People can only talk behind your back if you’re in front of them. Remember that because its the name of the Game most people play inside their heads which are pretending to be their chest from which they were long ago disconnected. Adulterated. Pure and simple. They can dress it up as a million and one things but the moment you start ascending they take that as a threat to their position because they grade themselves not on their own internal resources and what they’re creating but by comparison to your wavelength instead therefore if you win, they lose.
Crazy isn’t it? Like success is some finite thing like a cake which can never be baked again. If you gain more than a crumb that that means they starve and some take that real personal like you’re snatching food from the mouths of their kids when, in reality, its no such thing because our natural state is abundance but we’ve been hemmed into a construct so artificial that we have more in common with square watermelons than natural humans. Saddest part is most people are entirely unconscious of this program that was installed to infect as many people as it can get with its Thunk processes designed to trick them into believing they came up with this narrative as they live masked existences that are one step ahead or behind the present moment. Billions of people are Click-Whirr automata running under the guise of a few hundred lines of these subroutines designed to imitate actually thinking for your Self. Its a very elegant trick and equally effective because most are strangers to themselves and never peer beneath the surface of their head or question its rudimentary intelligence that drives their actions on the planet. This is your internal OS.
The Warrior is different because his Inner Sense is live and direct from his chest and is intensely curious as it plays with this mechanism then watches in glee as it melts because it cannot pass the Turing test with its Click-Whirr process in comparison to the real thing as its a copy and paste specialist that pulls from a limited range of options and scripting. How to tell if you’ve been infected with this socially accepted sickness? Simple:
Your thoughts are predictable.
If you know where your train of thought is headed before it even left the station and feel powerless to change a thing then you’ve hitched your wagon to something that never, ever had your best intentions at heart as its entirely lacking that connection and is most envious of the fact that you possess it and its radiant abundance of resonance to the Prime of everywhen. This is you at your best and most natural. Anything else is simply bondage in the name of false liberation aka the Mind Made Prison which is designed to keep your true potential hidden from your now Adulterated awareness that craves constant distraction and surface level amusement as any spare moment makes one feel so anxious. If hell is other people then within is where you’ll meet the devil. Surprise, surprise, he sounds just like that voice in your head that’s been offering those suggestions for as long as you can recollect and never thought of questioning. Ain’t that something? Once you catch it in the act a couple or three times the Thunk process becomes Self evident and one can’t help but wonder “What else in my inner realm is an elaborate trick designed to mimic consciousness as it makes me less than human by divorcing me from the present moment and being Centered in Self?” and thus begins the process of separating the water from the milk. Best believe the Opponent doesn’t like this. No siree, because he owns the Game. He designed this stage. He tells you what to do and you do it because he staked his claim on your lineage way back when and everyone since the first who bent the knee auto acquiesce in the name of tradition to create an inheritance of ignorance that none dare question due to their own special brand of hypnosis as most people are sleepwalking and Thunk they’re fully conscious. No matter how miserable they are or ineffective this is when it comes to navigating the planet with its respective challenges. Strangely, they will yell and protest when faced with this option because the voice in their head tells them “It can’t be happening as he said, we’re the boss of this and you say “Yeah, I’m the boss of this” and do exactly as instructed. Did you catch what just happened in that example? Look out for it when it happens next in your day to day because once you spot the strings its Self evident that the state I call Adulteration is so common that its invisible because none dare question what that voice in their head says.
Best believe this reinforces the Patterns because its akin to living life on autopilot as the Opponent within issues its directions, tell you what to feel and do as you hop to, instantly reacting to it like a well conditioned pet trained to sit still, roll over and beg. Humanity truly is in a fallen state if they haven’t realized this but then its also testament to the proficiency and intent of the ultra-terrestrial collective that are akin to High School students swinging by the nursery to bully kids out of their milk money. Same thing is happening and then, just like now, there occasionally comes one who sees through the trick because the surface level explanations and “Do it because I said” type threats will not make them acquiesce as they possess an innate defiance and sense something wrong is intended by these external demands for submission that want to take their natural resources but won’t answer their questions nor brook any discussion on what they’re saying.
“No. What are you going to do now?” says the jit as the Opponent, of one mind but many bodies, looks around and wonders “What next? Do we beat up a kid to send a message to the rest? What of his parents? Then we get rumbled and the gig is up. They said this would be easy as taking candy from a baby, whose child is this?” they say, pointing at him. How many children possess this as an innate state when they step in? All of them. How many keep a hold of it after they’ve been mangled by the System? Not many…
Warriors beget Warriors just as Slaves generate Slaves. Its all about your upbringing therefore choose to ignore this at your seeds peril because otherwise they too will grow to be as happy as you pretend to be then install the same Patterns as your parents did, unwittingly, back when.
Maybe the whole point of this stage is to learn how to think for your Self? I’m really starting to see it is because a quick glance around at the world and it shows how many are failing as they run the reel of the same Click-Whirr Thunk generated responses as the rest. Its why folks seem so generic these days and there are a handful of viewpoints to which they’re chained. No freedom inside equals none without, I’m afraid. Thing is they really like the comforting feeling as they sing songs and congregate with those who Thunk just like them. Its why its so effective and thus why one who changes is seen as a threat because that signals something new going on within and thus you may win by betting against them and on Self. Not only that but some people may look at one free from chains doing the metaphorical equivalent of flying in a perpetual flow state as they ask themselves “Why can’t I do this?” and hear the oddly surprising reply of silence as the voice in their has no answers beyond distraction.
Never heard before and won’t be again. This is the method of testing that often causes this Patterns to melt because you ask it for something it can’t offer because its against its best interests. Plus, it lacks the resources in its preprogrammed responses and thus must dial home for an update and its quite obvious you’ve never been thinking at all when this happens as you’re veering off script and the Game doesn’t like this as it demands obedience.
The silence itself is another side effect of one who truly does think because its akin to noticing the canvas before you paint a pic versus having so much ink thrown on the board since the runtime of the Patterns kicked in as a kid so you can’t tell what you’re looking at any more beyond a familiar sense of chaos that defines most peoples inner realms.
Fear is a street sign on the way to power. Remember this because its why its such a powerful emotion behind which your true resources are hidden. Throughout the day instead of accepting the suggestions your head presents to your Witness learn to discern this process because you can’t be the thoughts if you can see them, correct? Obviously there is a difference but its easy to get caught up in the winds of these algorithms and lose your Self when emotion is added in. Much like the score of a film. Have you ever seen this classic scene without the hits? Its different, isn’t it?
That should offer a great hint about how easy it is to string your awareness along to somewhere you know well as your thoughts circulate in a well worn groove, discarding other options that aren’t part of the programming you accepted. A way you can tell you’re in that authentic state is you are feeling your entire body in the moment, in an instant, as its signals generate links that wash over your consciousness in ways most subtle and electromagnetic. The difference between Thunk and think is immense and I’ve often described it as actually eating at a banquet or being presented with an image where you’ve been edited in and the memory is then linked to the score from a happy meal that is amplified for the remix.
Which life would you prefer to live? If you’re being honest where do you think you currently dwell on the spectrum of Thunk to think? Its amusing when you ask your Self if you’re being tricked by a Pattern installed in your head as its (false) self protective mech kicks in and will often try and distract you with other things before you even get to reading this. Those who persevere often find they somehow forget to remember what they promised themselves they do to test the process and the few who do the Knowledge, often going as far as to write THINK upon their dominant hand, suddenly become aware of the shift as they move from the low ground of the groveling Victim that was previously unaware of his rightful claim to the throne in his head where the Opponent is sitting and issuing his edicts to one who no longer accepts them without question or negation as they have developed true free will and set out to reclaim their Kingdom. Those who melt the Pattern often report finding themselves in a familiar newness that feels far more vivid and rich plus entirely effortless as this is true body language – The tongue we all spoke well upon stepping into this realm and are programmed into forgetting via various forms of energetic deadening that create an inverse Princess and Pea effect where your true Self is buried underneath layers upon layers of conditioning that never truly feels as comfortable as it did, once upon a when. Ask your Self – Does any of this seem familiar?
What if there were another option? A way to recode your internal OS that made it far more coherent with actualizing your highest potential? What then? Is this something you may find interesting and worthy of investing your attention? Those who do have often said that it feels akin to wrestling inside their head with something that was previously invisible and always at the helm as it held their awareness hostage in a subservient position to its ever shifting whims and distractions. It will gnash, wail and attempt to curtail any attempts at regaining sovereignty because if you win the Game it loses your investment in what it made you Thunk from back when to just behind or ahead of the present moment. Actually, that is another hint because once you unwrap this gift you’ve already taken your first step in regaining multidimensional awareness as that point is still, unchanging and resonant through each realm and this is what it means to be Centered in Self as this opens up the way to reclaiming your Three Kingdoms which are the energetic basis of your consciousness interfacing with the Earthday Suit you’re currently wearing.
There is more, so much more, to this walking around on a planet that floats in the abyss as it chases a fireball to an unknown destination. The amazing thing is it all takes place inside your awareness and its actually jam packed with features and skills you’ve never thought of checking because each school syllabus was strangely silent on Knowledge of Self but was quick to insert programs which said things like “There are a few of us, plenty of you. We say, you do. Get good grades by playing the Game and you’ll gain some praise from your folks and get ahead. Flunk the test and there will be problems and challenges”. The concentration camp wing of the System is ridiculously efficient when it comes to Adulteration which is akin to severing your resonant connection to your Inner Sense which can only exist in the present moment.
That is all you have to gain and, really, once you’ve claimed this the rest is incidental as you’re coming from a place of wholeness and not the hole in your head that was mined into your mind via the Adulteration process that claims 81% of the planet as living hostages subscribed to their own version of the Stockholm thing as they loot the temple of their own potential via various coping mechs and BS.
Till we meet again
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