You really shouldn’t trust your mind. Truly. Its not the most reliable thing, even though it does create some pretty persistent illusions. If you’ve only ever imperienced regular consciousness then it might be quite hard to tell what I’m saying but, even then, there are hints. Take dreams, for example. There you are, lying in bed, and with closed eyes you take in visions that you’re creating inside your head. For the time you’re within they seem real and plausible. Its only when you ascend to a higher state of awareness that you start to question the sheer ridiculousness of some of these things. See why I say you really shouldn’t trust your mind? Life is an equally fanciful illusion thus reality is what you can get away with. Imagine we were all schizophrenics and saw all types of monsters, demons, helpful fairies and straight up angels that were offering they’re guidance. What then? Actually, thinking about it, does that mean the people of yore who related all types of these creatures in myths were either mad, having a laugh or straight up lying? Food for thought, yes?
In that vein lets continue because every single person in this realm has felt the sense of being stared at before, yes? Stranger still is when it occurs as you are by your lonesome, correct? There is an unshakable sensation that comes with this, often accompanied by a chill, as you look squarely at… absolutely nothing. And yet, there is something. There must be. Animals, especially cats, pick up on this. Anyone with a pet can attest that it will be sitting there, cleaning itself, then it will suddenly look up, track something walking through the wall and across the room before it leaves the other end. Nothing special, business as usual for your feline friend. This is why they were worshipped in Kemet because it was said they can see beyond this realm. Stranger things have happened but what most people don’t click is that modern wisdom is actually a whole load of ignorance where we think we know best. Why? Due to the advantages of tech? You didn’t build it. You’re just using it. How many actually have a clue of whats happening beneath the surface? In that respect the ancestors were far more industrious as they used the natural form and its various functions to generate higher states of awareness. Don’t believe?
Study the Vedic scriptures and then compare their observations to modern astronomy. The similarities are amazing as they called Jupiter the golden fat one whilst science says its immense and gaseous. Saturn was dark and slow because he walked with a limp. Once again, innovation attests that it has a creeping orbit that is way behind the rest. The list is immense. I may write an article on this at length, if you request.
In comparison to them, the previous playas on another level, we have been immensely dumbed down in our Self Knowledge because we are trained, from the moment we step in, to bow to authority outside of our presence. That is the hallmark of a domination System. After that its constantly reinforced in ways both blatant and subtle until people have all but given up any hope of being their own salvation and way of emancipation. You could say the fix is in. Because it is. It is, however, entirely optional because one can choose to be in but not of this world and its particular brand of ignorance hence you really shouldn’t trust your mind if its well adjusted to mass social sickness.
Granted many do not possess the strength to question the paradigm and prefer to accept instead as it chafes far less than going against the grain. It takes a special kind of someone to not give in because the pressure for compliance is immense. Why is this? Simple, the greatest tool in the hands of the Opponent are the minds of his Victims. Better yet, if they think they’re him then its perfect as you have living, breathing examples of Stockholm Syndrome where people gladly loot their own temple of potential and present their best to a false god of darkness that pretends to be an angel of light instead. There really is far more to this than most suspect. I mean, haven’t you ever wondered why churches are bedecked with gargoyles and all types of wickedness as part of their ambiance? What of the ancient gods that many cultures represent that look extremely fierce and demonic with teeth and claws that are blood red? The long history of human sacrifice and its modern equivalent of torturing an animal to death for religious purposes seem a bit insane when seen without the lens of being one of the programmed and that is exactly what I mean (without wishing to be offensive) about why its essential to step outside of the Reality Tunnel you’re digging.
Whatever you won’t allow your Self to think or even question should be investigated because one of the things I’ve found is fear often hides our greatest strength and for humans that is inquisitiveness. If you wish to talk to me about the divine, the true religion and all these things then what can rank higher than innocence? Why then do we bludgeon it from the next generation the moment they step in and force them to become Adulterated as we grin, knowing full well that we too were happy as children and then something happened. This is what I mean about the Stockholm Syndrome. Living hostages, in full effect.
If I pump your flesh with psychedelics you’ll start hallucinating and, just like dreaming, things seem real within your head. Why? Due to your reactions. One of the most interesting hints I’ve ever came across was trip sitting someone who was envisioning all types of wickedness as the purpose of this excursion was to exorcise the demon of being molested, back when. He saw something absolutely ferocious. “The spawn of hell itself” he said. It filled him with dread, anxiety and fear. Had he been in a different setting he may have ran for the hills or tried something else that was equally destructive. I reminded him “This is all happening inside your awareness. Just like a dream, you’re interacting with figments of your Self. Feel the emotion, notice it like a cloud in the sky and let it pass as it goes on its way. Release what doesn’t serve you and stay present with your breathing“.
He did this and noticed the thing began to shapeshift. Soon there was a little boy standing there instead who was crying. He went over and discovered, much to his surprise, that it was him. What followed next was an intense conversation in which so much of his previous life and its coping mechs made sense as they were cries for attention from a part of him he’d disconnected from, back when. After this we have coming back to a regular wavelength, integration and countless other things. Once again, ancient wisdom, because the ancestors knew well the nature of these plants and the rest hence the borderland from boys to men were linked with tribal initiation in which one faced their fears by relinquishing its grip upon their consciousness. We, as modernized version, do not have this. Look at the world we’ve built because those demons still exist, no matter how much we pretend they’re fables, and thus we spend our lives running from them in a position of ignorance as we’re entirely unaware of the true meaning of these symbols and images.
Something very strange is going on in this Game we play using our Souls as credits. I’ve never been one to do what others are doing or even pay any attention. Whats the point? If I want to know I can ask anyone else as they’re all super generic and tuned in. Its whats within my awareness that is never mentioned I find most interesting. Case in point, can you remember the first thing your ego said? What about how you felt upon hearing its presence? I do, really well. Children, by their very nature, are born to introspect and even the most mild mannered and well trained thinks a billion different things, even if they say nothing. Everything is flipped, edited, twisted and checked to see if it makes sense. The truly confident dare challenge their teachers, peers and parents but this is usually beaten out of them, real quick. The rest nod their heads because they want acceptance and, after a while, forget they were pretending as they have now accepted the programming. Its a very, very slick trick. This is why I’ve said you really shouldn’t trust your mind because one thing thats obvious is life is a Game of three halves, my friend:
There is what you know you know, what know you don’t know and what you don’t know you don’t know.
I’ve spent most of my time in my realm playing in the shadow aspects and thus have a perspective thats quite different to the rest as these things are not on any officially sanctioned curriculum. But that doesn’t mean they don’t exist as options. The question is who hid them? To what end? What if the solutions we seek are actually found by stepping into the darkness in order to become enlightened? Going back to the guy on his trip. At a later session he said:
“All of my life I’d had this dream of running away and never actually making any progress. Any time the monster had me in its grip I’d wake up in bed, screaming, with my heart thundering. Now I realize what this meant and how the seeming demon was the pain I’d draped over the child within from whom I was totally disconnected and living a life of near total ignorance as I drowned myself with coping mechanisms, addictions and all types of dysfunction. Why on Earth is this type of thinking and Knowing the Ledge not more prevalent? I’ve gained more in three sessions that I did from anything else they said because all the pills and potions never help and sitting there talking without feeling is so pointless that it was enough to drive me to drink as it was constantly retraumatizing without any true connection. Thank you for your help”.
Granted, his example may be dramatic but I’ve seen very similar things in loads of people as one childs world crumbled as an infant due to a mother that was rushing and thus the babies time on the tit wasn’t satisfying. As one of the Adulterated she overate and collected possessions whilst looking at everyone with a sense of suspicion that they inevitably fulfilled that kept her looping on the wheel of unfulfillment like a gerbil. A lot of these memories are preverbal – think “Stiff upper lip” and you’ll get my meaning – and ten out of ten people presenting with problems never knew how to breathe well as that is the prime coping mechanism as the body induces belts of tension that limit out life potential. See what I mean about a living hostage, yes? Not everyone needs psychedelics. Heck, you can approximate similar effects by breathing in and out for forty five minutes as well as various other, more subtle, methods that allow the Pane Body to melt its grip upon your awareness. Once you’ve felt this for your Self it becomes obvious that the mind cannot be trusted as it picks 8 things (from billions of bits of information) filters them through a Rolodex of past imperience before stitching them together into a narrative based on expectation and programming hence Slave describes those best who willingly remain in ignorance of this process and think its not even worth the attempt of recoding their internal OS.
All children that step into this realm are Warriors, replete with boundless Inner Sense. Why do they lose their glow? Why do they become Adulterated? Why are they soon filled with plenty of data about what to Thunk but very little instruction in the art of thinking and even less in terms of gnosis aka Knowing the Ledge.
The Game of Souls has you, my friend. If I am the messenger then this is my message.
Till we meet again
