Believing in you Self is lifes hardest challenge. Man, back when, if you asked me if I believed in myself the answer would have been a resounding “Yes!”. Like water was wet, it seemed obvious. If I look back this version something becomes evident and that is how well I was lying to myself along with the proof I was manufacturing to validate these statements. Anyone with a discerning eye could see I was faking it and now I realize I was attempting to be a version of my self (note the small s) from which the weaknesses were edited and only ever showed his strength.
Sure, I was masked – as almost all are in this realm – but my mask contained a lot of what was authentic. Its what was hidden, that which I never exposed, shared or even had a clue of myself that was robbing me of my true potential and had me investing in a delusion. A swift brush with death made me realize how foolish this is and I’m hoping that you too can reap the benefits of my imperience without having to go through it so lets begin:
Believing in your Self is lifes hardest challenge and I say that without a grin because its very sad how this realm does a number on your innate Inner Sense which is supremely confident and powerful from the moment it steps in. The Adulteration process and our unquestioning acceptance of its whims and commandments lies at the root of this so lets examine the flower and stem. The petals are so far from the dirt that they might as well not connect and that is helped along by the fact that the stalk in the mid has no lips and can’t say a thing. The irony is is that through this the roots of life do their thing and its only once we look beneath the surface we realize they’ve been choked from within.
Bringing it to the human level, you as you are right now as that starved flower that attempts to break its boundaries which it feels are limiting its craving for freedom that reaching toward the sun represents. The stem contains all I’ve said that is suppressed between your neck and genitals and this is why you can’t feel your internal organs, back pain is what it is and you keep getting those mysterious aches and pains that move and shift and no pills or potions ever seem to fix. They are trapped emotions and part of the very successful mind control operation that grips the planet. The roots spring from your hips to your ankles and this is why orgasms are so pleasurable as they let one shake a little and feel something fully, even if just for a moment. Actually to delve deeper in to this:
Did you know that what you class as a climax at the moment actually isn’t and is edited, numbed and dumbed down so much that if it were to feel like the work of a great artist doing what he does best its current version is like a pencil sketch that outlines the attempt. True story and its something you’ll find for your Self as we progress along the Path of Power and the flower of your mind recollects the true deal and thus generates a state of harmony that grows not by trying to escape limits but via the state of strengthened connection to that which sustains it. To do so one must remove the weeds from the garden as this is what chokes the rest and generates this life of pretence. Problem is most are so addicted to the fable they spin in their head and this is like eating cream cakes till you’re waddling whilst your lips say “I wish I was thin and I’m certain I can do it if I do everything but what is needed”.
Sounds stupid, yes? Well, psycho-spiritually people do exactly this and thus they are addicted to their own suffering as its the devil they know well and they were raised in his grip. Their Adulterated awareness and life stands as testament and this is why I said that believing in your Self is life hardest challenge.
Can you imagine how much would shift? How life could kick if you actually did? No more masks you donned for survival as you show bits and pieces of yourself that you stitch together for the benefit of those who feel as numb within. You’d be free, like me, and start seeing the Game for what it is and that is when the real fun begins because I truly believe the aim of the stage we’re playing is to become fearless and one can only do that by diving into the shadows depth with the fortitude to question and test everything for themselves by pressing the buttons and testing the limits to see what happens. Children do this well, with no schooling or lessons, as its part of their standard equipment and that is really all the Path of Power is because it offers one a chance to relive the “If I knew then what I knew now” but flipped into “I am here now with what I felt then”.
As you can imagine its very powerful and also a threat to the Emperor who knows fine well he is naked but has lulled his subjects into a perverse kind of hypnosis. Actually, that is a very important topic because most people aren’t even aware of the trance they live and the nature of the script each character brings. Think about it, the mask you wear with your partner isn’t the same as the one with your friends and both are different when you’re on a business trip etc…
None of them are real. They are all pieces stitched together from the fragmented aspects that dwell in your inner realm as they attempt to fight for survival and thus are mostly miserable but will never admit this to anyone freely. Its OK, its just you and me here, together we. As I’ve said before I’m an aspect of you projected out whose lips simply say the things you trying to avoid from within so if you’re here reading this then its all unfolding exactly as intended as there are no coincidences in this realm.
What happens once you believe in your Self? Suddenly all the energy you invested into objects and symbols that you used to frame your self reference from without (to make up for that which you no longer feel within hence that nagging emptiness that never seems to get filled) is freed and things change dramatically. Colors get more intense, smells are fragrantly intense as are tastes and sensations. Its like you were strolling round with a welders mitt on wondering why you couldn’t feel a thing and when thats ripped the familiar newness of how it once was when you dwelled in Inner Sense makes you grin as you forget the (false self) and remember your true nature in this realm.
Then, and only then, can you say the Game begins because in many ways the rest of all of this is an elaborate deception designed to ensure you don’t click this and spend your life and death engaged in fruitless quests, endless conflicts and chasing false promises as they all same the same thing with different lips:
The wildest part is is how pants wettingly scary it all is, or can be. For most of us it is because we’ve actually lived through some seriously harsh experiences that generated intense repressed emotions that must be excavated and vented. Often, the false beliefs to which we grip like a drowning man with a brick are as weighty and twice as threatening as the next stream of logic that follows the exorcism of this demon is “Who threw me in the ocean when they knew I couldn’t swim and then handed me this obstacle like it was a solution”.
Can you see the Emperor sweating? This is why I call them Slave/Masters as they specialize in division which allows them to step in as conquerors of your inner realm aka the weeds in the garden. Messed up thing is the flower is so convinced of the lies they tell it that 81% of you reading are going to take my intent to end them as a threat to your (false) self because you don’t know the authentic and think anyone removing the brick is Mr Badness himself. All I want to do is show you how to live from a place of Inner Sense because it really is quite wonderful and I’ve had enough of the loneliness as nobody else is playing the way I am and I see their suffering and come bearing the gifts of solutions.
Believing in your Self is lifes hardest challenge. The problem with those that do the opposite will only rear its head after they meet their death and then it will be too late to think different as the cream of Inner Sense that was Adulterated by the waters of ignorance they added in still ticks the “White liquid? Check!” box in their head as they never questioned why it tastes (feels) different to it did back when and what this extra clutter they’re carting around represents as they spent a lifetime of thinly disguised misery flapping around in the ocean of ignorance.
On the flip, the Warrior chills on the beach of life, taking it all in with a grin. Occasionally he goes for a swim. Sometimes the people treading with no option look at him and wonder what is different. “Where is his brick? He must keep it hidden. How does he move with such fluid motion and why are his teeth showing like this? What is his secret?” they may think for a moment before the weeds pulse through the stem and edit those impulses from their awareness because to think is dangerous when you’ve been tricked to accept Thunk in its stead ergo you are the one oppressing your Self due to what you’ve never checked or examined to see if it is authentic or just another way to cope with the mess of your existence without delivering any actionable solutions that bring something different.
History stands as testament to what I’ve said because for thousands of years suffering has been the dish that is served to all across the planet, irrespective of their tongue, creed or station so now you know the catering is crooked you can learn to start cooking but that means you’ve got to spot that what you’ve been eating is actually subtly poisoned as it promises life but really brings death in increments hence why you don’t feel as alive and radiant now as you did back then.
Like straws of ignorance placed upon the spine of the numbed these are the weights under which you’re laboring when you could be a noble steed instead as that is your true calling and something we all feel within because no child steps into this realm thinking “I can’t wait to be as mediocre as the rest!“. And yet you are. Tell me, am I fibbing or have I said some real things?
Till we meet again
