You, currently, Know next to nothing about your Self, either in or outside of this realm. The Opponent you are playing against however knows all. All your dirty little secrets, the pain and suffering, hurt, shame and neglect as well as the rest of the wounds that weep silently within. Not only this but he knows your multidimensional potential as well as the various functions of your Earthday Suit and gleefully uses your ignorance against you and thus you, due to lack of knowledge, make your own life exponentially more difficult and then look for people to blame for the situation. Don’t feel bad. Your parents did this. Their parents as well. You come from a long line of people who fell for the oldest trick in the book and lived a generally miserable existence. You, by reading this, have the chance to make a difference and shift but that involves stepping within and this, for most, can be more terrifying than death because it means leaving what they’re familiar with.
Your brain will back you in this because its a creature of habit whose job it is to keep safe and protect the awareness circulating around within it. This is why bad experiences stick like Velcro and the good slides off its Teflon finish because its wired for survival. Thing is back when if you were chased through the plains by some kind of wild animal looking to tuck in there were clear, marked signals that said “Danger, dump the adrenaline, increase the strength. All hands on deck, lets get scrambling!” when the pursuit kicked in but when it ended the “Its all good, we survived, reel it all back in again so we can chill again” system switched you back into the parasympathetic function of rest and digest, usually with a wide grin, feeling of exuberance and more than a little shaking as you released your nervous tension.
This is us.
The human animal in its natural environment. Thing is that isn’t now and it hasn’t been for quite some time. Not only that but all that intervening stress, death and battling the elements to get us to this moment where I can type things here and beam them to the other end of the planet is filled with generations upon generations of your family line that lived and died with no knowledge of Self. End result? You inherited their pain, ignorance and suffering. This is the true source of discomfort and its presence causes havoc to your existence before being passed on, compounded, to your children. That is why I say its such an old trick and why so many fall for it because all you seek is within. Thing is the Devilish language which is currently the most spoken is entirely bereft of concepts relating to the inner realm where the Self lives as the modern world is built upon its suppression as its pain is then used to power your relentless pursuit of bio-survival tickets and all this can bring. Its all a distraction. A very clever one as your Opponent is not new to this but the scale of the forces aligned against you is immense so its quite easy to slide into resonance with the rest of the lost Souls who know naught of Self but plenty about everything else. Its a familiar kind of comfort because for most its the type of family they were born in – entirely devoid of any form of introspection and one that moved to shut down questions from their children whilst rewarding them for obedience. Then they were shipped off to school which further widened this schism whilst removing the natural process of thinking which was then replaced with Thunk instead that does exactly what it says on the tin:
Takes chunks of pre-thought concepts that were handed within and rearranges them like a kid playing with bricks. The granular fineness and dizzying array of options is no longer possible as the pixels you’re working with are too big and that is why what that voice in your head says is always predictable, even when you try to resist it. Speaking of, that chatterbox isn’t you. Its your Opponent.
Like I said, a very old trick that is kept around as its so effective. This is the Game of Souls. This is what you’re within and up until you started reading my missives you didn’t have a clue of this as its designed to be seductive. Very few dare to swim upstream as you’ll hear the herd bleat “Why you want to go that way? Are you crazy? Stay here with me where its safe, please.“. They say that because people crave stability externally to offset the chaos they won’t allow themselves to feel internally and you moving differently to their Thunk generates immense discomfort hence its you against the world when it comes to the quest for Self because most are so well programmed that they’ll reject the help and run toward something thats proven to be ineffective just because thats what the voice said so they did. Its quite mental in the sense that the inmates long ago took over the asylum and that it all plays out inside your awareness so the options are rebel against the System for what it did by examining your programming and thus overcoming the illusion of wisdom that masks your total ignorance of Self or just keep doing what you did as you get more of what you did. See that predictability again? Remember as a child when each day was about discovering something else? Pushing the limits? Prompted not by a voice in your head but by a feeling in your chest that was entirely fearless due to the supreme confidence that animated your each step?
That was Self. Still is. This is whats waiting for you to reclaim it where it was hidden, by your artful Opponent and his System that switched Thunk for thought and tricked you into accepting labels instead of imperience as it directs your awareness whilst you mistake it for your Self and see no different. Stop for a moment and think:
Anything you can perceive as separate, you cannot be. Correct? If you look at a desk you can’t be it as you’re looking at it, yes? Same thing with another. Its how we generate the referential state because of the space that allows us to relate, manipulate and exchange but what of inside the brain? What then? See what I mean about the nature of your Opponent who hides himself in your head using a voice that directs your awareness in ways that suit him with tones that sounds just like your dialect that won’t stop yapping as it passes commentary on everything but, like I said, it is all always entirely predictable because its Thunk masquerading as think. If you truly do consider what I just said until it gets to the visceral level of feeling you’ll notice how it tries to discourage such things, offers distractions or even makes your head ache. Know why? To preserve its own state, its own reign, its stolen place in the centre of your brain. This is what the Warrior intends to reclaim and what the Slave denies is the case as the former is out to kill this imposter via starving it off all attention whereas the latter does whatever it says without ever stopping to think “Wait a minute, how can that voice be mine if I’m obviously something else thats listening to it from inside?” as there is no Thunk shaped block like this.
Well, there wasn’t until I just installed it and your Opponent will now do its best to edit and attempt to make you forget this ever exists because its all about protecting its investment as the pirate of your consciousness that commandeered your vessel and claimed it as his.
How did you feel reading this? Examine the states and shifts, ponder the potentials by your Self. Better yet discuss with a friend as you’ll see their inner realm is eighty percent the same as yours with different decoration but the same Thunk within as both of you are truly unfulfilled and constantly searching outside for what is hidden and silenced within your chest but often attempts to speak via body signals that your Opponent tells your need pills. All to protect its investment. You. Your Earthday Suit. Your awareness. A living hostage with its mind behind enemy lines in a world that is not what it seems as you were born into schemes that were hatched many millennia before in this carbon based reality show thats about to evolve to silicon and once that shift kicks in then forget what I said because you won’t even be able to remember it as the Opponent sings whilst dancing and your descendants will have even less of a clue about whats missing as they’ll be born into a prison they can’t touch, taste or feel that is actually hell but all that comes to their senses is “This is heaven, enjoy it” as the silicon signals augment their consciousness and the earlier division mentioned comes full circle then its on to the next until we get here again and, who knows, maybe next time it will be you typing this as you figured out the nature of the trick as I’m doing all I can to ensure this is the last credit I insert into the Game of Souls as I’m leaving at the end by stepping around the “Be Kind, Rewind” exit that is actually just another entrance. En-trance, get it?
Till we meet again
