The main thing I learned is that I know nothing. My point of view now compared to then is so different on many things and yet, curiously, identical. Its like zooming in on a fractal and as you increase the resolution the previous fuzz rolls into a much clearer focus. Problem with that is it instills the good old fashioned paralysis of analysis that comes from overthinking as you weigh up every single variable and option.
I said before that I feel like a man sitting in a beach front building who is shuffling around pieces of a jigsaw of the scene in front of him but fully lit as he awaits the sweep of the lighthouse, off in yonder distance, to share its illumination. In that respect the first perspective is simply a refinement of this statement but when placed into application with a practical sense of gnosis the difference is immense. I mean, if everything is perfect and as intended then what is there to rail against? But then that is also the hallmark of giving in, isn’t it? The rebel without a pause appears to be moonwalking.
I’ve also realized, with a sense of certainty now, that pretty much all of the major events in anyones life are totally scripted. Once again this is the result of a process of continual refinement of my perceptions because whilst I knew, first hand, that death isn’t the end now its evident that the main people we interact with on this spin were also around us in the previous. This perspective opened up a whole nother vista of perception because its akin to looking down at the Third Dimension from the Fifth and seeing all the variables play out as options of resonance ergo its all static and we, our Soul, moves through the groove like a needle on a record.
Doing the opposite of what you usually did and then learning to get comfortable with the feelings you hated brings its own rewards which I’ll probably detail in another vid or article because me, the most social of animals, has become exceedingly reclusive and when you’re not illuminating others with your presence that light shines within and this brings the changes I mentioned.
There was a very surprising revelation about exercise or, to be more specific, the total lack of it as that was one my switches I flipped because I wanted to see what was hidden underneath this coping mech. Who would’ve thought that the motivation for gaining current strength actually springs from hiding old weakness? It makes perfect sense when Witnessed because the Pane Body comes roaring into focus and that proved that the past is always present. See how that dovetails in with the higher dimensional perception? That itself was quite humbling because it was something that came like a gift and was all together transcendent as so many old bits and pieces, from various incarnations, slotted together into a coherent narrative. To extend the lighthouse metaphor it was like leaping from the floor where I sat with the pieces I was shuffling to the center of the sun instead as we’re talking about the same thing but the difference in scale is immense. I hope you too get to Witness it for your Self at some point in your incarnation because it turns down the noiZ in an instant and allows what was always hidden within to make its presence felt but on the nth level ergo truly ineffable.
What else? Lets see… The very first post I made on my site said words to the effect that there are no strangers and enemies when one has befriended the whole world. Something very interesting happened the other day that proved this because, even for my Self, changing someones life with an offhand comment that you freestyled in the moment and had them reappraising their entire perspective as they finally felt the beauty within they didn’t know they possessed unfolding truly was a great gift to give, based on her reaction. Now, ask your Self:
If what I saw above this dimension where humans lives look like worms that stretch from one end to the next as the cradle and grave do their thing is accurate (which I suspect it is) then the little threads and webs that connect said segments could be thought of as factors of resonance. We are, quite literally, passing energy back and forth through time and, due to our ignorance of this we beget all kinds of suffering as the human machine is designed to seek pleasure and avoid pain. Well, unless you’re a masochist but even then they’re doing it for fun, at the end of the day. The real hurt we carry within and pretend doesn’t exist is humanities greatest problem and people are so numbed against its direct perception that they’ll react in ways that are quite strange in order to protect what is making them miserable.
To a junkie their dope is their best friend whereas we, on the outside, see what its actually doing to them. What if your dealer lived in your head and sold you thoughts that were disempowering and you were his number one client because you were totally unaware of the predicament? If one attempted to rip the spliff of the (false) self from your lips or blow away the powder of ignorance you were about to sniff and then chase with a pill of pure pretend bliss you’d feel quite upset, yes? “Hey! I paid good money for this and it makes me feel nice as well. What the hell?”. Comprehend:
I’m not pooping on your party but you are crapping on your own potential and this is the true cause of why people are mainly miserable and unfulfilled as they cram in as many distractions as they can get. What else can you do but be the change you wish to manifest? In that respect typing articles and making vids for the web seems totally pointless, doesn’t it? Does that sound nihilistic? Fatalistic? Pessimistic? Or maybe something else? I am wondering because, remember, I know nothing. All I know is that I was given a hand that I suspect not many would have even attempted to bet and less with the intent to win. My prize? Liberation. If, along the way, I find some incidental bits and pieces of wisdom that help others along the way or give them some spiritual nourishment then thats cool, isn’t it? And yet the world as it stands is filling with a kind of darkness but I’m totally oblivious of the details as I choose to remain willfully ignorant beyond what is unavoidable.
Actually, one of the imperiments I did on this tip was super fascinating and this is, what I suspect, allowed the peak imperience of higher consciousness but then, I’m wondering, if all is scripted that means it was inevitable anyway but I also know, fine well, that had I not took the preparatory steps that potential wouldn’t have been actualized and then we’re back again at the fact that the Game plays out inside my consciousness therefore intent is everything.
And that brings us full circle. Poetic, isn’t it? In effect we are all a bunch of meat puppets that will deny to the death what is obvious and in the midst of all of this confusion we live lives we generally detest because we’re not being authentic and are all firmly convinced the problem is “Them” when, in reality, its us as the outer is but a projection of your own imprints that you’ve clocked up from this and previous incarnations so if you imagine a string of pearls you can tell how moving one sets the rest in motion and this got me pondering the whole retro-causality thing. In everyday thinking this seems impossible but when you comprehend that each instance has levels of potential that are then crystalized the worm turns and whole new perspective starts forming inside your consciousness as it becomes a feathered serpent and this is quite mind bending because that which was trained to think in a set amount of dimensions is now forced to come to terms with things that are beyond linguistics and can only be felt and sensed in the present moment. Truly a gift. It really is. Dare ye unwrap it?
And yet, every little step I’ve taken over all of the thorns I’ve known so well since my inception are what granted me the sniff of the finest roses I’d ever inhaled and it was worth it as that gnosis I keep within because once you start throwing out the old crap in your head you suddenly find more room in your chest and that truly is the key to becoming multi-dimensional. That itself is Game changing because what seemed like a goal is obviously the floor on the other side of the ceiling in this realm and before I’ve even started mapping that building I’m now wondering whats above it and thats like fixing sixty four jigsaws in the same instance where all of the pieces are actually interconnected but seemingly moving at randoms tangents as the same amount of lighthouses flicker in coherence to the sounds of music which plays underneath everything and all of this is created, maintained and sustained within the Psylense of which I am an aspect that is closest in resonance in the state of the Witness (which can only ever exist at the present moment as the true universal constant) and all of this manifests as a gift from the endless fount of Inner Sense of which we’re all capable but so few truly wish to find in this realm because they’re seeking a savior outside of themselves or a microwave solution thats pulled off the shelf.
I’ve never been one for these things and its now obvious this life is just one of many that I’ve had the intent of liberation as my chief definite aim and that, in turn, brings its own set of questions like “Why is finding the exit so difficult?” and “Why does it seem like the Game is rigged to perpetuate pain and suffering?”. The answers to these questions are anybodies guess. I have various mindsets and perspectives that I’m currently exploring but how many reading can truly claim to be so fluid with their thinking? Actually, that was the greatest gift:
The power of nothing. If I were to speak on this one… Actually, just thinking about it is making me grin because the easiest way I can put it is like you work hard, come home, lay the table and sit there with cutlery and condiments with a full state of confidence that the meal will be perfect. Then you lift the lid and it is. Freshly cooked to perfection, just as you wished.
Did you notice that in this example you actually put all the work in on everything else but object of your focus? How without those elements there would be no table, no electric light to switch or even any dishes or home to house them. That is the power of nothing and the paradox as well. I’d say that was probably the greatest thing I learned as the change in my internal OS is so immense that I might as well not be the same person, and yet, like the Ship of Theseus – I am. One to get you thinking about nothing:
Did you know there are no cells in your body that are older than ten because they’re constantly recycled? And yet some folks look like fuzzy VHS bootleg versions of themselves with constant bands of static that obscure their image unless you squint from a distance whilst wearing rose tints. Heaped on top of this is the fact the atoms themselves are made up of mostly nothing ergo my coming to terms with the immense scale of my ignorance actually places me in resonance with them and, at the same instance, draws me toward the grand attractor within all forms and presence that makes all things possible because I am it. And you as well. Plus everyone else in this realm and all that forms it as well as the countless other layers to the Game that are stacked, one on top of the next, but entirely invisible as their light is bent and only your third eye can see round corners.
Like I said, I am now quite certain I know nothing and yet that same realization filled the plate to perfection with my favorite nourishment that I’m gladly sharing with you as you are another me, together we so please, take your fill. I have plenty. I am unfinite.
Till we meet again
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