Out of everything I have said on my section of the web this is probably the most profound lesson I have clicked, thus far, in the skin so it would behoove those capable of awakening the Warrior within to pay attention because I have fought many battles in my Hero’s Journey to share this wisdom:
Your life reflects your beliefs.
Five words that carry within an almost impossible depth for those who comprehend that this Game has three halves, as mentioned. Its the DKDK element that I’ve been most fascinated with since just over thirteen years ago when I became well acquainted with the Slave/Masters presence that loomed with such an immense shadow over my life as they, via the skillful use of theatrical deception, made me realize exactly how ignorant I was to my inner realms. At the time this came as such a shock that was akin to being dumped in the ocean without knowing how to swim. Thing is, in events like this, the (false) self runs for the hills as it knows its out of its depth and thus relinquishes all form of control. What came forth, from the abyss, was the child within who I’d been searching for in ways, ineffective. Actually, no. That isn’t correct. When this all happened I had the rudiments of a lot of what came next but their order, arrangement and application wasn’t yet aligned in ways that were the best. But, this isn’t about me. Its all yours, my friend. In that respect I am truly a figment of your imagination saying, via text, something that you too have probably felt within and sensed, now and then, but have been unable to place your finger on it. This is due to the trick of the (false) self which hands you labels in lieu of imperience aka trying to scratch a photo so soothe an itch on your skin. Lets kick the ballistics:
Take a long, hard and honest look at your life. Start with your flesh and your relation to it. Your friends, kith, kin, bed pleasures or whats missing in comparison to what you believe should be an option. Actually, make a list. On one side note what you possess in terms of financials etc.. and then what you feel you are capable or deserving and note the gulf that sits in the mid. That is what you didn’t know you didn’t know and it, in the end, runs everything. Frankly this topic is so immense and Game changing that I really don’t know how to address it in a way that would do it justice as its akin to describing an ocean to a land locked Bedouin. Even if he imagines nothing can prepare him for the majesty that presents as nature does its thing. This is one of the gifts the Slave/Masters did give and its great honor to share it with this realm as my life has went from a blissful hell (filled with coping mechs to disguise this) to a budding level of awareness about the cosmic significance of everything and how there are no accidents, only opportunities in this realm.
In this article I mentioned an introduction to this process in which a Redditor got off his rear end and came face to faceless with his belief system and pulled it out, root, flower and stem. It can seem quite harrowing to one who is used to digging a reality tunnel that makes them, generally, feel less but, in the end, the investment in gnosis is well worth it. In many ways life is your best teacher as you may be aware you attract what you are (hence why winners win) but the truth of the matter is reality is far more plastic than most suspect, expect and (in most cases) are capable of handling. Just ask the poor schizophrenic as there is a reason I’ve said their parental relationships, back when, were most suspect as they lack that secure grounding which is essential to allow the blooming to commence and thus the thorn of the (false) self that most accept, for them, becomes something that causes an immense resurgence but this brings with its own complications due to the vagaries of the System and what passes for mental health. Know this, my friend:
To become who you are you must be willing to question all of the rest of the mess in your head as you have the mask (which is what you present), the face (that you keep hidden, but still slips now and then) and then, at its depth, you have the embers of Inner Sense that are hidden in the dark realms known as the shadowlands. It is from here that all springs. Its also why one of the greatest side effects of the doing the Knowledge is having dreams that are super vivid and, often, laced with immense symbolism as this part within is attempting to build a bridge to your Adulterated mindset so take note, push the pen and observe your feelings, in the flesh, without judgement then journal what they said. Maybe consider letting them speak as well to gain some tete a tete interaction.
I know it may sound wild to say that you’re doing all of this to your Self but you are, in the end, beginning and during as well.
Can you see how liberating it is to finally click the buck starts and stops here instead of blame making or claiming some type of foolishness as wisdom? Often it takes one who is at the brink to Know the Ledge and, for them, its lifes best investment as the girl in question said:
“It all makes perfect sense now. She who I classed as my Opponent was actually my best friend but I could no longer hear tenderness until she slapped me upside the head with foolishness and then came the prince offering a hug to jumpstart my circuits that had, long ago, been flash frozen. Why do they keep this hidden? Why do more people not know about the reality tunnel? Tell them. Tell them about me because I’d never admit this on a screen as the bitter pill of self hatred is quite hard to digest but, once again, you’re correct as the sweet treat is within. I literally feel born again. Its such a shame I had to actively court death in order to finally admit that me, or to be more accurate, what I used to think, was the problem”.
For example, are your beliefs and actions coherent? A lot of people feel they deserve to be rich but don’t do anything about it. Thats like envisioning yourself with a six pack and muscles, rippling, whilst consuming junk food in front of your TV, twenty four/seven. Make that make sense. And yet, people do. So, once again, look over that list, note the abyss and see which steps are needed to build that bridge. Pick the one that appeals least and then question “Why do I feel like this?“. Place your mind, like a flashlight, on the sensation below the neck and see what pops into your awareness then trace it back, again and again, till you get to an event you only half recollect or may have totally suppressed from consciousness. At this point some people feel the urge to yell, scream or smash something. Let it vent. Better out than in. Then talk to that part, integrate it. Congratulate it for the immense strength it had to carry such an important aspect of you within from back when to the present as you sketch out ways of making it happen. An example, for illustration:
“The world should pay heed to my talent” said a struggling beatsmith. He created heat, on the reg, but was super paranoid of getting ripped off by the labels and thus wouldn’t let anyone listen to it who could actually make it happen for him. Underneath all of this was an immense amount of stress that was inherited from parents who never thought that mess would pay the bills and constantly questioned why he listened the tunes of these violent negroes singing genocidal hymns. They couldn’t get it as rap was new, back then. As it kicked I didn’t comprehend what was going on in his head but as time progressed and I became aware of Patterns and the rest I can hazard a good guess because there was another gent that was damaged as a child for slinging the ink and now, fully grown, could only find the solace of letting rip whilst under the influence of heroin.
There is such immense tension within and below the neck. I have termed this the Pane Body and whilst stretching and flexing does help it really can’t touch this etheric spiders web that, over time, condenses. Thing is it can shift, real quick, with introspection as the Pixems (suppressed events encoded with emotions you didn’t vent or process) are like bubbles coming up from the depth of the ocean and increase, increase, increase until they pop on the surface. Can you imagine how much power it takes to keep them tamped in? The most amazing thing is you do this without thinking ergo doesn’t it make perfect sense that putting your mind on the sensations (instead of the story in your head) and just letting them drift is so powerful? The “hold a ball and drop it” concept is swell introduction to this and can work miracles because if you find yourself struggling to build that bridge that will take your world changing idea from the den to centre stage then ask:
“Why can’t I take the next step?” followed by. “Is this correct?”. That, alone, can be Game changing as so many people are holding onto outdated mindsets that were penned, back when, using limited information and these underpin all types of mechanisms. There is, as mentioned, a danger to deprogramming as its akin to sprinting, full belt, when you were accustomed to crawling. A lot of people actually hate true freedom due to the immense responsibility it brings as, from then on in, you are responsible for guarding your sanctum as you dig that free will is response-ability, meaning, he who makes you mad is your master, in the end, as they are you’re energetics. A far cry from the world of triggering and safe spacing, yes? Its far closer to what happens if a lion that was bred and raised in captive, one day, finds his wild, country cousin storming into his cage. How long do you think it would take for the “second nature” he wore like a mask then to slip as something intense and ferocious made its presence felt? Thats how children are, my friend. Before it is beaten, trained or cajoled out of them by nearly two decades of conditioning hence by declaring war on your (false) self you are always telling the world you give not an F about its programs. This, as you’d expect, can have its own consequence but if get free or thrive trying is the mindset then you just keep upping your res and doing the Knowledge as you take the steps on the Path which you create by walking.
Pay attention to your thoughts, especially the ones that generate emotions. If something comes in which says “I should get out of bed and just go for a walk instead of sitting here, ruminating” and then you get a “Why bother?” wash over your sense note that you choose to reject one or both of these as you are something far more subtle, my friend. Say hello to the Witness that is constant from one life to the next, awake or dreaming. This is so empowering that, when it hits, it can feel like the secret truth of the universe is coursing through your flesh and its something I think that everyone should live. Even if its just to feel the difference. Take an honest inventory of the beliefs you listed. Ask questions. Write down a thesis. Go back and forth, examine at depth. See if you actions and professed intent are actually in sync or if you’re just another “individual” (inwardly divided and dual, once you’ve broken the spell and commenced healing) or truly living your lyrics. When you stop leaking energy on resistance you find a lot more current is present and this is why, I suspect, schizos are never arthritics. Look into the metaphysics as a flexible mind reflects in the flesh hence babies step in more liquid than solid. Its also why a drunk can fall from a carriage without hurting a thing whereas to a sober man those bones would be breaking as he scraped across the pavement. This is how powerful the mind is, my friend, and it certainly gets to boggling when you look into cases of MPD in which one alter is deadly allergic to something and the other, same flesh, consumes it with a grin and no bad reactions. That alone should prove, real well, what I said about these beliefs and how they run things because whilst the example is extreme we, the regular peeps, have many faces that none see but we, internally, do feel and then pretend we’re coherent. Its a sad state of affairs, isn’t it? Doing the Knowledge is the best cure for this as once it all clicks that the Game takes place inside your awareness you cannot help but grin at how deceptively slick it all is and then you start asking better and better questions as you swiftly up your res and discover the familiar newness of your resurrected Inner Sense as it steps out of the shadows depth and back to the helm of your chest which is its true seat to rule the Three Kingdoms of your flesh but these are brighter things I’ll let you discover for Self under the guide of your own illumination.
Awaken the Warrior within. Dare to think different by checking the beliefs that create the wavelength of the life you’re decoding as your portion because, ultimately, what reflects without is a hint of the internal process aka co-creation. What, at first, seems like a burden can actually grow to feel like wings, unfolding, as you ascend to new heights due to being willing to plumb the depths of ignorance you never suspected exist until you pushed the pen, looked within and got to reality testing.
Till we meet again
