Can you imagine you have a pint glass sized thirst and yet the world sells shots? Is five hundred mil in smaller portions the same thing when it comes to slaking that need from within? What would happen next, do you think? Thats right, you’d get used to it and accept it as “the way it is”. And so it shall be. Until you choose to Know the Ledge. The truth of this world is that your parents were incapable of giving you what you needed. Not due to any type of malice (although, it happens) but because of good old fashioned ignorance. See, they stepped in and, at one point, said:
“When I grow up I’ll never be like them”.
And yet, a few decades hence, the exact same statements rolled from their lips to their seed, developing, who were parched from within for unconditional acceptance. Its all we wish, desire and crave. Because we cannot grant it to Self we chase the most ridiculous things then have the audacity to blame them when the image evaporates like a desert oasis. Let me introduce the Rule of Seven:
As a baby, developing, you were pure Inner Sense. This means you were energy in motion with no thought of differentiation. You felt immediately and with your whole being. You’ll note, speedily, that you also did breathe like this. I mean, you can take an Adulterated version at the peak of fitness and request they keep pace with a baby, screaming, and they’ll be winded rather quick. Why is this? Pint glasses delivered thirty mil increments. Imagine you were to take a watermelon, developing, and place it within a glass container, cube shaped. At first it would not notice a thing as the limits are nowhere near its presence but, soon enough, it would bump against. Some lament, others accept. A few ponder and will not relent in pressing against until the school report says:
“Constantly fidgets, won’t listen. Has skills but chooses not to apply them”.
The ones who acquiesce go on to find a world built for them to excel but, after a while, they note nagging emptiness that something is off with this sketch as they nurse a shot gloss filled to the brim with a coping mech, par excellence. This is why drugs sell, the net, flix, and the world wide web slings dopamine hits as quick as you’ll accept. Strip them away and you’ll find the real you, within, that has been screaming for attention since inception and getting more and more fragmented. Well, no, it doesn’t but your representation of it does. Instead you reflect this angst onto your boss, relationship (or lack, therein) as well as a billion other things. Its quite simple to prove, my friend, for if you’ve ever upped sticks with the intent to “reinvent” yourself you’ll find, rather quick, not much really shifts. Stranger still you’ve replicated the place you left and may find a new friend, best, that has traits, identical or, more often, the same problems wearing new skin. That is because they’re simply effects and you are the true cause…
Grok this and a shift happens, perceptual. Things are never the same again once this gnosis hits as you up your res and this is akin to perceiving on a color Four Eighty P flat screen whilst, previously, you were seeing the same scene but on an old black and white CRT with one speaker busted and loads of static thrown in. There are further levels beyond this that get more and more intense and, to me, accurate, but lets keep it simple for this instance, yes? I find it interesting that many people wish to change and more still seem to think that someone outside of them should manage their emotional state which reeks of infantile regress, doesn’t it? Ask them this and they’ll shriek and yell which hints the inner child as it at the helm but they lack the res to tell the difference between the shifts in state and what they bring. If this, for thee, rings bells then consider this imperiment:
Next time you’re about to fly off the handle, first note your posture and breathing. See where you are tense and holding in and flip it. This alone can work miracles. Next, ask when else you felt like this before finally pondering if, in the grand scheme, its worthy of your attention. Most of the time, it isn’t. A couple reported that when one stopped giving an F about the others incessant nagging and responded with a grin instead of the conflict she demanded she was left looking mighty foolish. So she tried again but using a different topic. He caught her in this and pointed out what was happening, with a grin. On this went until they got to the crux of the matter:
She needed, desperately, to feel validated because she felt unattractive after her post baby weight gain but hadn’t dared broach the topic with him directly. Instead she found herself nagging over the most frivolous things. After the conversation the fog that had descended on their relationship lifted as they could now consider other options. The guy himself was surprised to find that he was displacing aggression he daren’t vent at the office and this lead to another conversation about said environment which generated other shifts. The saddest truth about humanity is they are not aware of the options and generally couldn’t care less but, paradoxically, they keep doing what doesn’t change a thing! If that isn’t a hint that we’re all mad around here then I don’t know what is… Once again, it all traces back to your genesis because parents are brilliant at emotional suppression in their seeds. Actually, lets speak on this:
A baby steps in with Three Hundred and Sixty degree illumination. This is because they’re naturally Centered in Self. Now, lets say that the mother has issues with confidence due to her own upbringing. She will, inevitably, ding this whilst developing as it doesn’t feel “correct” to her imprint. It can be light or intense but it will most certainly happen. The child will rebel against this as they feel their light dim which further increases the punishment as they feel their seed is being willful or such things. Lets pretend the father is more permissive and sings the “Boys will be boys!” anthem in response to her complaints. This causes some type of redress but what happens now is the light is no longer equally distributed and thus more intense in one bit to make up for the ingrained darkness. As the boy develops he will find a contradictory state in his self confidence that seems to swing and vacillate for reasons that don’t make sense. It could also manifest as acting out as he links this with positive reinforcement and thus becomes the bad boy who attracts women that are drawn to his rebelliousness and thus they get married and, once again, this trait is compounded for its now across three generations.
Keep in mind, we are talking about one isolated blip when, in reality, most are functioning at One Eighty degree illumination by the time they turn Six and it just keeps on dampening. Until puberty kicks. Here, if the imprints were most traumatic, you’ll see the light trying to shine full tilt and scaring the Soul within the flesh to near death as a whole load of suppression attempts to swim to their consciousness that they were never told how to address or handle. This happens again at Twenty One and after this the script is set but, thanks to the neuroplastic effect, you can rewrite it. If you wish. Now, many do not want to do such things. Especially if one or more parents is dead and thus canonized as the best, ever, to do it. Worse still is they’ll Ctrl C, Ctrl V these traits and states onto their children. Now, amplify this over countless generations, unchecked, along with immense amount of epigenetic traumatic events that also run unchecked from one to the next and various other factors of occult influence and you’ll see why most people are born into a living hell they like to pretend is heaven sent. Why? Because your parents were incapable of giving you what you needed. The good news is that by reading this, Knowing the Ledge and upping your res you can make a difference.
This is akin to taking that shot glass and trading it in for a larger version. It is also why grandparents tend to get along better with the one step removed generation as they’ve had time to shift things and thus see what irritated them, back when, with a new found tint ergo the mother who dinged her son will indulge all types of ruckus with a grin when babysitting because the resonant frequency of light that shines from he is not of exactly the same pitch and thus tolerated with ease. These are practical applications of advanced metaphysics which I’m certain will make sense to those reading for what I’ve mentioned is remarkably common. And yet, nobody questions. The true skill of a Warrior is real time OS shifts as they recode their awareness by introspecting and it all springs from asking questions based on present moment awareness. The timeline process mentioned here is quite spiff for kickstarting introspection and well worth reading if you wish to up your res. What else? Well, on a deeper level, some of us incarnated into tribes that were the exact opposite of our innate resonance hence the black sheep effect. The reason for this is due to spiritual upliftment by shattering old Patterns. It has another benefit of immensely increased spiritual awareness because the child, off rip, feels like they don’t fit in and nobody gets them. Thankfully there is usually another Soul of resonance in close proximity to guide them.
Things like this really fill me with wonder when it comes to this realm as its so perfectly constructed that the next conclusion is that it must be a mess on purpose which unfolds another lane of questions beyond the scope of this topic but you are free to ponder. If you wish.
Till we meet again
