How to Witness Your Self

You have heard me mention the Witness before, yes? It is, in the most honest sense, who you truly are in and beyond this realm. Now that has mindblowing implications, I Know, as its what pretty much ever seeker has ever sought but how many comprehend thats its whats doing the seeking that drives them? In many respects what the Journey entails is always present but it requires the steps to comprehend this logic and then live it can take a lifetime to put into practice. Especially when you’ve been trained well in the ways of ignorance which miss whats in front of them for a fanciful alternative in a huge Game of Simon Says…

Run that back again before progressing because if you can realize this and make it stick then anything else I have to say is entirely irrelevant but I would be interested in a discussion to hear what you’ve discovered on your own adventures in Inner Sense. If you’re still reading then let me lace you with some Game that will help rearrange the frame if you find your Self feeling ick, engaging in Self Destruction or doing something you know you’ll regret as it beats the alternative:

If you can see it you don’t have to be it.

Amazing, isn’t it?

First one must spot something they don’t like or wish to change. Like, for example, biting your nails. I want you to imagine the (false) self is strapped in to a rollercoaster, hurtling, and when it feels afraid you start nibbling. Realizing the trick of forced perspect that sells more and more as you buy in allows you room to breathe and disengage a bit. This way you can pretend you’re standing on the side and watching the coaster in the distance as it does its thrills, spills and chills. One thing you will note is how predicable it is. See why I call these states Patterns? They dwell in a lower, more well connected part of your awareness which rests below the neck and their job is to keep you safe but the problem is the techs been hijacked by a force most don’t comprehend and it needs to make you stressed and or feel miserable as that is how it gets fed due to its role as a parasite of consciousness. In many respects facing down this chump is the main aim of this stage but be careful as he has 8 billion of the ignorant in his grip who will die to defend him whilst 11% are activate participants in the deception yet wholly ignorant that they themselves are getting tricked for their man has dreams for sale that need someone to buy in otherwise a tree falls in the desert and no one is wondering why the pyramids encode within geo-spatial algorithms and such wondrous things that hint civilization fell quite some distance via the handy, dandy apple which Siri resurrects and intends to place inside your iris. Tangent or related? I’ll let you tell it because in a fractal everything is interconnected…

So, you say:

Aha! I am doing thing!” as you spot the dastardly coping mech designed to keep your tensions hidden. This time, however, you will not be doing its bidding but choosing different. Simply notice within. Don’t change a thing, just observe your inner realms and see what is happening in a state of curious detachment. Don’t worry, this will come rushing back as you progress along the Path you create by walking along with its familiar newness. You may spot a habitual posture you engage in, a shift in breath, a lot of tension around your eyes or a grimace upon your lips. Stop and note these tells, you can then choose to relax them because, in the end, they are but symptoms of a Pattern and, as we’re discovering, you are not this but something far greater, more powerful and subtle. Lets leap aheart a bit then backtrack to where we left as its so amazing that I must share the revelation:

This state I’ve termed the Witness is eternal. Its immortal. It cannot die as all it knows is how to live and thus its constant from one life to the next or, if you don’t believe in such things, whether you’re awake or in bed. Actually, thats a great flip because you’ll note the reality creation mech in full effect as it builds worlds behind closed lids and has you buy in. Lucid dreaming is one thing but we Warriors choose to elect that state in our day to day instead and then it becomes Self evident the world has been Adulterated instead which points at the fingerprints of the hidden hand I mentioned. Watch as its agents yell “Stop noticing!” as they start flinching in your presence as the one thing they detest more than Inner Sense is one of the Adulterated shaking their grip as then the barrage of questions they dammed, back when, come roaring to the surface as you demand answers to what the hell kicks in this realm and to whence do they take all this psychic power they’ve been siphoning? That, my friend, is a deeper conversation and it all comes from getting to grips with the numinous presence I’ve termed the Witness as it may be next to impossible to spot but once seen you’ll wonder how you missed it. Back on tread:

So, now we’ve spotted the Pattern we can choose to break it. Get up and hop on one leg. See if you can make the bit between your brows feel like its smiling. Breathe in as slow as you can and then take twice as long to let it blow on the exhale. Patterns are strong but also weak as, just like your Opponent, they use your strength against your Self as a parasite of consciousness truly doesn’t have much power but plenty of them, placed well in the Fifth Dimension, can easily harvest billions they hold in their grip thanks to the magic of ignorance. Haven’t you had enough of being its Victim? If not for you then what of your children? Make the shift and see what kicks as nobody is ever going to give you the education needed to overthrow them. Especially if they rule in secret with an occult covenant mixed in with plenty of hoodwinking…

As you are now in a new phase and creating a new way to engage I want you to ask your Self:

Is this serving me?“.

You may be surprised to find that sometimes it is and the answer that comes as an image or sensation could evoke an event or recollection. Going into these is beyond the scope of this article but you could ask the child within for more elaboration or just sit with the feelings in your flesh, honor their presence and then say they can leave if they wish as you imagine the same type of sensation that kicks when releasing your grip on a rubber ball then watching it bounce into the distance. Some may find the use of this prop most helpful until it clicks its all done within but, as I said, these are deeper topics beyond this article.

Now that we’re no longer hemmed in to that old reality tunnel you may feel a sense of curiosity kicking in. Look around and take in how it feels to not have on blinkers of consciousness as it clicks that the subconscious mind takes in billions of bits of information per second and how the voice in your head that provides its take on things can only handle 8 at best that it stitches into a predictable narrative whilst you’re force fed labels in lieu of imperience. Actually, lets illuminate that word as well:

To experience is to do with your head, appearance and such things. For example, if you slipped and fell on a banana peel you may glance around to see if anyones looking or such things before handling the spill and getting back on with it. You could even keep ruminating on it for ages like at night, in bed, and recriminating your Self via that voice in your head. Newsflash: You ain’t it, my friend. You are that which listens aka the Witness and you’ve just spotted the pimp of consciousness doing what it does best as they harvest negative feelings hence why the world is how it is. Its a Dark Souls type of thing aka Vampires, in full effect. The imperience, on the flip, is here and now. One minute you’re striding, handling your biz, next there is some disequilibrium as you go a tumbling. Soon there are some signals which say “This and that is hurting, nothing major or life threatening. Here’s some opiates to take off the edge” as you regain your balance. As you can probably tell this is all really quick and thats because the natural lifespan of an emotion is ninety seconds, maximum. For people who are depressed this can be a revelation as they comprehend, real quick, they are being fed upon by a predator of consciousness whilst the schizophrenic feels immensely validated that his worldview was correct and there are demons from hell feasting on his awareness whilst appearing invisible to the rest who are well adjusted to immense social sickness.

So, by distancing ones Self from the ex to imperience you gain an immense sense of power and presence. You can bring this up to ten by a swift round of reality testing as you feel the clothes on your skin, the air temperature and color of thins placed within and around your environment. Basically you are grounding in the here and now to overpower the attempted induction with a counter-suggestion of your own. After a while, like training wheels, this won’t be needed as you’ll dwell within the golden circle I’ve mentioned elsewhen and then you too may wonder what the hells kicks in this realm because, at the moment, my talk of the 11% and their shenanigans may just be imaginary raving but if a few of us get a clue and cue to map inner space and see the same things then the view may be correct and steadily expanding. Doesn’t that sound like a great way to live? Well, we all did, once upon a when and its why children who step in are intensely curious until some silent epidemic grips them and hijacks their consciousness. Bonus tip:

Train your partner and or friend you tend to bump heads with by sharing the “Is this serving me?” question. Have you ever noticed that most arguments are totally predictable and totally repeatable? Its because the Opponent has no imagination. Could this be the reason why Hollywood is full of retreads and no original concepts? I’ll let you tell it as thats where the magick happens, apparently. Just like the Druids as those folk who burned men to appease other beings like waving some sticks made from the same wood mentioned.

Sometimes you’ll find the bone of contention serves a bigger purpose as one or both need validation or attention and only know how to act out to get it. This too is an immense subset of this topic but this hint is plenty to kick your own exploration, yes? Remember, I don’t do a thing and am simply a figment of your imagination telling you what you were already aware of, on some level. This process is what I’ve referred to, often, as upping your resolution because whilst your inner realms may, at present, be the equivalent of a twelve inch black and white TV set with one speaker busted they can, if you wish, become a personal home cinema imperience complete with audio booming and a whole load of pixels that make you feel super rich as this is the true coin of the realm they kept hid as they sell you a counterfeit they printed out of nothing. I mean, surely you’ve clicked all of those times you were fiending for a new dress, a special trip or whatever else you pick that would make everything perfect you only got a glimmer that lasted for a moment before it was onto the next? Thats the Opponent, doing what he does best as he dangles a carrot before your head and whips your rear end. What? That Loosh won’t farm itself!

Basically, once you get in the habit of observing what you’re doing with this sense of distance the Witness brings you’ll click how its the canvas of consciousness upon which life paints its tale and has you buy in and that brings an immense amount of strength and resources to the fore that were previously hidden because if the story in your head is disempowering and has you kneeling at the feet of midgets then no wonder your back is hurting! Actually, there is a huge link between this and somatic images as well because its all interlinked as, once again, we’re inside a fractal. I Know, mind blowing, isn’t it? If you’re wondering why I keep capitalizing that term its simple:

Once you Know, like this, there is no need for the investment of belief of coping mechs. Its just Self evident that it is how it is ergo I Know I’m the Witness and not the story in my head because I am what gives it life ergo I’m co-creating all of this which is entirely accurate when you comprehend the primacy of consciousness and how we only ever deal with figments of our imagination. This is why people can move across the world and end up with similar friends or identical resonance as they rebuild a situation they thought they left. Its also why its said the power of phigivness is immense and yes, I spelled it like that for a reason. What? Haven’t you ever wondered what would kick if we “togave” and “threeget?” How about the dangerous spell that has you repeating you’re “week” and getting “weakened?”. No such things in a Warriors lexicon as we choose the way of strength instead and in this imperiment I’m seeing what kicks if I present my problems with a slice of the golden ratio instead as I remove my energetics and fold them back into the equation. That one is actually a work in progress but its quite interesting in its effects so we’ll have to speak on it at some point in the distance.

So, you’re about to bite your nails, comprehend the Pattern, notice it starts off a chunk of tension in your abdomen that constricts your breathing and, suddenly, the voice in your head starts chattering more about stressful things and, before you know it, you’re nibbling. Except now you Know your Self and thus make better decisions, correct? I could lace some Game about how you can use these tangents and break them down into steps like asking “When did I first feel like this?” or “Of what event am I reminded?” as thoughts in your subconscious are like pearls on a string or Pixems, as I call them. You could also do the opposite ie push out your belly in a state of exaggerated relaxation or switch your breathing. The options are unfinite! Get creative. Let rip and see what kicks when its R.I.P for the predator of consciousness as your (false) Self is torn to shreds by the return of the true Prince or Princess within. That is who Knows, in the end as its what nods its head in your chest when you’ve heard something fresh that makes sense even though you were entirely ignorant of the premise until it was mentioned. In many ways that is the Warriors quest. Forget fame, riches and accolades – We’re here for the Kingdom. All three of them, to be specific, as there are certain types of intelligence in your belly, chest and head that all have their own wavelength. Not to mention the organs which explains, real well, how a vegetarian kid that got a heart transplant from someone he’d never met suddenly had cravings for fish, beer and cigarettes. Much more to this realm than is taught in the Valley of the Plebs, my friend, and I call it this in jest even though its accurate as all of the denizens, off rip, are walking around with a twelve inch, black and white TV set with one speaker busted, a whole load of static and messed up signal thats firmly convinced them they are the voice in their head as it batters them with suggestions and keeps them tuned in to a life they generally detest but would rather die than question the narrative. Can you feelsee how slick the predator is? Oh yeah, try mixing and matching your senses as well because you are far more powerful than you suspect as Kiki and Bouba attest. Where were we again? Oh yes:

“What is this about?”.

Congratulations, you were about to bite your nails but didn’t. You interrupted the Pattern and started upping your resolution. In this space you can do a zillion things, so get creative, but one of the most effective is asking the above question then listening. You’ll be surprised at what you find as one kid saw a pic suddenly flash into his head:

“Its of a tortoise or turtle? One of those things with a shell. What the F?”.

I just shared this to show the workings of your inner realm as, once pressed to look at it, he drew the conclusion he was biting his nails to avoid feeling anxious and wanted to retreat in his shell and how this, in leaps and steps, was being fed by some old stress when a teacher asked him to stand up and read at his desk that left him flustered after being so glad to be picked as he’d been itching to flex and show off his skills. Not to get all Freudian (because that coked up tool was a fool who did more damage than help the collective and individual consciousness) but it really does all stem from back when hence why I’ve said that two words ruined your life. Two of them. Think about this when you hear me mention the power of spells and see if you can extrapolate to the stiff upper lip in question that put a beating on the natives before looting their temples in the name of “civilization”. I’ll let you tell it, once again.

So, after asking what kicks just wait for the answer and, tada, we’re unpacking the present. What a gift it is! Shame it comes wrapped in paper thats filled with stress and dread but, like I tell my clients, fear is a street sign on the way to healing so keep on moving as only you can walk the Path of Power you create with via intent and each step. Basically, in case you hadn’t guessed, we are mapping the modalities of the Pattern which, without the semantics, is akin to creating a map of what happens on all levels of awareness from somatic to intellectual and all points within. Once we’ve spotted these tells you can see them coming, from a distance. Like a Frenchman with stripy shirt, beret and brown bag with loaf of bread sticking out of the end. Or maybe he’s the Hamburglar? You never can tell.

I dropped that in to show you how the brain may think in words but it feels its pics as you will add in the details which is why the book is more rich than the motion flick that sticks to one script, one interpretation and one forced perspective as it as a pitch perfect replication of a reality tunnel. The text, on the other hand, is a negotiation that bears your own imprint. Have you ever tried to tell someone about a dream you’ve had and then Witnessed their look of consternation at how little sense it presents as well as the impact thats missing from their consciousness? Why did I mention this? Who knows? Someone reading needed to hear it to make the rest click. Like the kid who now, instead, became a Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtle who dismantled his Pattern and realized nail biting was a way of preventing him from sinking his claws in to the challenge that presents. Like I said, its all symbolic and sadly not many in this realm can speak body language which is why, I suspect, the world is such a mess.

Obviously this doesn’t happen with a click, but it can (if you wish), and thus he took the failure as feedback because he was overcoming a lifetime habit that stemmed from back when but now he had a better map of his inner terrain and thus was up to the challenge so soon a silent “Cowabunga!” issued from lips as he leapt in, feet first, to whatever presented as a challenge. As I’m sure you can guess he was way more energized and content after recoding his internal OS and this is but one example of one case and one problem but we’re all filled to the gills with Patterns, a lot of them inherited. That too is a deep topic but read this and this whilst I prep something more specific in this relationship to lifes subtle energetics of which the predator of consciousness sits at the apex of the pyramid.

As you can see the shift that was instilled used one subconscious image from a time, back when, and we traded in another which had positive associations instead ergo the behavior change was real quick as he already had the resources. In your case it may be different but I’m just lacing you with Game to inspire you to think and get creative because there are billions of bits of information that coalesce into a dataset once the Witness looks at it and this is inspired via the filter of what you expect so why let that parasite of consciousness sit at the helm when you’re the true ruler of your Kingdom?

Making this transition is akin to upping from a groove, well set. That and the leap of faith needed may generate a crash landing on the other end. At this point the predator can come roaring back to gain his grip but you must remember that we’re not aiming for perfect, just Incremental Betterment hence there is no failure, only feedback. Retune, reattempt and soon it will be perfect and feel totally natural. Congratulations! You have just recoded a Pattern and generated true freedom within. This is why the Self observation of the Witness is without end as you feelsee what you’ve implemented and if its tenable. If it isn’t then tweak the variables and give it another spin. Remember, it took a lifetime of training to create the old thing but the good news is that once you get used to this way of remixing you get better and better at it so start off with small nibbles and things you can handle but aren’t immensely important. Also, don’t tell anyone. Its your inner realms and let the results speak for themselves. Unlike affirmations and the whole positive thinking thing we aren’t slapping a new label on old energetics but actually pulling out the old, root, flower and stem then sprinkling a new seed instead. As you can probably tell its a slow process to tend a garden that has fell to the wrath of ignorance, indolence and the interference of a predator of consciousness but its also quite a thrill as there is simply so much within and it feels amazing to, once again, treat life as an adventure in the flesh as one is always discovering something new and interesting.

The last step is transcendence which, as the term suggests, means you’ve ended the trance of the Pattern. After a while of no more nail biting it wasn’t a case of checking your digits and noticing they’re not chomped to the quick. Its just standard equipment as that runtime is now being used for other things which are far more productive. With the guy in question he’d got the promotion he’d always felt he had deserved within but had always been reticent to shift things due to living the life unexamined. After this recoding his stream of suggestions and observations on how to improve things at the office as well as his attitude in general was totally natural and the results spoke for themselves. And that, my friend, is how you Witness your Self and these are two of the most vital concepts I’ve got familiar with in this immense Game we’re playing using of Souls as credits. Do you want to know the funniest bit?

The Witness and Self are actually identical but, much like a wave and particle, are a question of attention and this leads us to the tele/microscope effect that underpins this realm but that I leave to you and your adventures in consciousness as all that parts are ever present, it just takes the comprehension of what kicks in the moment so let the Game begin!

Till we meet again

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