A young wife turns to her career man and says:
“Since we had the twins I’ve got to wondering about death“.
He was taken aback by this as they were both young and fit and thus mortality was not in their heads and his wife had never talked like this in the three years they’d been hitched. Plus they’d just ushered new life into this realm so he was wondering if it was some odd hint about post natal depression or something. Noticing he was stunned she added:
“Everything is cool but when you realize how dependent they are it really made me think because there me, you and them. Thats it. Oh sure, others say they’ll help but for how long if it came down to it?”.
“You’re not depressed or anything? Started day drinking or such things?”.
She laughed in response and stated all was totally correct but she was still wondering. He thought about it and said:
“Well, I guess I’d become a stay at home Dad and take care of them then? I’d raid the savings and start an online business, maybe go back to day trading to supplement and see if I could swing some freelancing? Either way, I’d make it work and give them the very best”.
She looked at him with a wide grin and said:
“That sounds perfect. Why not do it now rather than waiting till I’m dead then?”.
The truth of the above is something that many never think as the thought process simply doesn’t enter their head. Both were career minded when they met and he’d happily have run the treadmill till the end but she gained some time off to chill with the kids and thus she’d swing by the drop in, frequent. One day she said:
“I see why you grin like an idiot now“. I replied:
“Amazing, isn’t it?”.
She nodded and a smile, genuine, cracked her lips as she said:
“What a bunch of dipsticks. Its a total grift. I really used to think you were just taking the piss with your silly quips and occasionally insightful questions but you really, truly cannot see the Game when you’re playing it. Its only when you drop out can you really tune in. Its amazing. How did you know, by the way?”.
She was referring to the fact that I’d been lacing her Knowledge since way back when ranging from asking how she could be the voice in her head when she was obviously that which listens or twisting her melon with simple questions that made her think big and see past the blinkers on her dish. Why? Because I can spot a Warrior within a Slave thats just pretending. Even when its hidden beneath a false grin and professionally polished image. A simple “What kicks? Be real” was enough to crack her shell as she was stressing due to office politics and it was after that revelation that she met the dude to whom she’d get hitched and trap two fresh Souls in flesh to play the Game. Of course, she didn’t look at it like this but, you know, people each have their depths and I excel at hitting spots others cannot even imagine exist.
“Why am I constantly catastrophizing in my head about what could happen with the twins if X leads to Y whilst I’m grabbing some Zs? I could never live with myself if it happened and yet I know its ridiculous. Help!” she yelped as she flopped in the seat and let the pram free wheel into the office.
“Watch the piranha tank, woman! I just had it fitted” I yelled. Then grinned as she leapt to check.
“Ha, ha! Very funny, clever man”. I said not a thing and let her sit still and unpack what just happened.
“Ahh, I get it”. I told you I could spot a Warrior and bring em out of their shell. “Oh, that is so, so slick. Yes, yes, yes! Oh my gosh. Its perfect. How did you… Never mind. I get it now. Gotta go!”. And off she went.
What exactly kicked? Why don’t you try and roleplay to see what you get and I might fill you in at the end of the topic.
See, the company man was a square watermelon, par excellence. All he knew was working to pay the bills and coloring in within the lines like Simon Says. She, on the flip, was a renegade presenting as a civilian who secretly dominated the relationship by pretending to be less competent than she is in order to boost her mans self esteem whilst directing him every which way she wished ranging from the house they picked due to zoning districts that, by pure coincidence, happened to be a brief walk to the office for her whilst for him it was a fifty minute trek in peak traffic. She sold him on the idea that they’d buy to rent and then move some place more lavish as it was better than paying someone else and they could build assets as well. Like I said, she was slick. I also told her she’d cheat on him as she fundamentally didn’t respect him due to the way he fell for her tricks once the worshipping the air she walks on routine got thin and she needed another dose of disrespect to keep her in check. She agreed but said the clock was ticking and every woman thinks about the business of affection in their heads as they’re the ones stuck with a long term investment:
“Besides, he’s in deep smitt” she added, with a grin. “Even if I dip he won’t leave, scream or do a thing about it because A) he’ll never know and B) he isn’t the type to go as he’ll never find anything like this again”. Added with a spin and flourish.
“Don’t you think its interesting that the dudes women want will never settle? Mainly because all the women want them and if they did they wouldn’t be the same ball of string they were used to chasing because they couldn’t get it and sink their claws in?”.
“You make us sound like predatory animals…” she ejected, as brow wrinkled. “But its totally correct though”.
Recollect, this was way before apps bought Dial-A-Dick mainstream and every movie was filled with a strong independent woman and the boys drank Soylent. No, this was a different era in which the digital bubble was just expanding and faxes were still sent from the office and you’d see a cold day in hell before someone schlepped in wearing dirty sneaks and track pants plus not a single mum would dash the kids to school in the AM wearing the pajamas from the PM. How times have changed, eh? Down with the patriarchy! Anyway, the point of this topic is that it shows how few people truly think beyond running the treadmill for which they were programmed and how you can’t see the Game when you’re busy playing it. In case you’re wondering about her private revelation it went like this:
Ah, I ain’t gonna tell. You should have figured it out by now and if you did then congratulations, my friend, as you too may have a Warrior within you can awaken as well because the most amazing thing when we link is its straight up, pure Game that is kicked, live and direct, totally honest and served fresh because there is no need to live a masked existence once you Know the Ledge. Its sorta like how a schiz can identify another nutter, genuine, versus a university student thats faking it for a thesis about how the whole field of mental health is an immense trick designed to push pills. Know what happened? They wouldn’t release him or believe him and kept upping his meds so the professor had to come and get him! You can’t make it up, eh? Still, life is pretty strange – don’t you think? Either way, one of us is definitely crazy. I’ll let you tell it…
Till we meet again
