Interpret it however you wish but generally its the kind of hit you wouldn’t wish on anyone else because it just seems so saturated with wickedness and bad intent. Its goes far beyond “We were poor” although that is often a component of it. Multigenerational trauma is most definitely a part of it as is the wounded womb hurts the seeds its births along with things like addiction, violence and or horrific events that often languish unprocessed.
I’m here trying to make sense of the madness and I get why most people are quite content in their misery to let the sleeping dogs of past lay as they waste their lives away in pointless distractions designed to hide their anxiety but there is only so long that fake joy can pretend. The walls can and will come crashing at some moment unless you keep ratcheting up the notches on your coping mechanism.
On the flip there are those who know what they were placed in this realm to be but are also just as acutely aware of an invisible blockage, someplace, that acts like the brake is stuck on hard and no matter how they make the engine scream they don’t progress one bit. To them I usually advise just get out and walk, you’ll get there slower but its less frustrating than having been gifted a Benz with square wheels. Thats the test, see?
Bit more abstract than my usual for some but then there are those who felt where I’m coming from in their chest as its also real direct. If you know, you know and if you don’t either you haven’t spotted it, are actively attempting to ignore it or are content in being a crappy version of yourself because you accepted the training that wrote the script you now live.
Remember, its no measure of health to be well adjusted to a society thats profoundly sick as you point the finger at others saying “They’re the problem” because thats part of the illusion that comes from the delusion of being born in the land of the lost at this time.
The Game of Souls has you, my friend.
I’ve said before the difference between a hero and a coward is the same as the coal and diamond and whilst I don’t buy into the New Age Woo Woo BS about this realm being a school of consciousness because life sentence is more accurate there are certain things that can only be learnt with pain. It places man inside a different frame of reference and this, in turn, begets many questions because I can’t help but wonder of the intent of who built this and why higher dimensions look at disgust with those who have “gone native” and believe the trick the five senses repeatedly spin around the awareness trapped within. Could this be the way of alchemist? Of turning the base material of lead to something all together more expensive and golden via the power of introspection? Maybe, maybe. But then I see all of the burnt out shipwrecks and those who are equally messed up but better at pretending and I can’t help but wonder who passes a test so difficult where you get punished for past mistakes in future incarnations but the memory wipe ensures you remember to forget that which you can’t recollect. In effect it seems the Game is rigged and they’re dealing from the bottom and that screams of a cruel trick designed to fleece those who step in.
But then, you only get smarter by playing a smarter Opponent because then it becomes obvious when they’re measuring you for a coffin even if they call it “earning a living”. Yes, the hints are as cryptic as they are obvious and generally those who were raised well and adjusted to this collective sickness tend not to question a thing whereas those who stepped in to hear their folks singing the sad songs of poverty and suffering went on to have this tune humming in the back of their minds for the rest of their existence. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve seen a few who broke the chains and went on to accomplish great things and yet each and everyone of them admitted they feel no different within. Usually after a few drinks, mind you. In vino, veritas, yes?
On the reg they stay busy so they have no time to think. After that its a some time with the kids and last minute parenting before unwinding in front of the TV set to do it all again. Those who are still broken from within run around the hood in search of the latest methods of Self Destruction and usually find them. They are usually closer to the most potent question:
As their connection with the pain is far more direct and visceral as life seems not to relent nor anyone give an F about them. That is why they are far more open and conducive to this line of thinking because they’re actively seeking solutions to this mess called their existence whereas those who were silver spoon raised have no reason to doubt the projection. Could that be a hint? Is that why it was said that the rich are attempting to thread a camels through a needle because of the baggage they expect and are accustomed to carrying? In that respect the poor know they don’t want this luggage they inherited and will do anything to ditch it but that usually involves a bottle, pill, potion or syringe as well as smoking and that causes its own host of problems. Either way it certainly seems the fix is in and it makes me wonder about the intent that created this realm as well as the one currently at the helm as they may be entirely different.
Being born with less definitely adds onto the stress but it also allows one to manifest a spectacularly creative type of thinking and razor sharp intuition as this is whats needed to get ahead and thus one can picture the sketch by merely observing a pixel as there are underlying patterns and swirls to this realm that are quite influential. Scientists call them the Cosmic Background Radiation and they are the same visions Van Gogh used to paint only for the world to reject him and his efforts as he died broke and broken whilst now his works are priceless as people fawn over them and appreciate his talents and singularly unique vision which was so accurate that modern man needed tech to get to where he stood with his natural vision. If only they’d clicked then what was in the midst of them in the flesh, as it happened. Tesla was the same thing as well as countless others you won’t know if I mention because there seems to be an underlying algorithm which expects people to see the world as trained. Poor people see this well. I call it the System and its obvious which way the scales tip because those with plenty never seem to appreciate it and those with nothing will do anything to get ahead and this is the same thinking that runs the world of business. The overlaps are apparent and one can’t help but think of the same song being played in two different octaves for very similar reasons because its easy to threaten the rich into compliance and not asking any questions when they can point at the poor and say “Because if you do you’ll end up like them”.
The world is a plantation. What are they cropping? Why you, my dear friend. Humans. Specifically their consciousness. Not for nothing is mind a homonym of mined, now is it?
The greatest tool in the hands of the Opponent is the mind of his Victim and yet those who question this are labelled schizophrenic and thus can there truly be any tougher life than almost being enlightened only to find someone pouring in darkness as a way of manufacturing silence so you won’t share your thoughts with the rest who are well adjusted the social sickness they think is normal. Ha! That spell itself tells you everything about who is at the helm and their intent buts that you can discover your Self.
Till we meet again
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