There are just two words that ruined your life. Two of them. They laid the foundations for the Pane Body, they were your in house instruction into the world of Adulteration and they are prevalent, with their own variations, across the world. They are “Stop crying”. Have you ever asked your Self how you, exactly, are supposed to do that? Whilst you are thinking lets consider the natural principles at play. Babies do not come into this place as a blank slate. That is such a basic and incorrect way of looking at things that its actually laughable but also tragic. Any parent or caregiver will attest that these teeny, tiny bundles of (insert dominant emotion) come equipped with their own temperament. Some of them are happy as can be whilst others are brimming with curiosity as their head turns that way and this to whatever catches their attention, usually at a time when most other babies don’t even have full control of their neck I’ve noticed, and then there are the grumps, the ones that need attention as well as the rebels that seem to like some me time in between the feeding and changing. There are almost thirty variations, twenty eight to be exact, and they can be mapped and checked as well as tested because that is all part of the parameters of incarnation which we’ll get into when we uncover realities programming language.
For now lets pretend you are familiar with the concept as its akin to each new recruit being equipped with the same song which says “I am a baby” but then its ran through a specific set of equalization which emphasizes certain aspects or instill specific preferences. Its really quite clever and efficient and its what accounts for variations between twins who are otherwise identical as you may not initially be able to tell which one is speaking but after you get to know them and notice their quirks its readily evident there is much more underneath the surface than most people suspect. Take this average scene, anywhen, that happens quite frequent:
Father is stressed, he’s got loads on at the office but had to check out to take his four year old to a dental appointment because his wife isn’t well. He wants to get it over and done as quick as he can as this is quite an inconvenience to him completing his days task so is he taking large strides and walking big.
The child is apprehensive. At first she was glad of the reprieve when her mother was sick and then dismayed to learn she wouldn’t cancel the appointment. She doesn’t like the dentist. He is very rough, not at all sensitive and he talks about her like she isn’t there. She doesn’t know how to verbalize this yet but it all feels very invalidating. When she tries to express this to her parents they don’t listen and say “Its essential to maintain your dental health, you’ll appreciate it when you are older and your teeth are perfect”. She can’t hold her fathers hand because he is busy talking into his phone as he has done since he came and picked her up from school. They’ve barely spoken at all during the trip and she’s feeling quite anxious as they rush to the destination. As her father is walking quite quick she is almost running to keep up with him and then she trips and falls on the pavement. She lies there crying, huge sobs are wracking her little frame as the accumulated tension amplifies her pain. Her father looks at her and she can feel his disdain and anger as well as he says into his phone “I’ll call you back after I deal with this” and hangs up as he retraces his steps with an air of disapproval that is obvious:
“Come on, get up. That isn’t that bad. Stop making a big thing of this”.
The child now feels supremely invalidated like insult piled onto injury from one who should be caregiving and this creates an even greater swell of emotion. Her father isn’t in the mood to hear this as his nerves were already on edge due to the work stress and now people are looking as he appears flustered. “Stop making a scene. You are a young girl now, not a little baby”. Further invalidation for the child who now feels like they are not at all being seen and this amps her voltage as she lets out a scream of frustration. His exasperation ramps up a notch and he grabs her with a firmness in his palms and says “It doesn’t hurt, stop crying. Stop crying this instant. Lets just get this over and done with. Why do you have to be so difficult?”.
There it is. This was the first time the child start blunting their natural flow of emotion. That is how you stop crying. But this is just part of the process because its akin to creating a state of stagnation and repression which will form the bars in their head for the Mind Made Prison where they will live once Adulteration is in full swing. Two words can create a life sentence. These are the fundamental basics upon which this civilization is built. Is it any wonder man is the cruelest animal? The world reflects this but nobody ever questions why children come into this world glowing in a state of Inner Sense which dims into the programmed ways of Adulteration.
Do you remember when you first realized your parents were also once children? I do. It was very vivid as my mind reeled and said “What happened?”. It was utterly perplexing but also obvious, in retrospect, as I tried to comprehend that they too, once upon a when, like to draw, paint and sketch, sing, dance, imagine or pretend and countless other things I’d never seen them do once in all my time on the planet. That was a huge thing. Immense. In many ways this was the genesis of my rebellion against the System because I realized that if this is what happened to them and everyone else that went to school and the rest then that must be the problem. Granted I had the presence of my grandmother who was totally illiterate but wildly creative and supremely intuitive and the contrast was obvious. Something had to give and I knew if pleasing them by fitting in meant losing this state I so treasured then I was willing to take all of the whipping, threats and ostracization they’d promise but I simply would not, could not, acquiesce. No way. What I had was way too vital and the last thing I wanted was to be anything like them.
Now, this may seem like a lot of depth for a child to think with but thats because its not actually done with linguistics. Its pure feeling. Thats how Inner Sense works and thats why a child in development only speaks a tiny facet of what is going within but, in comparison to the Adulterated, their minds spin at light speed as they notice, cross reference, correlate and inspect every single thing. Not only this but the inner realm of a child is so sensorily vivid in comparison. I’ll give you an example:
A child lies on the floor, in deep but totally free concentration. They are drawing a picture of something that currently only exists within them. Its a race to capture the essence via their developing neuromotor skills that attempt to translate their intuition using paper and ink. At that moment the child is entirely present. A parent could call their name from the next room and they simply wouldn’t hear them. Its not a question of disobedience its actually a skill that many spiritual adepts will spend their entire lifetime regaining and only come close to a fragment of this single pointed focus. After a few yells the now angry parent comes in and may repeat themselves. The child still didn’t hear because they are getting so close to completion. It already looks so awesome and its close to picture perfect because what is on the page is simply an outline to display what their imagination fills in and thus its a masterpiece in full effect. Thing is something happens. They can feel a shift in the winds. The creative sails have been trimmed as there is now a gloomy presence within that is affecting their temperament, awareness and embodiment. They look up and see the dark clouds on their parents face and notice they are in stark contrast with the happy scene they’re painting as they hear the haranguing “Why don’t you ever listen? I’ve been standing here calling you for the past ten minutes!”. You know the rest, this isn’t uncommon or special but so few many people stop to notice the implications.
This is why children may not listen to what they’re parents say but they definitely feel how they are and this is also the reason why so many people sport the same programming but expressed in a new generation. Did you know the childs mind is the same brainwave resonance as the adults under a state of hypnosis. If a man on stage can have you totally convinced you are a chicken as you stand there pecking and clucking after a quick induction what do you think happens when you are in your initial prime state and neural traces are still being laid to shape your awareness and relation to your energetics in the moment? The implications of grasping just this are world changing, should you choose to apply them, but this means you have to deal with your mess and that only happens by comprehending you’ve been Adulterated which then brings you face to face with the System and, for most, this challenges their assumptions and beliefs too much so they’d rather keep on with what they did. Even though they know fine well it just makes them miserable.
He picks her up off the ground and firmly shakes her shoulders as he fixes her with a look that is intense. “Stop crying, this instant. You are making a scene. I don’t have time for this“. The little girl learns how to numb herself and disconnect the signals pouring into her awareness from her present moment embodiment which contains not only the pain from her leg, the trepidation in her chest and the contraction in her neck but all of the rest, previously mentioned. If you look at the history of this planet you’ll see the British Empire, in its various forms and incarnations, has brutalized pretty much every other race or location in ways that are totally efficient, notably unfeeling and closer to the actions of a numbed demon than a human that is actually breathing the same air as the rest. Now does it click how you stop crying as well as the real meaning of a stiff upper lip? This is the true nature of Adulteration. Humanities worst kept secret and most obvious problem. This statement isn’t racist because facts don’t care about your feelings and the spoils of war that decorate their museums as well as the countless riches they’ve looted under the guise of bringing civilization to the “primitives” highlights the nature of this schism so please comprehend this isn’t a personal diss because the Soul that manifests has naught to do with the avatar its sporting as that is what provides the imperience of embodiment via is specific vibration but in order to fix something you first must accept the lay of the land how it is and the Devilish language is a huge part of the problem as the deeds do evidence.
I mean, case in point, if you take three women. One is English, the other French and the final contestant is Italian and neither of them say a thing. Matter of fact lets say you can’t even see their faces. All you get is a plain silhouette of them in motion. Which one do you think would have the most attractive gait? The best embodiment? The most natural steps and grace of the feminine? There is a huge difference between them all even though they’re all white in that respect and this is part of the nature of these programming languages and how the culture you’re raised within shapes your internal operating system. In that respect I call it Devilish for a good reason because its almost primed to ensure a near total disconnection of your once natural resonance and this is why I said that it tops the list in 8 traits that make a Slave.
The tears are flowing, her lips are quivering and she’s feeling quite terrible but the threat that is present says it will withdraw its affection and protection if she doesn’t offer compliance. She clamps down her teeth, purses her lips, suppresses the shakes and shudders as she blinks away the tears in order to do as he says. He seems pleased by this and they continue hurrying to the appointment. The shock of all of this on top of the days events means that Adulteration is certain for this girl as she matures and it all happened in an event that neither will fully recollect and one Thunks is totally inconsequential.
As I said there are twenty eight basic flavors for the incarnational template on this stage of the Game we are playing using our Souls as credits but the ways to get messed up are limitless. This was actually a really tame example but one that is exceedingly common in this realm because that basic sense of empathy is totally lacking in most people. That and children are entirely present in the now, swimming in vivid feelings and dwelling in Inner Sense whilst the Adulterated evades that resonance by living in their head, accepting labels in lieu of direct perception and always being slightly future paced or backward facing. This is why the Path of Power is super thin and accepts nothing less than being totally honest for you to be able to create it by walking. Its also why only 8% of the entire population is even willing to get back to the state whilst the rest would rather carry on the way they’ve been shaped by parents who were, back then, as numb as them in the present. All of this ran through my chest as a jit but the past two thousand words were expressed in a few images instead and in way more detail, thanks to the powers of Inner Sense. Like I said, this was the genesis of my rebellion and the one man army is still fighting because what I possess is much too precious to trade it for whatever is needed to fit in and be well adjusted to such social sickness. You can keep it if thats the cost of access as it cannot bring anything I’ve ever wanted. See why the Kingdom is within and its all a question of Self Knowledge?
Now, in a perfect world where parents weren’t Adulterated that average scene would go like this:
The office is busy, he notices a message which says “Hey, I’m still not feeling any better. I hate to do this as I know you’re stretched thin but we’ve waited a month for this appointment. Could you take her instead?”.
He realizes there are two options. Reschedule or move forward. He decides to stick to the script. Being aware of his state and energetics he corrects his presence as he leaves the office. Stamping his shoes into the pavement first off all to ground his nervous system he jumps in the whip and lets out some yells and screams of frustration. Once the vent is done he pops on his favorite music and thinks “Well, at least I’m out of the office for an hour and half with my kid even though she hates the dentist”. This inspires him to question why that is as he notices she only said that after her last trip.
He gets to the school and is buzzed in. His daughter runs up and hugs him and says “Dad, I don’t want to go to the dentist” because she knows he’ll listen. “Why? Whats the problem? Do you want to look like a rabbit or be the first kid in the world to need dentures?”. She laughs. “No, thats not it. I don’t like the dentist”. “In general?”. “No, this one. I don’t like how he smells and how he talks like I don’t exist plus he never asks my opinion or checks if its hurting. The one before him was totally different and I didn’t mind one bit”.
He considers his options. “OK, cool. Thanks for telling me. You don’t have to go to him if you don’t wish. We’ll find someone else so, for now at least, you can miss the appointment”. What happens next is the exact opposite of the previous scenario as the child was seen and Witnessed. Her perspective was validated and he listened. The depth of resonance between them is alive and vivid as both are present in the moment. This is a planet without Adulteration and it really isn’t that difficult because its a simple as doing the Knowledge and actually creating an environment that nurtures a childs innate potential instead of bludgeoning them into submission with the last generations problems and way of doing things that came from the life unexamined.
In this example they could have used that time to go for a quick trip and whilst they were eating ice cream the child may have intuitively said something that sparked off a chain reaction in her parent as it presented a novel solution for the problem they had at the office. Do you see how many variables there are and why I firmly believe that if we simply let the children lead for a couple or three generations then the Game would be quite different. You can also see why the Slave/Masters don’t like me as their entire thing is Adulteration. Its what keeps the tills ringing and many profitable aspects are built upon the sacrificial rites around Inner Sense. Shades of Moloch, yes? Where babies were tossed into a fire pit as a means of atonement. To us it seems insanely barbaric but that was their form of Adulteration which is still present in this realm but with its own refinements yet still as invisible. Second nature is what they’re selling and your tacit acceptance of this programming is what keeps you stressed, depressed and miserable because the repression of emotions creates a division within as Devilish hints:
Like I said, there are many aspects of this problem that manifest but it all stems from the introduction of Adulteration to Inner Sense and its usually done by numb parents who are too busy and stressed to form a true connection or resonance with a state they no longer comprehend and thus cannot even imagine is so sensitive. In that respect you could say a child imperiences the world as it is whereas the Adulterated is a few steps removed, via a lens, whilst wearing welders mitts. I’m not going to mollycoddle and say its not your fault or you aren’t the cause of this because you are if you’re willingly choosing to live in ignorance of Self and even if you’ve never pondered this from now on you have no excuses because often having it pointed out is enough to spot it when it happens as you dig your Reality Tunnel.
Two words ruined your life. Two of them. And there are countless other spells and rites of the Devilish language that keep heaping on the damage and creating more tension and thus a lack of resonance between the thoughts in your head and the feelings that manifest from the chest and abdomen. This truly is the root cause of so many problems in this realm. Pretty much all of them can be traced back to Adulteration and thus you could say its a disease of civilization which takes the toothpaste tube of your consciousness and squeezes it all into one end, rolls over the rest and holds it in with clips called ties and belts then replaces the nozzle with a very thin exit (aka masked existence) that generates an immense amount of pressure within. Say Hi to your Pane Body. The image describes its well and its the exact reason why what was once flexible and open becomes fixed and rigid as most progress in the flesh. This is also the true cause of what people call being triggered as thats just another way of saying “What you did caused sensations within my energetics I’d rather not acknowledge or deal with but seeing as I’m totally ignorant of Self and unable to regulate my presence I will blame you for them and insist you cease and desist, this instant“.
Ironic, isn’t it? That will all this progress there are so few in this realm that mature but still keep their Inner Sense and full bodied presence intact. There are places I could name and cultures as examples because what I’m speaking on is the truth of the human condition and thus your life truly is a symptom of modern civilization which is entirely unnatural from the out of season, internationally grown and nutritionally stripped foods you eat to the sheer amount of endocrine disturbing toxins that are present in pretty much everything and increasing as well countless other things everyone takes for granted and has never stopped to check the alternatives. Why haven’t they? Simple, the System won’t allow it. It doesn’t program these options into the Thunk lexicon inside your head which shuffles around the same well used concepts, again and again, to create a life not only unexamined but also entirely predictable as well. No wonder people need to amuse themselves to death as they look everywhere but within because if they did they’d break down crying as all those repressed emotions came raging to the surface.
That is an option. I did and I’ve helped countless others sense more of themselves as what is life if not your thoughts, your feelings, your body and what you do with it. All of this is actually one thing, itself “no thing”, that exists on different planes of resonance. This is why honesty is vital because that ensures coherence between what you think, do and feel. This state, although natural, does need regulation but that comes not from the threat of external sanctions that most call parenting but from the art of Self Knowledge that places the tools required for energy management in the hands of the one piloting the flesh that is wrapped around their consciousness. The alternative is the life you and pretty much everyone else on the planet is living and this is what your children will inherit with each one being number and dumber than the one previous.
Till we meet again
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