First thing is that real, genuine enlightenment feels like hell as it kicks because it shows you reality for what it truly is. I mean, its not like it comes with a user guide or hint of what to expect. Heck no. You get a whole load of voltage in your system and then have to figure out how to route it through your energetics and, worse still, the modern world is quick to think “Must be a schiz, fill him with pills” if you happen to speak on the shifts you’ve Witnessed before integration as they’re all well adjusted to mass social sickness and thus really, really good at playing Simon Says… Once things stabilize a bit it tends to spark an immense amount of compassion for others who are suffering but here comes the problem:
They will never, ever do what it takes to dive into the shadows depth and reconnect with their true Self.
I, myself, would never, ever have done this had the fates not kicked like they did in which – at its culmination – I died and came back again after being betrayed by my friends which set me off on a massive quest of introspection to make sense of WTF happened. Then past life memories kicked in as well as higher Gnosis of who I truly am, in and beyond this realm. Here is where I’m asking for your help:
What would you do in this situation?
You’ve got a whole load of tools and insight as well as practical imperience in higher states of drug free consciousness along with why the world is how it is and how to shift your wavelength. The problem is that 8 out of ten people believe they are the voice in their head and not that which listens. It is designed, off rip, to prevent Self realization. That is its chief intent and main directive because once you Know who you is then its grip on the reigns of your consciousness is voided.
Now, the vast majority of the world is simply not ready to disconnect. I’ve been at this for lifetimes. Lifetimes. Some of you reading will have also been taking the steps and here comes the next bit:
The ones on the Path do not need any external help as they are all aware it comes from within. The posers that are pump faking and selling a false image (that many truly, genuinely believe and accept as real progress) will hate what you say or dismiss it, wholesale. Then there is the hidden influence that profits from ignorance, suffering and pain.
A wise old man high, high up on a mountain told me long, long ago to forget about the world and handle my own problems. Back then I thought he was taking the easy way out. Now, a decade later, I see he was talking sense. And yet my compassion will not let me relent. I’m not saying I’m special or anything else. Far from it. I prefer the tretaphor of a coal to diamond and as you know well that alchemical shift comes from loads of pressure that doesn’t relent. Nobody picks that lane voluntarily but, in the grand scheme, everyone eventually will.
Essentially this entire realm at present is a total deception in which there is, was and has been an all out assault on your consciousness that was raging since before you stepped in and it counts on you remaining ignorant and never, ever looking within or second guessing the commands in your head as then it can trick you back into reincarnation. This was all very well known in the last Yuga hence why so many advanced Souls left before the change of the members of the board. Note that each and every god figure in this realm at present was based on the Trickster myth and archetype it brings. This is the Kali Yuga mindset. Soon it will change to Techno Sapiens with false bliss and altered carbon thanks to a silicon remix which marks the upswing but if you calculate the variables you’ll see how that is the ultimate deception.
I’ve been beating this drum for decades. Decades. I intuited it way before things got thick and since my internal lamp was illuminated it just amped that guidance but when it comes to helping the rest who are suffering it really makes me see, clearly, exactly how much of a challenge it is as A) peoples attention spans are decimated, B) places like Reddit are filled with feel good echo chambering and image selling when the real process is dark and dangerous as you’re excavating psychospiritual mess both of your own making and inherited from your lineage so its akin to ripping out the foundations of the (false) self which can, for some, cause all types of complications in their day to day.
I don’t blame people for their lack of motivation to Know the Ledge in this respect. Far from it. In many ways I respect the dedication it takes to maintain such a low vibration and actually live with it. The old dude stated, flat out, that my desire to help others was actually a disguised coping mech that was truly preventing my complete and total Self realization as it was merely a distraction. Between then and now I see he was totally correct and I’m glad I had the wisdom to question what I thought was important and then listen to what another said.
I’m at a point where its time to either place my chips and spin the wheel in public or cash out and go sit on a hill some place distance and just keep on unraveling lifes deepest secrets as I progress because there comes a time when you are so far removed from what the rest accept that you may as well be from another realm and speaking a different language. The ones plugged in simply will not get it as they’ve never had a reason to delve to such depths and virtually all of the publicly available methods are nerfed on purpose or mostly ineffective. Its why you keep consuming self help content, booking a retreat or reading about the topic with very little, in the grand scheme, changing aside from the temporary hits that bring a momentary flicker of bliss.
Enlightenment isn’t sitting there with a mysterious grin beaming axioms of wisdom at anyone who’ll listen. Its a part of it but the main thing is an immense empathetic swell that sees, clearly, the true degree of suffering that is being inflicted on this realm that is far closer to a living hell in the flesh at present in comparison to what it could be. But many wannabe adepts will take this as a tacit admission at the lack of progress and some will state “depression” whilst others says “Who/why do you care? Avast with thee!”.
The truth of the matter is that I actually unconditionally accept my Self and that, my friend, unleashes the resonance of Inner Sense that is absolutely fantastic. Each and every child stepping in possess it with abundance as it is them and they are it. Then this state is Adulterated. This was done by a combination of your parents (mainly), family, world how it is, spiritual systems, media influence, linguistic constructions, past life inheritances and, vitally, the identity you are animating as John of House Smith which is the main thing that hides all of what I said in a way that is super duper slick as suggested by the voice in your head which is neurologically designed to prevent you directing your awareness within to where your true strength dwells as its wrapped in papers of fear and dread due to suppressed events etc etc.
That is basically what you have to undo.
For most, reading, that may seem terrifying, blasphemous or whatever else they wish. Everything has been corrupted. Everything. The only thing that is pure and unchanging is a state I’ve termed the Witness and it exists with the golden circle of the present moment. It is constant from one life to the next. Awake or dreaming in bed and any other variable you can imagine. Come into alignment with this and you’ll spark the lamp in which the ember of Inner Sense is flickering still but to get there you have to virtually challenge everything which most people simply cannot afford to do and fewer still have the wish to upend a life that is comfortable as they eat the bread and watch the circus from now till death then back again.
Its like being in a dream. Whilst there it all seems reasonable and solid. Then you rise in consciousness and find your Self in bed thinking “What the F?” as you get on with the business of living. That is how awakening is felt except you go from believing you’re the story in your head to actually Knowing (capitalized for a reason) that you’re an immortal wearing flesh and that is what is so horrifying about all of this as it offers a totally different sketch of this realm, the forces at the helm and true cost of manifesting in the third dimension at present. Not fear mongering but telling it how it is from my lens. Neither am I preaching a gospel for the apostles either as you are free to accept or reject my perspective as I always encourage everyone to aim to prove my views incorrect but not with a quote of what someone else said but by a thorough reality testing instead. I mean, try this:
Go and stand perfectly still for 9 minutes. Do not move a single muscle. Just close your eyes and listen to what is happening within whilst breathing with ease. Notice how quickly you’ll start to feel uncomfortable as the voice in your head ramps up its discontent and attempts to sway you from this process. Your thoughts will become chaotic and you’ll note immense tensions of which, previously, you were ignorant. These are all the suppressions and repression which must be excavated. Do it too quick and psychosis is all you get. Pace it correct and its still quite harrowing as the content is so far beyond the ken of the (false) self and its expectations that many have had a glimpse then ran shrieking “Never again”.
What would you do, my friend? I’m genuinely asking for your guidance as what I have gained is priceless and I feel its something that only increases in value when shared but we live in times of pop psych and faux spiritual bliss with very few who seemingly possess the spiritual strength to accept this mission. Worse still is there are loads who have bought into a delusion they believe is true progress but isn’t as its just the (false) self in a new mask as this Opponent is not of this realm but projects via your consciousness and, at this very moment, has billions in its grip that, each and everyone one, believe is them. Thats the wildest bit. Ancient cultures called it Wetiko, Krivida or the parasite of consciousness. Jesus reffed it as the spiritual wickedness, placed well. Buddha called him Mara and Steiner labeled him Ahriman.
I quote not these as merely read text or appeals to authority but to share how documented and genuine this all is but what a lot of people miss is its methods are constantly changing ergo what worked then may not, completely, now. Just like what I’ve clicked will not be as effective when transhumanism happens and people are chipped with lowjacked interfaces to their consciousness of the same thing as they live lives of synthetic bliss, extended lifespans of great health and all the robosex you can handle on a planet finally devoid of conflict.
But it will all be artificial. With no off switch. Except nobody would have accepted the offers of silicon escapism if carbon based reality hadn’t been made so hellish.
Thats why I feel I can’t relent as people, in general, can either not see it or refuse to accept it will happen in their incarnation. But it will. What would you do, my friend? The other side of awakening is something almost as intense as the process to elevate from the depths to peak states of consciousness as you peer behind the veil and things are never, ever the same again. Some know but keep it quiet and state its up to the rest to take the same steps as they did, with no guidance. Others opine that all will eventually make their way and, in the interim, let them enjoy the illusion of wearing skin as the machine elves do what they do best and make beasts of men in this immense Game we all play by inserting our Souls as credits but its the fact that this is the hint that you’re an aspect of the Prime who pre-exists and thus could flip the script and break the square watermelon out of its engineered shell to cry freedom as you ascend…
And side step the tricks they’ve set to reel you back in… This is why I said your mind doesn’t change when you die, my friend, ergo now is the best time to gain Gnosis because if liberation was an option and the other was a mindwipe with fresh skin – which one would you choose to pick?
Agent Smith said that billions were living, oblivious and how he relished their ignorance which, in turn, nourished him and the architect that programmed his mission of suppression of the masses, plugged in. Truth sold as fiction or the ravings of a head shrink wrapped in tinfoil that simply reads too much in? I’ll let you tell it. Either way, there is life as it was, back when, and how its unfolding at present. The strangest thing is that even in the midst of the darkness, I shone. Thats when I clicked that the call to adventure was actually a return to Inner Sense and, across the realm, ancient cultures knew this well as they each had their own version of the flex whereas we – of flat screens and IEDs – dwell in what is best termed an spiritual adolescence, which is why I guess life feels waiting for Godot, in many respects and the stress it brings for those plugged in.
Is that the eschaton I hear immanentizing?
Till we meet again
