You’ve often heard me say that life is a Game of three halves and that it most certainly is. Most people are only very dimly aware of this due to living lives based on ignorance because they haven’t done the Knowledge. Why? Because the Path of Power can appear quite scary and the fear it brings for many to turn within is simply too much for them to bear. Let me illustrate this with a concept you know well:
The moon waxes and wanes. That means it can either appear as a full circle of illumination or one that is marked by the absence of this and appears as darkness. This is what you know you know and know you don’t know. If you keep bouncing between these polarities or use them as you sole points of reference then you miss an immense part that is hidden. The dark side of the moon. The part we never see but what, as you’ll perceive, exerts an immense influence.
Our innate state of perfection when we first step into this realm is called Inner Sense. In that respect it encompasses the all of everything but isn’t aware of this as there has been no fragmentation, limitation, labelling or coping mechs designed to hide this. This state of wholeness is what all the Adulterated miss and yet have immense difficulty in defining. The marketing firms know this well and all they sell from religion to gadgets is designed to scratch this itch via their intervention but never, ever brining it to the surface. So called primitive societies were well aware of this effect that acts like a callous upon your consciousness and thus had intricate rites and events to mark the passage between boys to men or girls to women. You can think of it as initiation. We don’t have that. This page was erased from the owners manual of how to be human, back when, because its this pain they manipulate to make you run, this and thataway. 81% of the world, those I call Slaves, are under this spell and have been for generations as they too will numb their children to be just like them. On and on goes this chain of ignorance that begets a lot of the conflict in this realm because people project what they haven’t dealt with as they say “They, they are the problem and once we eradicate them then life will be different”.
That will never happen. Its why each movement, religion or group has a schism within from not long after its inception. You could, if you wish, say this is due to a corrupting force which runs unchecked and feeds upon the denizens of this realm as your pain is its nourishment. On the flip you could equally attest that all of the progress we’ve made as a collective is based upon this traumatic programming as from the golden age of legends to our current state of Adulteration the interplay of consciousness and flesh remains identical but the Knowledge of Self those who manifest differs from stage to stage. Thats the Game. Now, three halves, again:
There is what you know you know. In this cabinet we can file all of the imperiences you string together to form a narrative. They all have in common one thing:
They originate outside and then come within. Something as simple as your name, lineage, educational credentials or material possessions and the rest. All the same because they are of this realm and will stay here at the end. You can pretend, if you wish, that we’re playing dress up with these roles and facets. For most Slaves this is enough for them and it forms the basis of their internal OS. The Warrior, on the flip, wants that sense of wholeness that brings transcendence in the quest for liberation so they are, in effect, wanting to strip all of this inherited ignorance and get back to the living current that once flowed within before being blockaded by the unexamined imprints that are the true cause of damnation. This brings us to the next segment, aka the new moon version:
What you know you don’t know. It could be something like applied mathematics, for example, or quantum physics. Most people are aware of a little bit of this. The fact that the concept exists but the details are beyond their current resolution. Actually, thats a great metaphor so lets build on it:
What you know you know is fairly high res and you can examine the details pretty well as you keep telling your Self this is your all and everything of walking around in the flesh on a planet that floats in the abyss as its chasing a fireball off into the distance. No matter how many times I write this as this base totality of your reality it makes me grin as it sounds so stupid. And yet, it is. What you know you don’t know, on the flip, is a blocky, pixelated mess. Vague blobs and shapes. Chunks of that and this. You know they exist but they really aren’t that important for your day to day so you pay no attention. Next comes what you don’t know you don’t know:
Like the dark side of the moon its constantly hidden from those walking around on the surface of the planet as its beyond their perception from their current perspective. Using the above example this would be an amorphous darkness with virtually no differentiation when seen from the “What you know you know” lens that is their standard frame of awareness. The power in this shadow realm is immense because its filled with ghosts of Inner Sense that can’t be killed or destroyed, only ignored, and thus they fester under the surface. Another way of considering this is the iceberg image which says conscious mind linked to sub beneath the surface and then at greater depth the unconscious. The latter third are immense compared to what pokes out and appears to be floating on its own strength. In reality thats the main deception and thus a huge weakness for those who wish to leave this realm because they’ll live and die without checking whats truly happening.
What causes this split? Trauma. It can be as simple as the wave of regret that washes over a career womans awareness when she finds out she’s pregnant and the Souls shell developing within feels like life has came to and end before it even begins or it can be later on when the child awakens one night in its crib and starts screaming into the darkness at the immense sense of abandonment and the young mother leaves him there because she read some article which says “Let them cry it out after you’ve moved them from your bed as this builds strength and character in them”. There are countless other examples and they can be as brutal as the sexual abuse of rape or as pernicious as being born to a narcissist that invalidates their Self and uses their free flowing energetics to nurture their void within instead of nurturing the gift of Inner Sense they bought to this realm. Actually, in that respect, the narc knows the the truth, on some level, of the “Know you know” thing and use this for image building and manipulation in the perceptions of the rest as they dwell mainly in the abyss which is what the dark side of the moon represents and thus this conniving comes as natural, with no effort or investment needed, as they drain what is around them to feed the void within. If you trace their own lives you’ll find that, back when, this Pattern was installed in their lineage and sucks the life out of one then the next. Much like that vampire myth. Which actually isn’t. More on that as we progress.
Very few people click that the true reason this realm looks like heaven but feels like hell for most of its denizens is due to their ignorance and how widespread this social sickness is. Thats due, in part, to the successful brainwashing offered to them via the System with its constant manipulation designed to keep them off tilt by placing their power outside of them. To move along the Path of Power a few steps a Warrior is them who knows the dark side of the moon, the nature of its spin, how and why it waxes and wanes (like the hemispheres of your brain) plus its relation to consciousness. The next step is when it clicks that this dead rock is simply reflecting the illumination of another sphere of influence:
The Sun. You can look at this as the celestial equivalent of Inner Sense or pure consciousness ergo one who does the Knowledge may seem the same as the rest wearing flesh but whats happening within is totally different as they’ve moved the three halves blueprint to beyond this dimension. For them its like this:
“What I know I know is that I’m not the flesh but unfinite sentience that is hyper conducted into this carbon based vessel within which there was the old triune split that I have now transcended by doing the Knowledge. What I know I don’t know, at this moment, is the nature of this so called dark matter that spins in the abyss and contains strings and aspects of my previous incarnations in this realm. Once I master this extended wavelength and change its resolution via the inner light of wisdom the previously hidden darkness of this dimension clarifies in my vision just like the obscured side of the moon that was previously mentioned”.
Onwards and upwards in the quest for perfection because what you find next, once you are free of the surly bonds of the flesh, is that you are, indeed as well as action, the axis mundi in effect and thus (re)birth the vessel of higher consciousness that is your ticket out of this realm at the moment of death as its simply a case of reclaiming what you didn’t know you didn’t know you possessed. See why I said 81% will gladly live and die without doing the Knowledge because, for them, it simply takes too much effort or sounds to nebulous for them to even attempt. That and the voice in their head tells them “Balderdash and poppycock! I care not about this metaphysical BS when we can eat, drin and make merriment”. Sadly very few of them will ever get the fact that they can’t be the one yapping within when they are actually that which listens. This state I call Witness and its constant from one life to the next. Whether we’re speaking of incarnations, dimensions or simply lying in bed, dreaming, and believing what you see. That is why consciousness is the prime effect of everywhen and thus one who moonwalks by Knowing the Ledge comes back into alignment with the all of everything that each religious adherent sets off seeking. I wonder how many of them truly make it? Either way, I wish them the best because at least they wish to heal that schism within but most of those invested in the tales that were presented may find my perspective that they are the divine made flesh quite blasphemous even though a lot of the mainstream texts say just this:
“We are closer to thee than your jugular vein”.
“Me and the Father are one”.
“You are another me, together we”.
You know the rest, yes?
Mind is everything ergo the Game is mental and the split is in three halves, as I mentioned. What you know you know, what you know you don’t and what never even suspected or imagined because it was hidden from your awareness by not being illuminated. One must be willing to walk into the darkness in order to gain the spark of gnosis and its from this vantage, this resolution, that I’m pushing the pen because if only one man does it it may just be an elaborate illusion but if others join in and report back similar findings then we, personally and collectively, may be onto something as it certainly feels like mainlining the secret truth of the universe in ever increasing hits I call Knowing the Ledge but, unlike an intoxicant, its actually good for your health because those artificial boundaries and splits you accepted, back when, are healed and integrated back into a state of wholeness that is resonant with Inner Sense and thus you are Centered in Self and realize all in this realm are simply projected aspects of your consciousness ergo you have never met a stranger, only teachers in the flesh, designed to draw your attention within by healing and reparenting these splits into a state of cohesion that allows one to ascend beyond the current parameters of the Game as presented by the System and its psycho-social treadmill that presents the illusion of progress by installing yet more complex methods of division within as the voice in your head is screaming “Lies! Bold face lies and deception! Who ever heard such ridiculous things? I am you, ye are me. We are best friends. I say, you do. I’ve always been here, these things he’s say are new and alien so don’t listen to them. “A Game of three halves?” Pfft, he must be off his meds. Straight lunatic. Say, why don’t you go and do something else, right now, that feels pleasurable instead and I’ll strike this testimony from the record to ensure you remember to forget never to check out the willhelpme project again, yes?”.
To be frank most of the 81% wouldn’t have even got to the point mentioned as they’d have been gone with the wind before they could even get familiar with the concepts I’ve mentioned. Know this:
A Journey to the heart of what really matters is all I’m offering and not in the theoretical but via practical exercises and steps that increase your resolution whilst chipping away at your inherited ignorance. Net result? Well, from my own imperience, you feel a lot more natural bliss due to the drop of resistance needed to keep those feelings and events suppressed as you choose to integrate them. Not only this but when you are no longer being fed upon by the moon and its presence you become like the sun instead:
Equanimous and magnificent, shining with illumination but even this is still part of the trick that comes with the whole “Walking around in the flesh on a planet” thing which is the hallmark and grand attraction of this dimension hence its all about if you’re willing to Know the Ledge and get free or thrive trying because anything less is bondage.
The Game of Souls has you, my friend.
Till we meet again
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