I’ve said before that empaths know the shadows depth whilst the narcissist steps on the broad way thats brightly lit. The thing is this road is paved with the suffering of innocents but he cares not a bit for, for him, its all about what he can get. Some of us are born to serve the rest and others are here to help themselves. Its the way of the world and how it is ergo the empath is the one who knows the shadows depth hence the whole “wounded healer” thing as they were dealt such a blow, whilst developing, that it went beyond the mere thorn folded in that develops the (false) self and catapulted their consciousness way beyond this realm. At least, it did for me. Not many speak on this ergo I push the pen to help those who may not comprehend the gift that came wrapped in papers of fear and dread…
If this happened to thee then congratulations, I guess, as its a hint that you’ve developed what death cannot truly make you forget and thus your life continues at the level you just left before the mindwipe kicked in. This means, generally, you’ll be born into a living hell with savages for parents who can’t wait to dive in and wreck your Inner Sense for their own demons need to be fed and they have access to your sanctum, Twenty Four/Seven, whilst developing. Heck, can’t even see these strings and thus live for the expectations of another which is really quite sad, if you think about it.
The thing is, when it comes to this immense Game we play using our Souls as credits, that we are in the hardest, most difficult level one can imagine. Ancient cultures, Vedic, called it the Kali Yuga and across the world, on every continent, we find stories and myths that relate this realm was once very different. That means that its perfectly acceptable to feel like a man out of time, my friend. In many ways the Warriors Path to enlightenment is quite simple. It is finding it thats difficult as its been hidden so well under layers of conditioning. Read this script for a hint about how manifesting into certain bloodlines brings with it not just your previous imperience but the baggage of older generations as well. Some, as said, can be harmless blips that show certain preferences that just feel correct, within. Others can be way more dramatic like the example of intense revivification of the memories of drowning. Stranger things have happened but the mice experiment show how learning and traumatic imprints leap from one gen to the next but science, on the reg, ignores this as it hints there is a spiritual aspect that generates the links.
Empaths know the shadows depth of both themselves and the collective. It can often lead to a life of consternation as one wallows in the mess as it feels like the spirits of the past have an iron grip on your mind in the present. Cue lots of coping mechs, escapism and such things. The trick, as far as I can tell, is when one comprehends that we’re dealing with figments of our imagination as this entire realm dwells within your own, personal, consciousness. Think of it like this:
You get a negative thought in your head. It narrows your awareness and causes your Rolodex to offer up previous imprints that make it seem like the only option. If you, instead, pay attention to how your breathing and posture did shift then rearrange it you can mount a challenge against such things. Do it again and again and watch their voltage begin to melt. Another is to embrace it, with whole hearted tenderness for what one resists, persists but this method has its own perils as well for one can, if they aren’t careful, over identify with the aspect and this, for empaths, is a common problem. Have you ever walked out, feeling swell, met someone, had a short conversation and then life feels two steps from Hell? Its an energetic transfer akin to a vampire that is feeding. This is why I advise those of us who live like this to spell the “Five words or less” mindset to keep these people at a distance as they bank on your politeness as they etherically vomit all of their badness as a deposit in your subtle aspects then jet with a glint and grin because they know there is one born every minute ready to give up what they possess and get less back instead.
This may seem like an alien or strange way of living. Especially if you’ve been trained to people please, off rip. One of the most common blips is how Bright Souls seem to manifest into families of near total darkness. Herein they are rejected, tested, taunted and disrespected by the ones they call kin but, on the outside, they never will tell as they go along with the pretense. Once the hooks are in its quite difficult to disconnect as they’ll guilt trip and harangue whilst calling you selfish as well. This is why I’ve said that fear is a street sign on the way to healing and a great tell that what you’re doing is correct as they’ve inverted your energetics and need to remain fed. If you read the article I linked you’ll see how a disconnection caused a wallflower of an artist to bloom into something then redefine her relationship with her firmly Centered in Self and thus able to define the parameters of the interaction as any time her mother transgressed she calmly pointed it out then left. In many ways the Adulterated Dark Souls are akin to overgrown and entitled children when it comes to their internal OS which brings us onto another segment:
So many times, in conversation, I have seen the best of man born not to parents who gave care but those who flipped the script and demanded their seed take care of them. It can be as an emotional bag, for punching, as well as addicted folks who wish their life was different and vent stress on the Soul they bought in as well as all types of examples that are designed to invalidate and distance you from your true feelings:
“This isn’t correct. Something is very wrong with all of this”.
If you question, they gaslight. Often without thinking. They certainly seem to be possessed as the same traits do kick and their methods are identical. Where did they learn this? Why, from the parasite of consciousness. See, the empath, on some level, is immune from its shenanigans so it attacks from a different quadrant to ensure it remains fed. Once you comprehend the sketch and see the Game for what it is then true healing doth kick and the wilted lotus of potential blooms in the presence of total filth. Your previous lives have prepped you with the skills for this hence you are perfectly equipped to play this crooked hand and win but that takes a little compassion for Self along with internal healing. Don’t believe me, my friend. Ask your internal child instead and see what happens. Follow those whims, trace those energetic suggestions and get back into a state of resonance with your Inner Sense.
The most dangerous trick they play on the empath is that of pouring your awareness into a shape they preset and then have you living that definition. This is a most pernicious thing and its why they do all of the gaslighting, manipulation and trauma imprinting. Like I said, there is a huge web that spins, high above this realm, and the ones who connect to it generally give no Fs and are also quite content whilst he who feels the shadows depth does so due to a higher resonance to what I’ve termed the Psylense. It, as the name suggests, can only be heard by a mind, quiet, for its your heart, whispering and it brings its own solutions that always lead to emancipation. Ignoring this means a looped existence in which the same things do present, again and again. Recollect, my friend, that you are the common link and then ponder what I said about this all taking place inside your imagination. Prove me incorrect, believe not a word I share until it vibes with what you’ve reality tested as Self evident then do the Knowledge and progress to a higher level of wisdom that feels really quite brilliant for the dead skin of the coal is shed and you stand, a diamond among men. This is what the Darks fear and envy as well but, in an ironic twist, it is their pressure that doesn’t relent that makes you an alchemist in the flesh ergo there is some strange type of balance at play, yes? Remember, this is the Game on its hardest stage ergo your gifts come wrapped in papers of fear and dread but they can only be unwrapped in the present.
A tale of two jellies may offer a glint of a hint when it comes to the vagaries of formation in this realm and how the same components can create outcomes quite different. See, whilst being a Bright Soul can make one feel like a leaf in the wind it can also all you to comprehend you’re actually connected to a tree with immense strength of which you are the latest manifestation. Congratulations, my friend, for all of this is a hint that you built, back when, what death cannot destroy but life, at present, will go leather for hell to try and keep hid as it makes you in but not of this realm. The difference is so immense that mere words cannot approximate this gnosis any more than I can convey the majesty of an ocean by waving a teacup filled with water around the head of a land locked Bedouin. Once seen, for your Self, the truth is evident ergo all one can truly do is point the direction and hope the listener creates the Path by walking…
There are, as far as I can tell, two forces in this realm. One wishes for us to ascend, reclaim our true heritage and live as shining examples of all that is correct hence why I’ve said you cannot condition true goodness as its our natural spec. The other, as you may have guessed, is an inversion of this principle who emphasizes the material with a “YOLO!” mindset via the shape of a pyramid in which you are instructed, off rip, that you are a flawed incompetent, bit part playa, at best, and at the mercy of anothers whims who defines your strengths, weakness and of what you’re capable. Domination versus liberation, in a nutshell. Crack this to find the content and I’ll let you guess who sits at the helm of this realm at the present moment. They say a rule is proven true when its not only internally consistent but applicable over great distances and variables. Well, this I think is it because the same process is what kicks via the voice in head effect that many accept is them whilst the Warrior comprehends he is that state that listens and thus begins the quest to up ones resonance and decode the finer points of what life does present as everything is a test and nothing is what it says. Careful though, they’ll label you a conspiracy head for thinking like this as they recite the official script with a “Work, buy, consume, die” mindset that was programmed into them. Then they eject, get mindwiped and come back again. Strange, isn’t it, how few seem to recollect the classic NDE effect is laced with a similar resonance to birth canal and development?
Empaths know the shadows depth, even if they haven’t expressed or fully fleshed the concepts for they stumble around in the darkness like blind men with an elephant which is what the rest, well adjusted, ignore and pretend doesn’t exist ergo its an uphill struggle to convince them of their ignorance which is why I don’t recommend it if you’re one of the 8% as your mission is something else. Lead by example, manifest the change you wish to bring, disconnect from the fake and draining as you develop your own courage as well. They say in times of wholesale deception it is the involutionary who speaks truth with a fearlessness that is the hallmark of Inner Sense as evidenced by the old Eddie Murphy sketch which, once again, express an immense truth in jest about how emotionally dead parents do the most damage, back when, as they attempt to make you just like them:
Miserable.
Empaths know the shadows depth and, on some level, reject these attempts so the System doubles back and assures them that the beatings will continue until you perform as they expect but recollect what I said about the coal to diamond process as you take it with a grin as its never personal for they’re simply playing roles in your script that will lead to emancipation whilst helping others, capable, of doing the same thing.
The Game of Souls has you, my friend.
Till we meet again
