Inspired by an earlier conversation:
“Your past lives create your present spin so you really don’t need me to do or say anything about these problems you present with as all the answers are within. After all, who Knows you better than your Self? Thats the 8 billion Soul question so do some digging”. She looked right and left. Was about to say something that faded on her lips and then just shook her head.
“No way. It can’t be that simple? Is it? Really? So, you’re saying the guy who left me heartbroken and jilted only did this as its something I’ve done on another spin? Hmm. OK, thats a bit out there but lets roll with it. I feel something has shifted, at my depths, during our conversation. It links in to what you said about us only interacting with figments of our imagination as, previously, I hated him for what he did but, once again, you questioned the depth of my affection if things shifted so quick ergo that means I’d fell for an illusion, correct? Hmm. I need more time to think about this. Its too big and too bitter to digest so quick so I’ll pop back in in a bit”.
It really is that simple, my friend. Take any factor that causes a negative emotion in your life and comprehend they are your energetics manifesting again. You can, if you wish, keep on doing as you did and get more of what you expect or your can stop, chill and then melt the blockage by whole heartedly accepting it. What do I mean by this? Simple, trace the feelings and emotions back to their inception. In the girl aboves example she was a middle kid and thus got all the overlooking you expect with this ergo often played second fiddle in relationships where the man was either still hung up on an ex or all about his business. As she progresses in her introspection I expect this knot will manifest and it can only be undone with tenderness and Self compassion as the basics of the Game are exceedingly mechanical. The net result of this is once we’ve processed these energetics the rest doth shift to manifest a state more attuned to your current vibe and, once felt, a lot of people have commented that we must, indeed, be within a simulation based on a coherently collapsed construction of consciousness as some pretty amazing things do kick once you realize your true strength and, most importantly, use it.
There are also benefits to certain negatives. For example, lets say you faced immense pain when stepping in and its caused a callous, of sorts, to form in your consciousness. Lets pretend you’ve never had any true relationships as that sense of trust was missing and have dwelled in intense loneliness. The flip is you have, back when, imperienced the exact opposite but did something to mess this up and thus the current hand thats dealt reflects the opposite but the upside is I’d be willing to bet, at least nine out of ten, will have far richer inner realms that they have probed, at depth, often by asking questions like “What is the matter with me?“. A strongly spiritual bent, not necessarily religious but I have seen this manifest, is also possible due to this process as said Souls turn their eyes from the world and seek solace in something far greater and beyond them. Its a simple case of reframing by changing the story in your head and thus I’ve said that negative thoughts are there to challenge as the Opponent will never, ever tell you this as his power comes from your weakness and thus one who comprehends they aren’t that which speaks but he who listens is, by definition, doing the Knowledge and no bad ever comes of this. In many ways life is perfectly balanced which can seem to be a strange observation in a realm that is filled with such strife and suffering but that is because the current stage is playing out at the lowest octave and thus we who manifest are, in some way, shape or form, here to service a debt. The upside is this phase offers immense grist for the mill that can, often, creates chances for liberation or, at the least, better luck next spin ergo develop a philosophical bent by taking responsibility for everything and ye shall prosper.
Apply this gnosis to your entire incarnation. Bad and good as both are hints. Another tell is something that you’re really, really good at but with little to no training. Lets say, for example, you have the skill of being able to eat a dish then recreate it at home with a healthy dose of intuition that you totally take for granted as you think everyone can do it. They can’t. This says you, previously, spent a lot of time building this skill and you can apply this reasoning to everything. These are your strengths as its not all bad but I used the negative to lead this article as that is what presented in the conversation of a girl, jilted. If you were here wouldn’t you rather know you were investing in an illusion before switching rings and, heaven forfend, bringing some kids into the mix that then lived to see their folks constantly arguing and thus setting into motion further debts as you, in part, generated this mess that created imprints. You can see this as an immense stroke of luck, if you wish, and not something that shattered your pretend world on the rocks of reality that left you weeping with eyes rimmed red and self esteem, hurting.
Another dope trip is to pretend you are the other person and truly step into their view to manifest how you seem from their lens. In the above scenario I would guess he schlepped due to her constant neediness and appetite for reassurance which, at first, can seem cute an endearing but after is a bit much if she questions why you’re still speaking to a girl you knew from back when because, even if this is platonic, the negative energetics within one partner can influence the other to some cheating as they feel the other gets them on a more fundamental level. Its a complicated web, wearing the flesh, but I push the pen to share some things that really do work in making a difference if you apply their energetics. What else? Lets see…
If you’re skint this is often due to the nature of the environment you came up in and a sense of devaluation because if you don’t place the crown on your head by embracing your skills and talents then no one else will. We have all seen people who give it big but don’t really have the skills seeming to triumph whilst many immense talents wither on the vine of indecision and die, sadly, with their music within. You can easily spot the link between these as, next spin, the latter will be more like the former and this creates the difference but why wait for death to shift when you can make the transition whilst living? Thats is, in a nutshell, the crux of the willhelpme project as a dude once said:
“Why the hell didn’t I think of this? Its so simple and brilliant! I’d been banging my head against a brick wall of ignorance out of habit and the desire to be correct when the true solution was taking a step to the left and opening the door of wisdom then walking through it. Genius!”.
He did just this and struck out on his own after complaining that his boss was an idiot, his colleagues were all dimwits and he could think of a billion better ways to run this business but nobody ever listened as they were convinced he was incorrect and, besides, things were running pretty decent. My question was:
“If you are so certain then why not take those chips and bet on Self?”. I advised him to set up a side hustle doing just this but freelancing. That meant an intense rearrangement of his home and leisure principles as he was, in effect, working two jobs in the same instance. The next step was rerouting his energetics so instead of haranguing his colleagues for their perceived ignorance he started filling pads with his observations and how best to make a lot from a little. This kicked for around months six until he’s scoped the competitors, knew the market outside and in then started building a client list by coming at them with an irresistible pitch we’d formulated that convinced them to take a chance on a new upstart who was determined to change the Game with new and creative ways of thinking. Net result? He was way more content than he’d ever been as he was never meant to work in a team due to his fiercely competitive spirit that also manifested in his adoration of chess as he said it was a demonstration of intellect and will in which the best mind triumphed and even if he was checkmated he ran the moves back to spot the point that would make all the difference and this was the same mind he was applying in an office but that was akin to a cruise liner operation and he’d be far more comfortable in a speedboat that whipped right or left to his whims and if it capsized that was his problem so best get to swimming.
Life, in many ways, tries to make you a square watermelon and a lot of true wisdom comes from deprogramming your inherited ignorance and daring to think different. I will say, as a warning, that not all Souls are cut out for the solo dolo thing as many stress off the responsibility this brings. A good way to tell is how you react to a blank page as some can’t wait to scribble and get out whats within whilst others find an immense sense of dread and need someone else to tell them what to do. This too can be remixed as you can trace its imprint as, in one case, a girl had a mother, overbearing, who often said:
“No, no, no. That isn’t how you do it. Let me show you whats correct”.
A heavy trip to put on a six year old playing with dolls, isn’t it? And yet, its exceedingly common as a lot of what we inherit from our parents is akin to karmic baggage and ignorance presented as wisdom and tradition so if you feel a sense of guilt (or other negative) creeping then, congratulations, it means you’re on your way to healing and regaining that state of fearlessness you once happily played in.
Your past lives create your present spin. A few simple examples should be enough to light the candle of gnosis within so grab a pad and pen then write down an inventory of your life, as it is, then flip it and pretend the negatives are aspects of a challenge to overcome in this bit. It is worth nothing that there is a lot of symbolism in this and its not a simple X = Y equation but that needs a higher resolution as it could be that you, back when, ran a charitable institution for waifs and strays in which you pilfered the donations whilst reveling in the image but, secretly, living lavish off things nobody counted as those in your care were suffering. The Hells Angel effect, I call it as demonstrated, real well, by the rich wretch in the link that wouldn’t give the dying an Aspirin. Internally, your moral compass was aware so if, in this spin, you got parents that whipped the skin off your rear end and generally made childhood feel like a living hell now your know the reason and thus the solution can be to become morally correct and scrupulously honest. Actually, that fix, ten out of ten, creates a natural state of equilibrium which is why I generally advise it, everywhen, as whenever we fib to another we are, on some level, lying to ourselves and that particular Path (for most, untread) can be exceedingly revealing in why life manifests as it did as a dude constantly cheated on his wife due to an immense feeling of dissatisfaction due to her constant arguing and subsequent withholding of affection that led him to seek solace between the legs of other women. These were extremely easy to find due to his looks and occupation but, afterwards, it only made him more aware of a nagging emptiness within. I asked him to sit with it as it was the feminine yin to his masculine yang indulgences and see what it said. What it replied to him was that he simply didn’t appreciate what presented and chose, instead, to focus on what was lacking which magnified the absence of attraction, as expected. He drew up a list of all the things his wife did really well and was quite surprised at how big it ended.
“Next time she does X look at B instead then make that your point of focus. See what happens”.
He did this and transmuted his bad relationship into one based on S&M as this gave a perfect vent to her need for devalidation (her own imprint) and the immense amounts of affection he felt at someone who trusted him, implicit, to be so open and welcoming whereas, before, he generally got freaky with the flings as he expelled his rage into them via vigorous thrusting as a way of venting his discontent but, with her, it was taken to another level as finally felt secure in his masculine which, in turn, allowed her essence (previously frozen) to melt. Net result? Bliss, marital.
Like I said, its a complex field and you’ll never know what you’ll find in the shadows as, before this, neither of them had ever considered taking what they did with intellect (and subsequent denial of the physical) and flipping the paradigm into something far more pleasurable as she got to bring out his edge whilst, in turn, becoming totally passive and they are now way more content than they’ve ever been ergo whilst the past is always present that doesn’t mean you can’t unwrap the gift in this spin as its all energy, in the end, and its up to you how it manifests as the Game takes place inside your awareness.
The alternative is running the treadmill with its empty promises of what is over the next hill as it sings “Then, finally, I will be good enough” via that voice in your head aka the only Opponent to exist and what keeps so many Souls pinned to the wheel of time.
Till we meet again
