As I mentioned in this text, I’d been on the trail of that voice in my head since back when as I found it a fascinating thing for there was a before when I dwelled in what I now term Inner Sense and then a hence aka Adulteration. The shift kicks, as far as I can tell, around six. Did you ever try and smash a marble to liberate the swirl within? I did. No matter how tough or delicate it always met a brutal end until I came to comprehend the meaning of this riddle which is:
It is given form by limitations as that generates the place in which to dwell.
Obviously I wasn’t as poetic, back when, but once this clicked I started applying it to other things. For example, when your folks over did the yelling on a petty thing you know, in a bit, they’ll try some overcompensation which meant you can push the envelope a bit as you reality test the limits. This was the ink saying to the glass:
“Word? You may think you’re slick but lets see what you do about this!”.
A childs mind is nothing short of sheer genius as they compute the angles with an inherent intelligence that would leave a grown man scratching his head as he attempted to emulate what they do, on spec. None of this is malice. With a jit, it rarely is. Its simply a case of seeing what you can get away with. Like tipping your chair on two legs, you know there is a fine tolerance between the exhilarated thrill of locomotor balancing and cracking your head off the deck as the class is giggling. Thankfully I sat at the back ergo the wall was my friend. Same reason I kept some goggles in my grip whilst chipping the marbles which was mad ironic as I couldn’t yet swim but, in the bricks, you find a use for everything. Now the ground is set and the seed hath been sprinkled lets kick the ballistics:
Talking in your head drains your true potent.
You ever noticed how stoners, alone or with friends, come up with the most amazing concepts but never, ever gain traction for all the gum flapping they did whilst getting steadily lifted? Better yet, did you click how the dudes who move in silence and stay quiet as kept can, often, accomplish amazing things? I found the latter most interesting as, when we met, the most amusing convo kicked:
“Say, you’re rich?”.
“Yes” he said. A many of a few words, recollect.
“But you don’t stop grinding?”.
“No”.
“That seems kind of stupid. Listen, I know your background and how it all went so to be allowed into the inner sanctum of one who trusts not a thing (beyond the shadow he casts as its lips are always zipped) I can’t help but pondering why you are so uptight and penny pinching when the ends not only meet but are loop the looping?”. He sat down to think.
“Thats why I called you here”.
“Interesting. Tell me, what do you see when you look around this majesty? Better yet, why do you hit the bricks in a torn up whip with clothes equally shredded and generally pinch any penny you get? You’ve got no woman, not even a mistress. No family as well so, in the end, whats the point of all of this? From what, my friend, are you running and attempting to keep at a distance?”. Even though his lips didn’t move one bit his face did backflips as I began to sense what he compressed like the wave in the marble.
“You’re going to have to leave now. I want to be alone” he said as he showed me to the exit. Before I left I had one request:
“Take that notepad, sitting on the desk, and quote every single thought, feeling and observation you feel is valid. I promise it will be worth it and, if it works correct, we’ll have nothing to speak when we meet next as you’ll do your own chipping to free what is given form by limits”.
This they did. This they did. The reason why I mentioned him as it came to my attention that this guy had no internal dialogue. None whatsoever. That mean that if he was standing there, staring out of the window at nothing, there was absolutely zilch going on in his head. My developing brain found this fascinating as my mind was a mile a minute in all directions at the same instance.
“So, what do you think about then?”.
“Nothing. I’m just looking. Playing the next angle, viewing up a scheme, trying to spot a deal by seeing where another is weak”.
Suddenly, so much about him made perfect sense. Have you ever seen a GIF that is looped, perfect? It can seem like one is walking on a trek without end but, in reality, its one step replayed in their head. This is what he was doing. This is why he wanted to meet. See, for him, the grind was about “Away from poverty” and not “Toward riches”. That meant when he could roll in a four point six and load all the options, Overfinch, he still pushed a hooptie and turned off his ignition when idling. This was before Stop/Start, by the way. He also had a curious trait of pulling away in second but his shifts were pitch perfect as he drained the MPG out of this bish and thats before we get into the theatrics of fuel extraction at the pump he was pimping. When you are so focused on the bottom line its hard to tell you’ve reached the sky, yes? That is, probably, one of the problems of not having the voice in head but he was, literally, a one in a billion phenom which we’ll discover as ye progress. Most folks are held hostage by the predator of consciousness that steadily sips their potential by methods that look like this:
“Lets invent a new drink but it doesn’t get you hyped but makes you mellow instead. We could blend bacopa, GABA, hemp seeds and L Theanine to keep it super legit and make the dose so perfect that it doesn’t mash you up but places you in the zone instead”.
“Yeah, thats amazing. Add in some passionflower and reishi as well to ease the CNS with just a hint of hops for a kick. We could call it “Why Bother?” and sell it using reverse advertising. Its sure to be a hit!”.
And on goes the text as they talk, in their head, about all of the outs and ins and how, this time next year, they’ll be rich. Of course, in the flesh, nothing ever happens as there is a point which tips at which they should check out of this conversation in order to use that effort to create traction instead. As you may have guessed this is a very common event but, like most everyday miracles, most never stop to question the narrative or examine what truly kicks. If they did it would only take a moment to get they can’t be that which talks and they’re actually the one which listens. It is a constant, from this life to the next and past spins as well. Getting to know this is doing the Knowledge aka gaining gnosis in the flesh and this makes an immense difference to everything as it all dwells within your consciousness. Its like having been gifted a mansion, right in the middle of town. It is a prime location with the best of everything plus its fully equipped to bring the same out of you as well. How well does this describe your inner realm, my friend? Most, instead, choose to live on the outskirts of their minds and pay top whack for the “privilege” as they desperately attempt to sell an image to people who are more than willing to buy in. Its a strange state of affairs, isn’t it?
Its like I said about the “toward riches” vs “away from poverty” mindset because if you don’t have a correctly calibrated internal GPS how the heck would you know when you win? Its what Jim Carrey meant when he said:
“When I get the next award then finally it will all mean something and I can stop this horrible chase that has bought me nothing”.
These are rich words from one who grew up dirt poor. Isn’t it strange how the ones who make us grin often lived lives the opposite? Its why I say one must be willing to accept their ignorance, as is, to turn it coal into a refined diamond of wisdom instead. Much like the natural process this can bring a death and rebirth effect hence why so few are willing to tread the Path they create by walking. Instead they keep putting in miles on the treadmill as they smile plastic grins and pretend they’re not sweating. They say that was the true cause of the death of Bruce Lee. That he had his glands removed, medically, to look better on screen. It could be the main thing and it would be really sad if that is all there is but I suspect the spiritual aspect is more correct because there is no way in hell his last flick portrayed him, dead, after being shot on a set and then the same happens to his son, Brandon, a few decades hence. More to heaven and earth, my friend. I shared this bit as it seemed appropriate as the above context can be said, in ways quite accurate, to be the demons of the mind we all must beat. Like the martial arts kid we’re born into a lineage which has its own baggage and inheritance but never fret for the way the Game is means you’re perfectly equipped to play the hand to win. But only if you’re Centered in Self and Know the Ledge. Otherwise its all rigged and that means quite difficult to skip a whole load of terms and conditions most sign in ignorance. Just like the Gamestation thing which said:
Read that back again and see if you spotted the tell about Souls and how they pledge if you sign next to the X. Isn’t it strange how this glyph – which represents Saturn – is in the mid of the three main religions duking it out in the place thats in the mid of this planet and how this whole threat could bring the show to an end if the Masada Option is picked because then Samson will have a bald head from the radioactive fall out instead. Some of us sport this look, well, with no isotope effect present. Have you ever wondered why so many religions place things on their head? Its a sign of humility in the sense that they accept there is something greater over them. On the flip we have the Buddhists who shave every day instead as they intend to sever their connects with this realm by connecting with the subtle elements within which dwell beneath the neck and thus, for most, are way out of their reach. This is what I’ve termed the Pane Body as it is what you use to see but its totally invisible as well which means most don’t believe till they feel. Which you will. Try the thoracic stretch for nine minutes as shared in this article and see what happens next. Note what the voice in your head says and how the pain signals are amped to ten. Most will not even make the attempt but will generate excuses instead as they carry on a conversation like this:
“Yeah, it seems pretty decent. We’ll make a note to do it next but not right now as I’m tired and want to give it my full attent”.
“That sounds wise and intelligent, we shall rest and then give it a spin”.
“Perfect, say, its been a long day. Lets unwind with some web or some quality time in front of the set“.
“Sounds like a plan! Lets do it!”.
Of course, they never will. Why? Because talking in your head drains your true potent, as I said. The greatest thing is that once you up your res you are immune to these parlor tricks but it takes constant vigilance and expanded awareness hence the axiom of staying lightly dozing with your third eye open is truly correct as this generates a brainwave state, most coherent. See, the predator can’t dive down to the depths. Like I said about the treasures beneath the neck as well as a whole load you’ve repressed. Read this free eBook about the god who was absent and see if it flicks a switch which illuminates your previous darkness. What sketch presents then? Only one way to tell as the Warriors way is eminently practical hence why I said most meds are a fail. That is both in the sense of tation and pills as you are the poison and cure ergo thoughts are things, yes? That is, my friend, how you prevent your mind from being mined in this realm and this can be a strange concept for most to comprehend but then water is invisible to the fish that swim within. Its only the one in the net or with a hook in his lip that gets dragged onto the deck that can tell there is another force in the realm that feeds off their ignorance. If he escapes the ship and comes back to tell his friends do you think they’ll comprehend? He might as well attempt to describe a sphere to those who fear its depth in the town of Flatland. Even if they did get they’d see a a circle get small and big then small again before vanishing. That and it wouldn’t deal with the laws of physics in their realm as it operates from a higher dimension. If you can decode the subtext I’ve just said, quite well, what underlies the whole “alien” phenomenon. Ghosts as well. Do the Knowledge. Prove me incorrect.
Don’t speak on. Walk on the Path you create by taking the steps as there is an immense difference between flapping your gums and putting that work in. Remember, your mind (in its Adulterated state) is not your friend and you, most definitely, are not it. 81% of the realm is in total ignorance of what, to me, is Self evident ergo their minds are mined from within by a predator of consciousness that also sits at the helm and tells them what to Thunk as well.
Till we meet again
