I’d like you to image a rose. As it grows along the stem there are some thorns and things in the way that pave the way and protect what is to come. Pretend that one of these manages to go rogue and worm its way in to the tender core. As things develop that which was soft now needs to protect itself from a threat that shouldn’t have developed. And yet it did. In order to do this what was as smooth as silk becomes more like aluminum and instead of blooming it starts folding within. Into this maze the thorn is released and it too seeks freedom but irritates, greatly.
That, in a nutshell, is how your ego was born or, as I term, the (false) self. It is, first and foremost a protective mech designed to prevent the gnosis of what I said. The folding in can be caused by a wave of regret when a career woman realizes she’s pregnant or the extremes of abuse that were sent from the Devil himself as well as the more usual fare of two words shattering your inner realms. Either way, all go through this on this stage as it seems to be part of the wage one pays to play the Game. This fracturing causes immense consternation and anxiety that people will deny, vehemently. As said things need to speak the stress is often blamed on a third party whilst most rarely consider it is them that is the constant in each scrape and situation. Cognizance of such things is how one creates the Path by walking and then you’ll surely come face to faceless with your Opponent. For them, its the greatest trick because its like going to the casino with somebody elses wallet. If you win, big spends! If not, his problem. In the spiritual sense you can link this to the karma trick that keeps one bound to the wheel of time because if another is writing cheques then has you trained to cash them it would be quite different, yes? Thing is with the spiritual aspect one must learn to discern within whereas the other type of fraudulence could be traced and ended quick. Remember – the human mind has no firewall and there are those who know this well and aim to exploit it with every trick.
Because this (false) self is built on the denial of trauma and pain it tries to direct one to pleasurable things, no matter how destructive or questionable. The greatest tell, in this respect, is the fact that they need constant redosing. Its never a one hit, quit or even a case of pretending you’re fixed because once the hooks are in then you’ll be a Slave to its rhythm. There are many opiates in this realm ranging from the ones the British force fed the Chinese then laundered the profits through its banking system up to religion in its modern incarnation:
If you wish to see a true glimpse of human psychosis, well writ, then simply glance at the content that gets the traffic and it shows how people are, well, quite basic. Not only this but they have an immense appetite for deception and illusion that others are happy to pimp. “Its still real to me, dammit!” says the one who doesn’t believe the blue and red shift is a trick to prevent being Centered in Self.
In many respects you could accurately claim that what people call a supreme being is actually manifested as thee aka your awareness. The Adulterating aspect of the (false) self is then, by necessity, the Devil which brings an interesting step in I call upping your resolution as one must learn to discern the nature of these impulses as you cannot be the voice when you’re that which listens to said wavelength. Its a simple trick, hence why it holds so many in its grip but once it clicks you generate a distance which changes reaction into creation instead. Remember, response-ability is true free will. Accept no counterfeit! Alas, sadly, most are meat puppets and quite content to swing on strings and then there are those among us who are most certainly not human along with the Agents themselves linked in to the one who pimps aka the Slave/Master shenanigans.
And then there is me. He who been cursed to see the lay of the land as it is and is on a quest for liberation from this realm and that makes things really quite interesting as all of my life I’ve been lied to and misled by those who want nothing less than to prevent my exodus via erecting barriers on the Path to Self realization. Thing is, the obstacle is the way, in the end and they are simply showing me what to peep which is really quite nice of them. Obviously it takes a different frame of mind to gain this type of gnosis as one could gnash and wail whilst vowing revenge but if I’m dealing with figments of my imagination made manifest this makes perfect sense as an aspect that needs to heal by allowing my Self to feel. Embrace the pain to win the Game as this shows the Opponent for who he is and leaves him no place to hide from your vision as it becomes quite easy to tell how he’d held you in a state of trance via mass hypnosis that offers an immense perspective in what truly kicks and why it feels like the inmates took over the asylum, back when. Back on thread:
Because we are inside a fractal that is built up of nested Patterns its very easy to fall or, as they say, get with the program. This is the reason why many children say “When I grow up I’ll never be like them” and then find the same mind pouring onto the next gen in ways virtually identical. With this in light we see the shades hide a secret most miss and fewer yet comprehend:
This is how its done because as the old adage attests about you using only ten percent of your brain what they actually meant was awareness as the rest is subconscious and this, my friend, is manipulated in ways subtle and obvious, smooth and ferocious from the moment you step in until you’ve actually left this realm. What? You thought they’d waste all that good conditioning? Hell no. That is the vital point, the proof of the pudding and you’ll remember this as you get slammed back into the flesh as you comprehend the entire point of the willhelpme project.
And it all started with a thorn. Something that was mislocated and caused a break in your development that generated a cascade of effects I’ve termed the Pane Body and this train of thought leaps from one gen to the next, unchecked, hence why the world is a mess. As intended. Its all part of a master plan. Those with it are rewarded well for misleading the plebs with artful deception that solves nothing but generates problems instead. They, themselves, are complicit in their oppression because they’re under the influence of the splinter of consciousness that manifests as the voice in their head that intercepts their feelings and raw sensations with a filtered narrative and handy, dandy projections instead that, very often, have very little to do with what presents and say far more about the interloper within. In a nutshell, if you believe you’re the (false) self with total, unchecked confidence then thou shalt reap what it sows in terms of ignorance but if you dare Know the Ledge and remove the Adulteration from Inner Sense that which was rendered numb and unfeeling can, once again, become coherent with the all of everything because only that which steps in can exit, in the end, and the rest – no matter how you slice it – is basically delusion as there is a part of you that is eternal, all Knowing and totally resonant. Children are proof of this for it overflows from their presence and yet none question why it dims. That is why I’ve said that Slaves don’t think, they Thunk instead as these topics are not for polite discussion or those caged inside their heads denying what I’ve shared. Its also why I say reality test and believe not a thing until you’ve felt it for your Self as that is the way you create the Path – by walking.
Till we meet again
