Let me preface this missive with saying I do not claim to have gained enlightenment in way you define it. I simply refer to this state as the beginning of a quest for Self actualization because I clicked the following:
I am not the voice in my head but that which listens instead.
This entire realm takes place in my imagination (which is far more powerful that you been lead to think).
The brain doesn’t create consciousness, it simply modulates it.
There were ages, before this, where people were so advanced that we are devolved in comparison.
There are no strangers or enemies in this realm, only teachers, my friend.
Now, you reading these words without comprehending what it took to gain that perspective is akin to second hand enlightenment which is as much use as a stiff prick on an island full of lesbians. Even that, in and of itself, is a huge illusion that doesn’t do what it says on the tin and thus these are the sweets that those who eat, regret, and those than don’t do as well. Life truly is a slippery bish but what if thats the challenge? Meaning that it will meet you (and try and beat you) on your own level of awareness? The ones who are well trained by the System and its whims will never, ever think like this because they don’t. They Thunk instead and thus rearrange pre-made chunks of thought in their heads at the behest of the voice which says “Them, they’re the problem!” and they go along with the script. They do not click that there is something quiet, within, that listens to this edicts and can, if it wishes, reject these suggestions and that leads onto the gnosis that something they don’t comprehend is at the helm and thus their basis for reality has been skillfully distorted to keep them in sync with a force so slick that they’ll kill to defend its dominance over them. Thats pretty wild, isn’t it? Suddenly the reason why the schizo gets no due process to argue his case makes perfect sense, yes? Even though every single one of them – from the Industrial Revolution that made cogs of men – to present always, always, always say the same thing. Food for thought, scrape the dish and see if you can digest the bitter truth to find the sweet treat hidden within…
Enlightenment is a solo sport. It is. In effect, you are either riding the bench of ignorance and accepting the (false) self at the helm as your all of everything or are dunking baskets of wisdom in the face of immense competition who can’t wait to slide banana peels from higher dimensions underneath whatever steps you’re taking next. Tell me that doesn’t sound magically delicious mixed with a sprinkling of something totally wicked? Thats the same model used by the net which pimps your dopamine as well as religion and all other types of opiates that are presented to numb ones senses to keep running the treadmill until you die, are mindwiped and reskinned to do it all again. And again. And again. How many times, my friend, do you think you’ve read this text? If someone were tampering your recollections, how could you tell? Better yet, who is sending the prophets with the same message that the other side kills, stone dead, codifies their statements into texts that most accept without truly getting then causes them to fight among themselves over small print and details that are, in the grand scheme of things, irrelevant? Better yet, how many headgear spirituals have you seen that wear their faith, now and then, but take it off when they think the all of everything isn’t watching so they can get wicked before deleting this rhyme and reason from their mind and continuing to build a false image they sell to others who validate their existence via acceptance and championing. Its akin to everyone being in a flipped “Emperor is naked” situation in which they’re forced to don armor plate and then wonder why they no longer dance and each step is so tiring. If a child were to point this out they’d medicate them, no end, and if a grown man questioned the presence of a voice in their head that often makes them stress and feel less than pleasant its answered with a cheery “Quick. To the mental asylum!”. In many ways the so called schizo is simply a malfunctioning mystic because when you rebel against the Game and its programming it unleashes its flying monkeys with wings, hyper dimensional, to ensure this train of thought doesn’t infect the rest as its a camera trick, par excellence, that relies on distorted visions and accepted narratives.
In that sense art is a lie that tells the truth and the news is bad for your health because everything has been inverted and flipped so people know not themselves but what another says they should accept, without question. Or else! It really is quite slick but also equally wicked and pernicious as I see that same grin on the faces who have those seething energies within and minds are filled with scenes of degradation as they think:
“What an idiot for going against the grain. He climbed the pyramid and then left only to end up in our grip, again. We’ll teach him. I will be, for certain, that one that kills him dead and I’ll take the credit to get ahead of the rest. Oh, I can already imagine the prize and relish it” courses through their awareness as they plot their machinations. In many ways the schizo is entirely correct and there are forces, invisible, that manifest through other plebs that conspire to do him in but that is a far deeper topic because, as I said, the mistake they make is not comprehending they are the only Soul in this realm ergo the problem and its solution must spring from within ergo I exhort all – in and outsane – to do the Knowledge as comprehending you at your depths as well as the realm that presents is of immense interest to the 8% and generally unknown by the 81 who accept whatever they said… This, undoubtedly, is a side effect of nearly two decades of “Sit still. Look ahead. Do well on the test or your parents will stress!” programming as its far easier to live what another says than question the programming.
Enlightenment is a solo sport because when you reject the Game it also does the same but, surprise, it knew you were going to do this before you even stepped in hence why, for many Warriors, it seems their own kith and kin doth hate them for reasons they can’t comprehend. Oddly they also feel an immense need to serve them, try and make them happy, feel safe and protected and this is one of the most pernicious aspects of the programming as its you murdering your potential as they simply sit back and assist with a wry grin on their lips due to how easily they captured this idiot and misplaced his intellect… Sounds bad, doesn’t it? Be glad you don’t know the half of it, my friend. If you truly comprehended the shadows depth I’d be willing to bet the entire world would stop reproducing and start questioning what kicks, the intent at the helm and why one child needs such immense amounts of suppression of a vast length of time before the Adulteration kicks in.
The reason I attest, quite frequent, that I am the luckiest man in this realm is that I managed to take the hot coals they fling in my direction, grab them without flinching and then thank them for the diamonds that glisten. Thats the life of an alchemist and, needless to say, due to this one weird trick the Slave/Masters hate him! And yet, they are the ones that made me like this so its simply a question of energetics, interpretation and application at the end because its the fact I don’t accept their terms and conditions that causes the problems as my mind and intellect are limitless ergo “Create, not react” is the wavelength as we flip the script and play a better tune in a higher octave that is beyond their grip to taint or influence. Not that they give in. No, like a dog with a scent they are constantly hounding which is behooves one to recollect you are a wolf whose howls scare them as they know they cannot stand against which is why they conspire in secret instead. These are deeper topics, ones I’d be interested in hearing if others who awaken the Warrior within bump heads with or if thats just part of my special in this exodus appearance.
Whats the alternative? Get mindwiped and plugged back in? Thank F that is no longer an option. Ask Pac why his only fear of death was reincarnation then wonder how many lives he lived to gain this gnosis… On the flip consider the original Hells Angel who sold and told an image to the world she wasn’t living and had people worshipping her graven image when, in the end, she was just an aspect of Satan made manifest to pad out the numbers in a racket of Souls pledged at death to be reskinned again. It really is quite a strange place, my friend. Buddha spoke of this but also, seemingly, left out vast chunks of what it was he actually did and that gets me wondering because, back when, a rocking kid went to Tibet, came back with a bald head and said:
“These monks are a secret sect with the original teachings still present and they said they’d been waiting plus, get this, they get wrecked off their tits but do all of that to learn how to extend the mind beyond the bodies surly grip so that when they come face to faceless with death nothing can perturb or tempt them back for another spin”.
And with that, he went. The rest, in comparison, are spinning empty water wheels and whilst they may make some progress in limited respects its akin to being gifted a fine automobile then pushing it everywhere as you never clicked the ignition. This seems to be pretty constant with every single religious text, as far as I can tell, as the main playas never once mentioned, step by step, exactly what they did to gain this gnosis that led to enlightenment and various others bits and pieces are also omitted. Methinks it goes like this:
A man gets it into his head (via signal from his chest) that not all is as they said in this realm. He makes it his mission to ascend and once he peers beyond the realm the horrifying truth of this mechanism either fills him with immense dread and thus the Path doth split. One side is working, quietly, by your Self hence the whole “Before enlightenment. Chop wood, carry water and after? Identical” whereas the other side, like a drunken mystic, yells from the hills to anyone who’ll listen. Until they’re killed, dead, and we get the authorized version of events. Like I said, I could be incorrect and this isn’t meant to offend but if you look at all texts and compare spirit with intent, impact on this realm and the frequent trails of bloodshed it seems to hint there is something else in the mix that most don’t expect or suspect is capable of wreaking such havoc upon them.
In this situation would you throw the towel in and join the opposition who promise to hold you aloft a symbol of all that is good and correct (aka the Mother Theresa effect) even if you don’t feel within the lyrics you spit, prewritten or would you go for dolo and see what kicks in the wilderness? If you happened to chance upon your own personal oasis in the forest of illusion would you tell the rest what you did or keep it quiet and ascend as you board the train that takes you someplace else after you hit the switch, flicked the script and transcended the Matrix? Even if you tell them you really can’t because there is no “One size fits all” approach and thus your map and their destination are something else but you can share what you did to gain your revelation but, once again, they haven’t lived the life you did to draw those conclusions and thus there are so many variables thrown in the mix that point to this being a solo deal, in the end. Its why I’ve said I’d never join a group. Been there, done that. It gained me this incarnation.
I sit alone in my four corner room, staring at candles, wondering. If enlightenment truly is a solo sport and a trek we must all take in the end then what is the point of speaking it to deaf ears who won’t comprehend and, worse still, may even feel insulted at your attempt as they’re perfectly comfortable in being ignorant ala the Cypher effect as they Judas their true Self for the allure of the Matrix which manipulates their senses to believe a string of one and zeros is whatever they said… Its pretty mind bending, isn’t it?
Till we meet again
