Paddling Upstream in a Downhill World

Someone once asked me “Why can’t you just go with the flow? Why do you always have to go against the grain and drive everyone insane?“. I replied “No point in answering because you won’t get it anyway”. See, the thing with the half crazed is they think they’re fully sane as they’re well adjusted to the world and its ways which are profoundly sick, so what does that make them? See that? Thats where dissonance rears its head and says “We don’t want to think or view through that lens” because the thing with the truth is you know when you hear it because you feel it in your chest but most people have spent their life honing the skill of ignoring their inner realms till they no longer get the message as its numbed out of their wavelength.

Yeah, it sure is strange but the Warriors way can be defined in a simple statement:

Its about paddling upstream in a downhill world because thats where you feel you belong and you’ll do whatever it takes to ascend as the rest are quite content to sink to the depths of ignorance. Granted not only does the sea of other people get in the way but so do all of the obstacles they create that keeps them in that lane. Along the way there are bears who sit there and wait for just such a knave to come their way as they, the kings and queens celebrate their place and set the pace for those who congregate and have no idea why royals in reverse reveals their true aim. The last thing they expect is an Ace because at that point the charade they played is over because they know, he’ll go his own way because he’s not in phase with this crooked world and its ways. This, of course they hate because there are a few he meets on his way who have often thought the same way but never had the courage to about face and see what lies if they brace themselves against the current and go where their Inner Sense takes them. Most are worried and scared about not only the world out there but the one within and are so desperate to fit in that they’ll acquiesce and give into the whims of others who know less than them and then reason it off with “Eh, its all sink or swim and its not my problem so lets see where we’re heading”. Right into a whirlwind of ignorance like lemmings and a cliff which is what they intend but by then its too late for those who drift through a vapid existence filled with endless distractions because they never once stopped to think aka Know the Ledge:

Who built this? For what reason do we swim according to the voice in our head when it seems so foolish and in direct contradiction to what I can feel in my limbs as my chest carries a different message“.

There is a schizophrenic edge that filets societies best before they even get a chance of developing an inkling that somethings wrong with the mission they’ve been sent and the rest never stood a chance because they’ve got the acumen of house plants. Actually thats a slight to the flora and fauna in this Game because they’ve shown, time and again, that they have a wisdom we should celebrate and a few of the fun guys even pack within the tools required to leap beyond this dimensional experience and yet people still don’t get what it means to be in the flesh, what was before and what to expect as they’re caught up in the moment whilst doing their best trying to avoid having to think for themselves because the pressure is immense when 8 billion swim with their head up their rear end and no one dare mention: “Why is it so dark and whats that awful smell?”, hence:

Paddling upstream in a downhill world thats two stops removed from hell because even if the devil were to stroll in from the wings and say “Surprise!” they still wouldn’t believe him or the truth about this realm because the programming that was poured in which said “Swim, little fish, swim and then at the end you’ll get a helping of the best you’ve never had and won’t you be so glad that you listened to what we said?”. The horse in animal farm believed the same thing. Right up until the pigs turned him into glue sticks but by then it was too late hence:

Paddling upstream in downhill world because thats where my Inner Sense says I’ll find what I’m seeking since I first started questioning the narrative, back when that led to the lightshow of sperm and egg on this spin aka rendering the the in, visible. See, thats the real big bang as we are everything and thus you observe the invisible rendered visible as it dips in resonance (much like we only decode a tiny slice of the EM spectrum and mistake our delusion for clear vision) like a cloud overhead that rains and falls before being frozen as a sentient snowman who thinks:

I am this form, this shape and limits. We accept the ways of the holy coal and then the spirited carrot comes next. Death to the infidels who choose to do the opposite with their weird rituals and such things. They are all together wicked and the world will be better once we kill them as he hath favored our undertakings!”.

Kind of foolish when seen from the view of true sentience, yes? Hence paddling upstream in a downhill world, my friend. Getting back to how you ended up here with flesh wrapped around unfinite sentience:

The embryo shifts and resonates through all kinds of shapes before finally settling on the image in which man is made. But, we’ve been trained to see only one end of the scale as it carries a heavy weight and that is what the illusory yet sensate world creates. On the other end of this is what never dips in its ascent even though it sees so well this realm as this is the higher aspect of your Self that makes it all happen. Think of it like this:

Imagine a glove puppet gained sentience and had enough forbearance and presence to examine his circumstance it would quickly intuit that there is something within which commands its motions and extends far beyond where it ends which would leave it quite perplexed. If it turned, on the other hand, to its friend in the show and said “Are you sure we’re independent and not controlled by a something else?” you can be sure his reply would fit in the shape of this sentence:

“Why can’t you just go with the flow? Why do you always have to go against the grain and drive everyone insane?”. See, the thing is people hate anything that threatens the way they’ve been taught to Thunk it is because the mind virus which infects the living releases antibodies which kill peoples Spiritual Immune Systems and that (in this sense) means that which extends beyond the physical realm and thus they are puppets of their own ignorance and how they choose to spend their attention ergo free thought is a threat for those who can’t afford to pay attention as it swiftly brings in the puppet strings that have them, their friends, family and kids, dancing.

Nobody can admit that. Not even to themselves as it feels like a slight against their intelligence but what if thats the trick, my friend?

The nature of the program is that most will accept the script they are handed and its solidified before they hit ten laps around the sun. For many, thats it – they’re done. After that they’re merely painting the door or changing the fence as to knock down the building and examine upon what its been built comes as an immense threat to themselves, their parents and heritage as “This is what they did and who am I to question it?” – even if they, themselves, are totally miserable, dripping in coping mechanisms and generally hate every facet of their existence. This is the power of learned helplessness aka why tazed dogs sit in a cage they could escape, if they wished. Such is the power of conditioning, my friend. For some the reason why they were legally forced to spend nearly two decades sitting still and looking ahead as they regurgitate what another said on the test for praise and acumen starts to make sense. For others I’m simply singing to the deaf. 81/11/8. Get in where you fit in as class is in session:

They are shackled up alone within the bars of their Mind Made Prison but they refuse to accept the truth because of the implications therein (and lack of examination) so the go with flow, content in the misery of fitting in and taking what little reprieve they can get as they’re watched over by the queen and king who look at the joker and grin as he is the one who bought them in to this realm with the tricks he excels in. After why do you think the circus has three rings and some people find clowns so terrifying? Could it be the link with the machine elves people said they’ve Witnessed when under the influence of a trip and, inadvertently, set a trap that others can’t wait to fall in as it never seems to click that get what you expect, in and out of the flesh as its an entirely mental realm and I mean that in both senses of the word which is why intent is the high card in the deck and one you can play everywhen as it can take you where you wish as long as you know exactly what you’re asking.

And that, in a nutshell, is the problem, See, people have little trust for themselves and yet are implicitly believing that voice in their head. So much so that they forget that there was a time when it wasn’t present and instead there were fresh tactile signals, waves of emotion and other blips that washed and coursed throughout their awareness which was totally fresh, each moment, and constantly changing. Then it became stagnant aka Adulteration. You were cut off from lifes inherent radiance so they could send you a light bill instead and thats the whole “Head in rear end” thing as it took the first, single digit, stretch to ensure you were artfully broken and the next chunk prepped you to run the treadmill and what comes next is as you expect for most just accept what they said without ever stropping to check the intent. Madness, isn’t it?

The truth of this is Self evident as its why babies cry in the presence of those who are dark within, no matter how much they try and grin as they fawn over them. They feel what consumes the other as a threat to their resonance and make their presence felt via their yelps and cries for attention. There is a much deeper level to this which is a Bright and Dark Souls thing which hints at the true problem of why the wounded womb hurts the seeds it brings in but that is another topic. Up until about three to six you’ll note the glow starts to dim and after that it progresses at a rate, exponential, as they fall for the spells and rights of cursive along with countless other rituals the king and queen wave over their Slaves to ensure they never click the true nature of the grift. Then comes the Ace aka one who has awakened the Warrior within. They are often classed using words like “Difficult, just won’t listen, thinks he knows everything and refuses to settle” as their school report often says:

Is intelligent but far too easily distracted and frequently disruptive” ranging to “Is a a flat out menace who all the teachers detest and can’t wait to teach him a lesson“. This is the same reason you find that those who progress more and more in the realm academic tend to become equally rigid in their mindsets which is something echoed in plenty of sub Reddits where people constantly gaslight each other into the reality tunnels they accepted, back when, even if it makes them miserable. Something something company thats kept etc etc, yes?

Its all an elaborate trick but you already knew this and yet most won’t admit it to their Self because of the implicit threat that it brings to the predator of consciousness who actually sits at the helm and controls their actions in, and beyond, this realm because its via your tacit investment and acceptance of its illusions that you’ll get reskinned and then, join the rest. Paddling downstream takes no effort. Heck, they even reward you for it but what if the contraption they spent nearly two decades training you to handle isn’t your friend and is part of the problem? I’m speaking about your internal OS, my friend, as there was a time when people leapt into the currents of consciousness and felt the waves against their skin as they learned to swim and, eventually, they built boats for their own amusement to go on further treks as a collective but this imperative was flipped then pimped into the modern social thing which is, currently, being razed to the ground so they can rebuild man in the image of Techno Sapiens hence why now, more than ever, it would behoove one to get paddling upstream in a downhill world because once people start sexing robots (which they will) then its a wrap for finding the exit as they’ll slow the process of death by extending the teleomere limit and all types of tricks so that voice in your head extends its reign and we become localized biocircuits in a global web which descends from another realm with an intent most dare not comprehend aka the arm in your rear end that made you its puppet, back when.

How much of your reality exists solely in your head? How many of your concepts have you dared to research the opposite perspective on? Can you pretend to be that which you detest in order to see via their lens? If your best friends internals and character were scooped out and placed within the flesh of one you hated would it change your relationship or would things still kick like they did? These are the types of things I’ve been wondering since back when as I didn’t have a choice but learn to paddle as those who step in with a mission etched in their chest are the first targeted via this System of suppression that makes beasts of men and then puts the beats on them. Its so brutally efficient and unfeeling, yes? That is why, in order to find liberation, one must be totally disconnected hence the reverse confessions of the Kemetians who clicked they’re the cloud and anything they try and stick to the snowman is, at best, an illusion and, worst, evil minded deception from a cruel intent that uses ignorance as a weapon against those it made like this.

I share this in the hope that something clicks and you’re inspired to think whilst its still an option because once that new and improved wetware kicks in via low level augmentation of your thought process its a wrap for those plugged in as the kings, queens and jokers will seem invisible whilst everyone belongs to everyone else instead and the Ace will be, stealthily, removed from the deck as people will be born well adjusted to the System and what it says. And yet, even then, there are those who will find ways to get around all of this because the thing with the Warrior within is he is akin to a concrete rose that cracks the pavement to announce his presence and thus people cannot help but pay attention as it awakens something powerful and primal within them that, currently, is hidden beneath layers upon layers of conditioning, willful ignorance and as many coping mechanisms as they can handle.

Some coals had no chance but become diamonds. You could say its why I push the pen as I’m built for this. You may be as well, my friend, and capable of even more than you expect but unless you start paddling upstream and daring to go against the grain then who can tell what gifts lie within? What, actually, keeps you in the grip of a life unexamined beyond the voice in your head, the inertia it begets and a near total ignorance of what kicks beneath the surface as they, handily, never mentioned such things on the official syllabus where you spent nearly two decades learning how to be well adjusted to such immense social sickness that it becomes invisible to the fish who are now acclimatized to the hallucinogenic toxin that is pumped into their environment and they accept as natural when it clearly isn’t.

Do the Knowledge, my friend. If not for nothing else then to prove my view incorrect as I’m ready to hear you on FM.

Till we meet again

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