As far as I can tell, one of the main functions of gaining Slave/Master level access of the Game involves taking part in adjustments. You could say they are akin to Agents of the Matrix, in that respect, as it highlights how this whole thing is a stage managed operation in which your response-ability equates your free will. What do I mean by this? Simple:
Have you ever met someone whose life was going well and then they made a friend – it could be relationship or such thing – and after that they were never the same again? Chances are this encounter bought long suppressed or repressed feelings and events to their awareness. Now, the Slave will blame the other but how can they be at fault when that was actually within? The Warrior, on the flip, thanks them for this intervention and uses it as a catalyst to spiring onto a quantum leap of evolution. Granted, this runs counter to mans natural state which detests change and thus many attempt to cling to an old worldview that never served them when, in reality, they should rejoice as the rise to the occasion by coming face to faceless with that which, ordinarily, they never would even dream of handling. Well, that is an ironic aspect because if you were to speak to said folks and find they kept a journal of their nocturnal wonderings its a straight line in Tetris moment when they discover many hints and tells that led to this event. Some report a feeling of predestination, others state it felt odd in a sense that they cannot quite place, yet, as its so far beyond their standard lexicon and way of doing things. This is the interplay of Universe A and B, in full effect. The best hint I can give is to roll with it and attempt to see what gift is being presented wrapped in papers of fear and dread. This, in many ways, is lifes true challenge beyond the treadmill as breakdowns can be breakthrough if one is equipped with the right tools to handle them.
Sadly, most are not and will rush to the docs for pills or reach for something else to mask the symptoms which, in turn, only amplifies the ill effects which leads to resentment to said Agent of Chaos. That is, in my view, entirely incorrect as a) thats an immense waste of voltage you could use for Self Construction and b) in the end you’ll see how it was for the best. This doesn’t mean you should suppress your rage. Far from it. Like the pain you must embrace it in order to win the Game but recollect that they are an aspect of your consciousness projected into the realm and thus they simply did what you wouldn’t without a swift tickle from the metaphysical equivalent of a cattle prod. Of course, as you can guess, this shock can be quite unpleasant but such is how the Game is on this level as its all about trauma, trance and timelines. Many attest that after said events were integrated they felt an immense burden they hadn’t been aware of carrying was lifted and, for some, this spurs a massive quest that often directs them toward Self realization which can only be a good thing. Sadly, many can (and do) fall at the first hurdle which is quite rough for them as then the voice in their head piles it on, real thick, as it asserts its total dominance over their resonance and they find themselves in far worse a position than before said interaction.
This is why discernment is vital and being aware of concepts such as the reality tunnel, the primacy of consciousness, why the Game is what it is and countless other bits and bobs I’ve sprinkled in many articles. Learn how to Witness your Self, speak to the child within, decode how life is speaking and hack your human nature as well. Anyone who applies just them will easily step into a far better version of themselves as they shake off the crusty, dusty way of being (as exemplified by the Pane Body) that was a bad habit and gain the familiar newness of a burgeoning state of Inner Sense instead. Its quite wonderful, if wacky and potentially shattering. Like I said, the only difference between a breakdown and breakthrough is the same as Victim and Victor as they start identical but its where you take it thats important. The future is yours, do something about it.
Personally there were times, like Sam, where I thought I wouldn’t last for long but now I see I’m able to ascend to a higher plane of consciousness and its from here I speak on the Game and my way to play as these things worked for me and could for thee if you find your Self in a place that wasn’t expected. Let me lace you with an example:
Man meets women. She is a stripper who likes dancing. At no point in this interaction did he consider it odd that she had turned her charms on him nor the improbable circumstances under which they met as he was, to put it nicely, not the best looking and quite socially awkward as well. Thing is, he was a pretty decent fellow and quite amusing to be around as well. If you got him out of his shell. This she did well as a) she was picked for that resonance and b) she masturbated his ego like a pro and had him leaking at the tip of anticipation of what kicks. She sexed him six ways from Sunday, together they built an immense castle in the sky and when it was time to move in, she left. No further access. No one knew where to check and he spent ages looking for his Cinderella who skipped down and took her glass slippers as well. To say he was distraught was an understatement and as his world crumbled the tears fell. He blamed himself, mainly and did the old trick of replaying convos in his head and than sank into depression after a brief spate of violence in which he, for the first time, hit the clubbing circuit. This was an oddity as the man didn’t drink but at this time turned to it like a fish and was knocking people out on the reg to vent his frustrations as he scoured the town in hopes of seeing her someplace. Wouldn’t happen as she was transplanted to town, placed in his life and given a script to enact then trip. I know this may sound tinfoil but its exactly how it is. “What in it for her?” I hear you yell. Simple, she deposits a chunk of her bad karma on him as a catalyst, takes some of his potential and, if the job is done well, ascends a step on the pyramid the Slave/Masters worship. This world is a stage, as Shakespeare said, and these people are actors, par excellence.
When we met he was a wreck and, back then, I had very little insight into the true depth of the sketch but was pretty adept and making people see via a different lens so I asked:
“Strip the story of content and lets examine the context. When else did you feel like this?”. Cue a few minutes of blubbering and laments as the energies under the surface, churning, did comprehend that the man who stands in front of them is presenting a path for them to come to his head from his chest. He recollected his fathers untimely death and how that left him in a similar state of abandonment. Of course, the rage was suppressed and he’d always felt that his absence meant there was no one to teach him how to be a man, chat up women and all those things which usually pass from the masculine to the next generation. Can you see how this works yet? Anyway, after ages (and loads of mood swings as he attempted to integrate the energies) it started to click how he’d been handed a bittersweet pill that he’d ingested and now had to digest in order to excrete this previously stuck energetics which were generating a maelstrom of emotions. I asked him how it felt letting rip in the clubs and he responded:
“Amazing” as his face lit. “I was there looking for her and had absolutely no problem going up to women and asking if they knew this stripper chick as the previous fear of getting rejected and looking like a bell end no longer existed as my overarching mission was of great significance. Not only this but I, whilst lubricated, would say the most ridiculous and off the wall things that generated their interest as I was blatantly direct. This, as you’d expect, generated tensions with the men they were either with or had been intended to tap them and thus I’d respond with aggression which felt absolutely fantastic. This, often, turned them on and I’d feel an enraged sexing mixed with longing and regret that either had her bucking like a demon or me soaking the sheets with tears instead. To say it was intense was an understatement”.
One day he rose with knuckles red and recorded the oddest dream in which his father said he was proud of him for becoming a man and how we must play the hand we’re dealt as life is a Game of chance. He felt something shift within and that validation of his masculinity fitted in to the void she left and thus he felt more whole and complete than he ever had known.
Now, this isn’t actually a very extreme example but his folks all thought he’d flipped his lid as the previously mild mannered mamas boy was off the chain and coming in at all times of the AM whilst causing much static. So he moved. This was something he never would have ever imagined previously as he felt, but didn’t admit, she had became his burden, inherited, upon his fathers untimely exit. This resentment bubbled under the surface and further gnawed at the sense that other people were living whilst he was watching on the sidelines and now he had his own crib bills were in effect and this motivated a need to make ends so he went into business and did pretty well at it. Cue a patching up of things but now in a different resonance in which his mother was glad her son was back under her wing but never again would he reside under her thumb as he’d proved he was too big for this. On went his adventure.
All in daze work for a team of fallen angels, eh? But then, who but them who sink can point one to uplift even if they’re content to reign in Hell instead? Food for thought, yes? This is but one of many examples in which I’ve seen the same blueprint etched since and they say its not in the best interests of a magician to perform the same tricks in front of an identical audience but, luckily for me, I not only felt their effects my Self but had been helping others since back when so as it kicked I found resources and insight I wasn’t aware I possessed that was an immense help in upping my res as we are inside a fractal which means you not only interact with figments of your imagination but that there is immense resonance as there are no chance meetings due to life following a tight script. If one diverges from it then they’ll swoop in with events, circumstances and situations that work using a similar blueprint to give you just a little of what it is you think you want whilst causing an immense shift in your energetics to bring disequilibrium which is up to you to balance.
As you can probably guess there are a lot who fell at this hurdle and either ended up in mental institutions, medicated or miserable. This is why I’ve said one needs to be authentic and impeccable as well as having a clear grounding on the rules of the Game and how its played as it can all go left. You can, with a Warriors mindset, shake the shackles of past events, reverse all rites and come out the other end far better than you went in as there are plenty of myths and legends that attest to this as, once upon a when, this was well known as the way of initiation. But the Game shifted so thanks to those who upheld this tradition, even if they tend to manifest in ways quite strange as they have their own aims and, in general, do not wish you to ascend but that is a deeper topic as there are no accidents in this realm, only opportunities my friend.
Till we meet again
