“I Wish I Could Play That Game for the First Time Again”

Nerd time:

I’d be willing to bet that everyone reading this has, at some point, played a title that completely blew their mind with the interactive imperience it represents. You know it well because it either went well beyond what you expected or strummed some chords within you didn’t suspect existed as you watched the loading screen deliver its initial impressions. One thing is constant with these deals and that is, when they kick, and you’re watching the end credits rolling, a single thought floats through your head and says:

“I wish I could play that Game for the first time again“.

The reason why I mention this is because something just clicked as I bopped and dipped along the strip as the rain was pouring and cleansing my etheric of the attempted tampering by these scoundrels who sweat for as long as I draw breath in the flesh and it goes a little something like this:

Imagine a Soul thrice great at the Game and they played it on a level most could never imagine, let alone comprehend. This title is massively multiplayer and, on its current spin, boasts over 8 billion subscribers logged in at this very moment. He came, he saw, he conquered then reverse engineered the code and created new states of play and ways to engage that had never been designed that way. Why? All out of passion, really. See, the thing with coming to this planet and wearing the skin is that it grants an immense appetite that is really hard to fill once you hit a lick and get a taste of the good stuff. Many live and die, many times, just trying to chase a sniff of the real thing and then there are those who are, quite literally, drowning in it as the ends not only met but looped around and braided into an elaborate pattern that appears, to the initiated, like a multistring helix that far more complex than the two strands the rest possess as standard equipment.

A true student of the Game that wasn’t interested in the fame or acclaim as it wasn’t about living as a legend for he comprehended the Game plays out inside his awareness anyway but tracing the Path home and stopping to examine each step and increment of the process that had rendered the unfinite as mortal sentience linked to the flesh that runs around with a story in its head that is thoroughly invested in and, for most, never inspected or critically examined. This is what he flipped, because lets be real, most peoples lists look a little something like this:

“I want to be very rich and have lots of sex with extremely attractive people as folks both near and far envy my success and or celebrate my accomplishments as my moves are saturated with talent that seems effortless as I swan around helping the less fortunate and doling out the gifts of my abundance upon the rest from a place that means the best as I truly wish for them to excel and become the ultimate version of themselves as I make my way to the exit of this realm, at the end of my spin, with no stone unturned and the terms fear and regret erased from my verbiage as I grant my Self liberation“.

Now, not all reading would have made it to the end of the sentence. Some would have placed the dot after being rich from one life to the next and others would be quite content with an endless supply of skins etc, etc. You’ll notice that the ascent as one progresses along the pre set paths in Game is that it shifts from pulling in to sharing and then just keeps on refining. The reason for this is very simple:

There is enough in the world for everyones needs but its impossible to fill the greed of the ignorant who don’t comprehend what I’ve just said as the Game plays out inside their awareness. If nothing else, from all my articles, you manage to take this view I present and reality test it to your satisfaction I guarantee you’ll be a changed man, woman, whatever your label as you’ll comprehend the fact that you can’t be that voice in your head but are actually what listens to it and that, my friend, is identical when you wake or rest and dream in bed as well as from one life to the next, in or beyond this dimension. Can you comprehend the level of the Game I’m talking about yet?

I didn’t so much as rinse it but broke it down to its molecules and rearranged it to my whims and, in the process, undoubtedly gave a lot of Souls thrills they couldn’t previously imagine. What I didn’t comprehend then was those who were hanging on to take advantage of my talents as I did what they couldn’t and thus my skills were coveted, from one life to the next, as they mapped my steps and used my tech for their own ends which was far from the intent with which I created as I was just playing the variables as I peered beyond the spectrum. It is from there the current chapter of reverse engineering begins…

Its funny how as much as some things change the rest stay the same because on this spin I’d went from god mode to coming in with minus statistics in an intense deficit with all the rest of my old clique still owning their previous skills and watching me, knowing full well of what I’m capable play the Game like a pleb. Not only this but because they’d studied my moves and lyrics from previous incarnations they knew my tastes, skills, natural inclinations, worst aspects, that which I dread, how I tend to handle things and a billion other details that go into making one human in this realm. And here they were, from the jump, ready to misdirect and then help to bring out my worst aspects as the wackest version of my Self but, as luck would have it, I snapped out of that trance when they tried to slide another layer of trauma programming on top of what was already thick and abundant in pain and suffering hence I look at that now as my initiation and it was quite a gift for one with the intent of liberation from this realm.

I mentioned in another article a blip about a kid who spins his plate in a certain direction before eating who met a wrinkled old lady from his lineage who filled him in of where this habit actually originated and, if you study your own life, you may find such a thing but then, I suspect, most people are so wrapped up in the BS and stress of wearing the flesh mixed with with the non stop quest for pleasurable distractions that they never stop to check and introspect ergo they are strangers to Self. Thats the 81%. Slaves, I call them. Not the most flattering term, granted, but there is no polite way to break the news they’ve dedicated their lives to an illusion designed to sew confusion whilst presenting delusion as fact so they keep on half stepping on the psychosocial treadmill. As intended because its the base level resonance of this level.

As a jit I used to take my toys apart and give them a swift remix in order to create something else or satisfy my curiosity of how it did this, much to the chagrin of my folks who didn’t like it one bit. Matter of fact I never got on well with any type of authority or attempt at domination outside of Self and thus have been a rebel without a pause since I stepped in. Now that all makes sense because whilst you may erase the save file and begin again with no custom settings dialed in the playa remains just that, even when the odds are against him.

Place your bets!

Comprehend, my friend. You are in an immense Game you’re playing using your Soul as a credit and that voice in your head is the greatest Opponent you ever met and you, you Thunk you’re it. Why? Because it speaks with a tone that seems familiar and you can’t remember the time when you didn’t follow the white rabbit that won’t stop jibber jabbering? What if I asked you a simple question that holds within the gift of revelation, if you can just put it into practice:

How can you be the voice when you are obviously that which listens to it?

I’ll give you a starter for ten on this quest to the Know the Ledge:

Next time it happens and you find your (false) self spinning its web thats as intricate as it is fragile you stop, breathe in your fill via your nostrils and exhale through pursed lips at a slow pace till you bump into emptiness and do it again until your vibe starts to shift and ask:

“Are these my thoughts?“.

Try it. See what happens. Ignore the words that come quick, wait. Feel the answer from below your neck. Thats Prime. Thats Inner Sense. That is the difference that makes all the difference in this realm and, yes, it takes some skill to develop. That goes double for all you wannabe Neos that Thunk they’ll hack the Matrix by wearing a black trench and watching youtube vids from someone on the grift selling dreams they line up to buy as they promise everything for next to no effort. Not happening, my friend. You get back what you put in and thats what I mentioned in the Soul Ages concept as some of us know the wheel of time, real well, while others are still daisy fresh. Its got nothing to do with your physical, in that respect, but, in general, your level of development (and thus, the skill of your Opponent) which tells you your current strength and overall mission. Its all there. Its all there. Thing is people can no longer speak body language thanks to the Devilish spells and ignorance that holds the realm in its grip. Its a Game of three halves, my friend. Really check that article as the moon/mind metaphor is pitch perfect for those who wish to Know the Ledge and rip the mask off the phantom in their head as they peer behind the curtain.

Maybe that explains why I said I’d never join a group because the thing with a troop is you either set the rules or are listening to what to do. Sure, it can be fun if everyone knows your name, like Cheers, but now it makes sense why people I’ve never met look at me like they know me well and usually drop some cryptic ref with a nod and a wink as they snicker in the clique that “The prince is on the pavement. Repeat. The prince is on the pavement” as they do their bit to pile on the ignorance but that, in the end, is simply the fuel for my ascent as the difference between a hero and coward is the same as that between a coal and diamond.

Pressure. And how you handle it.

Sometimes those who help ain’t really your friends and those you fight aren’t enemies as well. Know why? Because, to a wise man, they’re all teachers that impart lessons about him Self and that is why I’ve said the above message of it all playing out inside your head but that not being what creates your consciousness is the key to all of this. Jesus, if you decode the text, dropped major hints that its just how I’ve said and I stand as living testament to what I mentioned about the upping of resolution bringing in more details that you missed and totally changing your wavelength as you encode a resonance far above what they sent as your default mode of programming.

I am truly honored. And humbled as well. Wow. Mere words simply cannot capture the sentiment I possess at this moment along with the sense of equilibrium as I click that my wish of playing the Game again for the first time was fulfilled. Can’t hate anyone who makes that happen, now can you? Thats pretty amazing, yes? Especially on this, my final spin in this realm as I fully intend to heart homewards and out of this dimension after I’ve completed my mission in the flesh which is nothing more and nothing less than total transcedence. I

Its the only thing that makes sense, really, as since I learned to decode the programming language of this realm and become Centered in Self whilst surrounded by the theatrical deceptions of the agents posing as friends that it all came into alignment as there is no way in hell anyone else would dive in to these depths if they hadn’t, in some way, created the script and this leads me back to my present habits of tinkering and being eternally curious in not just how and why something is but what else we can do with it beyond the original. Either that or its the same for everyone at this level in which cases it stinks of a crooked trick designed to keep you constantly reincarnating which opens up a whole other lane of questions… That and I’ve spotted their fingerprints on a few others of resonance that were murdered after they’d been pimped for their natural resources as they sure do enjoy their symbolism. Back on topic:

Imagine if you could, on a domestic scale, lets say. Would you? Pick your favorite title, something that flipped your lid, had you raving and saying “How amazing is this?” due to level of skill that went into the world building and how, most importantly, it spoke to something within and offered shape and form to the otherwise ineffable so you could point at an object and say:

“Someone gets it” with a happy grin as you nod your head.

It doesn’t have to be a Game. It can be a movie, book or whatever you wish including relationships or the thrill of your first kiss but they all, in their own way, are Games as well and this hints at the process of mindwiping between incarnations as one thing I’ve discovered through thousands, if not a million, conversations is there is one thing every single Soul in the world is craving:

Inner Sense aka how they felt as a kid. They want that freedom with the endless options and thrill of confidence that came from pushing the limits as they discovered more about this realm and their Self when the book of life was still fresh with plenty of pages to etch with recollections and details along with a vivid imagination that could turn an empty box into a spaceship. You can still have that, if you wish. All you have to do is declare war on your (false) self by treading where you dread, facing the pain you pretend doesn’t exist and exorcising the demons that hold your true potential in their grip as the TV set sells you waking dreams instead in a realm that could be heaven but, for most, is a living hell that they’re too numbed out and dumbed down to admit.

The Game of Souls has you, my friend, and if you take anything away from the lyrics I’ve spit – either online or in the flesh – know that you are immortal, unfinite and totally perfect in every respect and gaining this gnosis in this realm is actually the main challenge for everyone who steps in but, like the mission statement I mentioned about wanting to be rich thats only the beginning and, really, the most basic element because the end – when you are fearless and without regret – is when the Game truly begins. Know why?

Because that is Inner Sense, my friend aka you without limits bka how you stepped in so that is akin to living:

“If I knew then what I do now” and this state I call being Centered in Self or constantly stepping within the golden circle of the present moment from where life spirals and ascends. Sadly most are stuck in the cube, blue or red, which is a code for saying throat or genitals as, when you get down to it, lifes triangle is built on vibrations which we term using labels like communication, consumption or secretion hence we’re back to body language again and the principle of resonance for a man who knows not his Self is that he will believe any old jibber jabber in his head and when that happens for enough people in this sim then everyone against anyone is the war thats coming as they’re failing the main challenge by falling at the first hurdle, setting up an encampment then fighting with the rest about who gets that or this piece or section whilst missing the rest of the track and all the thrills its presents. Always an option, unless you live the life unexamined…

Can you see why I’ve said class is always in session and why the light element and dark bits are both just hints about the golden section in the middle around which it all spins and is totally constant in each realm, dimension and incarnation as you are it, my friend. You are it.

Can you hear the Psylense?

If not its worth investing in the gnosis it brings as its the only way to get out of this realm and everything else is but an mistranslation as you can’t F with the ineffable! Crazier still, you and it are identical but (thanks to the flesh) you are trapped within a smaller frame of resonance that presents a nearly endless stream of optical illusions designed to make you believe you aren’t the consciousness (which is eternal, everywhen) but the flesh to which its linked and the story inside your head hence gods with amnesia says well the true meaning of your life sentence, yes? And yet, thats also the attraction, in a sense, and thus the paradox of duality does spin as it daily serves 8 billion Souls their own, specially branded, form of ignorance designed to keep the plugged in and never, ever questioning the narrative which says a million and one things but with a common subtext that is barely mentioned:

“Your power is outside of you, not here and especially not now is where it can’t be accessed. Look around. The cosmos is vast, the planet is immense, heck, even your town is big. You are nothing. Inconsequential. Small. Limited. Irrelevant. Just keep plodding on, enjoy the distractions and spells we weave in your consciousness. After all, you’re only human!”.

And yet, that is the greatest fib as the Warrior comprehends that without him – more specificially, his awareness – this world doesn’t exist as it all plays out inside your consciousness. That, my friend, is why I’m a major threat as I remind you of the things you were made to forget because noiZ without Psylense can’t exist but the flip is who you are, in and beyond, this realm. In this life or any you can mention.

Do the Knowledge.

Till we meet again