I have multidimensional thinking. What I mean by this is I can take any idea, event or concept and turn it around in my head to see it from any angle or perspective I wish. “A handy trick” an eminently practical (and thus rich) friend of mine once said, as he would always call upon me whenever he had a problem that he wished to find a solution for via a view from a different lens. As he was leaving, sporting a grin as I’d just told him how to use a downturn to his advantage, he said “You’re a great resource but I couldn’t live like this. I’d be stuck in a constant state of paralysis of analysis. Finger on the trigger, taking everything in, poised for action but never pull the blick because you’re stuck in your head, trying to work all the angles”.
To say I was flabbergasted was an understatement as that, to me as a jit, was the first time I met my blindspot when it comes to Self perception. “Of course!” I exclaimed. “How on Earth did I not see this?” I wondered, but then our minds playing tricks on us is nothing new as that is how they are shaped to function. What else? I mean you, right now, are unfinite awareness being filtered through the limited density perceptions of flesh which is then ran through and processed by your life imperience and expectations of possible before being edited into a seamless thread that discounts billions of bits of information to focus on a handful instead which you then (in real time) project on an “out there” that doesn’t actually exist anywhere but inside your head.
Crazy, isn’t it that I spotted this but missed the obvious which my action oriented friend whose motto for living was “Decent will do, just make it happen” versus my quest for mapping all and everything then tapping the natural resources present to the optimal depth in order to create something quite amazing and breathtaking. That is the Game. It will meet you on your own level and hide in the very last place you’d seek because its like the bundle of nerves in the back of your eye that they call the blind spot colloquially but without which you wouldn’t be able to see. In order to perceive that its like taking a quantum leap and being willing to step outside of the limits you call “Me”. For example, peep:
Wild isn’t it? But also so visceral and direct that you cannot discount what I’ve said as you’ve just caught your mind with its hand in this biscuit tin. Watch it slink off with an impish grin but remember – it will try and make you forget this little slice of wisdom and encourage you to slide back into the old Patterns of thinking that lead to it being at the helm of your awareness and thus Slave describes those best who know not this. The Warrior takes this gnosis that glistens in the darkness within and nourishes it, protects it and uses it for guidance as they aim at nothing less than transcendence which means total domination takes full concentration but never tense or hesitant. Just present. Here, now and therefore free to resonate throughout eternity. Anywhen, I say that to say this:
If what I’ve said sounds familiar and you too have difficulty making decisions and sticking to it then realize this is just the other side of your gift. In nature the poison and cure often grow alongside which is an immense hint and there will always be one in your circle of friends to balance the element as I said. The trick is to pick the most practical move available at the moment which brings you closer – even if by only an inch – to the beneficial outcome intended. Let me give you an example:
Fatty Fat Fat is, as his name suggests, quite corpulent. Triple F is also known for devouring knowledge like cream cakes and shovels both of them in at an alarming rate. His corpulency extends from the flesh to intellect and thus there is at least some form of resonance as he feels in his element when doing this. Lately though he’s been realizing this is a problem. Before he rationalized it well because of the immense amount of learning in his head which says “For optimal neuro efficiency the brain needs to use the reserves of glycogen therefore I eat these sweet treats not for the gustatory pleasures but for the intellectual benefits of increased cognitive performance”. Like most of the good lies we tell ourselves this is only partially correct because Fatty’s developmental years were quite harrowing and in order to escape from the pain he keeps hidden beneath his neck (in an attempt to disconnect from the past whilst evading the present) he found solace in his sweet tooth. There is another added benefit of making him appear very unattractive to the opposite sex (even though he craves affection) so his subconscious says “Two birds with one stone” and he keep shoveling.
Were he to stop, even for a moment, an immense discomfort would grip his abdomen and its tension from not processing (ie being distracted from dealing with the emotion he hasn’t digested or accepted from said events, back when) would cause him to act out blaming them, him or her – whoever was present – as the cause of his problem when it actually comes from within.
Fatty has been on the planet a few decades and is totally used to this way of living. Its second nature to him but, for all of his smarts, he never stopped to question “What is the Prime state that this learned way of living is hiding?“. Luck smiled on him and Fatty came waddling into my office on fine evening and said “I know everything there is to know about metabolism, comfort eating, psychological defenses and all the rest but yet I can’t stop eating. Will you help me fix this?” he asked in between absent minded bites of the protein bar he brandished that he washed down with a a sugary drink.
The resonance was most interesting as these events unfolded long after the original “Paralysis of analysis” conversation that headed this missive and thus it was intriguing to see so many elements of myself reflected back in the corpulent frame that sat in my office and had the chair holding on for dear life after he placed his sizable bulk upon it. “What have you tried?” I asked him.
He reeled off a list that involved every single external thing you could mention, their pros, cons, long term benefits, the best alternatives as well as many other synergistic options and variables. His research was impeccable but he’d fell for the trick his mind was playing upon his awareness so I reiterated the question in a way more visceral:
“If one on the one hand” I said, approximating a scale with my limbs “You’ve got endless shoveling of sugary treats into your mouth piece and on the other you’ve got something practical which was actioned and not just researched, reasoned or posited give me the level of balance in the past day, month and year”.
Crestfallen he said “At least ninety eight percent theoretical”. See, this is how you can catch your mind playing tricks because all that “Coulda, shoulda, woulda” BS goes flying past the windowsill once defenestrated and demonstrated by what you actually did that was true, solid and tangible. Now we could’ve launched into an immense diatribe or mental jousting talking about that or this but by now I’m certain you’ve spotted how that is another distraction because, as luck would have it, at that very moment he reached into his jacket and pulled out another snack which I used as an example.
“Stop” said I, with a tone dramatic. “Here is your chance to tip the scales in ways favoring being thin instead of sinking further into the velvet lined rut of corpulence, overthinking and distraction that brings you in to my office seeking solutions”. “How?” he replied with palpable tension at his Pattern being interrupted as his subconscious was simply doing what it did best:
“Keep his mouth filled otherwise he’ll scream and yell against what happened back when and that is not acceptable”. This was an old script laid down by his gaslighting parents who rationalized their treatment of him as their folks before them and so on went the links of his suffering all the way back to the root laid by an ancestor which was manifesting in the present moment. In that respect we all must tend our own personal Garden of Eden which (for most) is an overgrown personal hell. Can you see why the mind plays tricks in order to prevent the realization of this? The Slave doth acquiesce without protest, even though they feel quite miserable and unfulfilled as they sip from the poisoned chalice that tastes sweet on their lips and hides the bitterness within. The Warrior takes another option and thus liberates the internal poisons in order to make space for the natural nectar we all possess to take up its rightful station at the helm of his awareness. Getting back to the moment:
“All you’ve got to do is make sure the very next thing you do is in resonance with your intent of getting slim, which this” I gestured at the crumbs which surrounded him during the forty five minute appointment “Isn’t”. “Take this pad and pen” I said then quickly instructed him on the art of talking to the child within as that is who controls these actions due to blindly following old Patterns programmed as modes of survival back when. “Let the emotions and sensations flow onto the page and see what happens”.
With that he left.
It wasn’t an instant process. No, far from it. He failed many times but always took it as feedback instead which reframed the process as a learning curve on the path to Self mastery. Along the way the weight started dropping. It actually left and never came back without him starving himself as he’d now fed that part of him that was famished and simply following orders it had penned in a childs perspective as a survival mechanism. A resonance, a connection within was developed and all it took was interrupting the Pattern by being aware in the moment and choosing a different option then asking the why and when for these actions from the child within. Once the energetics are made conscious they are defused below the neck and thus the behavior they created also shifts and one can program in new modes of being which are far more pleasurable. Sadly 81% of the populace would rather die, and will, rather than glimpse within. They’ll clutch to events, symbols and concepts that are akin to the cakes and biscuits that Fatty was eating and see no problem. The same goes with the huge amount of folks who are outsanely talented but can’t get out of their head as the thought of concrete action fills them with dread and thus they end up chasing their tale, doing nothing practical and ending up miserable as another cautionary tale of wasted potential.
There are a lot of folks, male and female, who are conventionally attractive, have a lot going for them and are in demand for sexing but can’t seem to hold down a relationship as they mess it up once in or (even worse) do not allow themselves to commit as they are holding out for the hypothetical perfect that ticks all of the boxes on an immense laundry list their mind says will be the one who fixes them and makes it all worth it. By now you should have formed a rudiment sketch inside your head of what is truly happening and how to deal with the energetics as its all about how you relate to your Self and in that sense the past is always present.
Heck, a lot of these things aren’t even formed in your lifetime. They are the inheritance of those who came before and chose to live and die without examining as they expected an external savior, shored themselves up with accomplishments or focused their attention on distractions which often lead to a masked existence. This is actually a huge problem. Humanities greatest wish is to be honest but seeing it is just like this optical illusion as the mind which plays trick is great at hiding itself from that which is pure within:
Inner Sense. The Witness. That which makes it all possible and who you are before, during and after this sojourn into the land of five senses aka Valley of the Plebs. Nobody but your Self can motivate the rise to a higher state of being and that is why I say freedom comes from within but the first step is realizing you’ve been tricked and currently identify with an Adulterated aspect of Self that takes in an edited narrative, mistakes it for the real thing and continually does more of what is ineffective, never worked since back when and actually functions as a very good distraction designed to prevent the realization (and thus transcendence) of the true problem.
Do the most productive thing you can do now. Use the notepad and pens with two inks to speak to the child within and inch towards a practical application of the Knowledge of Self you’re gaining by becoming aware of the many layers of deception that make the hologram of reality possible. At the root of all of this people all over the world are suffering due to being disconnected from within. It manifests in ways countless and whilst the solution is based upon the individual, their strength and circumstances the outline of what I’ve shared is the same for all those I meet who wish to take their first steps on the Path of Power so take what works, leave the rest, put it to the test and see what happens.
Till we meet again
