My opinion on this realm has changed dramatically since we last spoke. All of my life I’ve felt like a ghost on these battlefields watching what unfolds with a level of detached presence that was almost but not quite living. Whilst I cannot speak of your inner imperience I’d be willing to bet there are plenty that know this type of absence that manifests as the feeling that something is missing to some degree. Its quite strange really, when you think about it, as that urge for completion is what drove a lot of what got me to this place and now, in retrospect, the chaos is way more ordered than its ever been and I can see the rhyme behind the reasons that at the time made no sense.
Just in terms of creation alone, the power of the imagination to conceptualize something which doesn’t yet exist as you combine resources and elements available on the planet to actualize your vision is an immense thrill that makes wearing an Earthday Suit and looking through the Eight Veils of Deception worth it. I still have my reserves about the intent of those who wrought this realm via the intermingling of matter and spirit as the implications of that are immense and the pondering of which at depth requires a sense of willingness to plunge into the darkness within to see what you can uncover which is why its said:
If you’re going through hell, keep going.
So many times on this journey I’ve been dissuaded, distracted, almost destroyed, waylaid, led astray and artfully placed between a rock and hard place as those who watched this observed my pips squeak with a grin as vital fluids escaped into the ether, beyond this realm by way of their offering my suffering for their own gain. Its not all sunshine and rainbows, my friend, but for the first time in a long while I regained a semblance of what it means to say all is well but getting to that divine state within is one hell of a process. In that respect its akin to what the caterpillar calls the end only signaling its ascent into its true form and really its just like this except there are far more stages between who I’ve been, am and am becoming as we’re speaking because its an ever increasing refinement of perfection that originates within.
Maybe that is lifes great secret? Could that be the reason behind the designs which I’ve glimpsed? Is this what is meant by “I’m handing you this ass whipping for reasons that will make sense later on when you reflect” even though as a kid you glared with resentment at the blatant abuse of position even though you wouldn’t listen to any warnings? Who knows. Sometimes the hardheaded only listen when they feel someone rapping upon their chamber door and thus they cognize “Never more” as they pick a new, more constructive option from the deck that they otherwise never thought to check if it were available.
It also makes me wonders about the prisoners of consciousness, those living hostage that are stuck behind the bars of the Mind Made Prison and never stopped to check that if they key that hangs around their neck could actually free them from their cell of self accepted ignorance as they attempt to create a comfortable living from a hypnotic state that should be transcended. So many questions does each answer bring. Either way its interesting because those folks are akin to caterpillars that haven’t realized they possess wings and even those who lift and are set adrift on bliss often rest on their laurels and think “This is it! I’ve made it” and thus stop evolving.
Not me. I’m an eternal alchemist in that sense and I’d like to introduce you to a vital concept we’ll be covering at length and is the key to this process, living a life of abundance and knowing how to direct yourself toward success:
Self Construction vs Self Destruction.
Let those words sink in. You may feel images, concepts, thoughts, feelings, emotions, memories and all of these other things that are taken for granted as the riches of you inner realm. Matter of fact grab a pad and pen or type on your screen if you wish and write down your view on the topic because I’d be interested in hearing what sprouts from the seed I’ve just sprinkled before I invite you in to my own bountiful orchard that was birthed via the use of this process.
Do you know what arrested development is? Aside from being Mr Wendals friend you could say its your enemy as well along with the potential key to your salvation or damnation, depending upon your interpretation, determination and imagination. The way I see from my lens we are born perfect and then inherit ignorance from those who have been in this realm which causes our Inner Sense to dim, fracture or go into hiding. This was the missing piece I could feel since way back when and in many ways has been the object of my quest because it seemed that life for most was a series of options that steadily got worse until it was time to ride in that hearse. It also was quite obvious that most people would vehemently deny this as they clutch to thought processes not in their best interests like a drowning man does a brick and only hastens his end when he could either continue to tread or swim to his salvation.
See how its all about mindset, intent and the willing to do something which may seem quite counter to what you’ve been taught to expect? I come from a background that was a strange mix of lack and abundance that anyone who lived that ghetto fabulousness that comes with a lack of financial literacy, options and an overwhelming desire to stunt and get rich whilst surrounded by people as impoverished as them. You know it well as its a common theme in so many lyrics but I lived it and thus the spirit of hiphop is within because that is very much about the same process of “If you’re going through hell, keep going” which has been expressed as many idioms ranging from “A Dollar and a dream” to “Cash rules everything around me” and so many other rhyme schemes. You’ll notice the references to money seem to be the driving force due to the freedom this brings and this ties in to what I said about options because whilst for those in the mid and upper classes who can afford to be comfortably ignorant with their station those at the bottom are acutely aware that if you’re starting off at a minus then what can the future bring if you don’t hustle and think different in order to get ahead?
Impoverishment fosters a very creative kind of spirit, confidence and resilience because you know you can do far more with less and the reason why I say this is because that is exactly what is meant by “If you’re going through hell, keep going”. Don’t stop and get comfortable and think “Yes, this is where I’ll pitch my tent as the social equivalent of derelict”. No, don’t do this. It may sound crazy but that is how a lot of people think and thus are entirely unaware of how they short change themselves. I’ve never been like this. That simply was never an option because nothing succeeds like success and I enjoy the sparkle of excess along with the thrill of conquest. In that sense the Game meets you at your own level of potential and that is what makes it so very interesting as there is one planet that houses eight billions worlds (and counting), none of which are identical.
Thats mind blowing, isn’t it? The very fact that we don’t see as is but as we are and this is something that’s been thrown into stark relief and contrast over the past few since we’ve spoken. It feels like I’m walking toward my destiny which is equally racing to meet me. I’ve got a fairly good idea where this leads because I got a glimpse from Five-D and when looking down at this realm the references worms and serpents that are commonly found in the collective made way more sense because if on one side you have a sperm and egg which fused to create a fetus and on the other lays the same person put to rest how would their passage through time look? Kind of obvious but hard to see when locked in this realm just like water is invisible to the fish which swim as its part of the medium that allows them to function.
Worms, in the earth sense, are the foundation of existence because whilst they may seem like simple, rudimentary things they are a vital aspect of the chain of creation in which we are links. Every single thing on this planet is nourished by it. Once looked at it detail, along with other aspects of the solar system it looks suspiciously like a fix hence Game of Souls because why else would spacetime be pixelated, the Observer Effect exist and the very obvious application of harmonics when it comes to creation? Thats another topic but as I’ve said before – everything is interlinked and the disconnection is part of the illusion employed via this holographic realm we have the potential to find our Self within.
Have you ever looked at the bounty of existence? How a seed becomes a tree without a PhD telling it what to be? It just is. Amazing. Not to mention that they can generate delicious fruits and vegetables complete with biodegradable packaging that is tough enough to survive the roughest elements yet gentle enough to provide nourishment and sustenance to those who dwell on the surface. Animals eat the foliage and then we eat them. Some don’t agree with this. Some suspect that there must be a process to directly access the energetics of the sun without the need for these middlemen and other esoteric methods of generating power and strength but totally oblivious to all of this are the limbless yet exceedingly mobile, blind but of clear vision worms I mentioned that are responsible for an intense amount of biodiversity in this realm and without whose presence the Game would be totally different.
Its in the most obvious things that have not been hidden one can find miracles, should you wish to examine what is churning away under the surface and this intent generates profitable dividends should you wish to invest in it as its most certainly Self Constructive. On the flip the evil twin thinks “Boring, why would I want to know this because it doesn’t help me (insert whatever whim of the moment is taking precedence when it comes to amusement)”.
It really does all split between these two options as you’ll see clearly for yourself when I unveil the principles in another missive.
How does DNA look? “Why like a worm!” she said, taking in the twisted ladder of creation that renders the Earthday Suit within which her Witness sits (and everything else) possible. Not for nothing is there a link between Soul and soil, comprehend? I wonder what the implications are for this planet and those who live on and within when it comes to nutrient stripped dirt that has been rinsed by excessive monoculture farming and the state of the supply chain to market foods which are entirely dead and nothing like what fed your grandparents? There shines that darkness again asking me to step in with my questions as a guide to find the answers of enlightenment but thats another topic you may wish to investigate yourself. Me? I can’t help it. My Inner Child is at the helm and we’re still stuck on “Why?” without the X that follows clouding our vision as well as the Zs emanating from the heads of those sleepwalking in this realm as they’re daydreaming the illusion of being awake and lucid. Its a Warrior and Slave thing. I say all of that to say this:
Nothing is insignificant. Everything serves a purpose. There is something really quite odd about this realm, should you stop and think of it, and when you draw the links between so many points that are obviously interlinked you can’t help but question what it was you used to think and accepted as gospel. The trick is to be flexible. I can prove your level right now to you, at this instant:
How wide can you spread your hips? Can you do the splits? Place the sole of your foot upon your head? Are there any impingements in your spine, shoulders or neck? This is were it gets very interesting:
Every single aspect of restriction in the physical has its own correlate in the energetic as well and this can manifest as limitations in the expression of the mental, spiritual, sexual, emotional, intellectual and many other als as well. You’ll note that those action words end in this suffix which is where most are content but the Warrior is, first and foremost, an alchemist and thus pushes the limits to see what is possible and thus his process begins by seeing what he can shift to change what is into what he intuits hence “If you’re going through hell, keep going”.
The end results will always speak for themselves because the thing about the dark night of the Soul is the eternal sun of awareness must makes its ascent but unlike in the outer world where this happens without you doing a thing when it comes to the inner realm you’ve got to put that work in to render this possible. Its why its not for everyone because even though many are called few choose themselves as they just can’t be bothered. After all their Mind Made Prison is safe, predictable and they’re busy filling it with shiny things to disguise the limitations as expressed via the impingements of their mental, physical and spiritual aspects of embodiment and how this links to this awareness.
Babies are born with bones that are more liquid than solid. Children can sit cross legged and jump up in an instant. These days I see teens raised by screens that are already doddering and it makes me wonder about where we are headed as a collective because, at the same time, the worms underground are perishing in record numbers. Their Apidaeic hombres known as the bees are doing the same thing as the human collective wages a war on the planet which means that if they win they’re certainly find themselves on the losing end and yet people are too rigid and conditioned to see the truth of this and do something meaningful because they are too busy ensuring the coffers of commercial interests hell bent on entertaining them to death remain filled as they exploit their induced myopia and limited perspective that manifests as tension within their flesh that hints of the mental blocks that stops their life force doing their thing.
Man, even when I’m trying to be upbeat with the sun shining that darkness is ever present. Must be a Yin/Yang thing because when you’re sitting in the middle at the calm, everpresent Psylense around whose golden glow polarity spins you see both ends at the same instance and thus there is no differentiation, just balance that makes a strange kind of sense hence:
If you’re going through hell, keep going.
Right now, at this very moment you may be facing some kind of challenge or crisis. I want you to recode it and think of it as something that will bring greater things because then you will start to think different and this is why its said your attitude defines your latitude because that is the mantra I’ve used to get to the place where I now sit in a state that resembles the natural equilibrium of Inner Sense which is the hallmark of all children and what we possess naturally when stepping into this realm. Its truly glorious. The sense of creativeness, discovery and that imperative to delve beneath the surface and observe the worms that dwell and render so much possible with their invisible yet essential presence.
In many ways you could say the Soul is like this. Something easy to take for granted and some would deny it even exists but without it there would be no Game. At least nothing like this and its all about how you relate to it. That is pretty much what the Path of Power is because its about shaking off the limitations you didn’t know you’d accepted as you run on a treadmill that presents the socially sanctioned screen print of progress when in the Real World you haven’t even taken a step. The first trick is to realize that illusion is the very definition of hell. The second is to step of the habitual Patterns of thinking that define your existence and seek flexibility instead. Third comes the will to keep on going whilst staying firm in your intent because that is how you make progress and shake off the shackles of ignorance that were masquerading as wisdom and thus formed the invisible bars of the cell known as the Mind Made Prison in which the internal, eternal presence of your Witness dwells and renders this realm possible.
Too many Souls are frightened to bud and break through their shell to be what they can become and what they were intended for when stepping into this realm and its why its said that words are weapons, thoughts are things and intent drives the attention which means energy springs from your thought process as that is what motivates action to create the feedback loop of Involution in which you are involved, an active participant as opposed to one step removed and watching your life happen as you run upon the treadmill of socially sanctioned actions designed to hide the facts of your enSlavement from your awareness.
Sometimes you’ve got to reach down and touch your toes to see things different and its only by meeting your limits can you spot the avenues of potential growth within because one of the greatest unspoken rules of this realm is when you change what controls you what you control changes as well hence if you’re going through hell, keep going because you might just find that heaven is an altered state of awareness in which you rise from the trance you didn’t previously realized you live and embody the higher aspect of your Self that was patiently waiting in the wings for you to realize it was an option.
Are you a caterpillar hemmed in by limits at this moment with a sneaking suspicion that things should be different as you feel an innate potential within that could easily flit through a more rarefied element once you activate your currently latent potential? In that case, if you’re going through hell, keep going because thats just the first phase of a process of refinement that brings such an immense grin and sense of satisfaction as you unfold then embody your magnificence via a reawakened Inner Sense that had been previously lulled into a state of somnolence via resonance with the collective as the System did its thing and pulled the wool of reality as dictated over your third eye in order to continue fleecing just like it did to your parents and promises to do to your children unless you realize the true nature of your predicament, position and potential and dare to think different by hopping off the psychosocial treadmill and taking a few steps in the real world.
“Why are my legs sore?” they said. “Its the first time you’ve used them” said he of the shaven head and philosophical missives.
Till we meet again
