Fear and power are two sides of the same coin and, in many ways, this is the calling card of the Game because where one rules and reigns the other dare not show its face. The question is where do you stay, on the day to day? Its OK, its just us two so you can be honest. The first step to the conquest of fear is accepting its premise, seeing the lay of the land the way it is as this is what allows us to come to terms and progress as we sift what is from our interpretation of events. Often dreams are killed by ideas and thoughts that deflate potential before it even gestates to a state you can incubate and this makes life feel oh so unfulfilling as you flit from one distraction to the next, hoping this fills the void you’ve felt since…. When? A teen? A child? A baby? A previous life maybe?
Its hard to pin the tail down when you’ve actually pinned the tale to yourself and repeat in your head and believe whatever it says. Its like a personal torture chamber and its emblematic of the sickness which grips modern man with preternatural strength thanks to the culture of ignorance which thinks you can solve problems with pills, sitting and talking to someone just as messed up as them but with accolades that profess something different or good old denial which says “If I don’t think about it, it doesn’t exist” as they proceed to plug their ears and sing. Thing is it isn’t that easy because like I said:
Fear or power. Which one is your homestead? Where is your base of operations when it comes to orienting yourself in this plane because the nature of the Game is to force you to your knees and ensure you never leave because this state of servility certainly makes it feel pleased because if you lose it wins. Read it and weep. Haven’t you ever wondered why life seems like an attack on your confidence and self belief which is posed to attack on all vectors, hidden in many sectors, even the ones you don’t realize you see.
Take for example, TV. You watch people who look great, do things with effortless grace, random quips so fun and witty, they never seem to stress, things goes as expected and they are remarkably resilient with what they achieve. It takes a certain suspension of belief to make believe this is real which is what occurs when you’re sucked into the screen because for a moment that concept of “me” is flipped into “we” as you become one with the character who symbolizes aspects of thee which you feel you can’t play out in ThreeD so you perceive in Two instead. Underneath all of this there is something far more pernicious designed to fuel the internal discomfort you already feel. You look at the lives they display, the way they profess to live and feel and the comparators silently scream “You are poor” “You are worthless” “You are ugly”. Don’t believe? Pause next time you’re watching whatever you feel and take note of your self esteem. We can’t help but compare, we’re designed to engage in acts of relativity as defined by who or what is around us ie community.
The net has flipped all this and made it into one huge media circus in which the Fake Fake is new the Fake Real and the Real Real is fading into a distant thing which only so few remember since that which isn’t mentioned might as well not exist. Like the entire population driving stick, thinking its automatic, with first gear screaming from birth to death as they never learned shift as I stated in a previous missive.
Fear or power again. These are when it comes down to it the only options you possess because the presence of one precludes the other as they are binary opposites which hints at the true nature of this realm and what you’re caught up in because the five sensory world weaves together a solid illusion which brings a mass of social confusion into the mix because its easier to lie to them them convince they’ve been tricked. How long as this scam been ticking? Since way before the division of language because its hard to fool citizens that think in pics but words are weapons and the meanings shift. After all “Awful” should mean “Full of awe” as in something amazing, and yet it doesn’t at the moment. Are you starting to see the tricks that are played, day and night, on your awareness to keep you in a position of weakness, wandering around lost, in the Land of the Plebs.
To find your power you must accept your fears because there is no way around them but through them so hear what I say with both ears, as well as that power source in your chest. I accept the challenge life presents and know that the entire universe is conspiring for me to win as anything that seems like hardship comes with an in built solution to help you win. The aim of the Game is to realize this in the moment and flip the script because then, and only then, can you truly say you’re living as there is an immense difference between existing and subsisting as one fights the power of fear whilst the other cowers at life sneers and jeers because they are, in effect, scared of themselves and thus relinquish access to their highest aspect in exchange for taking a seat on the lowest rung of self respect. A Slave, no more no less. By their own acquiescence.
Till we meet again
