You Have Two Lives

You have two lives. The second begins the moment you realize there is but one because from then on you can choose, if you so wish, to flip the script and unlearn all the BS that was poured into your head that made you accept what you get, which is far less than you’re worth. Ask your Self now:

When I’m riding in the hearse to become intimate with the earth will I sit back and think I lived a life of worth?

Worth is something you can define yourself. I can’t tell you this, you’ve got to look within own realm and it takes an immense degree of honesty because your mind plays tricks and convinces you weakness is strength and so much other foolishness. Consider the thoughts of children before they are tainted by the System. You cannot tell them they can’t achieve what they desire or wish because the silence speaks loudly from them and they know there is nothing they can’t do or accomplish. Flash forward a bit and you’ll find them as teens, already a decade into getting beaten to their knees as they crawl around in this world trying to fit in with the rest of the mental midgets who know not what they lost in exchange for what they think they gained as a way to play this Game in which they trade their potential for security and Fiat money rules the day.

You know fine well what you came here to be so why not be real for a moment and stop the self deceit and the rest of the trickery? Cheers. You don’t have to tell me. Just be honest with your Self but the thing is we’re living in times in truth is detested and daily new illusions spring asking, no telling, actually commanding you to believe in what is said otherwise you’re worse than Hitler himself. Everyone dies. Not everyone lives. Stuffing your face with potato chips as you binge watch another box set and then trek into work to play office politics is in no way shape or form what any kid before the age of ten would ever dream of allowing themselves to accept and yet you did. You did and that process should hit at the murder of the Self Slaves religiously engage in. All due to the System and its programming.

Why? Why do you put up with this? The crappy job, idiotic boss and moronic friends. I’m not saying you’re better than them but the simple fact is you wouldn’t be reading this message if there wasn’t something inside you that needs you hear what you’ve muted in yourself due to years of conditioning as well as the immense noise in your head that took the place of the silence and distorted its message. In case you’re wondering why I keep referring to this state its because that is what is. Its the key to all of this and anything I say about it as a bad translation because it destroys the message due to being mangled by language but if I offer you the pointers so you imperience it yourself? Well that is something else but you have to want it. You have to want with a depth and intensity that verges on craziness because your friends, family and the rest will go out of their way to dissuade you from flipping the script and actually starting to live instead of subsisting. Not because they care about you or think you’ve flipped your lid. No their reasons are far more selfish because if you do this and they continue crawling along on their knees what does that say about their reality?

No one can accept that they are weak and victims of institutionalized trickery born of spiritual wickedness placed highly because the implications are too much and people simply don’t want to see this and thus prefer the comfort of ignorance. Self development is a lonely process. No ifs, ands or buts about it because not everyone is cut out to be this intense and most prefer the false narratives that play in their head about life, death and all thats in between. All you’ve got to do is ask them as simple question then glance at their dish as the answer races to their lips and notice how quick they swallow it:

If everything you think you know about life is actually genuine and correct then your life wouldn’t be a mess, yes?

Hoo! Watch their mask glitch as eyeballs flit and brows furrow due to how what you’ve said threatens all they invest in as “The Way It Is” when in reality it is no such thing. Some, however, are fully in the grips of apathy thanks to the depleted neurotransmitters their always on lives bring and they know, on some level, they are simply filling in days till death with as many distractions as they can get because they have neither the energy, intent or desire to change as thing because it sounds like too much effort. They’ll answer quickly “Yeah but what are you going to do?” because they’ve already cast themselves in role of eternal victims as long, long ago the fight was beaten out of them… Not me though.

Some of us never stopped rebelling, with good cause as well because living like a Slave is akin to being in Hell as your flesh constricts to limit and torture your awareness as you stroll around this plane, oblivious to the pain that defines your frame as you feel nothing below the head. Total disconnection from the flesh and with it an abdication of the present moment as they run after this distraction then the next. Another set of Victims. From these kind its always best to disconnect, temporary or permanent, because you become who you’re around and only 8% of the world is cut out to be a Warrior and stand by himself. Finding them is akin to coming upon a ready supply of Unobtanium and that is really what beats in the chest of the willhelpme project as the message I send will allow the real ones to connect and develop their strength because there are no strangers or enemies from the Warriors lens – Only teachers and that is why its said:

Most people are already dead. They are simply waiting for the flesh to catch up and be laid to rest as they live surface level lives and are totally unaware of themselves and the rest. Look around you. They’re everywhere and I pity them and the repetitive scripts they live that keep them spinning between one and twelve with a constant reset that offers the illusion of progress when the only thing that changes is the date on the calendar and the size of their waistline. They, of course, will go out of their way to deny that that is the way it is because they’ll point at so many external things that say they’re a big boy who did well but their inner realm is totally absent. Noise. Silence. The difference is immense and once you’ve tasted it for yourself its akin to clicking you’re a frog in a kitchen thats been sitting in a pot of warm water and they’ve been steadily cooking you to serve as a fresh dish when your standard equip means you could jump at any moment.

See? Thats the trick. No one put a gun to your head (yet) or a consciousness modulating chip in your flesh (yet) as the current coercion of the System is as subtle as it nefarious because from a young age you’re told to accept being powerless and define yourself by external things. This in itself is a fools errand that kills your Spirit from within because you fall victim to abstractions and symbols in lieu of the real thing. Stop and think its like someone saying “Would you like a burrito, friend?” and then offering you an image whilst beaming “Tuck in!”. You’d think it was ridiculous, yes? “I can’t eat this. Its a picture of a dish. Not the real thing” and yet right now in your head you’re doing the same thing as you’re pimped by the devilish language known as English and so many other things designed to lure you in to a position akin to kneeling at the feet of midgets, just like your parents did and theirs before them. A long string of losers is what made you who you are at this moment and without doing a thing you too will pass on this most pernicious inheritance to your kids and they’ll do it all again because the System relies on your ignorance, lack of will and distorted inner realm to not make the links that have been placed right in front of your dish since you came here to experience the living hell known as the Game of Souls on this level. Taking it back to the top:

You have two lives. The second starts when you realize the first will end because from then on all bets are off and you’ll play your chips how you wish as you see the table is crooked. The fix is in and the Game is rigged, my friend, so why not try something else? The Path of Power is calling. Can you hear the Psylense?

Till we meet again

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