Pills, Ills and Problems

A man comes down from the hill and says “Hear ye, hear ye, I have these pills that will make you weak, infirm and ill. I don’t charge a thing and you won’t have to do anything beyond taking them down with a little sip and then, thats it. You’ll get what I promised”. What do you think the people around him will say? Do you envision anyone taking him up on this? No, right? It makes no sense. Matter of fact it seems flat out stupid because its the antithesis of life and for sure that course of action won’t end well.

And yet, at this very moment you are indeed munching on these pills. You have been for a while, mainly out of ignorance, the inability to reason for your Self and the lack of an obvious method to spot the difference so lets put it like this:

Compare how you feel now to how you did when you were a kid. There was an immense difference, yes? If I could sum it up in one word it would be innerG. To make it a whole sentence you had, at one point in your life, the imperience of natural fully bodied presence that unfolded spontaneously in the moment. Comparing now to then is pretty much useless in the sense that its been so long that you cant remember it and even if you could perfectly recreate the image it still wouldn’t feel like it did. And there is the key to all of this. Feeling.

Most people can’t feel, they won’t allow themselves to melt and thus are less than real but therein lies the self deceit because the brain won’t allow them to believe what they know to be the deal – you can test if this fits thee by simply asking if you’ve ever felt incomplete, like life was missing some fundamental aspect that was once present and is now missed sadly but you can’t say exactly what it is but you feel it, nonetheless. The brain likes illusions, its the key to its tradecraft and trickery. Just look into how the signals for vision do feed into the cortex where they are inverted before you “see” and you’ll intuit what I mean. The nature of the Game is to make you believe what you perceive, especially if it makes you seem small and weak while the Warrior knows he is that which sees and thus simultaneously separate from whilst permeating reality as it all plays out inside his awareness. Indeed, grasping this for real and not pseudo-intellectually or fake spiritually as many seem to be for centuries is the key to becoming free. But the brain is slippery beast as its actually your enemy thats convinced you its your friend and people trust it implicitly much like those who followed their screen and drove off a cliff as the GPS decreed.

Stop and think about that for a moment and you’ll get a perfect example of the disconnect which is the emotional plague that haunts man. There is what is in front of us, so obvious and plain yet so hard to perceive and then there is that which is decreed by the cube of authority (and you can interpret that to mean whatever you want it to be) as what it is you should see. “Fear the sphere” they say as you agree “No more multidimensional me” whilst they turn the heat up in degrees so the rest of the frogs in the kitchen don’t scream…

Contrast that to a child who, lets say, was riding free. First of all their common sense (which is present to a way higher degree before education performs its contracted assassination of their intuition) would scream “What are you stupid? That is a cliff, I don’t care about the screen so you listen to me and we’ll ride along the street to use the bridge, get me?” and they would, happily. There are Self preserving energies that can be honed mightily, in fact there were legends spoken of previous events in which the adept would sit with his hand on his blade, waiting for the moment to raise and protect from the blow aimed at his head as the final test of his martial prowess. If he didn’t? Well, looks like he wasn’t ready. Better luck next spin. This guardian energy is available to all in the flesh and many have used it before with no conscious awareness.

Its what makes you press the brakes as you pass the bend only to find a little kid running out without looking. Its what makes you take a rain check on a trip to a place you really wanted to visit because something feels off and then it turns out it was for the best as those who went got into a real mess and ask “How did you know?” to their friend as he visits them in hospital and says “I don’t know, something within wouldn’t let me take that step”. Did you know there are plenty of documented celebs (and regular people as well) that narrowly avoided death on Nine Eleven due to similar premonitions? Chief among them was Michael Jackson. Same with the Tsunami as all the animals did jet whilst humans leapt into the waves instead. Speaks volumes about the Adulterated state of our awareness, yes?

When we are tense within we are disconnected from this sense as its a refined energy that can only be accessed if you can actually feel yourself, wholeheartedly in the moment. Its like sprinkles on the cake. Not essential to the experience but add to it quite a bit. The interesting thing is a similar but distorted apparition in the same vein manifests in those who are anxious that won’t let them do a thing. Often steering them away from what they need and toward that which is to their detriment and we’ll get into this later when we examine the origin of neurosis and why so many people are a mess. Hint its all got to do with the tension within and how you relate to the present moment so this is all of interest to them as well as everyone else who wishes to be the best version of themselves.

Children swim in this refined energy so easily and often they can perceive way wider than regular, Adulterated human beings because they haven’t been taught to not see what they can. Ask around or maybe you yourself personally have had experiences in which a child repeats a memory or even that was unique to thee and they’re convinced it happened to them and they were there to see as they absorb the energy of the event and then retell with them in the drivers seat. Schizophrenics do this quite easily as well and its part of the reason for the shifts in identity and why its hard to find constancy as there is a chaotic resonance within that can also create a reality distortion field that makes people around them act a bit bizzarely which then feeds into their growing sense of paranoia and unease. its all about energy and tension. these two are the keys, are you with me?

So, a man comes down the hill, brandishing a fist full of pills and says “Try some of these, my little munchkins, I’m sure you’ll agree they’re quite sweet and the way they make you feel? C’est magnifique as they cause the pain you feel to ease, no more achy back or dodgy knees. They do cost a pretty penny but we have a range of payment schemes”. People from far and wide would beat a track to him and greet him with huge smiles as they thank him profusely and eat what he proffers greedily in order to feel that much sought after relief.

The thing is the pills are the same. The branding campaign just changed because they’ll still make you weak, infirm and ill as stated initially Except these are now classed as side effects. The pleasure they bring is the main aim of the marketing speak as they know people are in pain and will pay handsomely to not feel so crappy. The power of suggestion is an amazing thing. Did you know that in controlled experiments if people were given a sedative that was identical in content but presented as either a red capsule or white pill the former was consistently ranked as being more effective? What does that tell you about whats really healing and, conversely, the true source of the problem? Back to the man on the hill:

The pills are life as it stands and each day you voluntarily feed yourself this poisonous combination just so you don’t have to perceive the true nature of reality or ponder the question of how you could be born happy and free and then be slotted into a life of miserable drudgery after all that was unique was squared off, uniformly, and you were shaped into just another piece. Another brick in the wall. Another lost cause in the world and of it to who doesn’t have a clue about who is who. The confused are easy to fool because they’ll go wherever you lead them to. Yes, even off a cliff in the whip all because someone else told them. Such are the dangers of having accepted, without question, that the only place your power should rest is outside of your Self. Thats foolishness, isn’t it? And yet the opposite is often seen as blasphemous or hedonistic. Strange how we class being “Self centered” as bad, isn’t it? I mean, where the hell else should one stand in order to be in perfect balance?

People have such little faith in themselves. There is the weakness I spoke of in that passage because when a child is born they are the paragon of strength once they obtain the fundamentals of Self reliance. Not a word is said but you can spot it in their presence that they know they are the center of the world and around them all spins as they are the de-facto ruler of their kingdom, enthroned in their awareness they dwell. Its from this that the rest comes, the refinement that extends beyond this dimension whilst simultaneously being in and yet not of this realm. This is why they’re intensely curious for first hand imperience, have a thousand and one questions and are spontaneously creative. That is Inner Sense. That is your true nature. That is a state of being you can still access. If you are willing to examine the internal OS that was programmed into your head and you’ve spent a lifetime accepting its statements as the way it is. Can you accept you may have been tricked? Don’t feel bad, its designed to be effective. Over 81% of the world, living and dead, have never questioned the paradigm. Some that do either transcend or end up in the loony bin as they’re firmly convinced something outside of them is manipulating their consciousness and there is a shady clique running around using silent weapons for their quiet wars they wage against those walking around this planet. Of course a padded cell and heavy psychotropics are the best solution but I’ll tell you now I’ve had some very interesting conversations with these so called nutjobs and was profoundly impressed by the various common threads that ran through their narratives but we’ll get into that when we detail the adventures of the one who speaks with schizophrenics.

The man on the hill smiles at himself as he looks around at so many miserable people that are all either fat, sick or nearly dead. Their bodily tissues are filled with soft metals and toxins which are sold to them via various colorful images and jingles under the urge of so called professionals as the way to radiant health when, in reality, its the opposite. Their waters are poisoned, their foods corrupted. Heck, even their clothing and furnishings are laced with poisons. They have no time to pay attention as they’re too busy running, that way and this. When they do get a moment to chill there are non stop bread and circuses vying for their pound of consciousness. Slowly, but certainly, fertility levels plummet. Exactly as intended. There is more and more conflict and further and further division that matches their fragmentation within as they look to the one creating the problems to generate solutions. Which he will, with a grin. All he asks is a little offering of freedom and he’ll wave his magic wand of legislation and issue and edict that makes those who’ve placed their power outside of Self feel a warm sense of fuzziness. How many do you think comprehend that the wolf among them is actually dressed up as mutton and has a whole different intent for this three ring circus which is as far from natural as you can get as its been corrupted by tireless dedication and countless machinations over generations since the man who fell to Earth said:

“Hear ye, hear ye, I have these pills…”.

Stop me if you’ve heard it before. Its one as old as the hills.

Till we meet again