The seeds of a midlife crisis are sown in childhood, nurtured in your twenties and harvested after you’ve jumped over the hill and wonder if what you got back was worth what you put in. Don’t fret if this happens, it just means you were a Victim of the System that you didn’t realize was your Opponent. In many ways people are set up to fail as they sent chasing after wild geese that exist only in their head as a way of distraction from that which they’re truly seeking which is within.
Social media makes it so that some people are already on their third childhood in that sense which is really quite sad, if you think about it, as all it shows is that they didn’t learn and keep running the wheel of the psychosocial treadmill that affords no progress, rest or satisfaction. In that sense your life is over, if you let it. Allowing yourself to even think these concepts allows a space to spring for a little thing called options to step. Not only that but you’ll have something interesting to pass onto your children in the form of guidance to ensure they make other decisions that don’t ensure they end up exactly where you did after listening to your parents.
In many ways your lineage is a chain of ignorance that spans generations upon generations and you, now, reading this, have a chance to break the bondage but it won’t be easy as the past you’re wearing like a badge of honor is actually an albatross in the truest sense. Set it free and watch it fly as you view the vista from a higher vantage as it was never supposed to dragging you down as it was chained to your neck. Innerstand – This is why the caged bird sings.
What I’ve said is Self evident. All you have to do is look online or the real world you know and you’ll see its quite obvious that over 81% are enslaved by the System to concepts that do not serve their best interest and leave them stressed, dissatisfied or wishing fervently to believe that things improve after death because they’ve given up all hope of flipping the script whilst still sporting flesh. Its a sad truth but this is the resonance of most peoples inner realms at the moment. Exactly as intended. Realize, this is the Game and we’re in it. The trick is to be not of it and that means taking the pieces, rearranging them, digging beneath the surface. Take what works, leave the rest. You always have that option so why not exercise it and exorcise the demons of a past that have been clinging and clanking their chains to scare you into compliance.
Actually, this is a deeper, far more subtle and pervasive topic that I intend intend to uncover in this missive but this is whats flowing so lets keep going:
Imagine in front of you a glass that is tall and thin. Into it we pour a palpable red liquid. This fluid gains the imperiences of its container as it changes its shape to fit fit the limits. As time progresses the solution is shifted to another vehicle. A mug this time. Chunky and thick, reassuringly solid. The red carpet rolls and plays its position because whilst this may be new for what just popped on the scene, according to script, the thing of life knows well the dance and isn’t new to this. As and when another medium approaches at the time of transition and this one is akin to a chalice.
Now instead of cups imagine people and instead of wine lets say its blood. These are the imperiences of your ancestors and in many ways you are them as the past is always present because spacetime juggles that which shifts but what remains is unchanging yet never identical. These energies wield an immense influence from previous playas that pass on the wisdom of their imperience, their fears, training, imperatives, preferences and whole load more. Is the albatross reference starting to make sense now? Its just a matter of perspective and how you relate to your energetics. The fact that you do not know this should make your awareness raise questions because your Inner Sense is quietly nodding its head as it absorbs these concepts because they are Self evident.
Thing is these are just one of many influences for we have those that do what they do from within as part of our heritage. This includes the two words that made the most mess and beget countless problems, back when, to the present moment. Others are externally sanctioned via an official script that is handed to you for this, the performance of a lifetime on the world stage of the Game of Souls itself. On a higher plane are the tints of emotion that work akin to a painter building images upon the canvas of your awareness and then we have other factors like people, places and things as well as your own whims.
Does it make sense why it often feels like you’re being pulled in a hundred different directions? Life like this can be pretty exhausting as you sit there wondering “Whats the matter with me?” not realizing that the question is the key as you perceive, on some level, what I’ve said hence the differentiation between the awareness that renders all of this possible and all of these factors that create impressions. Discernment is the key in many respects. A process I call separating the water from the milk and its very powerful as its akin to going back to childhood and getting another spin but not in the form of infantile regress. No, this is more like knowing then what you know now so its the best of both worlds at the very same moment and that is when the fun begins as this is the Warrior mindset.
Same components, different lens. This shift opens up a whole new perspective and way of playing which is wildly entertaining as it was intended to be. Its not for everyone but those that get what I’ve just sketched on the back of a napkin can easily perceive what is being pointed at is breathtaking greatness in the flesh. A life worth living. Remember, this is always an option, everywhen, if you’re willing to think different. It really is that simple so its a question of flexible or rigid. Your body will tell the truth in the respect, no matter how much proof you manufacture as you lie to yourself because that stiffness in your neck, the back that doesn’t like bending and the hips that barely open as they stand over stiff knees and wonky ankles all attest to what I’ve outlined. You’ll note that children don’t step into the realm like this and Warriors rebuild and reclaim the Kingdom within into a state of coherence. Slaves, on the flip, are broken into fragments that are then set against themselves with goals that often contradict so its like having a mutinous crew on a ship that makes getting from Point A to Point B nigh on impossible as there is no implicate order, no coherence, no Inner Sense.
That really is all that comes down to, if you want it in a nutshell. Are you a friend or stranger to your Self? If you sit there head scratching wondering what I’m meaning then why not try this? Taking your right hand I’d like you to touch your left ear and massage every centimeter, every inch of it as it protrudes from your head. Imagine your fingers are like paintbrushes and you need to ensure you don’t miss a bit. Do that for a moment until you’re certain you’ve aced it and then a bit more. Around a minute or upwards of thirty seconds.
Now thats done I have a question:
How would you rate your touch? Was it rough? Was it gentle? Was it exploratory and alive as it shifted from moment to moment depending on what you sensed or was it quite stiff and almost moving in a grid as it went from side to side with no true feeling? Have you ever wondered why an ear looks like a fetus? Don’t believe? Go take a peek for yourself and it will become Self evident. What is more subtle, but just as obvious, in this imperiment is how you caressed your ear proves how you relate to your Inner Sense aka the child within.
Contrast whatever you just did with what you would do if an actual baby was in front of you, crying in distress, and you knew what it needed most was an attentive massage over its ears. How was yours? The same as you’d do then or different?
Its amazing how direct and visceral this imperience is and that is because life is fractal. The past is always present. Nothing is ever truly dead as we’re simply wearing masks as we swim through the seas of time and the blood which flows red encodes the personal imperience of ourselves and ancestors which is then passed on to the children. As you can imagine that means there is a lot of power and thus responsibility within but this is in direct contrast to the teaches of the System which likes to place you in a zone of ignorance and then charge you for it as you attempt to pretend you aren’t suffering.
The seeds of a midlife crisis are sown in childhood. How are your ears feeling?
Till we meet again
