I’m going to share an involutionary perspective with you and I would appreciate its consideration at depth, way beyond what it takes to read this text. Actually, if you can consider a precept and apply it, now and then, that would be an immense help to prep you for what happens at death. Ready?
From now on lets pretend that you are the only Soul on the planet. There are no others playing the Game. Just fragments of you projected outwards, given faces, races and spaces in order to say things you refuse to accept in Self. Now, granted, I know this is a radical concept so I’ll drop in this vision to assist with its realization:
As I have said before, man is a machine of desire creation. Part of the script for wearing the flesh on this stage is the “Toward pleasure, away from pain” principle that is exhibited by all mortal forms from an amoeba upwards. We are born to grow, to spiral out and ascend but, sadly, the terrain is such that we tend to fold in. Two words ruined your life. Two of them. Even if you just take this tangent as a side quest and spend a bit of time wandering along it you’ll comprehend the depth of the spells and rites plus those who weave them in ignorance and how this type of Thunking offers naught but a one way ticket back to this living hell where you quickly forget what you did as you gain a fresh playa skin and start all over again. That alone should impress the gravity of what I’m speaking for comprehension of this fact is what fuels ascension for one who wishes to get off the ride as they see the shadows depth and realize the light is a trick for they are that quiet point in the mid that extends from the Prime down to this realm as a manifestation of the Witness that makes all possible via its presence.
Listen to what I just said. Matter of fact, consider it whilst taking in this pic as it adds a thousand words to what was shared:
See, the circle reps the zero point I mentioned that is the all of everything and venerated, in many ways, by all types of religion and traditions. Generally without the comprehension that they are it and identical in aspect but differing in resonance due to the current state of embodiment. If you look at the top you notice a small nick of inversion where the circle was flipped. Now, the astute reader will have clicked that this is a hint of what happens when an irresistible force and unstoppable object meet aka the squaring of the circle and the heart shaped image that it creates as one without bounds is split by a ninety degree angle, most unnatural. That is a deeper topic, however, for the more advanced adepts who have awakened the Warrior within so lets get back on thread:
The golden circle of perfection is inverted and then is drawn into this dimension via forces as entropic as attractive. You can think of this as the descent of steam to water which is then frozen solid, if you wish, as its also quite accurate. The further it gets the more it swells and yet it never, ever loses its connection with the Prime as that is its point of origin. Within this sphere that many fear to acknowledge – as it means swallowing the bitter pill of how they came to descend and what it takes to ascend – is the teardrop of your own, personal, consciousness. It is within this deception we meet the further illusion of others outside of Self and that, at the moment, is around 8 billion and counting.
If this sounds mind boggling then I’m correctly doing my thing because unlike you I comprehend I am the divine in the flesh. An immortal who is just visiting this realm and thus not invested in the narrative it pimps or the traumatic imprints and the rest it uses to pull me in. For this realization I owe a heartfelt thanks to the Slave/Masters and their various agents as I just this moment clicked that all they have done and said has lead, inexorably, to this moment of gnosis ergo without them my own, personal, liberation as well as these texts I share with pointers along the way simply would not have been possible as that is the true nature of this realm. Its why I’ve said that a fool meets enemies whereas the Warrior sees teachers instead as you can’t learn when hating plus you only get smarter by playing a smarter Opponent…
So, there is a Prime state of being that is akin to a cloud of undifferentiated potential many call many things but I refer to as the Psylense as a) its a pretty witty term and b) it describes it well as you need a quiet mind with a functioning third eye that feels to comprehend its presence as it is akin to the canvas upon which life slings the paint of your narrative. Notice, the Game really, really, really does not want you to comprehend at this depth or increase your resolution to see beyond the “Me small, planet big, cosmos even bigger. I am totally inconsequential and powerless to do a thing. Won’t someone come and save me from this mess?” Thunking as its how they make tills ring and keep Souls coming back again as without riders there is no fairground attraction floating in the abyss. Much like Vegas I know where bodies are buried as the secrets of the desert people aren’t really well hid because they must say what they’re doing so you can accept or reject their invitation but that is, again, a deeper topic so lets get back to the basics:
Prime, cloud, perfect, pure awareness starts to differentiate by flipping an aspect of Self that is then drawn in to this fatal attraction which culminates its depth with you wearing the flesh, reading this text, via a black mirror that beams glyphs into your consciousness as you decode my meaning like timespace doesn’t exist and we are one and the same thing. If you really peep Game about what I’ve said you’ll start unravelling the programming language, so Devilish, and how the best biz sits in the mid and becomes totally indispensable. Its the reason why the monolinguist top the list of traits most Slavish as there is no polite way of saying you’re getting pimped by an inverted set of resonances which aren’t in your best interests and designed to pull you in. This kind of thing makes the teardrop swell as most are pulled to the bottom and there they sit, crushed by an immense weight of repressions, stress and traumatic programming I’ve termed the Pane Body as you see through it. And yet, its invisible. Felt by all but faced by few. This is what creates all types of problems and conflicts as we’re all born perfect but then become broken replicants of aspects of our parents. Usually them at their worst because, around kids, folks who wear masks are most authentic and thus let em have it, Chris, as they unload the barrel of the pain they feel within upon the next generation.
Now, everything tries really hard in this realm to convince you the above is simply ridiculous and makes zero sense which is why you need to reality test what I said and see if it clicks. Plenty of people have and attest from the dude who found his ex was no longer an insufferable bish to the dude who finally comprehended that his string of girlfriends were following the blueprint etched by what his mother did to many men to keep her son fed as well as countless other examples. Some take a few steps and are content with the less stress they manifest as they increase their res. I’ve never yet many anyone who wishes to take it all the way with a get free or thrive trying mindset but then, in the end, you’ll all have to make it happen if you intend to leave this realm. Back on trend:
The cloud falls as water and the rain says “Whee!” when it really means “Meeeee!” as it gains a state of differentiation which is quite exhilarating. This is demonstrated, amply, in every child that steps in as they are, at that moment, more circle than teardrop as they Know, fine well, the whole world revolves around them. This is the Warriors mindset and its what you’ve got to get accustomed to, once again, as its familiar newness is the way out of this living hell. Side effects may include:
Increased confidence, limitless creative inspiration, a random desire to dance and sing as well as gleeful hopping and skipping with intense curiosity and desire to push the limits as one regains a sense of playing.
If that isn’t an elevator pitch to ascend beyond anything else anyone is offering in this realm then I don’t know what is. Dare ye do the Knowledge or are you content to two step on the psychosocial treadmill with the rest in the Valley of the Plebs from one life to the next as you, a giant, kneel at the feet of midgets who proclaim that and this as long as you never, ever look within…
Water falls, pools and sits still, looks ahead and is trained to get good marks on the test to keep its parents content. Soon it is frozen aka Adulterated. This snowman holds onto lifes icy grip and thus is scared to death of looking beneath the surface and will not allow itself to melt or relent its grip on the lowest possible state of vibration as it scrapes the bottom of the barrel in terms of incarnation at the depth of the swell in the teardrop mentioned. Now, on top of all this is all kinds of deleterious mess like the two words mentioned, not getting enough time on the tit, the time the priest diddled your rear end and all other events because the subconscious is like a stream that doesn’t end. It records every single last bit and what you don’t like, can’t face or won’t admit is trimmed from the narrative in your head that your (false) self knows well. The rest can’t be ejected as the circle is closed and teardrop is what it is and thus its suppressed as emotional baggage from which the Pane Body is created. Problem is this baggage must be checked in when you leave this realm because it was created here and thus only what stepped in can exit to get back in the golden circle.
After death most come face to face with these aspects and, once again, I extend my gratitude to the Slave/Masters for skillfully playing the parts of my dreads, fears, attractions and various other subconscious aspects because whilst their intent may have been to use them to leave me dead so I wouldn’t spread this message to the rest they had the opposite of effect of arousing the Warrior within in a way that simply would not have been possible without them. Coal to diamond, in full effect, yes?
So, you die, are surprised you can see without eyes but what comes up next can be classed as gods or demons but they, as always, spring from within as the teardrop contains the world as its all figments of your imagination. Look back at the image that started this with the fear inducing dragon being embraced to reveal the hurt child within and the pieces should click as I have seen this narrative unfold again and again and its most liberating as one must face their coping mechs in order to find what is hidden beneath them as you shift from a psycho-emotional puppet on a string to true freedom and the responsibility this brings as one longer reacts but creates instead. Did you notice the anagram and how you have the correct components but its the order that makes the difference between cheap pulp fiction and Shakespeares way of pushing the pen?
The evil within as a concept and thought experiment reps aspects of the Self that we haven’t accepted and thus are busy projecting on the rest. It offers an immense flex in terms of empowerment and changing the narrative as it involves one taking control of their own life and energetics with no blame making or fairy tailing that hints at deeper metaphysics in this Game we’re playing using our Souls as credits. A really simplistic view of spiritual debt, credits and reincarnation is presented in this text as that should offer a clearer image on why your life is as it is. One of the most powerful, and liberating, things I discovered, back when, was what I’ve termed the programming language of this realm. Imagine how you would feel Knowing (capital K) that this playa in the Game is role your Soul chose to manifest its optimal resonance that could do one of two things:
Self Construction or Self Destruction aka melting or freezing to the depths. Many are so chilled that the very idea of a bit of movement makes them feel like cracking up as the pressure is intense. On the flip there are those who are more liquid than solid as evidenced by how a child does flex its imagination and asks a billion questions plus is totally energetic. Did you know there was an experiment done, once upon a when, in which they took a cream of the crop athlete and had him mimic a childs fumbling and tumbling in a play session? The aim was to see if he could keep up with him. Can you guess what happened? Yep, this elite specimen threw the towel in whilst the jit was still raring to go and barely getting started. Make of that what you will… Once again:
One thing, itself “no thing”, is everything in this realm and it all takes place inside your consciousness. If you look at the tip of the circle it never truly left, didn’t sink in and wear the flesh. This state I call the Witness and its part of the Prime, the pre-existing and perfect. It remains identical from one life to the next and is constant whether dreaming in bed, reading this text or driving along the road in a state of highway hypnosis. Get to Know it and things start to shift, real quick because a lot of the crap you suppressed and repressed comes floating to the surface. This is the reason why lifelong potheads have to wrap in as the paranara kicks in and they can no longer toke as they wished, no matter how much they miss it. Same with bad LSD trips and the rest as well as nightmares and such things. Remember, I am another you and a figment of your imagination who is, in effect, writing this letter to himself which is a head trip without end like a recursive fractal from which one must ascend by realizing they are the one looking at the pattern that makes it possible and not the fancy squiggles and shapes designed to lure him in to this realm as it impresses a narrative into your head whilst suppressing what dwells in your chest by locking the child within and force feeding labels to the (false) self who dwells as a living hostage in a cell within the hemisphere of your head hence Jesus being crucified on a hill and other metaphysic aspects sprinkled in many religious texts which I’ve washed and rocked up as this missive to give you a pure, uncut hit of direct gnosis that I invite you to reality test and see what happens because, in the end, your life may just depend on it and its like I mentioned about needing to take some steps under strange conditions which are not rendered explicit, off rip, but seem Self evident in retrospect as one fails the test and comes back again to this realm to wear the skin which makes them forget what kicks as they’re programmed to two step in ignorance along the same old treadmill with the rest as the vapor that rained is now frozen and filled with dread, stress and eighty one problems the 11% pumped in as they simply possess no chill but are, in the end, doing a vital community service for those who come to wear the flesh and serve a life sentence of ignorance in which the only way out is the same way they came in as the true part of them never left as it sits like a bird in tree with another duplicate as well that looks and says “How do you like them apples?” as it occasionally eats lemons but thats another thread of this cosmic tapestry, so immense, that I’ve spent nearly three thousand words (and as many via images) impressing concepts in your awareness that are as useless as a parachute where the one falling doesn’t click its up to them to pull the string and put the ideas into practice to next time you’re stressed, yelling or feeling something unpleasant realize the one outside is simply drawing your attention within and ask your Self:
“When else did I feel like this? Of what am I being reminded?”.
Better yet, grab you pad and pens to see what your inner child says as that can be most profitable for they have full access to the subconscious Rolodex that is filled with impressions and each step you to take to do the Knowledge is akin to melting the snowman of ignorance and the tears unshed that lead to this realm being the mess that it is as you ascend in resonance with the all of everything I’ve termed the Psylense but you can call what you wish as it truly has no name as its beyond language and is a state that must be felt to be truly comprehended as the rest is mere window dressing leading to gnosis. Ignorance of this may severely limit your ascent at the end of this spin because that, my friend, is when you come face to faceless with the evil within that you previously projected as him, her and them from the comfortably numb grip of ignorance we call being human ergo its in your best interests to reality test what I said whilst in the flesh as its the difference that could make or break it all when you take your final trip.
Do the Knowledge.
Till we meet again
