The modulation of Self expression is a hallmark of Adulteration. Let me say that again:
The modulation of Self expression is a hallmark of Adulteration.
Did it click? Does it seem obvious how evident this is? Why do you, nine times out of ten, find yourself rooted in this perspective? Why is this limited fragment of the whole from which it is disconnected and in anguish calling the shots of your existence as you sit, in the left hemisphere of your head, doing its bidding, modulating your Self expression in order to fit in with the expectations of others.
Why?
Fear.
One hundred percent of the time this is a fear driven action that springs from ingrained Patterns that are often penned in the scrawl of a childs ink, Slavishly followed and never examined. The child, by its very nature, is powerless because it is dependent on its parents for food, shelter, nurture and the rest. If you were born and raised in a supportive environment these factors will be invisible but that is nigh on impossible because the wounded womb hurts the seeds it brings into this realm and your parents are the latest in a long line of suffering and ignorance which extends all the way back through time and the experience of which spins in your veins at the present moment as you are the Grail Keeper.
Thats a huge responsibility. In both the personal and collective sense. Its like holding the power of life and death that manifests as being true and authentic or fake and pandering. This all rests upon the foundations of sand built of your inner childs suffering, fear and dread which makes them quick to compromise and sell themselves in order to fit in with expectations.
We are told loads of fibs in this realm. Like strength in numbers, for example. Taking it back to the child before they are aware of this mess and attempt to sit in the box which their parents live, they don’t care about anything beyond being coherent. “Come kiss your Aunt Ethel”. “I don’t want to, her mustache is bigger than my fathers” replied the kid before getting beaten for being cheeky. Were any lies told? No. The child called it as they seen it but because they fear rejection and crave acceptance they learned to start modulating their Self expression. This is the introduction of Adulteration because it all starts in the home and the other Systems build their temples to inauthenticity upon this original form of trickery.
Don’t feel bad if you’ve done this or are doing it currently. Its part of the deal that you inherited and it takes one who feels the chains in order to decide to risk everything to get free and most have never been pushed to that level of brutality in which nothing short of death will stop them. Even then my message will live forever in the hearts of those who listen because once the seeds are sprinkled they will develop roots and a stem before flowering into the awareness of those listening. Your mind is like a balloon in that sense. Your life as well as many live and die without a glimpse of how much they can swell, what they can handle and never question why they feel like something is missing.
The modulation of Self expression is a hallmark of Adulteration and its secret mission is to keep the best of you hidden whilst ensuring your investment in the false is rewarded by sinking further and further into the sands of (false) self deception. In that respect you’re manufacturing proof as you lie to yourself. Emotions are a great barometer of what I said and you can test them for yourself as you know exactly when you’re compromising that child within that questions why the lady is sporting a handlebar which is exactly the same energy as the kid who said “The Emperor is naked!” even though the rest bought in. They were modulating their Self expression in order to propagate the Adulteration which said the one who claims rule over them is a) valid in what they’ve said b) not lying to them and c) actually has their best interests beating in his chest as well as a whole alphabet filled with terms and conditions.
Its what lays hidden in the middle of the entire Slave and Master paradigm that grips the world on this level we’re playing where the haves flaunt and the nots covet on the material plane when the true problem (and thus solutions) are within as its all about how you relate to your energetics.
“Come kiss your Aunt Ethel” is the stimulus. The child flicks through its awareness banks and thinks without thinking “That lady is weird because she’s almost got a full beard and that is right. Plus it tickles. Why has no one said this? Someone should tell her. I know I will”. In an instant these impulses pour from their lips. This is what happens when the Adulterated meet Inner Sense. They detest it. Not because of whats expressed (even though that often chafes the masters of self deception) but the fact they said it. The lack of filter reminds them they, themselves, are living lives inauthentic. I call this emotional deadening and its like going through life with a welders mitt and then wondering why you cant feel as much as you did. People are numb and getting number. Society proves this with a glimpse because there is a documented link between sex and anxiety as that is the function of the orgasm as it relieves the nervous system of the tension within. Thats a deeper topic but it really is all related and, once again, so many of these neuroses around sex are implanted in children for reasons that are often religious, cultural or the parents own upbringing.
We are a broken people and fracture those who are whole so we feel at home with another jagged little edge. Its an immense and collective sickness which has infected almost all on the planet and has raged for thousands of years unchecked to build the world we live in. One cannot fix problems on the same level they were created which is why the collective can only be elevated when the singular realizes his station is not kneeling at the feet of midgets but raising their Self up to its true stature as a giant among men.
That, in and of itself, can be quite difficult as your limbs are accustomed to groveling. Entropy has set in. We are, if nothing else, creatures of habit and it takes all kinds of rewiring to uncross these old signals to allow the light to shine again. This is why I say 81% are too far gone to even consider anything different and they’ll clutch to their misery and suffering like a drowning man with a brick. Great for business for the 11% who sell them floaty wings and various distractions as well as manufacturing the tech they grip without a clue of the deeper meaning or why they were thrown in the drink without knowing how to swim. The remaining 8% either have jettisoned previously (or are considering) letting go of what does not serve them and in that moment of relaxation they feel a release of tension and start floating without effort and suddenly the Game becomes far more enjoyable.
That is the return to Inner Sense. That is what I’m seeking. What I’m sure is possible as I’ve had more than enough glimpses that come from being in alignment but the greatest proof is the children. They are born like this and then adapt these modes of modulation in order to fit in and ensure the attention, validation and nurturing keep flowing. See why I call it the poisoned chalice from which we all must sip? You really have no choice as an infant and your parents do the best they can from a position of wholesale ignorance as they’re too busy surviving to even question the paradigm.
We live in times where foolishness masquerades as wisdom. Where people think possessions make them rich and beauty ends at the skin. We are so disconnected as a collective, so far from resonance that one cannot help but intuit the hidden hand which spins such fables for mass consumption. None dare mention it. Especially not those who profit from the positions they get where they are allowed to sit at the table in exchange for a few gifts but mankind has been betrayed from within. Ignorance of this is acceptance which begets your children suffering and this is exactly what you inherited from your lineage.
An uncomfortable truth but genuine, nonetheless. The thing is next time you’re modulated your Self expression you’ll now notice this symptom of Adulteration and, should you wish, to pull on this string, question the reason for why you’re suppressing your Inner Sense and trace it back through its links you can start to create the space to think different and that is when the magic happens because really, we’re all under a spell. A weak-daze if you will and the longer you live it without questioning the more hypnotic it gets as you find yourself weakened which you blame on aging but don’t realize its the curses spoken you heap upon yourself:
Seven days make one week and the two for rest we call weekend where people often vent to excess and that leaves them feeling how, I wonder? Are you starting to see the links? How this war is fought on many fronts with silent weapons that most don’t realize they prime, charge and detonate in ignorance as they heap suffering upon themselves and their children. Just like their ancestors did and their descendants will unless they dare to to take this moment and actually think different.
Till we meet again
