Fix Your Own Problems, Not the Worlds

“Fix your own problems, not the worlds” he said with the effortless grace of one who knows what he is sharing is the highest form of wisdom.

“But, what if thats my role? My goal? My reason for being?” I replied. He looked me straight in the eye and dropped a bombshell:

“After all thats been, you still haven’t realized thats your ego talking? The wounded little boy in a grand armored skin doing for others what he wished someone would have done for him, back when. Listen, I didn’t come here to break your illusions, sew seeds of confusion or enmire you in delusion. Far from it. The Path is as simple as it is complex but discerning the main challenge from the side quests, now that is something else. Something else entirely, my friend, because many a good man has spent the best part of his energetics on things that, in the end, were totally irrelevant. I can speak to you like this for reasons that are obvious, yes?”.

I nodded my head and took in the wavelength.

“I admire your mission, your intent, your purpose and the rest but, in the end, its misplaced because you simply cannot save them. Heck, I doubt you can change them and thats being really real. Just look back at the track record of the skilled adepts that came and left with textual records of what they said, did and the rest. Humanity ripped that all to shreds in their quest for ignorance and used the symbols for conflict instead of seeing that they all wished to connect to the Self same thing. The brutal truth is, not everyone is supposed to make it.

At this stage and moment you don’t have the faintest conception of what you’re up against. Maybe thats for the best because if you did you’d probably reconsider your options and choose something else. But then, what would become of the life unexamined and the calling you’re heeding from within which says this is correct? I know you doubt, thats good. Anyone who believes they are certain and correct cannot be trusted as none are so fooled as those who first delude themselves but you are on a quest that is most Quixotic. One day you will laugh at your own ignorance”.

“I do not doubt this because this” I gestured around. “Is a work in progress in which I up my resolution in increments in order to become more Centered in Self”.

“There it is. The golden egg and the goose that lays it. If you devote your time, attention and will to just this and nothing else there won’t be a single thing left undone from your wishlist because, in the end, the only thing getting in the way of your plans is your own ignorance. That is what we do battle with in this realm. There are no monsters or demons that exist without our permission. We are, quite literally doing this to ourselves and once you’ve seen through that lens it makes way more sense why this all is how it is because, currently, you are watching a clip from the longest running epic the solar system has ever seen where the good and bad switch, relationships are nebulous and treacherous as well as upliftingly purposeful because not everyone who helps is a friend and neither are those you fight enemies“.

“Teachers” I corrected him.

“Yes, teachers. I’ve heard you say this but do you truly mean it or are you simply paying lip service to the concept? Could you bow your head, genuflect and be genuine in your reverence for those who have done what they did? If not you are misusing that label and that isn’t being honest now, is it?”. I had to think about what he’d said and engage in some Soul searching.

“I am trying. It happens first within. In many respects this is a standard. A goal I intend to hit by mastering my energetics and releasing my Self from the binds of egoic consciousness that wants revenge. That is why the first step of reframing the label was so important as it provided a wider lens that wasn’t tinted red. My goal, my mission, my purpose was simply too important that not even a thing like death could get in the way of its manifestation as its been lifetimes in the making”.

“There it is. Hear the little boy scream: “Notice me, praise me, tell me I’m special“. What if you lived and died and nobody knew or cared one bit? What if you actually did have all the solutions but were in the wrong timeline and location so might as well be whizzing in the wind or crying in the rain for all the difference it begets? If you knew the fix was in and this was how the Game was rigged would you still keep that fighters spirit and bet against the odds with a dogged determination to win? Better yet, if you’d truly healed by allowing your Self to feel that which you project into the willhelpme project do you think it would still be important or would you, instead, be content to live out your existence in the optimal resonance with the all of everything which, in the end, is much more powerful than you, sweet Prince, at this very moment and if it hasn’t chosen to do a thing then maybe, just maybe, your operators manual is missing more than a few pages, yes?”.

I felt a familiar anger that I knew so well starting to swell within because, basically, what he was telling me was “Sit still, do nothing“. And yet, I knew he was correct because this is what makes the divine mathematics kick in and one plus can equal eleven, if you wish, and have the correct alignment with the all of everything that extends beyond this realm of which we are all manifestations. I said:

“I can appreciate this. I’ve actually spent ages doing nothing and it went against the grain of my internal OS but so did a lot of the rest I did in order to cleanse my programming and get back to that feeling of Centering in Self whilst remaining present in the moment. Its from whence spring the words which are transcribed from the range of the wavelength I’m decoding to share the rest who may never have looked within. Consider all the derelicts, addicts and schizophrenics who came here with certain missions etched in their chests that faced derailment and they never picked themselves up again? Why is it that good men die like dogs whilst the wolves in sheeps clothing are paraded as symbols of who to be as they lord it over the rest and profit from the wages of sin whilst selling name brand ignorance to billions of adherents that are to invested to see the trick or realize they’ve been pimped?”.

“So? What is it to you? These are their lives to live. Surely you can see how its ironic that you rail against them that control the minds of the rest when, in the end, don’t you wish the same thing? Oh, you can claim “Thats different” but see what kicks once the buzz happens. There is a reason absolute power corrupts because most can’t handle it and its seething presence as it flows through their system then whispers its sweet nothings that convince them they’re something when, in the end, they’re mere meat puppet extensions for that which they don’t truly comprehend but partake in, nonetheless via pomp and ritual. The simple fact is most people are not ready for Self governance as that is not the aim of this level which dwells in the shadows depth of ignorance where people may show but no one tells whats truly happening as there is so little comprehension beyond the veil and what it spins in their heads. You are trying to bring the values of another world to this land and that I can assure you will never, ever happen. That doesn’t mean you can’t embody them, fair Prince, that you can and do very well as a shining example but never should you expect to change anothers wavelength as that, in the end, is impinging upon their free will. So what if they have chosen the path of ignorance due to a misplaced sign that read wisdom and faith in an altered GPS that has the wrong coordinates placed in? Then they’ll die and come back again. Do you have any concept of how many times you, your Self, have done this to get to this level on your current incarnation? Matter of fact, have you ever considered that those who wish you ill will are actually doing this because of poisoned seeds you spilled that now create trees from which they force feed you the fruits of bitterness? You’ve done this all to your Self. As have them. The difference is you realize this. Or, at least, are capable of comprehending the the shadows depth which is why we’re having this conversation”.

That was a lot to take in. All of my life I’d wondered what it would be like to meet someone like me. Now I knew. It was a trip but also quite addictive. He continued:

”Do you remember when you saw the telescope microscope effect that created this realm?”.

I nodded my head. It was a vivid recollection that came as my Soul hovered above the heavens and saw the trinary process that was creating, preserving and destroying the moment via the manipulation of pure consciousness like light through a prism that splits up the signal into weaker bandwidths that generally lack the cohesion that is needed for transcendence as that process renders you of, not in, the illusion it begets. It was laden with symbols and subtext that felt like another wavelength of resonance that folded my consciousness in on its Self after playing the angles which then attached to the 8 immortal cells that constantly replenish the flesh like a carbon based Ship of Theseus which drifts in the seas of ignorance we call “being human”.

“Well, at that instance, the truth was revealed because this is how time and space are created or, as you said, the Game we play by inserting our Souls as credits is to wear the flesh of ignorance. Just because your journey started in hell doesn’t mean everyone elses did. Most of them are so comfortably numb they can’t tell they’re suffering and you attempting to rouse them is akin to dumping cold water on one lying in bed, dreaming. Do you think they’ll appreciate it or yell “What the hell do you think you’re doing?”. The most fundamental error you are currently making is in thinking anyone besides you actually gives an F. They don’t. Not one bit. I know what you’re going to say:

“My message is only pitched at the 8% capable of decoding the wavelength I send”.

Have you ever considered that they too may just be doing their own thing, making their way to their destination and have no need of your help via this vanity project on the web? Think back to the drop in, the initial genesis of all of this. What were your true motivations? To assist or to flex? How about your own personal amusement? A way of filling in time changing minds as you relished the challenge? And for what? How many of them kept at it without your continual presence to remind them? Better yet, how many truly became independent and went on to live their lyrics as the best version of themselves? A handful, at best. Way less than 8% because those that were going to do it would have done it without your presence. Is this a true calling or mere mental masturbation? Look at it like this:

Right now you could say you’re attempting to ice skate uphill, correct? The odds are stacked against, you’re a stranger in a strange land with no friends or acquaintances who is surrounded by hostiles that grin and are yet villains in private who can’t wait to teach you a lesson as they use their camera tricks to share their feature presentation of street theatrics and deception. So, in that respect not much has changed since the place that you left. If anything you’ve simply upped the voltage which could be interpreted as sinking further into the mess, yes?”.

He had a valid point. No two ways about it.

“And yet, I admire your confidence. Most would’ve tucked tail and ran for the hills or crawled into a ball and started weeping then engaged in all kinds of coping mechs to pretend this isn’t happening. Throughout all of this you’ve shown a lot of strength and dedication for a goal that is bigger than your Self because its evident that your wish is genuine but that empathy and tenderness is lost on a world like this. It is beyond their frame of reference and comprehension. Think of your friend. He had the ear of millions, if not billions, was super rich and sent out his message to uplift whilst using his privileged position to shine the light of inspiration into the lives of those stuck in darkness. What happened? They crucified him, yes? Threw dirt on his crown and completely missed the wavelength he was sending. Tell me, young Prince, do you think that here, now, in any way shape or form its possible for you to wield such influence with such a coherent message like he did?”.

I knew it wasn’t. It was a potent example as I’d seen and lived it, both up close and personal as well as from a distance.

“Then why is there something in me that doesn’t want to relent? Simply can’t quit because it feels that if I did then all of this was for nothing?”.

“Ah, now we’re making progress. See, it is all about validation in the end. Why not forget all of this and invest in unconditional Self acceptance? Healing the wounds that gently weep within, both personal and lineage, and accept that as the fruit of your mission in the flesh. That is plenty, in the end, and far more than most will ever attempt in the land of confusion that is designed to reward their ignorance by calling it wisdom as they step on the psychosocial treadmill that was designed with such an intent and thus, is as seductive as it is effective. The Souls you liberate from your own kith and kin will be most appreciative because their resonance you can shift via your own embodiment but, as for the rest, forget about it. It will never happen because you are not wrestling with bone and flesh but a spiritual wickedness that encompasses this realm with its intent and your life is what it is because you insist on going against the grain, for whatever reason, on your one man mission to make a difference when, in the end, its you that needs help. Isn’t that one of the first things you said?

“Nobody can help if you won’t let them“, recollect?”.

“Yes, I do” I said. “But I also mentioned that a single stick reps weakness whilst a bundle brings strength ergo if I don’t take the steps the Path won’t be created as its the walk and the talk that causes manifestation”.

“Here we go again with the circular logic. Why not pick up what I’m dropping and spiral instead? If it was going to work it would’ve happened by now, wouldn’t it? How many articles have hit the web with the intent of upping the wavelength of the collective? In the four years since you did this has there been any true progress or has this all been window dressing as you haven’t shared the true pic or even offered hints of the full vision and authentic perspective along with the practice needed for emancipation. For what are you waiting, my friend? None of this is useless. You’ll see that it serves a purpose because you’ve shot light into the darkness that awaits a Witness to decode it. They shall come, of that be certain. They just haven’t caught up yet whilst you keep advancing. Two hundred and twenty two articles is impressive, don’t think your dedication hasn’t been noticed but what I’m saying is this:

Revenge is not the answer, but neither is forgiveness. Once you figure out a practical solution to this question then the blockages will melt like a straight line in Tetris. I know you are capable, you are, after all, another me which is why I stepped back through time to meet because I knew you wouldn’t listen to anyone else nor could they truly comprehend where we’ve been and seen but know I’m a few steps ahead and it all works out in the end so consider this a spiritual adjustment. Fix your own problems, not the worlds. They don’t want solutions, most of them just want to be correct and thats the true cause of conflict. This is not your puzzle to solve but that doesn’t mean you can’t lead by example but do so with no expectations of reward or recognition. Thats when you can claim to be truly humble as you’ll be coming from a position that is entirely indifferent as you give not to receive but share as you have plenty. And this you do. That much is for certain. In the mean time and in between time I’d advise you get back on the grind of Self healing from which a lot of this is simply a productive distraction that prevents you from making traction down to the messy depths where your inner child still yelps. Granted, you have forged a connection and its because of this link that time travel is possible for us to have this conversation but there are still burdens you need to ditch and weeds in the garden that must be tended before your plans come to fruition. In that respect willhelpme is the side quest. The true mission, not just for you but the rest, is reconnection and creating the optimal environment to facilitate perfect resonance with your Inner Sense at the helm, twenty four/seven. Its from there that I’m speaking, a zero point of unification, that is so far beyond this realm, and yet, interpenetrates its every atom that dwells within the ocean of consciousness from which nothing ever disconnects. Realizing this, in the flesh, is the greatest strength that requires utmost tenderness in order for the lotus of wisdom to blossom on the seas of ignorance without being tainted by their presence. Of one thing I’m certain:

Once you get here the rest of this will make way more sense and you’ll also be a lot more effective because any blockages or limits that manifest in this realm, at the present moment, are due to factors that lie unexamined, within. Face everything and rise, my friend because whilst the sky may be the limit for the rest you already Know you’re a multidimensional immortal wearing skin in this Game we all play using our Souls as credits but this, out of all incarnations, is your greatest challenge as you’re not here to help the world. You’re here to help your Self. That is the main quest, the rest is immaterial and all part of the distraction. For certain you’ll make a difference for those who meet and comprehend but, as the tele/microscope fractal says, they were all intended. That doesn’t mean you should’t put the effort in, far from it, my friend. This is just a small recalibration, thats it. Invest in recapitulation, that is the skill you are missing at the moment so I suggest you develop it. Your own golden section is the gift it will unwrap once you’ve form the bridge between past and present then collapse it, internally, eternally and supernally as you’ve rescued the child within that first stepped in, recalibrated your energetic resonance via integration and can claim, truly, to be Centered in Self as you stand on the gnosis that there are no strangers or enemies to one who has befriended everywhen and comprehends this world is but a reflection of a process and not the cause of anything.

The zero point is calling. That is where you’re hearting, ultimately. Can you hear the Psylense?” he asked, before departing.

I sat still for quite a while feelseeing the update of my internal OS via a future aspect of my Self that I was yet to manifest but was, in the end, inevitable. Thanks for the upgrade to my wavelength, that was pretty amazing and I’m grateful for the gifts you shared in the present moment which is the key to unlocking the secrets of being multidimensional aka in the world and not of it.

Till we meet again