even crazier to have lived it and wilder still is that isn’t the half of it as way more was done in the dark to spark my enlightenment. I have had to stop and think though. “Am I ruining the ride for the rest by talking like this? Am I breaking their immersion? Is true spiritual development a private thing that happens as and when to those who are prepped for it and thus is there any point sharing this or should I concentrate all of my resources upon myself and my own liberation from the sanctity of my own private island as I swim in the seas of higher consciousness”. This was actually a conversation I was having with a friend not long after these events as they really tested my will to help and this mission. Was I copping out? Buckling under pressure? Folding when challenged or had I been given a shot across the bow as a friendly warning to change course whilst my head is still linked to my shoulders. At this point a drunk walked by and looked me straight in the eye and said “Whats the point of you have the glow, the voltage or whatever you call it and not sharing it? Why would it even come to this realm if you run off to an island and hide it in darkness and keep it to yourself? You might as well have not lived for all the good it did”.
I don’t know whose face was more stunned. Mine or his. Granted this guy had been around and heard me preaching on the streets as he was a regular looking for a fix and to me the greatest surprise was that something had obviously sunk in to the chest of this reckless hedonist that thought of nothing but his next hit. Wilder still was the timing as well as the resonance to the whole “People are just fragments of yourself projected out into the realm” lens through which I live. Actually, this is the perfect example, check it:
Here is a man who does not abide by the rules of “Don’t get high on your own supply” as he may have legs that move like they’re in wet cement as he shuffles around this realm conducting his business but he’s an adept when it comes to dancing on the product that he sells as he stretches it like elastic to ensure his beak is wet and his clients pay more for less. Do you see that? The very manifestation of my escapism given form at the optimal moment to say what only it can in a way that was totally honest and direct because I know fine well that retiring to a cave on my private island to spend the rest of my life in contemplation was no different to the highs in his veins, except mine would come via other ways and have their own aims. For example, if you sit in total darkness and silence for around a month something interesting starts happening as your brain floods itself with hallucinogens and you mind starts traveling without the body in tow as you are free to wander around the realms and various facets of existence that are only accessible via being Centered in Self in the present moment. This is truly a gift, one available to us all but obscured by the noiZ which means that most the very concept sounds like hell, even though heaven is on the other end of this trip as nothing is ever the same again.
I’d already spent a couple of decades meditating at great depth at every moment I could get so was not a stranger to my internal realm or taking my awareness down into my skin, my organs and nervous system then beyond all of this. This is how I first discovered the art of getting high without drugs because your body has within its own natural endo cannabinoid system and smoking a spliff is like using a lock pick to get in whereas Anandamide is the internal option that comes from sustained periods of single pointed awareness. Back when I didn’t even click this was happening due to the whole “Toward pleasure, away from pain” thing I mentioned as it felt like I was mainlining the secret truth of the universe and boy was it addictive. Later on I realized the nature of the trick and how meditation is akin to running on a treadmill surrounded by egoic projections that fool so many into thinking they’re making progress when in reality they’re navel gazing and caught up in the mix as there are no maps, no signposts or GPS for our inner realms. Especially in the English language hence why I call it Devilish because for those seeking freedom it truly is and is the root cause of so much suffering. Sanskrit, on the flip is hardly spoken these days but was the common tongue back when and it possess such a literal richness that is filled to the brim with the notes of the adepts who mapped out their consciousness from here to back home again, in the micro and macro sense. Much like coals and diamonds being the same thing with an alchemical process that creates a shift to purify the essence these sessions gave birth to what I would call Journeying as that is exactly what it is.
A trip inside your Self where you don’t just go and hit the pleasure switch then come back to being the same old you outside and then do it all again. Oh no, no, no. Stop and think about it. A journey has an intent, a goal, a target. This is why I picked the name Warrior to represent the 8% who are willing to take on not only this realm, outside and within, but question everything in order to arrive at their own conclusions. If nothing else I’m all about being eminently practical as there simply isn’t enough of this in the world and those who innerstand profoundly should be able to relay the gist of their perspective in way that a five year old can comprehend and implement if they wish. Ironic, don’t you think? The aim of the Warrior is nothing less than the complete and total reconnection and resonance with the child within and this is one hell of a Journey. Really stop and think about it. Consider all of the layers of conditioning you must examine, both yours and your ancestors as well for you are the keeper of the grail in that sense due to the energetics of the red which many think flows blue in their veins as a common misconception. Actually that it, isn’t it?
Do you have the strength to even consider you’ve been miseducated your entire life? Yes? No? What if I told you your death depends upon it? Would that change your ment that is currently governed by what you’d never suspect from the depths of your subconscious? I suppose its a question of how far you are willing to go to get the answer to “Know Thyself” as some skim the surface and accept that for what it is but stop and reflect for a moment and it will click that that is the Adulterated speaking and not the Inner Sense because a child needs to know why. The rhyme behind the reason and then they’ll pick that apart and put it back together again in a way that makes sense based on the primacy of their experience. Do you see what I mean about the Warriors entire life being a quest for liberation via forging a reconnection with the child that still dwells within? None of this is fanciful or hypothetical as its eminently practical and you can prove it to yourself by picking up a pad a pen which you place in the hand which isn’t the one you right with and start pushing it, see what happens.
The ink will scrawl and staring you in the face is what remains of the Inner Sense that has languished and been ignored since the System trained your attention via its concentration camp wing designed to teach you not how but what to think before you were placed on the psychosocial treadmill to which you are by now well adjusted. Just like your parents and those before them and that really is the option, isn’t it?
Either keep doing what you’ve done and get more of what you’ve got as you will undoubtedly bequeath the same vibe to your seeds (as your folks did gift you the same life of quite desperation and unfulfillment they accepted) or take the time out to unwrap the gift of the present moment and see what happens next because once you change what controlsyou you also expand your range of influence which, in this case, means coming face to face with your real Self.
“It hurts. It hurts so much that mere words are further injury to the pain that I’ve already sustained to reach this station. The crazy thing is that just when I thought it couldn’t get any worse, it did” said the diamond. To look at from the outside the sparkly presence belies none of this as it gleams in way that oh so attractive and exceedingly enticing. There is something beyond the surface that is being reflected. Something unfinitely more complex and radiant of what we see is simply a facet.
“Yes, facet. That is exactly it. I wasn’t born like this. No, not at all. And yet, even back then, I had a feeling that I was capable of greatness. Something far beyond the standard curriculum or others expectations of their existence. Communicating this was nigh on impossible because I was the first, the natural born alchemist. Up until then everyone else in their element were coals from the beginning to the end. I didn’t comprehend how they seemed entirely ignorant and oblivious of the pain and suffering because it never relented from the moment I stepped in. I only later discovered that what was Self evident for me was entirely missing for them even though we were functionally identical. Of what am I speaking? Why the external forces, my friend. They are invisible yet ever present. Exceedingly effective and quite unreasonable. Back then I hated their existence. The tears that could flow didn’t because they evaporated from my surface. To whom could I turn and ask for guidance when there was such a stark difference within our perceptions?
They said I was too sensitive, that it was all in my head. How do you show another the scars on the inside that you know too well? The thing is I found a strange kind of solace in helping those who’d ran in to a tiny piece of what I was feeling as I could feel it in them as I knew that part of my Self so well. It actually felt good, it made me smile and grin from the depths with a level of happiness I didn’t know I was capable. It was like my mind said “Good. If I can ease their evolution and make the present moment more comfortable then my pain is a gift. That is when I started realizing the nature of the shift and how there was a difference. Never did I suspect that this sliver of equilibrium would be short lived because the benefit of my qualities of detachment, hence the “cold as ice” thing, tends not grasp because all I wanted was to relinquish”.
“What do you mean by this? Thats a very strange concept for the rest of us to accept because we are, by our very nature, grasping. We take from the environment and the elements within, from those around us and the place where we’re linked. How can one be surrounded by many and yet be an island unvisited?“.
“What if that continent sank to such depths of perception that those attuned to the current wavelength can’t even imagine the significance of what is being said? What then? I guess the main difference is that some thrive in their surroundings and others would do anything to escape them. From the beginning till the end the only thing you truly own or control in this realm is your perception, specifically the awareness they play in. I’d grasped early on that holding on too tight made the pain more intense because then I’d be dragged across the finest veins that would feel like heated wires to my consciousness. Not that it wasn’t warm already but these scars were different as they were always within but I was being made acutely aware of them. To whom could I turn for guidance or inspiration for none of them knew this and thus “Hypochondriac” or “Doing it for the attention that comes with being different” were the phrases that would spring to their lips. Don’t get me wrong there were a handful, now and then, that could empathize or imagine but only one who treads on the thorns can tell you how the roses smell, yes?”.
“I agree. In that respect many are underground from start till end without a clue of what is actually happening on the surface”.
“Exactly, exactly this. Know I comprehend that process of forming with immense pressure that never relents was akin to a purification. A baptism or ignition, if you will. An invisible force came calling and I answered as it all seemed so standard. Stop and think, how on Earth would I know the difference? What option did I have in the entire process?”.
“Welcome to the inner world of the schizophrenic or those crack up under the pressure and neither coal nor diamond. That is a special kind of suffering that often doesn’t relent quick”.
“How did you avoid this pitfall? Wait, let me guess, was it relinquishment?”.
“Yes. Yes, exactly, my friend. If you are holding on really tight with ninety nine percent of your strength to what you have been trained to expect then its almost certain that your death will kick in before you even attempt to relinquish and realize the solution lays hid in that elusive one percent”.
“Wow. OK, that is something. So, basically, you had to overcome yourself?”.
“No, not my Self that you see seated before you shining and answering these questions via the principles of resonance and sentience but the (false) self. That S makes all the difference because the latter is a mask the former is wearing. In my example its the realization that I am a diamond who had to transcend being a coal in order to finally feel comfortable in the skin they were not born in but were forced to develop due to external circumstances. In that respect the average coal lives and dies upon the surface and think they are a fairly weak and quite porous substance that takes up about this much of the mix and they’re surrounded by others like them. There is an immense sense of comfort in this. This sense of connection and resonance sets a baseline to their imperience with the collective and from this does language develop. Just think, now people are aware that the potential for a diamond exists within them and all of the the little ills and pains they ran around ignoring or striving for a quick fix are actually invitations to listen as the outer pressure is only attracted to those who are already scarred within. This point of view is not yet the standard but the first words have been spoken that point the finger of perception at something seen via a different resolution. The coals are then welcome to look within and either verify or reject the first diamonds perspective. Well, of the current era we’re within. I do strongly suspect that there once was a time when we lit up the skies as we rained upon the surface as well as the stage before where we danced in the abyss as grand attractors of a subtle luminance that we then rendered solid and visible“.
“So, if I get what you’re saying then this is all part of a larger process and the more fluid one remains in their perceptions – which are always relative – then the less suffering?”.
“Yes, but the ironic this is is the poison is the gift that heals it own sickness as the pain is akin to a fence which divides you from your true potential“.
“Wow. OK, now that sounds radically logical and epistemology impossible to comprehend unless its Witnessed within the first person”.
“One hundred percent. It why the coals speak like this and refer to externals. They can tell you everything about anything but nothing about their Self. Why? They have neither done, nor need, the Knowledge. Why would they? Shaped by forces that feel like a cradle with an occasional bit of chafing. There is no need to question their predicament because everyone else is getting on with it and seems to fit in well. Besides, the heady mix of a few grumbles and endless distractions is enough to fill in their entire existence. Do you think the ephemeral being rendered solid as it danced in the abyss and sang its songs of attraction to the all of everything ever stopped to examine the consequences of this action or did they simply do what comes natural? Whats amazing from this perspective is that you comprehend that all of these lives, styles, incarnations or whatever you wish contain all of the rest within them but expressed at differing levels of attention that render the message in terms of the medium. Change its resonance and its modes of conveying this will as well hence everything without is built on within and we know this as our relation to the energetics which are present but, get this, one can only be instructed in lesson in private as there were times that I felt that I’d leapt out of my skin due to these forces that never relent and it was then the glimmer of recollection came of how I fell and actually ended in this predicament. Once again, elements with an emphasis. A false perspective so filled, so grand, so all encompassing that if a mere coal tries to resonate to what it beyond the current perspective it will fry their egg. That is why the daily dose of pain to which one becomes accustomed versus the sudden flash of lightning that throws what was previously solid darkness into pure illumination is akin to heaven even if it felt like hell. The only difference? Relinquishment. On the contrary to what many suspect that doesn’t mean you forfive or fiveget whats happening. No. Instead you actually just accept the situation as it is and find that initial point of Psylense that was first manifested as she stepped into this realm with the intent of celebrating Knowing the Ledge. It is from this place we leapt into the abyss and that process is in continuous movement as it is but a reflection of her singing and dancing. In that respect the pains being exorcised and trained from my veins were those notes not in concordance with her motions which were errors I, my Self, had compounded upon various steps of the dance from immaterial to physical then back to the pure awareness again which remains constant in each form and incarnation”.
“So, are you saying that, theoretically, a coal in the ground that knows none of this could, if they so wished, tune in their awareness to the mind of diamond, a shooting star or dancing intelligence that is the reason galaxies look like they’re moving quick. Just by changing their thinking and relation to this presence within that most never suspect due to being never forced to delve within and address the rhyme behind the crime of suffering?”.
“Yes, most definitely this. Even though the words are entirely inadequate to offering a taste of the imperience as the environment is geared to provide a certain type of stimulation for those who are at their current limit of evolution. If the coals were taught to be diamonds then they’d find the problems and address them at the limiting edge of manifestation then, in a few cycles, that step of the dance would be entirely missing which would then have a radical consequence on what comes next. In that respect its entirely inevitable and, even more comforting, is that where I currently sit saying this is simply a role. A slot to be filled. We are moved around the board from one spin to the next and each one of the parts we play and fully inhabit feels fresh, brand new and authentic because we are that invested. On the way to the exit the script is flipped because coals are of the Earth and thus must stay in this realm if one wishes to ascend.
In many ways it feels like being ripped from within by two forces. One blue, the other red. Coals don’t click they’re chilling in the first quadrant of perception and thus don’t suspect the second is even an option as its outside their resonance. It occasionally pops its head up, now and then, but they call that aging and have their own types of solutions which are mainly wishful thinking that they build upon a model of the world that is entirely ignorant of what is within them. Case in point, I now click that the bills of debt that I was clearing were charged to the stars and the point where we sit. That was the greatest pain of all to relinquish because then the lure of the blue looked my way and said “Hey, just escape. Give in. Lose that activation participation that signifies your presence via mindbodyfull engagement in the present moment as you unfold higher vistas of perception into your awareness via transcendence. Oh wait, a minute, I didn’t mean to make it sound so appealing”.
Do you see whats so amazing about this? Due to the fact that I’d been that honest with my Self, since doing the Knowledge, when deception presented itself and offered the option to relent my progress it could only speak of its falsehoods with honesty presented ergo we, quite literally, do it to ourselves due to a position of ignorance. Think about it, to truly believe they are a coal the diamond must relinquish not only its direct gnosis of its potential and inevitable consequence they are also equally compliant in whatever reality is presented to their senses as long as everyone else buys in. Once you see through these deceptions and learn to speak the language of the moment then its impossible to be tricked and what you’d never even thought of seeking comes leaping, intuitively, into your awareness as your recollection and resonance expands with your presence. That is all the coal would have to do to realize it is the dance, the dancer and dancing whilst it currently is, for all intents and purposes, motionless and silent within the walls of a construction it can barely comprehend. Think of it as what shines in and what we reflect. The glow of a diamond is already within the coal but its missing an outer element to bring to the surface what otherwise would languish. Just like that illumination originated in what reigned down, back when, because that too was but the same unchanging essence in a different phrase that resonated the great constant to its current form of incarnation”.
“So, basically, we’re one thing, itself “no thing”, that is everything, everywhen?”.
“Thats about it. Or, to be more accurate, those are labels pointing at an imperience that may or may not exist within your perceptions. You are welcome to put my reality to the test because, ultimately, its all a guess as this simply could the sounds of a taught sanity stretched thin over a lifetime of suffering as it create an elaborate coping mech. The proof of the pudding is in anothers digestion and application of these concepts because if we create a few more diamonds then the darkness is abiding as the eternal light starts shining and all those coals caught up and suffering can then adjust their own resonance to a level they wish that is more apt for their comfort. The upside of this would be more conflict because these coal wars they talk of are but collective projections of whats within as they pretend to be fighting for dominance and resources when, in reality, its the exact opposite as people are striving to fill an absence within that can only come by doing the Knowledge within whatever framework you wish”.
“A coal that identifies as a diamond? That seems to be a trend at the moment”.
“Its actually an old and ancient tradition for elevation and transcendence which seeks to find that point of balance in the mid. Many have to see without before they ever turn within because those that do flip the switch often find that the light they were seeking isn’t exactly shining how they wished or had expected. Imagination and reality, I’d guess. Pain has many manifestations but life on Earth also has seasons so it is what it is as the wheel of time spins on and brings in and out aspects of existence that are in complete and constant resonance with the all of everything at each given moment but all, from the dancer who spins to the most rhythmless, tone deaf coal there is, are actually the same thing, itself “no thing”, that is everything and we are, fundamentally, it just varying in resonance”.
“All good, how many do you think ever stop to think or even bother to strike up a conversation by shifting their resonance to that which is all around them but invisible?”.
“The Witness?”.
“The Witness. I strongly suspect the one within me and thee is identical in its scope and application but also intensely personalized by our imperience and own Self identification with either it or our surroundings”.
“Ah, I get it. Constant observation of the eternal presence is the key to transcendence. You simply look at what is seeing, hear what listens and feel that which doesn’t usually permit inside your edited level of awareness that is built up on collective resonance and the similarity this begets”.
“Yes, if you can make everyone look to the right as OK whilst ignoring the left then there is an immense capacity for deception and world building which springs up inside the abyss. How do you think a coal learns its position? Via external influence and internal resonance. The diamond does exactly the same thing but the song of life plays out in a higher octave due to the bridge of light being built here, now, this very instant. It is inevitable, in that respect. Totally generic and yet highly personal. Its a fusion of the elements which blend into the irresistibly seductive and insanely slick trick called personal experience where, if one was to be accurate, its akin to being held hostage and force fed propaganda designed to circumvent the realization of other modes of being. Maybe its intended. Maybe its a conspiracy to keep proto-diamonds in the dark for as long as they need to make the switch and rise to their potential. Some of us never had the option but that may just be the piece of the board I’m playing at this moment and others too will bring their own spin to the resonance when they manifest their own version of a diamond.
Some have veins within of old pains and regrets they could never quite fully transcend. Others have these wistful webs that cause distortions and many similar things. Call them what you will but they are flaws to their great perfection which then create a skewed reflection of the divine light within that is truly them throughout all levels of their incarnation. Being willing to relinquish whilst being fully present and accepting is the key to brilliance“.
“Isn’t that a contradiction? How can you give something away and yet claim to take everything, either way? On top of that remain uninvested in the process? It sounds quite impossible, and frankly, almost thankless”.
“I didn’t say it was easy. Nothing good ever is, especially in this realm but it all comes down to finding that still point, that Psylense, within and then becoming Centered in Self. Those who aren’t will swing to either end of the pendulum with “Thats sheer nonsense! I don’t believe a thing he said because its obvious we’re coals and thats the goal to all of this” as they choose to remain ignorant of the man behind the curtain and his machinations in regards to their incarnation. Others flip and take each aspect of pain as their life story and thus build their conception of self around that which is wounded. Those are the ones who even when they become diamonds shall present with inclusions as they realized not the great perfection. What happens to them next? Who knows? I can’t call it but I do know the dancer, the grand attractor, who sings her hymns of adulation to the all of everything is perfect ergo it makes sense that the way in is also the exit but one must be willing to flip the script and shed the skin of the coal and its stories which are oh so old and equally enticing. Beyond the metaphysic even science will admit that diamonds were one of the first mineral formations but seeing as they deny consciousness and refer to instead as the hard problem they’ll never glimpse behind the veil of transcendence as they embody their essence in each point of resonance. I’m just visiting your world, sightseeing as part of my adventure“.
“Now that you mention it I do remember reading, once upon a when, that there are certain planets with pressures so intense that carbon atoms are crushed into diamonds as they’re falling”.
“Yes, exactly this. Thing is all of these elements coalesce and present themselves in full effect on this planet for those ready to transcend and become alchemists as their energies are directed at the exact points of resonance and weakness that languish within. Everyone gets hit. There is no way to escape it because Earth is the Grand Central Station, in that respect. Forty Two as the answer of all for a reason. It really is quite amusing how fact must be presented as fiction in order to be digested hence coals hears stories of those like them but different with super powers and immense strengths. Ironic, isn’t it? I suppose only an alchemist would get it hence Know thy Self is the motto and gift that keeps giving”.
“You’ve certainly given me a lot to think about. What did you mean earlier about the greatest suffering and penultimate challenge?”.
“Look carefully. See these edges, these facets? The angles which catch the light then reflect it in dazzling arrays of geometric patterns with no flaws or inclusions present? How do you think that happened? If the first act of life from a coal that was constantly hemmed in by a pressure the rest couldn’t comprehend was a slice of hell then the second act of becoming a diamond had nothing on the final showing that led to me glowing as I was ripped from the ground, a fish out of water in that respect. Totally out of my element. Roughed up, manhandled and beaten as they chipped, whipped, attacked and stripped away the tales, ways and emotional states of investment that were part of the adventure.
These cosmic forces of which I spoke act through their own agents but the intent is the same as they are concerned not with the surface but what dwells within. To be more accurate, removing what isn’t in alignment with the state of perfection you were, are and will be again. Some turn up with immense chunks of excess that they use to cushion themselves from the truth of existence and they’ll whimper and rail against said treatment. Some of them will shatter in the process. What happens next I cannot guess. Others may present a size that is modest but are actually quite immense when trimmed as they carry little else beyond the purest illumination. Each of us is different, in that respect, and yet also identical. Its why I’ve said there is that which shines and what we reflect, in the end. Get too caught up in the form and the function is forgotten because there are many polished stones in this realm that are so caught up in themselves they comprehend not that they are that which shines within and is simply visiting this planet in their current state of incarnation. Its really all about mastering that state I call the Witness, the one that observes without judgement or investment. Funny, isn’t it? If you pour that pure consciousness into the state of the dancer doing her thing then it becomes it. The same sentience at a denser state of vibration would be equally convinced that it is the lump of coal beneath the surface and would take such talk as the ravings of a lunatic or those wild imaginations that are usually reserved for science fiction epics. And yet when a diamond stands out from among them then then the truth becomes Self evident and this sets into place a new vibration as its only once you comprehend you have options and everything is relative that the true nature of the immense strength within becomes Self evident as the prime mover and shaker of everywhen”.
“As much as things change they tend to stay the same, yes? Truly a fascinating conversation. Its amazing what speaks to those who have the ears to listen as what glistens and gleams to the eyes is enticing but this disguises what lies beyond the surface”.
Every day I learn something new. Its pretty amazing. Really entertaining. One of the side effects of this is you can have really interesting conservations because by teaching you increase your adhesion whilst also gaining anothers perspective so its a win/win type thing. Sometimes I look back a day, month, year or decade and consider my old vantage in comparison to where I sit. This is such a humbling process because there was a time, once upon a when, when I was firmly convinced I knew the all of everything. Ironically that level of ignorance served its purpose, even though it masqueraded as wisdom in the moment. Such is the power of constant Self improvement because it means boredom is simply not an option as I chip away at what I don’t know I didn’t know dwelled on the outskirts of my awareness. A simple way to consider it is that natural inquisitiveness all children possess where everything is a “Why?”. If you could peer inside their heads, actually their chest, you’d spot pure Inner Sense doing what it does best as it flips turns things around, looks at them that way and this, compares to other aspects and then starts pondering the implications. Nothing is solid, all is nebulous.
In that respect we were once like clouds that fell like rain via the schooling System and then were frozen solid by lifes various ravages and this is where most people sit. That really is a sad state of affairs, isn’t it? Looking back I can see why I rebelled against formal education since I was an infant. I detested the lack of passion. How awards were handed out for regurgitation and not creation. The idea of “Do this now and then that” seemed entirely preposterous because if I was in the mood to draw then why the hell would I choose to do mathematics instead?
Sometimes I can spend months on one topic as I steadily chip away my ignorance. Other times I can be a dilettante with a huge rotation of things frivolous that caught my interest, nonetheless. The funny thing is how often these random blips which were akin to seeds being sprinkled into the fertile grounds of Inner Sense can then become trees laden with fruit that syncs in with something else I discover as I progress. There is an amazing type of symmetry to all of this. This is why I believe we’re inside a fractal and thus the level of detail depends upon your own awareness and its operating resolution. Many are perfectly content to ensure each day or year is a simple retread of the ones that came before them. Even if they’re miserable. I found that concept so strange because people would come and complain about that, this and them but do absolutely nothing to change the variables they held in their hands. “Maybe they’re gluttons for punishment?” I’d think as I’d pry into their consciousness in order to innerstand what happened to make them like this. This is where the frozen head concept came from as there was an obvious link between the mind and flesh because people who were rigid thinkers were often also physically inflexible. Now, that doesn’t mean the girl that can do the splits and walks around on her hands with no knickers to get your attention is a genius. Far from it. But there is a definite correlate between physical tension and mental limits because its all part of the protective mech I’ve termed the Pane Body.
This is humanities true silent epidemic and what causes the most conflict because it, in effect, estranges you from the Kingdom that exists beneath the neck and forces you in to a tiny slice of your head where you accept labels in lieu of imperience. Everyone knows this well, even if they’ve never considered the consequences of living a life Adulterated. If you ask them to describe their childhood and the difference therein it will be vague at best but they can all feel the divergence but saying exactly what is missing is nigh on impossible. Out of all of these people when I asked what they’d been busy learning the answer was usually nothing. That wasn’t entirely accurate as they were filled to the gills with celebrity gossip and all type of frivolous things. Memes, for example. I found that wildly amusing because I asked one of them “Imagine if you put that level of dedication and attention into actually creating versus regurgitating for likes and attention. What then?”. The blank stare in response told me all that was needed and it was Self evident that 81% of the planet are indeed Slaves who pick the path of least resistance and then think there are no other options as they run from one to twelve and back again until they meet their death.
Don’t get me wrong, if you’re happy like this then enjoy it but most don’t suspect this state of affairs is actually masking an emptiness they’d rather not acknowledge. I did, long, long ago. I realized a lot of the promulgated solutions either didn’t work or were actually destructive. Very little in this realm does what it says on the tin and the flash of branding can be quite hypnotic to those who can’t wait to flaunt prestige via association. In that respect its like fools gold as the shine lures them in and no one has a chunk of Twenty Four K to hold up in comparison. If they did I truly wonder if they’d notice the difference or if the filters in their perception would create false equivalence?
Back in the days I’d regularly trek the library if people around me didn’t have the answers or responded with things that weren’t worthy of consideration due to skimming the surface. Now we have the net and its interesting that will all of this freedom most circle around the same squares as the same threads are constantly recycled. Did you know that each app, community or segment of the web actually has its own resonance? You can map it in your consciousness because there is a correlate with the types of people who are attracted and the type of lives they live. Reddit is a great example of this with its subs and the rest but good old fashioned forums that specialize in one topic are the most interesting because they are like a subculture onto themselves. Like Cheers, everyone knows your name and its often the same faces. Those people tend to be really focused and bond over their common interests and thus can provide a wealth of Knowledge for one seeking. Its sort of like how pets end up looking like their owners because there is a definite element of groupthink that itself is quite fascinating and it all traces back to these energetics.
Do you ever disconnect for a while? I mean no online at all for a specific period? I do this quite often and its always interesting because you can spot which parts of you are in withdrawal of the dopamine hit that instant satisfaction brings as well as the people you miss talking to and various other little blips. Its worth trying as an experiment because you suddenly find you have immense swathes of time in which to do something else and that can then spring into nurturing other passions as well as potentially flipping the script because of the immense vacuum thats now present and demands to be filled with something.
Computers are the ultimate narcotic in that respect and yet the poison is in the dose, isn’t it? I once challenged someone to start reading because he was of the “TLDR” ilk and believed anything that could be said should fit in a hundred words or less or it wasn’t worth learning. The metaphor I provided was one of depth versus skimming the surface and how buried treasure often takes some effort but the rewards are only present for those willing to dig. The way I framed it was to tap in to his passion for lifting and compared pages to reps because he felt slighted by being called an intellectual weakling that was training using the equivalent of pink weights for his brain. Almost instantly you could see “Challenge accepted” on his dish as he stomped out of my premises as he’d felt insulted. Thing is, he’d later admit, that the next time he came across something on the web that triggered the “TLDR” response in him it became obvious he was working on autopilot and my point way proving itself, again and again. Thats the amazing thing with Knowledge. You can’t un-know it. At first it was an act of perseverance, mainly to prove it to himself, but then he truly started getting interested and a different type of runners high kicked in. After a few months of this he asked “Can you recommend a book that makes history interesting? I always liked the topic, back when, but it was super boring in school and yet I can’t stop thinking about what you said”. He was a Game of Thrones fanatic whose mind was blown into pieces when I told him this fantasy world was actually stitched together from many real life peoples and events that actually happened on this planet but were dressed in another narrative. I provided what was requested and he took my references and set off on his quest.
A few years later he said “I can’t believe that for all this time I’d been neglecting the greatest muscle. Reading is absolutely amazing. Thank you for sharing this gift”. He’d also noticed other side effects like a razor sharp focus at the gym, the ability to spark up interesting conversations with attractive females and a vastly expanded lexicon. That and a meathead with a book about a Renaissance poet that was filled with notes in the margin was the type of contradiction that made him stand out from the rest and thus his Tinder results were far in excess of anything he ever imagined.
Amazing, isn’t it? The advantages of learning something new every day is probably the best way to play the Game because the other side of this is selective attention. In my own example I don’t have a clue whats going on in the world. Not a tiny bit as I don’t keep up with current affairs, haven’t read a paper in ages and the last time I watched the news Trevor McDonald was hosting it with a prim and proper countenance and some dramatic theme music. That alone frees up an immense amount of resources to do with as you wish because attention is such a precious commodity in this realm that it pays huge dividends to be a cognitive miser who then chooses to lavish his focus upon that which interests him and not the generic equivalent of social programming designed to appeal to the lowest common vibration.
COVID was a great example of this. Upon the day when the lockdowns kicked in I remember getting out of bed, refreshing then stretching and exercising for a bit before settling down to read then inspiration kicked in and I started pushing the pen instead. At some point in this I realized that I hadn’t heard any traffic in passing yet and it became obvious by the conspicuous silence that something had obviously happened. I opened my curtains. The sun shone in. I looked around at the deserted pavements, the businesses that were not open and leant out the window as I heard the birds sing with a clarity that was intense in comparison to the usual urban din. Know what happened next? Just for a moment I thought this was the TV Moment to end all TV Moments and I was actually the last one left on the planet because there was nothing else that could explain or make sense of the situation. Walking out onto the street was such an immense thrill because the sense of discovery and newness was amazing as I truly did not have a clue or frame of reference for what was happening. I strolled, that way and this. Not a Soul to be seen and it wasn’t even the night before Christmas. But I certainly feel gifted.
I eventually discovered what had happened and that the people were all fine and well. Just locked in their own personal hell and being constantly scared to death about this idea that could kill them and all of these draconian measures designed to amp their stress as they kept F5ing the echo chamber effect. Start as you mean to go on, eh? For me that period was so amazing. I got into the best shape I’d ever been. Being out in nature actually made me feel like the Earth was sighing in relief and the resonance of the planet seemed to time travel to the Eighties as there were far less people on the scene, generally, back then and definitely way less traffic on the streets. All of the rest were instead huddling away in their homes due to the enforced isolation whereas for me the world became my oyster as I did what I did and thoroughly enjoyed it. Just like MJ said. I am legend.
There are a great many things in this world of which a wise man may choose to be ignorant and, on the opposite end of the spectrum, we have the principle of Incremental Betterment which I feel is the only way to live because it makes each day an adventure as the young that turns in to bed for rest is not the same that rose feeling fresh because you’ve chipped away at your ignorance and allowed the Inner Sense to shine instead. Why not try it? See for your Self because there has never been a time like this on the planet where you can bask in the collected intelligence of so many different peoples experience and perspectives on topics interesting they freely share as well as loads of texts and video messages designed to convey information on whatever you want to learn.
Surely thats got to be more interesting than whatever the mainstream is peddling because if you’ve been listening to them for most of your incarnation then you’re really doing your Self an immense disservice when it comes to actualizing your potential because energy goes where the attention flows ergo the best of your awareness is being syphoned by a process you can’t currently comprehend as you’re so well acclimatized to its presence.
By sheer virtue of the fact that you, the Soul reading this, are actually in the position to be able to connect to the net, surf the webs it spins and read this message that I’m sending means a heck of a lot of boxes must be ticked for that to even be possible. Not just in terms of time and space which led to your present moment incarnation but the fact you have the access which says you must have a certain level of wealth anyway. Add in that if you can read English, either as first or second language, then you are, at the very least, in an upwardly mobile part of civilization. Not saying the others are backwards, no far from it, but there is a reason this tongue is linked with the coin of the realm and the spheres professional. Really ponder what I just said.
Lets guess that your limbs and organs are present in correct, whatever their level of function, on top of all of this accomplishment and you start seeing how you have a heck of a lot to appreciate and are really quite lucky, yes?
What got me thinking of this was a quiet moment of reflection. Consider it todays Yin to yesterdays Yang declaration because there is no sweetness without bitterness. The Warrior is the one who savors both without attachment as he knows he is not the sensations, the story attached, the grasping or regret but the one that makes all things possible via his presence. The Witness. You are this. When people say “I’m a spiritual being having a human experience” they are actually talking about this state of pure consciousness. Speaking on it and being it are two different things which is why there are a lot of lipstick spirituals and plenty of folks pretending because its a profitable hustle that can bring in billions if you peddle the right schtick to those who are listening with no intent of actually doing anything.
The truth of the field is that can be equal parts brutal ugliness and pure magnificence. This is why the Swan is so revered as a symbol because they say it has the skills to separate the milk from the water that contaminated it. For the rest its simply a case of looking and seeing a white form of liquid that tastes as expected so they get on with it. That is why discernment truly is the key to unlocking higher perception as well as being Centered in Self because that can only happen in the present moment. Dare you unwrap the gift you stepped into this realm with and is needed to claim your seat on the ultradimensional jet when you take your last breath?
That was a bit of divergence, wasn’t it? I’m sure the purpose will become obvious as we progress because pushing the pen is as much an adventure for me as it is for you reading as these articles are freestyled in the moment. Getting back to appreciation:
You can open your fridge and find a wide array of foods from all ends of the world at your fingertips and such material excess that it would make the old Roman emperors seem positively austere in comparison. There are various types of potions and pills as well as all kinds of innovations and preventatives that have saved your life a thousand times over than in comparison to, say, being born in times ancient. You literally walk around carrying the worlds entire wisdom in your back pocket. The device that can let you time travel by listening to a voice note of one you miss or replay their image as well as compacting distance down to nothing as you video call those you cherish.
Everyday miracles are easy to take for granted. Thats why I had to share this message. What got me thinking was my current position in comparison to what has been and that which is yet to manifest. Realistically, none of this would’ve been possible at pretty much any other point of incarnation or, if it were, it would have been far more difficult. Not many can afford the lifestyle I’m offering. Not because its expensive, no far from it, but due to the fact that they dwell in a sense of immense poverty inside their inner realms. Really ponder this one and you’ll see exactly what I mean because an attitude of gratitude is not just a case of seeing the glass is half full but being thankful for the technological innovations that not only produced, manufactured and retailed said device but also bought a refreshing stream of water into your life that you may sip. In Ethiopia over a third the people don’t have access to this life giving gift without having to put immense effort in and even then it may be contaminated.
Look through that lens and put your life in perspective because that is all happening, right now, this very moment, on the planet and you, by some dint or luck or fate, incarnated into the life that is able to read this text. Isn’t that mindblowing? Take this most basic element and add on the rest and you’ll start seeing with the eyes of wealth and then something amazing happens. You generate a state of abundance and this allows the process of unfolding to continue, as nature intended.
If I could look back upon my life at the end as I heart to the exit and can say I’ve improved things then that truly would be a spacetime worth living and animating via the presence of my Witness. I’m just visiting this world. The outlaw eternal, in the flesh. You too are this but its hidden under many, many layers of conditioning. Its a princess and pea thing. The reason why I mention this is because I just came to comprehend that not everyone who assists is a friend just like those who hand deliver death may not be the enemies as well. I know for many this concept may scream “Double you tea eff? U wot m8?” but that doesn’t make it any less real because its just part of the deal hence if life throws hot coals at you grab them and use the pressure to reveal the diamonds within.
Thats the exact opposite of the worlds false sweetness to our lips that contains bitterness within hence you’ll find those who are very materialist find the concepts of being totally spiritual almost foreign and alien. Same with the flip as everything has an opposite due to the binary nature of this realm. The true power ressts in the mid and around this doth everywhen spin. Granted there are some who manage the balance and others attempt methods underhanded to fool others with an image but the message is:
Find the opposite. Seek what scares. Befriend it. Then you will look back with a different perspective and this is real time evolution, my friend. Think about that the next time you open your fridge that is packed to overflowing and lament “There is never anything to eat in this kitchen!” as you plop down in front of the set and start scrolling through your streaming service and say “Why isn’t there anything worth watching? Why on Earth do I pay this subscription?”. See how foolish this is in the grand scheme of things and how these little tells are hints that you are not unfolding as intended but compressing instead. That can only generate a limited perspective hence why its said that in the land of the blind the one eyed man is king. Thing is the standard equipment you step in with has three functioning balls of perception of all frequencies in and visible and that itself is an immense hint about this particular stage of the Game we’re playing using our Souls as credits. Remember this? This is from back when there really was nothing on television:
Can you cook a meal without the correct ingredients? Better yet could you handle it without a kitchen? What about the pots and pans as well as the skill required to be a chef? See, there are many bits and pieces we need to acquire on the journey toward Self actualization and this, for many, can be a tiresome process. Instead they prefer the pre packaged fast food option. Why? Because it takes far less effort. Thing is the rewards are just as dissatisfactory because its not you doing anything. You’re simply a user. A consumer. A mere customer in the presence of the real hustlers because this convenience is actually very expensive but the costs most don’t click as they live the life unexamined. Slaves. The word that is most accurate to describe the predicament of 81% of the planet.
That was never an option for me. Somebody once said “Why do you insist on going against the grain and making things difficult?“. I truly had to think about this because I didn’t see that happening at all. I saw it as being true to my Self but I get his point because some people are born with a silver spoon and just float along the surface whilst others had concrete placed around their limbs as they were dumped in the ocean not long after conception. Sink or swim. I’m here aren’t I? That should tell you everything about which option I picked. I say all of that to say this:
It begins.
The gloves are off. The fooling is done. All that comes next are headshots aimed with perfect precision to hit the target intended. The chef is in the kitchen. The blade has a fine edge. All around him are the freshest ingredients and best equipment. He doesn’t need any of them because he’s done far more with less but whats at stake in this situation is not only his own emancipation but leading the entire world in a whole nother direction. Call that going against the grain, if you wish, but its far more accurate to say it how it is:
A cosmic correction.
Look around. Better yet, look within. If what you thought truly worked and was correct then your life would be perfect. Is it? I’d be willing to bet it isn’t and the resonant option you never pondered is what rests in the chest of the willhelpme project because if you can gain from my imperience as I share my perspectives that allow you to recode the operating system in your head then the end result is a far better connection to Self and that brings all types of gifts and presents that you can only ever unwrap in the moment. You are another me, together we.
There are no strangers, there are no enemies. I’m grateful for all thats happened because its what led to this moment. Besides, everything is a matter of perspective and only a coal that truly knows what pain is can shine like a diamond and lead by example. Be the change you wish to see, my friend. Of that I’m living testament because when there is no one you can go and get for backup then you develop a special kind of resilience that galvanizes your intent as it fructifies your mission.
I died and came back for you. Not me. I was home, scot free. Thing is I can’t eat alone. Thats not how I was raised. Thats not how I play the Game even though everyone else is thoroughly invested in the question “Whats in it for me?” my mindset is “How can I help?” because a rising tide of consciousness lifts all ships made of flesh that are currently unaware of the immense powers within or the true nature of this realm wherein we play the Game of life by inserting our Souls as credits. Again and again and again.
Those that know the truth profit from the ignorance they peddle because the ultimate weapon in the hands of the Opponent is the mind of his Victim. How radical are you willing to get in order to come to your senses? Thats all I’m offering because whilst you will be fed the intent is for you to become your own chef. Make better decisions. Uplift not only your Self but the coming generations as well so they stand on the shoulders of giants instead of kneeling at the feet of midgets.
I can’t believe it took me so long to comprehend this simple truth thats been in front of my face since back when. Whatever you chase, runs. Thats why you are placing so much effort into attaining it because you feel, deep down within, a lack of this aspect. Usually these things are external but the true cause of everything is within because the Game of Souls plays out entirely inside your consciousness. Have you ever considered what happens when you stop trying to iceskate uphill? What if your snow shoes were actually rocket boots but you were so busy trying to do what everyone else said you never stopped to examine the little switch that says “Turn on for best effects”. Imagine that, eh?
This is why I say acceptance is the key to happiness because I’m starting to comprehend that everything happens for a reason and its akin to seeing the threads of the tapestry of life as opposed to the combined image. The latter may provide an immense scene that is filled with desire and intrigue but the components therein are actually quite simplistic and repetitive. This is what I’ve noticed and these elements are extremely interesting when it comes to attraction and repulsion because its simply a case of resonance.
How can one hope to be balanced if they spend their entire life on tilt? Its impossible, isn’t it? Think of what I’m saying of your desires like sleep to an insomniac. The harder you chase the greater the escape and more frustration you face. Sure you can pop pills or have a drink and hope to drift into bliss but is it sustainable to use externals to manage what is obviously an internal problem? To me it isn’t. Your views may be different and you’re welcome to it because I’m simply sharing my insight and perspective to assist those seeking alternatives to what they know isn’t working. Let me give you a practical example:
“She never seems to make any friends” said the helicopter parent in my establishment as she fretted about her kid. “I’ve told her to say nice things because people like compliments whilst always being kind and understanding but her teacher says she spends most of her playtime on the bench, reading”. Immediately I knew the problem wasn’t with the child. It was the woman. I asked how her childhood went, back when, and she hit the “Erm, well” as expected. Obviously she had no friends and felt terribly outcasted and was attempting a form of compensation via her seed instead. This is actually exceedingly common and manifests in many different ways and methods. “So, let me guess, your mother gave you this script, it didn’t work and now you are attempting to install the same programming language into your kid whilst being surprised the outcome is identical. Kinda stupid, don’t you think?”.
She had to admit I had a point but also that she’d never thought of it like this. Most people don’t. Such is the nature of the Mind Made Prison with its forced perspective and illusionary tricks that are dealt from a stacked deck that needs you to buy in and make it valid. Without that its just a suggestion. One from a myriad of options. Comprehend this, and I mean truly – not just as words on a screen reflecting in your consciousness – and you’ve found the key to true happiness that can unlock your potential.
“So, what are you saying? Whats the solution?”. First I needed her to comprehend the nature of her enmeshment and how what she was seeing may not actually be what is happening as her perspective is tainted by past repressions she never dealt with but feels, nonetheless. “You need to have a certain level of detachment. I mean, have you actually talked to her about her friends and how she feels?”. “Yes, well no. I mean sort of. She couldn’t care less but I’m sure she’s just faking it because who doesn’t want to have friends?” she said, as she raised her brows for emphasis.
“I didn’t. I found most of the people around me at school, as well as the entire establishment, totally boring and almost lacking entirely in the type of stimulation I was craving. On the pavement my peers were often a decade older, at least, as they could bring the data in that I found interesting. What types of books does she read?”.
“Anything. Everything. The other day she came in and asked why there were so many unpronounceable ingredients on a tube of toothpaste then followed it up with what they did and why they were needed”. I grinned for now I was certain of her precocious intellect. “Its a great question, isn’t it? One that many will never ask in all their life and she has clicked with less than a decade on the planet. Thats a skill, you know? Standard equipment, didn’t need you to nurture it or attempt to browbeat her into accepting your version of an internal OS”. “Yeah, I guess it is. She always does things like this because she’s so, so observant. The other day she said one of her teachers was filled with sadness but was trying really hard to hide it. I asked her what she meant and she said she felt different”. “Ah, so she is intuitive as well. Interesting. Bring her in next time you visit” I said. And they did.
“What are you reading? Wait, let me guess. Harry Potter, yes?”. “No, of course not. I read that ages ago. I’m really into photosynthesis at the moment. Its my favorite. Have you ever wondered if plants are like people?” she said as I gestured for her to enlighten. “Well, in biology we were studying how how things grow from a seed and how small things get big and then make new versions of themselves and it got me thinking about my baby brother and me. Then I thought, “Wait a minute. What if plants have families? That means they’d have feelings too. And we eat them” she added, with a sense of sadness. Like I said, a ferocious intellect that was wrapped in immense tenderness that belied the true richness of her inner realm.
“Did you ask the teacher in class when you had this revelation?”.
“No” she snorted. “Whats the point? They’d think its stupid and impossible. Besides, I’d much rather find out for myself. Thats far more interesting”.
“Yes, yes it is. Well, you’ll be glad to know your feelings are correct”.
“They are?” she said getting wide eyed at the validation. “Mum told me not to be stupid because she thought I didn’t want to eat my greens. I hate greens. They stink”.
“That they most certainly do. I’m with you on that. You ever notice that smell when they’re out cutting the grass on a field?”.
“Uh huh”.
“Well, thats the equivalent of humans screaming “I’m dying, send help!” to the rest of the people to warn them”.
“I knew it! I knew it! Yes!” she said as she started jumping for joy at the confirmation of her intuition.
“And have you ever picked up a leaf and noticed those veins that run this and that away from a central stem? Thats the same as your spine and nervous system but they send their own signals that carry the information for it to do what it did”.
“Wow, thats amazing. So plants are like another version of humans?”. She said, whilst chewing her post school treat.
“Yes, in a way. See, everything in this realm eats something else to live. You said you were reading about photosynthesis, correct?”.
“Yeah. Did you know that trees breathe and they take our carbon dioxide and give us oxygen? Isn’t that amazing? I couldn’t stop thinking about it when I read it and wondered why no one else thought it was a big deal. Thats what made me think “What if they’re actually alive, alive. Like we are. But different?””.
“Hold that thought. Check this” I said. “The earth feeds a seed, that seed produces flowers and leaves after it eats what the sun beams via photosynthesis. The bees take the pollen and go and do their own thing and from this the keeper farms the honey that is oh so delicious thats mixed in with the oats his friend was growing and, after a bit of cooking and packaging, they become the flapjack you’re eating and that helps you become strong and big so all of these steps are interlinked and everything is happening for your benefit“.
She stood, slack jawed, for a moment as her mind was whirring about the interrelatedness of everything with her Self placed firmly in the mid. “Wow. That is amazing. You really should be a teacher. You make it all so interesting”.
“Thanks, but I’m just like you, a curious student thats always learning. Tell me, is there anyone else in your school who thinks like this?”.
“No” she said, with a hint of sadness. “They really don’t get it. I don’t think they’re interested”.
“Most people skim the surface with water wings. Only a few truly want to dive in and that isn’t something any school will encourage because they force the quickest in the class to move at the place of the slowest”.
“Oh my god! Thats so true. So true. Like why they hell should I have to keep pace with dim Tim? Thats not fair, is it? Why don’t they speed everyone else up?”.
“Because they can’t. I know its fashionable to say “Everyone is equal” and “There are no winners and losers, just participation” but the truth is quite different. School doesn’t teach you how to think, it says “This is what it is” and then gives you a pat on the head if you puke it up accurately for the test”.
She started giggling at the visual image whilst nodding her head.
“Thats not really learning. What you’re doing is something else because you don’t want answers handed. You create your own questions. Thats the best adventure because finding out is so interesting. Think back, nobody told the bee to go to buzz school where it had to sit still, look ahead and listen as some old queen told them what a flower is and what to do next. They just did it, yes?”.
“Yep. Like I was thinking “How does a baby know how to crawl? Then start walking? And talking?”. Thats pretty amazing, isn’t it? Its super complicated. We’re learning French and its really difficult compared to English and yet my brother does it all without homework or revision. Just by listening and copying. Like, how does that even happen?”.
And on went the conversation as her mother stood in observation and couldn’t believe what she was hearing as they never talked like this. To her she was expecting another version of herself and thus reacted accordingly as she missed what was right in front of her dish. When she came back alone to see me she relayed her surprise at the depth of her thinking and said it was now obvious why she preferred time by herself as opposed to playing with the rest because she was so intensely curious about all and everything that the school obviously wasn’t providing.
I advised her to let her link with the older kids of her friends. Ones who were a few steps ahead and had similar interests because the best way to learn something is by teaching as it increases adhesion and retention as well as fostering creative thinking. Win/win.
“Really? Thats true, is it?” she said as she started flipping her mental Rolodex for suitable prospects that would respond well to the pitch and may even strike up a friendship that was nourishing for both of them. “You know what? I get it. It all makes perfect sense now. I can’t believe I didn’t see it because I was fretting about things that are entirely useless in the long run and missing what was obvious. I’m gonna give that a go and I can think of a girl who’s perfect as shes a bit of a loner as well and always has her head in a book. She’s an only kid and I know her mother in passing as they live on the other side of the embankment so I often see them around when I go to town, shopping”.
And there it is. See why I said acceptance is the key to happiness, my friend? Its only then you get to see what actually is and thats the only way you can change a thing because too many people make assumptions based on projections that are built upon their own baggage and then try and force another in to the same Reality Tunnel they themselves detest whilst totally missing their talents. I don’t know why this is so common but it truly is. Granted, this childs intellect was beyond the average and she was smart enough to go and seek out the answers she wanted without being disruptive in class due to frustration (which is often another manifestation of the same thing but usually for the other sex who are naturally more boisterous. Told you, I don’t believe in equality because it doesn’t exist).
They say the hardest thing to see is that which is right in front of thee and even though I’d helped countless people will similar interventions I didn’t realize the depth of what was at play within my Self until my most recent excursion into near total isolation. That bought a lot of things into stark relief and it was like a straight line in Tetris moment as previous blocks started vanishing and created instead a new space for potential and development.
Granted, I know this runs contrary to pretty much everything this world instills but the same generic internal OS is what makes so many people miserable. Is it designed to be ineffective on purpose via the System which wants people just intelligent enough to get the job done but not smart enough to question why there is way less carrot than stick and if they ever do catch it and prepare to munch they discover it was made of plastic. That, in and of itself, is another topic because its a scam as old as the hills which is only so ancient because its so effective.
